abused thousands of times by bamboo horses

Qin Han lowered his body, looked at Ye Tang's crying face, his mind went blank.

At this time, Ye Tang was both awake and confused, and he didn't know whether he was in reality or a dream. Seeing the person he liked was in front of him, so close and within reach, he moved towards him by accident.

When Ye Tang's lips were pressed against them, Qin Han didn't hide. He didn't realize what they were doing until he felt a moist and soft touch on his lips.

Ye Tang closed his eyes and was still sobbing slightly. He just kissed Qin Han's lips lightly, and when he opened his eyes again, he suddenly bounced away like an electric shock.

Ye Tang fell into the sofa, staring at Qin Han almost in horror. He knew exactly what he had done just now, but it was because he knew that it made him so scared.

"Qin...Qin Han..." Ye Tang was sobbing and shaking again, his hands supporting the sofa were unsteady.

No, he must get out of here quickly.

Ye Tang thought so, but when he hurriedly stood up, Qin Han suddenly lifted the back of his head, pulled him into his arms, and kissed him again.

It was no longer like Ye Tang's superficial touch just now, this time Qin Han's kiss seemed a little rough, not so much a kiss, it was better to say that he wanted to swallow Ye Tang whole.

Ye Tang was hugged tightly by Qin Han, and he couldn't break free at all. There was a big gap between him and Qin Han in terms of height and body shape, and Ye Tang in front of Qin Han was just a little chicken.

Ye Tang could only utter some monosyllables vaguely, and finally got a little gap, and just shouted indiscriminately: "Qin...Qin Han...you..."

"Don't talk," Qin Han suddenly pinched Ye Tang's chin, gasping for breath and repeated, "Don't talk."

Ye Tang was strangled by Qin Han. He didn't have a lot of flesh on his body, but now he was hurt by Qin Han.

Qin Han pushed Ye Tang down on the sofa, and the two began to overlap and kiss again. Qin Han even kissed Ye Tang's neck, biting Ye Tang until the flesh on his neck hurt.

Apart from the sound of their kissing, there was no other movement in the room, and even the lights seemed ambiguous and emotional.

But both of them drank some wine, and it was obvious that something happened that both of them should think they shouldn't do, but it seemed that they were both going to be wrong, and they didn't worry so much at all, and all subsequent developments went on smoothly.

Until Ye Tang, who was under Qin Han, slowly stretched out his hand to hug Qin Han's neck, Qin Han's hand that had been inserted into Ye Tang's clothes suddenly stopped, and the lust that had just been dyed in his eyes disappeared immediately. .

Feeling that the weight pressing on him disappeared, Ye Tang opened his eyes in a daze, and saw Qin Han leaving him.

Ye Ling's clothes were messy, his hair was messy, and Qin Han's trousers were half unzipped. If Qin Han didn't stop, he might have already done something deeper.

Qin Han sat on the sofa, picked up the cigarette case from the coffee table, took out a cigarette, lit it, took a deep breath in his mouth, and then spit it out slowly.

Ye Tang huddled in the corner of the sofa, seeing Qin Han's appearance seemed a little sluggish, his eyes staring blankly at the opposite wall.

He doesn't know what Qin Han is thinking, just like he doesn't even know what he is thinking.

While drunk, he confessed his love to Qin Han, and even kissed Qin Han, but what Ye Tang didn't expect was that Qin Han also responded to him, but Qin Han stopped soon, and then Ye Tan made Ye Qin feel like this. Tang's incomprehensible expression.

Both of them were silent, the wall clock on the living room wall was ticking, and Ye Tang watched the minute hand keep turning.

Ye Tang even started to count, one lap...two laps...three laps...

When counting to ten laps, Qin Han suddenly said: "When did it start?"

Qin Han hardly made a loud voice, he was speaking in a breathless voice, but Ye Tang could still hear it very clearly.

Ye Tang shrank his legs, lowered his head, almost buried in his knees, and replied in a muffled voice: "13 years..."

Qin Han laughed, but the expression on his face was unpredictable, as if the voice was laughing, but the expression was numb.

"I'm sorry..." Ye Tang said in a crying voice, "If you feel disgusted, what happened just now can be regarded as nothing happened..."

"Why do you pretend that nothing happened?" Qin Han suddenly turned his head to stare at him, and said expressionlessly, "Or, let's try."

Ye Tang suddenly raised his head to look at Qin Han, he couldn't believe what he heard.

If it was because Qin Han responded to him with alcohol, but suddenly came back to his senses, then he should be more sober now than ever, how could he say such words again.

Ye Qin and Qin Han's eyes were looking directly at each other, but Ye Qin didn't see anything similar to love in Qin Han's eyes, only felt that Qin Han's gaze made him feel colder than outside. The cold wind blowing was even biting.

Ye Tang plucked up the courage to ask that question: "Do you regard me as Manman's substitute?"

Qin Han didn't deny it, but asked instead: "Then are you willing?"

"I am willing." After saying these three words, a tear fell down Ye Tan's cheek.

Qin Han raised one corner of his mouth and smiled, and suddenly grabbed the hair on the back of Ye Chen's head and pulled Ye Chen over, kissed his lips, and said, "Go to sleep."

Then Qin Han stood up and went back to the bedroom, leaving Ye Tang curled up on the sofa alone.

The room was empty, the coffee table and the sofa were all messed up, all messed up when he was entangled with Qin Han just now.

Ye Tang felt that he was hopeless, and he could tell by looking at his eyes and expression that all Qin Han's reactions today were fake, not as good as he imagined, but facing Qin Han's question, he still answered "I do".

In this world, is there anyone who loves more humblely than him? He always puts himself in the lowest position, no matter in life, in other aspects, or even emotionally, he is as small as a speck of dust .

Ye Tang collapsed on the sofa. He knew that it was really over now. From the moment he opened his eyes tomorrow morning, the relationship between him and Qin Han would never return to the past.

And all of this is his own fault.