I make your medicine

"Hello, your takeaway."

"Okay, thank you."

Tang Ren took the exquisite takeaway bag and closed the door, and took off the coat he put on casually.

The sky is bright, the floor-to-ceiling windows cannot block the cold white morning light in winter, and the narrow waist on the stairs flashes past under the fine light.

He walked up the stairs with long legs and returned to the bedroom on the second floor. He put the things on the large coffee table. Wipe the brand new desktop carefully with a towel.

Tang Ren took out the lunch boxes one by one, opened the lids and arranged them, then turned and walked towards the quiet bathroom.

"elder brother."

There was a large bathtub in the empty room, Tang Ren called out, but no one responded.When he walked in, Li Che seemed to have fallen asleep leaning on the edge of the tank, frowning, looking uncomfortable.

"Brother." He bent down to scrape off the water droplets on Li Che's cheeks, and said softly, "Let's get up and eat first."

Li Che slowly opened his eyes, arched his legs and straightened his waist, and smoothed his hair back with one hand, revealing his more deeply wrinkled brows.

Tang Ren carefully helped him out of the bathtub, took the towel and handed it to him.

In the mirror, Li Che's slender figure was tall, straight and delicate, every muscle was like a work carefully crafted by a clay sculptor, with crystal clear water droplets hanging on it, the whole figure was like an elegant and beautiful work of art.

If it weren't for those unsightly mottled words.

Li Che wiped his hair, wiped his body hastily a few times, and let the children gather around him like a servant to help him put on clothes. As the culprit, Tang Ren can be regarded as being sincere.

Li Che looked at the mark on the collarbone of his neck that could not be concealed, one side of his head and the back of his neck could not escape.

"You're not very young, and your hands are heavy." He touched the side of his neck, stretching left and right to relieve the stiff muscles.

Listening to his slightly hoarse voice, Tang Ren lowered his eyes and lowered his eyebrows and said pleasantly, "I'm sorry."

There was a smile on the corner of his mouth, regretting that he couldn't be consistent.

Li Che couldn't help chuckling because of his smug little expression that he had never seen before, turned his body to make people face the mirror, and calmly said: "There is no need to apologize, brother rarely suffers."

Tang Ren came out to order food and pack things right after taking a shower. He didn't have time to look in the mirror, and even if he did, he wasn't interested in taking a look at his back. However, he was guided by Li Che, and when he saw the scene in the mirror, his eyes that were secretly delighted were suddenly surprised.

On the broad back, "scarred".

Little by little, his eyeballs lit up with a clear light, and his usual maturity and calmness was quickly eroded by childlike childishness, like a child who received a surprise, the corners of his lips raised a bright arc, and his backhand strenuously crossed his shoulder to touch it. Touch those "injuries" that you have never had before.

Li Che smiled helplessly, and purred his hair a few times lovingly, "Didn't you eat? Let's go, and sleep after eating."

As he is getting older, simply staying up all night is enough to kill him, not to mention carrying out the theoretical test of not being able to stop the brakes all night. Thinking about the amount of non-stop exercise this night, Li Che raised his hands and squeezed his tired shoulders and walked out of the bathroom .

Tang Ren stared at his back intently. In the mirror, there were a few red marks scattered around the word "Che" on the left side of his waist, which were different from burns. With a little innocence.

"come?"

Li Che called Yisei outside, and the kid responded, "Here we are." After speaking, he looked at him twice more before reluctantly leaving the mirror.

The new bedroom is about half the size of the old house, with a cloakroom, a wet and dry toilet, and a small storage room. Except for the custom-made large-size bed frame, there is even a long sofa and a coffee table.

Even though he came here to move things a few times, Tang Ren still felt a little strange until last night, but after one night, he was already very familiar with the inside and outside of this place.

The two sat side by side on the sofa, with the large balcony around the house behind them. A few unnamed birds landed on the railing, chirping occasionally, and they didn't know what they were talking about.

Tang Ren looked back, his eyes were blinded by the huge sun.

At this time yesterday, he was still threatened by the heavy feeling that had been pressing on his chest for a long time, but today, he only felt unprecedentedly relaxed, as if a savior who descended from the sky leisurely tore open the seal that made him unable to struggle, and offered him He stretched out his hand and pulled him out of the abyss where he couldn't find a way out.

In a trance, Tang Ren still felt that everything was light, illusory, and beautiful.

He knew it wasn't a dream, but his whole body seemed to be floating in the clouds. He didn't have any fear and didn't have to worry about it, because he knew that even if he fell, he wouldn't be smashed to pieces, and his savior was protecting him bravely and fearlessly below.

"What are you doing?" Li Che swallowed the porridge, and rubbed his arms against the kid who was turning his hair in a daze.

"It doesn't feel real."

Tang Ren completely let go of the tight string in his heart, he almost never blurted out his thoughts unconsciously like this.

Li Che was stunned for a moment, then bent a gentle smile, "Look at the bed."

Hearing this, Tang Ren looked over obediently. The neat four-piece suit that had just been laid on the huge bed last night seemed to have been stolen. One of the pillows was still lying quietly on the ground in the distance. Li Che couldn't remember it when he looked at it. Why would you throw that pillow so far back then.

"Is it true?" He said leisurely, the short three words were like whispers of a magician in Tang Ren's ears.

"If it doesn't work, go to the study." Li Che took a sip of soy milk and continued to chant the mantra: "I'm afraid that it will affect your future studies. You said you can still concentrate while sitting at that desk?" ?”

"But that chair is good, and the purchase was a success."

Tang Ren lowered his head, feeling so real that it couldn't be more real. Li Che couldn't remember the details, but he remembered clearly and firmly, and his superior memory was even more powerful under the stimulation of hormones. The replay made him lose his mind every minute.

He sullenly picked up half a box of vegetables for Li Che, and said in a deep voice, "Eat the vegetables."

Li Che let out a chuckle from his nostrils, touched the back of his hairy head over his shoulder, and said softly, "I've been here all the time."

Tang Ren tilted his head to look at him, and smiled relaxedly: "Yeah."

After breakfast, Tang Ren took out a new four-piece suit, took off the crumpled one and sent it to the laundry room downstairs. When he came back, he saw Li Che holding one of the many unopened boxes in a snow-white plastic bag. One, when he saw someone coming, he just smiled calmly and said, "I really bought too much, did you sweep all the shelves off?"

Tang Ren's shining eyes gradually dimmed. Li Che's slender and fair fingers pinched the brightly colored object, and there was a masterpiece left by himself on his wrist. What he said seemed to be provoking their young people's strange self-esteem.

In his eyes, the whole picture was particularly shocking.

"Not much." Tang Ninci's voice was calm, and he put down what Li Che saw as wild words.

Li Che didn't refute him, just put the things back with a smile, and waved at him: "Sleep, I'm so sleepy."

Tang Ren glanced at the shallow blue shadows in his boyfriend's eyes, swallowed the burning impulse and nodded: "Okay."

It was a great morning, and the two partygoers were lying on the bed preparing to catch up on sleep.

Li Che put his arms around Tang Ren, wrapping his arms around the back of his neck.

The little friend untied the old rusty heart knot, but Li Che felt a little subconsciously uneasy. Tang Ren's painful eyes and the horror of dying as if he was about to die cut a hole in his heart. The gap in the body cannot be filled by a night of excessive exercise, and it will not heal in a while.

He hugged Tang Ren tightly, and when he calmed down, he unconsciously began to worry.

"Your breath..." He broke the silence and asked worriedly, "Have you had it before?"

Tang Ren was taken aback, wrapped his arms around his waist and replied: "Well, I have had it since I was a child, but I rarely commit it when I grow up."

Li Che recalled the time since the two dated, and couldn't agree with this "rarely".

Several times, this kid was on the verge of falling ill, and Li Che thought he was nervous or something else, but thinking about it now, he was even a little scared.

"Have you seen a doctor?"

Tang Ren sniffed the smell similar to his own on Li Che's body, and his nerves were extremely relieved. After letting go of the shackles, he didn't have that layer of worries that made him breathless about anything he was about to say.

He said softly: "I've seen it. I made a mistake once at my mother's funeral. Uncle Zhuang took me to see a doctor."

Hearing the funeral, Li Che's chest stopped, Zhuang Hong's words echoed in his ears again last night, he touched the warm person in his arms, silently gritted his teeth trying to suppress the soreness in his eyes.

"what did the doctor say?"

Tang Ren heard the abnormality in his voice, raised his head to look over, stroked his red eye sockets with his thumb, and said, "The doctor said it was a psychological factor, not a pathological one."

"Brother." Tang Ren spoke in a very soft voice, slipped out of his throat with a weak breath, looked at Li Che's eyebrows and eyes seriously, and said seriously: "I don't think there will be anything that will allow me to breathe in the future."

Before, he was afraid that Li Che would find out about his mess, but later he was afraid that Li Che would leave him if he found out, and after that, he couldn't accept that he would hurt this person whom he wanted to enshrine.

But now, those fears collapsed one by one like bubbles falling to the ground, and under the scorching sun, not even a trace of moisture remained.

Satisfied at the moment, Tang Ren only felt that he was lucky, and there should be no luckier person in this world than himself.

Li Che looked at him for a while, kissed the soft lips in front of him, and let out a smile: "Okay."

"It's fine if you don't."

Thinking of the progress at hand, Li Che said again: "What do you think about the repetition? When do you plan to go?"

Tang Ren stroked Li Che's browbones, then touched his ear temples, and said, "I want to repeat my studies after the new year's semester and take this year's college entrance examination."

"Okay, it just so happens that Shunshui No. [-] Middle School can recover students, but you have to take an exam before class placement, so you should be fine."

"Well, no problem." Tang Ren rarely has absolute confidence in anything, except for studying.When he was in high school, he didn't care about it at all. This year, he kept brushing up questions while working, and he couldn't finish the number of workbooks.

"Why did you score zero in English in the college entrance examination back then?" Li Che traced his eyes, always feeling that what was in his hand was a big baby covered with three feet of dust, and his heartache was mixed with strong resentment.

Tang Ren was startled, and asked unexpectedly: "Uncle Zhuang told you?"

He didn't tell anyone about his college entrance examination results in detail. The unified caliber was more than 300. As for the 300 and the specific scores of each subject, he never mentioned it.

Li Che: "Yes."

Tang Ren lowered his eyes knowingly, it really wasn't difficult for Zhuang Hong to check his grades.

He was silent for a few seconds, and said: "At noon during the English test, Lin Shulan said that he would not pay for my college education, and I hardly saved any money from part-time jobs."

The closed environment and desperate experience made him give up this path directly. At that time, his dull brain circuit was not very clear, thinking that taking a loan to go to school should take into account both studies and making money, so he might as well go to work directly.

He didn't realize how stupid his decision was until he left that narrow city.

"No answer in English?" Li Che frowned, feeling uncomfortable.

Tang Ren avoided his sight and replied in a low voice, "No."

The room fell into a tense silence for an instant, and Li Che's aura suddenly changed. He calmed down for a long time, but finally ended in failure, gritted his teeth and said, "Fuck."

Tang Ren hugged him tightly and turned to comfort him: "If I go there, I won't be able to get into a good university. My English is not good."

Li Che didn't speak, but put his arms around his head, not so easy to coax him, "It has nothing to do with whether it's good or not."

"I won't be able to meet you when I go to college." Tang Ren's eyes shone brightly, and the treasure inside was surrounded by irresistible love.

Li Che choked on his words, "If we should meet, we will meet, sooner or later."

"But I want to do it sooner, the sooner the better." Tang Ren's voice was calm, full of nostalgia.

Li Che pursed his lips, and began to be rude again: "It's too early, you're too young, I don't want to be a beast."

Tang Ren pursed his lips and asked, "You won't let me come if you're too young?"

Li Che smirked: "It's said that it's too young, why are you here?" He put the emphasis on "small", which was quite meaningful.

Tang Ren's experience was shallow, and he denied it seriously and honestly: "It's not young, it has always been not young."

Li Che couldn't put it on because of his sincerity, and buried himself in his neck, shaking his back and laughing so hard he couldn't stop.

"Brother, it's itchy." Tang couldn't help laughing too, turning his head to avoid the hair on his neck, but Li Che moved it back and deliberately rubbed it several times.

"Brother, don't have your legs..."

"What's the matter? Didn't you really like it last night? Turn your face and deny it?"

"No, I don't, don't I want to sleep?"

"Ah, sleep, sleep now."

"Brother, I don't think you want to sleep."

"Think, why don't I think, I'm going to sleep to death."

"then you……"

In the bedroom, Tang Ren gritted his teeth and endured for a long time, finally couldn't take it anymore, and said in a low voice, "Don't sleep."