I make your medicine

"Qin Yang, I have a bad temper, I thought you knew it." Li Che said calmly, shaking his hand that was slightly numb from too much force.

The sound of the iron door being pushed and closed came from behind, Tang Ren turned and entered the community without looking back, Li Che stayed where he was, looking at Qin Yang who was still dazed a few steps away.

"Let me make it clear once and for all, I have a boyfriend, I hope you will respect yourself, and don't make yourself unhappy for irrelevant reasons." Li Che spoke in a low voice, with obvious impatience.

"What do you like about him? Tender? Simple? Easy to raise?" Qin Yang lowered his head, completely let go, and said something very disrespectful. If his assistant heard it, he would probably be surprised and trembling, but Li Che knew, This is Qin Yang's true face.

On the outside, he looks like a human being, but on the inside, he is sharp and selfish.

Tang Ren hadn't gone far, and the volume couldn't hide from his ears. He paused, not waiting for Li Che's response, and quickly walked towards the unit door.

Li Che gritted his teeth, restrained the violent impulse that went straight to the top of his head, dragged out his lifelong cultivation, pointed at Qin Yang's face and said, "Qin Yang, don't fucking force me."

"I forced you, why did I force you..." Qin Yang smiled bleakly, since he had already torn everything between the two of them apart, it wasn't too bad.

He raised his head and wanted to say something worse, to ask Li Che to hit him a few more times, to wake him up, to punish him, to blame him, but when he really met Li Che's disgusted eyes, he couldn't restrain himself. Suddenly, he choked on the words that came to his mouth.

There was no him in those eyes, only the suppressed anger remained, scraping his heart layer by layer like a blade.

"Stay far away from my life, the farther the better, you Mr. Qin are alive and well, don't harass us low-level people, thank you."

Li Che withdrew his veined hand, Qin Yang panicked and wanted to explain: "I'm not talking about you, Li Che, you know, I'm just, I'm..."

"Forget it Qin Yang, there is no difference between looking down on my boyfriend and looking down on me. You haven't looked down on me since high school. You gave me a relationship and then threw it away." Li Che calmed down and uncovered the hair between the two. Moldy and rotten, as if he was too lazy to recall, he chuckled and said: "Now that Qian Fan wants to go back and pick it up again, the whole world is opened by your family?"

Li Che didn't look at him again, and hurried towards the house. Qin Yang stood on the spot and slowly squatted down.

He looked down on Li Che. When he was in high school, he looked down on Li Che's background, Li Che's family, and Li Che's ability.

Because of all of these, he has the best.

He was giving alms, he felt that he was leading Li Che to a higher level of life, he felt that he was saving him.

So he is proud, he plays his temper in front of Li Che, always stepping on his pain points unscrupulously, people who think their life is not easy will never leave the straw of life easily.

Li Che broke the straw.

Only after that did he realize that love is not like that, it is not the pursuit of a whim, it is not the secret affection on campus, it is not self-righteous trampling.

He has never been Li Che's straw, Li Che does not need a straw.

The room was dark, Tang Ren sat on the sofa with his coat on, his elbows propped on his knees, he didn't know what he was thinking.

Li Che walked straight over, seeing his downcast look, felt angry and hurt.

He was angry with himself, for a person who has always been realistic and rational now has only one sentence in his head: What the hell are you in love with!

He stroked Tang Ren's hair, it was a little rough and thorny before it was cut.

"I'm sorry, it's me..."

"elder brother."

Tang Ren interrupted him, raised his head, his expression was unusually calm, Li Che murmured something was wrong, and finally heard Tang Ren say: "If, if you want to get back together, I'll move out."

Li Che was so shocked that he couldn't make a sound. It was unbelievable that Tang Ren would say such a thing, and his mind went blank for a moment.

"What did you say?"

He asked unconsciously, his eyes still filled with surprise.

Tang Ren smiled and said, "Qin Yang is quite powerful."

He had seen Qin Yang's interview record in the short video before, and when he searched for his name in the software, a very beautiful resume would pop up, from his background to his ability, he was an elite.

It's not comparable to a low-level reptile like him.

Li Che and him are a perfect match.

"You are a good fit."

Li Che's mind was finally able to turn the corner, he frowned and raised his voice: "That's right!" It was only a few decibels away from roaring.

Tang Ren was taken aback by his expression, but still looked at him calmly, hiding all his nostalgia and sadness.

He thought Li Che couldn't see it, but in Li Che's eyes, he was a transparent crystal.

Li Che could see his contradictory expression at a glance, while pushing his boyfriend away, he tried his best to resist the urge to keep him.

He laughed angrily, and the angry blood in his chest rushed up one by one.

"What the hell are you talking about?" This was the first time he got dirty with the little sugar man, and his attitude was extremely bad.

Tang Ren's heart was so cold that he couldn't lift his emotions, he just whispered: "I'm telling the truth."

Li Che felt that if this person said one more word, he would die suddenly.

He breathed a sigh of relief, and instead of calming down, the wave of anger became more raging.

He thought that his gentle and patient probation would always pull the children out of the dark autistic hut. Now that Tang Ren wanted to repeat the study, he thought that there had finally been a significant improvement. As a result, Qin Yang said a few words today, and all the previous efforts Instantly became useless.

Li Che's mind was buzzing, he looked down at the child's stubborn nape and even wanted to bite it hard.

His thoughts were completely disrupted by that impulse, and he couldn't help but want to replace his teeth with heavy words, to let this person know the pain.

"Am I not enough to warm you up?"

Tang Ren was taken aback, and looked at Li Che's anxious eyebrows, a self-deprecating smile cracked on his calm face.

This smile made Li Che wake up in an instant.

Tang Ren lowered his head and clasped his hands, no longer looking at him.

Having said that, everyone around him said that he was just like the father who hadn't met a few times, he was not familiar with him, and he couldn't keep warm.

Even Li Che felt the same way now.

It seems that he will never be able to get rid of what he used to be. Qin Yang is right, he has been like this all his life in this low-level class, and the blood that flows in his bones cannot be changed.

Just as he was smiling, the person standing in front of him suddenly turned around and walked towards the door. Tang Ren's heart tightened, and all his strength collapsed in an instant. .

don't go.

Tang Ren couldn't speak, he opened his mouth and wanted to stand up and catch Li Che who was moving fast. The sound of footsteps in the darkness made his heart shrink again and again.

Too soon, too soon to leave.

It was only at this moment that Tang Ren realized that he simply couldn't stand Li Che giving up on himself.

He was not as calm as he thought.

In just a few seconds, he confessed in his mind like a child who has done something wrong: If you can keep warm, don't leave me, I will correct it, I was wrong, and I will never do this again.

The word "Brother" was about to come out, and with a "pop", the lights in the room were brightly lit, Li Che took off his coat and threw it on the ground, walked back to the sofa and sat on the coffee table, looking at Tang Ren.

Tang Ren's turbulent mood was calmed down by the sudden light, and he regretted Li Che's powerless and resentful expression even more.

Why did you say that kind of thing, you are Li Che's boyfriend, why did you say that kind of thing that hurt his heart.

Li Che stared at the embarrassed man, gritted his teeth and said, "Tang Ren, are you trying to piss me off?"

Tang Ren was taken aback, Li Che grabbed his hand, lost his usual gentleness, his fingers turned white.

Li Che looked at the redness in his eyes, his heart hurt for a long time, and he couldn't calm down, and said viciously: "I tell you, I am ten years older than you, take it easy on me, if I die before you Let me see how you live in your later years!"

Tang Ren didn't seem to have expected to wait for these words. He stared blankly at his boyfriend, his lips parted, and his eyes gradually dimmed.

Li Che raised his hand and pressed it to his forehead in silence for a while, his normally warm hand was now cold, he clasped that hand with both hands and slowly calmed down.

He sighed heavily, lowered his hand, and pinched his fleshless cheek instead.

"Little Sugar Man, don't you know how much I like you? Huh?"

He tugged at the corners of Tang Ren's lips, but he was reluctant to use force, and rubbed them lightly after pinching.

"You think I'm simply in a relationship, and I can withdraw at any time on a whim, don't you?"

The distress in Li Che's eyes couldn't be stopped any longer, and it poured directly into the eyes of the person opposite.

Tang Ren's teeth were crushed by those soft eyes, and waves of soreness rushed to his eyes, accumulating more moisture.

Li Che: "Tang Ren, brother is thirty, and I don't have the energy to spend." He took Tang Ren's hand and kissed, "Huang Mingfeng also joked that I started to maintain my health. I really want to be with you for a longer time. As long as it takes, sometimes I wonder why I was not born a few years later, ten years old is too much, I am afraid that I will not be able to keep up with this distance."

Tang Ren listened, the tears from the broken defense slipped down and dripped on his wrist, icy cold.

He also thought about it, he wanted to greedily keep Li Che's life, he was himself in his whole life, from beginning to end, from beginning to end.

He wants to be with this person forever.

He likes Li Che so much, sometimes when he wakes up in the morning and looks at his sleeping face, his supposedly peaceful heart will be clenched by that unreal feeling.

Like to be humble, like to be cautious.

Li Che's voice changed, and he complained angrily: "In the end, you're still angry with me." He pursed his lips, but still couldn't get angry, and wanted to bite him, but seeing the tear stains on his cheeks and rolling Adam's apple, he felt even more uncomfortable. .

"Be confident. Tang Ren is unique and indispensable in Li Che's heart. Believe in yourself, okay?" He gently wiped off the water stains on Tang Ren's face, not knowing how to express his feelings.

The sense of powerlessness did not subside but instead increased.

How should I tell this extremely insecure child that the person you like is also liking you very hard.

His aggrieved chest was sore, he hugged the back of Tang Ren's neck, put his head against his head, he touched his ear to comfort him, and pinched his soft chin to soothe himself, he said in a hoarse voice: "Shaoqi Can I do it? I'm really afraid of dying early."

"The eyes are so handsome, why can't you open them and take a good look?"

"Brother." Tang Ren said, his voice was terribly hoarse and trembling, but it didn't affect the preciousness and caution that couldn't be contained in a single word.

Li Che responded softly: "Yes."

Tang Ren has always known how much Li Che likes him, and because he can feel it, he dares to jump into the flames.

But today he finally saw clearly, what he thought was moths to the flame, in fact, from the moment we were together, under the fleeting fireworks, in every late night when he was taken back to bed, in that light that illuminated everything There wasn't a second in the dawn when he stopped looking forward to the rest of his life, and the rest of this man's life.

He didn't want this relationship to end, he didn't want to leave, he didn't want to be a passer-by in his memories.

Never want to.

Tang Ren said softly, "I'm sorry."

Li Che kissed the tip of his nose: "You're right, Tang Ren, you're right, don't apologize."

"It's because I didn't handle those bad things well, brother, I'm sorry."

Tang Ren shook his head, moved closer to the coffee table, wrapped his arms around Li Che's waist tightly and buried him in the socket of his shoulder.Li Che put his arms around Mao's head and was so obedient that he could not restrain himself.

The two hugged each other for a few minutes, and the room was quiet, the restless heart gradually calmed down, and the wetness on the shoulders no longer piled up.

Li Che broke the silence: "If you push me to irrelevant people again, I will bite you."

"Yeah." Tang Ren agreed simply and neatly, what's the point of taking a bite, even if it's a piece of meat.

Li Che sighed again, wrapped his arms around the child's neck and the back of his head and rubbed it tiredly.

"Brother." Tang Ren raised his head, his red eyes looked like a pitiful milk wolf, watery and full of love, "Can I kiss you?"

Li Che lost his temper by his application. In order to train the child's self-confidence, Li Che decided to strengthen the little wolf cub's sense of territory: "I said, it's all yours, as you like."

He held Tang Ren's chin and rubbed it a few times, and asked in confirmation, "What about you?"

Tang Ren's eyes darkened, and he nodded without hesitation: "It's yours."

It's all yours to do with.

So Li Che, the self-proclaimed elder hunter, decided to take the shot himself.

Teaching by precept and example has always been the most effective.