The actor's white rabbit ran away【ABO】

In the past 20 years, no one taught An Luo how to understand the world.

He has always been well protected and well-bred. He is selfish, has no empathy, and speaks without measure.

In the past few years, what the family did not teach him, the society taught him.

An Luo gradually understood that there is always a distance between people.

No one can accompany him forever.

This is true for relatives and friends, let alone ordinary people.

So did Li Hanxiao.

When you break up, you should keep your distance.

But he paid off his debts, got him a job, and let him live at home, all of which seemed to go beyond the boundaries of an ex-boyfriend.

An Luo didn't intend to guess why Li Hanxiao did this, he just felt very stressed.

If this continues, he owes Li Hanxiao more and more.

So much that he simply couldn't afford to pay it back.

An Luo's back was pressed against the wall tightly, not daring to look into Li Hanxiao's eyes.

"You're always going to get married..."

Li Hanxiao: "What?"

An Luo: "You want to get married, up to three years..."

Li Hanxiao is already over 30, and he will get married within three years at the most.

At that time, the relationship between them will only become more awkward.

An Luo didn't want to get involved in anything that would affect his current life.

He just wanted to move out from Li Hanxiao's side and pay him back the money every month, otherwise they would have no further contact.

"I want to go out and rent a house by myself, and I will also find a nurse for myself... Can we not have unnecessary contact in the future..."

Li Hanxiao finally understood what An Luo meant.

He is avoiding himself.

He was actually avoiding himself.

He didn't even dislike An Luo, this kid actually wanted to draw a line with himself?

Li Hanxiao was furious, he took a step forward, pinched An Luo's chin, and lifted his head up.

"I'm not going to get married, do you understand?"

An Luo stared at him blankly.

Li Hanxiao was angry: "I'm going to have an operation and still think about these things. I don't think you want your legs anymore."

Li Hanxiao asked the hospital for a wheelchair, then carried An Luo up, and pushed An Luo to the ward.

The night before the operation, Li Hanxiao left the hospital due to some urgent matters. After two hours he returned to the hospital, he saw An Luo leaning on the bed, reaching out to get the water glass on the cabinet angrily.

Li Hanxiao frowned, walked over quickly, and stuffed the cup into An Luo's hand.

An Luo: "...Thank you."

Li Hanxiao: "Aren't you going to call your brother?"

An Luo's life has been a mess in the past few years. It's okay for them to be older brothers. Now that An Luo is going to have an operation, why don't they come and see?

"I'll call your brother."

As Li Hanxiao said, she was going to get her cell phone.

An Luo was in a hurry: "Don't...don't tell them."

Li Hanxiao stared at An Luo.

An Luo smiled embarrassedly: "I don't want them to worry...it's just a minor operation anyway."

Li Hanxiao: "What if I have something to do when you have the operation tomorrow?"

An Luo: "It's okay, I called Xing Xing, and he will come to accompany me soon."

Li Hanxiao: "Xia Zhuxing has no blood relationship with you, so what's the use of him coming here?"

Once an accident happens during the operation, who can save An Luo?

An Luo lowered his head again.

Li Hanxiao: "Luoluo, I did tell you five years ago that I wanted you to cut off contact with An's family. But at that time, I thought it was too absolute, and this request...was too much."

"Your parents are gone, they are your only relatives."

An Luo slowly clenched his fists, and said softly, "It has nothing to do with you, I really just don't want them to worry."

Li Hanxiao looked at the boy in front of him with his head down, no matter what he said, he didn't seem to have much ups and downs. His heart seemed to be entangled in a dense net, making it difficult for him to breathe.

He wasn't sure if An Luo really didn't want An Huai and An Mu to worry, so he didn't want to tell them.

But the fact is, from the day he was admitted to the hospital until now, he didn't see anyone come to the hospital to see An Luo.

Whether it's Anhuai, Anmu, Song Nuo, or Xia Zhuxing.

An Luo didn't notify anyone at all - he was seriously injured and he needed surgery.

Thinking of An Luo five years ago, who scratched his skin a little, made a fuss and cried and called everyone... Li Hanxiao only felt that his heart was split into two pieces, excruciatingly painful.

He got up and peeled a banana for An Luo.

An Luo wanted to say thank you again.

Li Hanxiao finally couldn't help it: "Luo Luo, I'm sorry."

An Luo was taken aback.

Li Hanxiao: "At that time, I shouldn't have broken up with you."

An Luo shook his head.

Li Hanxiao: "Actually, I know you didn't do anything wrong, and I also know that when we quarreled that day, what you said was all angry."

"I shouldn't have publicly announced that we broke up when something happened to your family."

An Luo's head hung lower, and his eyes slowly turned red.

Li Hanxiao slowly took An Luo's hand.

An Luo subconsciously wanted to hide, but was pulled even tighter by Li Hanxiao.

"I know, you have had a bad time these past few years. You had a fight with Xia Zhuxing, and you didn't have much contact with your brother. In the past few years, you have suffered a lot by yourself."

An Luo's tears finally couldn't help rolling down with a "click".

Li Hanxiao got up, slowly sat down in front of him, pressed the back of his head, and hugged him into her arms.

"It's all my fault..." Li Hanxiao's voice was hoarse: "Actually, after seeing you again that day, I have never been at peace again. You must be thinking, why am I treating you so badly? Why am I being so cruel to you... ..."

"Because I'm angry." Li Hanxiao said slowly, "Why did Xia Zhuxing get better and better, but you became like this?"

"Why was An Luo, who used to be able to ask others casually, lose his temper when he was unhappy, cry and act like a baby when he was tired..." Li Hanxiao's fingers stroked An Luo's soft hair: "Yes Did I cause you to become like this..."

"When I think about it, I get angry. The more obedient you are, the more sensible and meek you are, the more I want to lose my temper with you." Li Hanxiao sighed, as if mocking herself: "Ni Yuan said, it's because I didn't let you go ...But how could I not let you go, five years have passed..."

"I don't want to admit it at all. I made you like this. But I can't suppress myself. Seeing you hurt, I really want to go crazy."

Li Hanxiao lowered her head and gently kissed An Luo's hair: "Luo Luo, let's make up."

An Luo's shoulders visibly stiffened.

After a brief silence, he stretched out his hand, slowly pushed Li Hanxiao away, and then shook his head.

Li Hanxiao: "You rejected me? Why? Don't you like me?"

"No...I..." An Luo's brain was in a mess and anxious, he shook his head and nodded again, and in the end, his face turned red in anxiety.

He didn't dislike Li Hanxiao.

It's just...he can't be with Li Hanxiao anymore.

Too many things happened to him, he couldn't tell, and he was afraid of being known by others.

Those dusty memories of the past are like scars in his heart, if he wants to get back to Li Hanxiao's side, he has to tear them apart... He dare not bet on how much Li Hanxiao can accept those unbearable things.

"No, no..."

An Luo's eyes were red, and he kept shaking his head.

Li Hanxiao frowned and pressed his shoulder.

"Don't tell me, if you can't, I'll just ask you, do you like me?"

An Luo stared blankly at Li Hanxiao, and after a long time, nodded his head lightly.

Li Hanxiao: "In that case, let's let what happened 5 years ago go."

"I won't let Chi Xu make things difficult for you, I'll take care of everything. Just stay by my side with peace of mind."

Knowing that it was a bottomless trap and abyss, but at this moment, An Luo's heart was still shaken, he had no way to control himself, he could only watch himself fall into it step by step.

Maybe……

Maybe, he can have a try with Li Hanxiao...

Those secrets that only belong to him can be hidden in his heart for the rest of his life.

Li Hanxiao said, let the past be the past.

Those bad things can naturally pass away.

Most of all, he didn't want to be alone anymore.

An Luo's tears fell down "patter".

Li Hanxiao took out a tissue, wiped him, and pulled him into his arms again: "Don't cry, I'm sorry..."

……

At nine o'clock the next morning, An Luo was sent for surgery.

The operation was successful, and An Luo was sent back to the ward an hour later.

After the effects of the anesthesia passed, An Luo opened his eyes again, and saw Li Hanxiao sitting beside him.

"woke up?"

An Luo wanted to speak, but his throat was extremely dry.

Li Hanxiao: "You can't drink water yet, be good, bear with it."

An Luo frowned.

Li Hanxiao lowered her head and lightly placed a kiss on his lips.

The breath of cold fragrance hit, making An Luo's face turn red instantly, and he avoided his sight in embarrassment.

Li Hanxiao smiled: "What's the matter?"

An Luo: "People will see it."

Li Hanxiao: "If you see it, you will see it. I can't even kiss my boyfriend?"

An Luo was even more embarrassed. Just as he was about to speak, the door of the ward was pushed open, and Xia Zhuxing ran in in a panic——

"Lolo!"

He rushed to An Luo's side, his eyes were red: "Luo Luo, are you okay?"

An Luo: "It's okay, I've finished the operation."

Xia Zhuxing: "Why didn't you notify me a few days ago, I came to see your text message this morning, it scared me to death!"

An Luo: "I just don't want you to worry."

Xia Zhuxing: "Aren't friends just for worrying, if you hide it from me next time, I will break up with you again!"

An Luo smiled silly.

Li Hanxiao didn't want to disturb the two omegas, so she coughed: "I'll go buy you some food."

As soon as Li Hanxiao walked away, Xia Zhuxing immediately frowned: "Why is he here?"

An Luo muttered.

Xia Zhuxing: "You two are reconciled, aren't you?"

An Luo: "...um."

Xia Zhuxing became anxious: "No way, Luo Luo, this is no way."