I make your medicine

Li Che didn't follow the navigation instructions, and went straight to the store opposite No. 27.

His younger brother has been annoyed to death all year round, and he doesn't even know where he lives and what the license plate number is. Think about an adolescent boy. If he is embarrassed to call him, he can only go to the only place he is relatively familiar with. A place related to my brother.

When he arrived at the door, he saw the figure like a stray dog ​​before he stopped the car. Li Ze was squatting on the steps of the store, with his head bowed, and he was still wearing his school uniform.

Li Che stopped the car, reported the letter on WeChat to his mother who was waiting for news, lowered the car window and called him: "Li Ze."

Hearing the sound over there, he raised his head, his blood red eyes were especially obvious under the street lamps, his eyes froze when he saw Li Che, and actually shed two tears on the spot.

Perhaps feeling too ashamed, he wiped it with his arm indiscriminately.

"Get in the car, and I'll take you home." Li Che didn't fluctuate, and his tone was steady without any emotion.

And his indifference made Li Ze unable to hold back his tears, he wiped his face roughly, and growled stubbornly: "I won't return."

Before Li Che could say anything, he looked into his brother's eyes and asked directly, "Why didn't you tell me?"

Li Che finally frowned, Li Ze said again: "What am I hating on you?"

This sentence made his undulating face visibly startled. He looked at his younger brother's immature but full of hatred eyes, and it was the first time that he could tell from these eyes that the hatred did not belong to him.

"Get in the car first, it's cold outside."

He lifted his chin without explaining.

Li Ze stared at him for a moment, got up and sat in the back seat, he just closed the car door and turned his eyes, and saw that there was someone sitting in the passenger seat, Tang Ren didn't look back, trying to reduce the sense of presence, but Li Ze came from the back The mirror clearly saw his face.

Li Ze: "..."

The nosy psychopath at the alley.

This is a fucking coincidence, I guess this person watched the whole process of my embarrassing performance just now.

He fell into the seat annoyed, his cheeks flushed with embarrassment.

"Send Tang Ren home first." Li Che got out of the car and set off on the road, following the navigation that changed the route several times.

Looking at the silent front row from behind, Li Ze asked without thinking, "Are you two dating?"

Tang Ren glanced to the side quickly, Li Che frowned and said, "If you can't speak, just keep your mouth shut."

Li Ze curled his lips, put his pockets in his pockets and stopped.

The journey was too far, and I don't know if he was tired from crying. Li Zeheng slept soundly in the back seat, and didn't wake up until the car stopped.

Before closing the door, Tang Ren said, "Thank you boss."

Li Che: "It's okay, it should be, I will trouble you today."

Tang Ren chuckled: "I didn't do anything." He closed the car door, the window was half open, and waved his hand: "Goodbye, be careful on the road."

Li Che bent his lips: "Okay, goodbye."

There were only the two of them left in the car, and Li Che drove directly to his home.

Li Ze sat up, looked at his brother's side face and didn't speak for a long time, he struggled for a while, and said abruptly: "Second aunt said that you took the money to treat Dad, but mom refused and withheld the money." He After finishing speaking, I felt so bored that I wanted to scream, held my breath, and asked in a trembling voice, "Is it true?"

Li Che listened, unconsciously recalling that nightmarish memory, and did not speak.

"He doesn't have a heart attack, what's wrong with him?" Li Ze's tone was a bit vicious, and he kept gritting his teeth.

Li Che turned on the turn signal, but did not answer.

"How did my own father die, I don't know?"

"cancer."

Li Ze was stunned. Hearing these two simple words from this mouth seemed to have monstrous power, instantly crushing the so-called truth that had been in his heart for many years.

"Cancer." He murmured in a low voice, and even smiled, as if he couldn't believe it.

Today after school, he went out to play basketball as usual, but the venue in the community was occupied by a group of aunts who said they were going to rehearse, so he could only go back as he came, and when he opened the door, he heard the loud quarrel inside.

"We didn't bother you to borrow money during the most difficult time! Now you open your mouth for 20 yuan. It's your son who got married, not my son. I don't owe you!" Chen Sumei's sharp voice made his scalp stiff.

The second aunt seemed to be extremely angry, and not to be outdone, she shouted: "When were you in the most difficult time?! Okay, Chen Sumei, you mention this. When you were in the most difficult time, my brother was too sick to get out of bed and was lying in the hospital waiting to die."

Li Ze stopped walking into the entrance, tilted his head and listened carefully.

"You don't borrow money, but your son does. Li Che spent all the money he earned in college for medical treatment. What are you doing?!"

Li Ze looked stunned, he could understand every sentence, but every sentence was completely different from the facts in his cognition.

"You hold the money in your hand and don't let him use it!" Second Aunt burst into tears when she said that, "Li Che is kneeling in front of you, and you don't let him use it!"

"He didn't study in college and worked four jobs a day, what did you do?!"

Chen Sumei retorted sharply: "His medicine costs 6 yuan a week! Who can afford it! If you can't pay for your medical insurance, Li Che's [-] yuan is for naught! Living people in the family don't eat? Li Ze doesn't go to school?!" He took a breath and mocked: "You said this, did you borrow money from Li Che? Did he borrow money from his second brother?"

Li Ze walked in and asked dully, "What do you mean? Why did Li Che kneel down and beg you?"

"What 6 yuan?"

"Didn't Dad die of a heart attack?"

"You haven't finished college?" Li Ze wiped away his tears, his voice trembling slightly.

Li Che didn't expect Second Aunt to mention this, so he said solemnly, "Dropped out of school."

Their school can suspend studies for two years at most. He doesn't think that two years is enough to solve all the problems and allow him to return to school, so Li Che, who has always been decisive, just drops out of school and goes to the top universities in the country for three years.

"Why didn't you tell me?" He sniffed and raised his arm to wipe his face.

"Too small." Li Che didn't want to say so much. He didn't say it back then, and now it's a one-time supply of a teenage child, and it probably won't have any good results.

When Li Ze was nine years old, his mother told him that his father had a serious heart attack.And his elder brother who broke up with the family because of homosexuality has not shown up for a long time. During the years when his elder brother left home, his father kept sighing. It was the one who was gay and angry, but seeing his father dying, the culprit refused to come back and take a look.

Tell him now that not only was that dead gay not the culprit, but he was the only person in the world who tried his best to keep his father, while the mother in his heart, who had never had an easy life, ignored everything.

Li Ze felt like he was going to collapse.

He hated Li Che for so many years like a fool, he hated for so many years.

"Why didn't Mom save it? Because of the money?" He wanted to dig out all the things he didn't know today, even if these things stabbed his heart one by one, he still wanted to figure out who he should hate.

Li Che parked the car by the river, looked at the wind ripples on the calm river, and said in a deep voice, "You can't blame her."

Can't blame her.

Every time Li Che thinks about what happened back then, he always tells himself this way.

Can't because that's fucking.

Li Ze remembers that his family was very poor when he was a child. His father would stick to the old shops in the old city. Later, there were fewer and fewer people eating noodles. His mother went to clean the hotel, and every day when she came home, she was violent and noisy. It was a poor and chaotic life. Days later, his brother fell out with his family because of a classmate. After the most intense quarrel, the man left with blood on his face and never came back until his father died.

This high-achieving student in his knowledge made his fortune with his father's formula. In less than three years, he could afford to live in a house in Yanfeng District, learn guitar lessons, and buy expensive basketballs.

But he hates him.

"Medical expenses are [-] yuan per week." Li Che opened his mouth slowly, looked at the river surface and said without emotion: "There is a kind of medicine that is used once a week, and it costs [-] yuan a time. Counting other things, it is almost [-] yuan."

These are small money to him now, but at that time it was so rare that it almost killed him.

Li Ze looked at him and couldn't stop crying.

"The family didn't have any savings at the time, and the old house could last for a while after it was sold. I originally planned to sell it." During that time, he worked four jobs a day, and was so tired that he had a serious stomach ulcer that he was sent to the emergency room. His mother finally let go of selling the house, but He didn't expect that the person who cut off his last hope was his father.

"It's because Dad didn't want to be treated anymore, and he didn't cooperate with the treatment later, so he left soon."

He still remembers that day when he prepared the meal and sent it to the hospital, the old man changed from his previous groggy state and said to him in a very sober manner: "Li Che, I'm dying, I'm dying."

Li Che stared blankly at the patient who seemed to be in high spirits, his hands couldn't stop shaking, he wanted this person to shut up, he didn't want to hear anything from him.

"Don't force your mother, I'm going to die." The old man let go of Li Che's wrist and lay down on his back, "You don't need to borrow money everywhere, don't sell the house, it's useless."

Li Che looked at his pale-faced father, and heard him say something he would never forget in his life: "If you continue to make trouble, I will jump out of this window, so that you will not suffer."

He collected money non-stop, and in the end he was tossing.

Li Che never felt that his parents were cruel, even if he was beaten when he came out and scolded when he broke up, he didn't put these two words on them, but that time, all he could think about was these two words, cruel.

Li Ze grabbed the clothes on Li Che's shoulders, clenched his fists, and asked in a crying voice, "Mom told me that, why didn't you refute it?"

"I scolded you so much, why didn't you say it?"

"I hate you so much, you..." He whimpered and roared, "Why didn't you say it?!"

Li Che's eye sockets slowly ooze red, and he said with a light smile, "It's better to hate me than hate others."

Li Zebeng couldn't help crying, his forehead hit Li Che's shoulder, weeping hoarsely like a wounded little beast, and kept repeating: "I scolded you like that."

"I scolded you like that."

Li Che looked out the window and let him lean against him, his eyes gradually glowed with water.