abused thousands of times by bamboo horses

Seeing that Ye Tang calmed down a bit, Qin Han also slowly let go of Ye Tang, took a tissue to wipe Ye Tang's face, but was pushed away.

Ye Tang wiped his crying face with the back of his hands and sleeves. After crying a lot, his heart seemed to be much calmer.

Ye Tang suddenly whispered: "You didn't apologize to me, so you don't need to say sorry."

"Yezi, I didn't come on purpose, I really didn't expect it to become like this."

"Yeah, I didn't expect it either, it's all my own fault, it has nothing to do with you, so don't tell me you're sorry, you've never been sorry to me."

Qin Han frowned, he always felt that Ye Tang had started talking nonsense.

Ye Tang was leaning on the bed, the tears in the corners of his eyes hadn't been wiped away, and his voice was a little hoarse after crying, "You are free to treat me however you want, since I responded to you, then I should bear it, I shouldn't It's my problem to think about setting up an archway after leaving the bitch..."

"What the hell are you talking about!" Qin Han couldn't help cursing.

"Qin Han, there's no need, really," Ye Chen's mouth pulled a difficult smile, "You go back, just pretend that we have never known each other, the person who has been with you for the past 13 years, you just treat him already dead."

Qin Han stared at Ye Tang's face and asked, "Do you really want me to go?"

Ye Tang didn't speak, only heard a burst of impatient footsteps getting farther and farther away, and then the door was slammed heavily.

Just as the tears in the corners of Ye Chen's eyes slid down, the door opened again, and there was another sound of impatient footsteps, and then I felt the side of the bed sink suddenly, as if someone sat down.

Sitting beside Ye Tang's bed, Qin Han still stared at Ye Tang's face and said, "Okay, I've already walked by once."

Ye Tang grabbed the pillow again and waved it forward, "Do you think I'm joking with you? I really let you go!"

"I won't leave."

"I'm already blind, just let me fend for myself, I don't need you to sympathize with me!"

"Who will watch you when I leave? Do you dare to tell your mother about this? Or tell Zhao Jianghao and others? You also know that you are blind now, so be honest and obedient. The doctor said that you have a great chance of recovery. Maybe I'll see you in two days, if you really hate me that much, I'll leave after you recover, and I promise to stay far away from you so that you can't find it anywhere."

Although Qin Han was expressing his concern, few people could accept his way because it was too ugly.

Ye Tang smashed the pillow hard, but this time it was crooked, and the pillow flew directly from Qin Han's ear to the wall.

Friends who have been friends for more than ten years since childhood, it is impossible for Qin Han to leave Ye Chen at this time. He admits that he has been teasing Ye Chen before, but now that Ye Chen is like this, he will not do those things again Excessive things.

Ye Tang lay down angrily, covering his head with the quilt.

He knew that he couldn't really let go of Qin Han, so he could only force himself to forget about Qin Han. He thought that Qin Han would really leave, but he didn't expect that.

It's hard to like Qin Han, it's hard to forget Qin Han, why is it so hard to let Qin Han leave him now, it's always impossible to get something, just don't give him any hope from the beginning, isn't that okay?

Ye Tang couldn't help thinking, maybe God was punishing him. From the day he fell in love with Qin Han, everything was a mistake. He didn't even make up for it, and he was still getting deeper and deeper into this mistake, so now he is being punished. The punishment also came.

That night, Qin Han still stayed by Ye Tang's bedside.

Ye Tang wanted to go to the bathroom in the middle of the night but kept holding it back, and he held back when he wanted to drink water. In short, he just didn't want Qin Han to do anything for him.

Early the next morning, Ye Tang was really uncomfortable, and his face became more and more ugly, but he still resisted to say anything.

Qin Han was about to go out to buy breakfast, when he saw Ye Tang's bitter face, he laughed deliberately: "Going to the toilet? Can you do it yourself?"

Ye Tang groped around the bed, looking for shoes for a long time, and then leaned on the wall to find the bathroom door.

Qin Han followed behind and didn't help, just watched Ye Tang bumping around with his arms crossed.

Ye Tang touched the doorknob, but when he opened it, he heard footsteps. He must have opened the wrong door, so Ye Tang closed the door, walked along the wall, and finally touched a doorknob. This time, he opened the right door. Yes, it's the bathroom door.

After Ye Tang went in, he was about to grope to close the door when Qin Han squeezed in and ripped off Ye Tang's pants repeatedly.

Ye Tang waved Qin Han's hand away and shouted loudly, "I'll do it myself, I don't need your help!"

"You're welcome, just treat me as your nurse."

Ye Tang couldn't break free at all, with Qin Han's strength, he could pinch his wrists with one hand, not to mention that he couldn't see now, and he didn't have any sense of direction, so he couldn't spare the energy to resist.

"Don't move, concentrate, don't get it on the wall, it will be embarrassing when the nurse comes to clean it later." Qin Han made a teasing tone, and helped Ye Tang to move forward.

Ye Tang's face turned red, it was really embarrassing for Qin Han to say that, but he couldn't do such a private thing in front of Qin Han.

"What's the matter?" Qin Han patted Ye Chen's butt, "It's not like I haven't seen you little bird before, so I'm sorry."

Ye Tang said in a low voice: "Go out, lest you feel disgusted like last time."

Qin Han's smile froze and his face darkened.

In fact, Ye Tang knew very well that the last time they kissed "emotionally", Qin Han naturally touched his lower body, and then quickly flinched, and did not continue.

For a straight man like Qin Han, if he kissed just because of a momentary emotion, it should be the biggest limit. Even if he did something more in-depth, he would stop in time after reacting, which is impossible continue.

Feeling that the strength of holding his wrist was getting weaker and weaker, Ye Tang pushed Qin Hanchao out forcefully, and then slammed the door shut.

Ye Tang stayed in the bathroom for a long time, not because he spent a long time in the bathroom, but since Qin Han refused to leave, he just wanted to minimize the time he spent alone with Qin Han.

Ye Tang fumbled to find the faucet, unscrewed it and washed his hands, wanted to squeeze some hand sanitizer, but couldn't find it after searching for a long time, finally touched a bottle, and was knocked down by him and fell to the ground.

Ye Tang was about to squat down to pick it up, when his forehead hit the corner of the sink again, and it hurt immediately.

The door behind him suddenly opened, and Ye Tang felt a weight on his back, and then he was supported by a hand.

Qin Han rubbed Ye Tang's painful forehead, and said in a tone that was not gentle at all: "If you don't have that ability, you still have to show off. Your temper is getting harder and harder now."

Ye Tang pushed Qin Han away forcefully, this sentence seemed to anger him.

"I just can't do it!" Ye Tang shouted, "When I was bullied when I was young, I could only wait for you to help me. I will always be bullied. You have planned my future for me. If Without you, I would not be able to be the actor of my dreams, and now I can fight for this movie role because of you, yes, how much you have helped me, I should kneel down and thank you, shouldn't I!"

Qin Han was not surprised by Ye Tang's sudden "crazy" reaction.

Hasn't Ye Tang been stimulated enough during this time, no matter what kind of reaction he makes, it won't be too much.

"Qin Han, do you know what I did for you?" Ye Chen's voice trembled slightly, "You will never care about how much I sacrificed for you..."

In the past, Ye Tang never felt wronged, because he was willing to do everything to Qin Han, but now once this kind of mood exploded, it was out of control.

"Every time you fall in love with a girl, you ask me to help you flirt. Can you understand how I feel? I can go to a more professional school for further study, but I applied for J University with you.

"That time I asked you if you were free, and you said you were going on a date with Manman, so I went by car, but I met a liar driver who took away my luggage and mobile phone, and I was thrown on the road. I was scolded by you when I finally went back, can you understand how desperate I was at that time?

"I confessed to my mother a long time ago. I said that I am not gay. I don't like other men, but I just like you. My mother has been persuading me to think clearly, and I always feel that I have thought clearly enough, so after so many years Staying by your side, watching you change girlfriends one after another, I never expect our relationship to become a so-called lover, I just think that being able to stay by your side and being your best friend is very satisfying and extravagant.

"You broke up with Manman, I know you are very sad, but why do you think of me as a substitute for Manman, and you still think I'm disgusting in the end, Qin Han, don't you feel disgusting if you think this way, you Take advantage of my liking for you, do those things to me unscrupulously, smash my self-esteem to the ground, step on the ground, every time I go too far, I can bear it all, what else can I do, of course it is because I am cheap, I just like you !

"Now I'm blind, this is God's punishment for me, and God let me take this opportunity to think carefully, whether I should continue to treat your excessive attitude towards me as a treasure, I admit, I have loved you for 13 years , it's not so easy to let go, but I'm already working hard, just leave me alone, even if I beg you...

Ye Tang said a lot of words in one breath, this time he didn't hide anything, it was all his true thoughts in his heart, it can even be said that his heart was crying out with blood dripping.

After Ye Tang finished speaking, the atmosphere was silent for a while, and then the sound of closing the door was heard.

The sound of closing the door came twice. It should be that Qin Han closed the bathroom door after going out, and then walked out of the ward and closed the door.

Ye Tang supported the sink weakly, and closed his eyes. Those words just now seemed to consume all his strength, and even his brain was a little lack of oxygen.