SHEEP

Jian Yunxian left and took Xiao Yunduo with her.

Yi Heye was like a deflated ball, lying on the bed alone, emptied for a long, long time.

Anger, unwillingness, shame, all kinds of bad emotions tangled up and pressed against him, making his eyes burn and his throat tighten.

But he just clenched the bed sheet tightly and let it go, gritted his teeth and wrinkled his nose, took a deep breath to suppress all his emotions—he was unwilling to cry when he was alone, he was always a person with a heavy burden .

After the soreness passed, Yi Heye sighed heavily, then got up and jumped out of bed, took off his prosthetic limb and took a shower.

He didn't turn on the hot water, the cold temperature was just enough to extinguish the heat that he hadn't had time to dissipate. He buried himself in the cold water until he was suffocated until his vision turned white, and then he raised his head and sucked violently as if he had escaped death. Take a breath.

He repeated this process of suffocating and breathing for nearly half an hour, until his skin was washed pale, and then he staggered out of the bathroom completely soaked in cold.

Headache, arm pain, body pain, this bath is no different from self-torture.

Yi Heye threw himself down on the bath towel, thinking he would just fall into a drowsy sleep, and when he closed his eyes, he remembered that Jian Yunxian had reminded him—remember to report to Ju Li and the others that he was safe.

This thought forced Yi Heye to overcome his fatigue and get up. His mobile phone and communicator were left in the hospital and he couldn't take them away, so he dragged himself to sit in front of the computer.

The second after the switch was pushed open, news of an almost explosion flooded in, and dozens of calls were made to confirm his news.

Yi Heye saw the familiar numbers belonging to the management bureau, and the grievances he had endured all night poured out again.

He immediately made a video call to Director Li, and the other person answered without hesitation for a second.

"Li Bureau..."

"Are you all right? Where are you now? Are you hurt? What do we need to do??"

Before Yi Heye finished speaking, Ju Li asked a bunch of questions impatiently.

On the face of the old leader with white hair on the opposite side, he had never seen panic and anxiety. It took only half a day, and this old man who was always energetic seemed to have gone through vicissitudes all at once.

Yi Heye knew that he was worried about himself, when he thought of what he had done just now, and of letting Jian Yunxian go, guilt and sadness almost overwhelmed him.

"I'm sorry, Director Li..." Yi Heye choked out his breath, feeling like a big stone was pressing on his heart, "I didn't live up to my expectations and didn't catch him..."

"I don't want you to catch him, you just have to be good." Li Ju saw his expression, and immediately felt sore and uncomfortable, "How are you now? Do you want us to go there?"

"I'm fine, Director Li... don't worry." Yi Heye swallowed back all the tears he didn't shed, but he pretended so much that he trembled even when he spoke, "...I'm safe now .”

In the end, fearing that they might be worried, Yi Heye still said, "I'll be back in the game in a while, and I'll report today's events by the way."

Just as Li Ju wanted him to rest at home, Yi Heye on the other side of the screen got up and turned off the video.

He doesn't want them to come to him, he doesn't like being treated like a sick patient like this, even if his whole body is falling apart now, even if he can't even walk in the next second, he will grit his teeth and pretend It's okay, I have to climb over if I climb.

It wasn't until he put on his clothes and endured the aches all over his body that he walked to the underground garage that he realized that he might have a fever. He didn't know if it was because he was too presumptuous with Jian Yunxian just now, or he caught a cold in the cold shower.

Thinking of this, he recalled the ups and downs. Jian Yunxian's structure was more human-like than he imagined. He didn't know if it was intentional control, or the bug had been fixed in time. He didn't leak electricity this time, Yi Heye Song He took a deep breath, but secretly felt a little regretful.

As he endured the pain and walked, he recalled the details in his mind that he could still remember.

Painful and comfortable, it made him want to stop more than he imagined.It is estimated that a person like myself who is addicted to sensory stimulation will find it difficult to forget this experience for a while.

Thinking of this, the strong sense of shame climbed into his heart again, and he scratched his hands uneasily, but fortunately, the discomfort in his body quickly blocked all his wild thoughts, and now he only felt groggy, burning like a A walking steamer.

Perhaps it was because of his poor physical condition during this period, Yi Heye was so used to the discomfort on his body, he walked slowly to the parking space, and before he had time to press the key, he heard Xiao Ming crying loudly:

"Yebao—have you forgotten Xiao Ming by the Daming Lake——"

Yi Heye was too lazy to use his brain, and after getting into the car, he casually said, "Why is it by the Daming Lake? Xiao Ming should be by the Xiaoming Lake."

Xiao Ming didn't expect him to ask such a boring and unnutritious question, and he choked up crying for a moment, as if he was thinking urgently about how to answer this sentence.

But soon, Yi Heye came back to his senses, he sighed, and said, "Sorry, I've been busy with business trips these days, so I didn't have time to tell you."

This is the first time that Xiao Ming has heard Yi Heye say "sorry" to him since he appeared on the stage, and it is also the first time that Yi Heye has realized that he should report his whereabouts when he goes out. Xiao Ming couldn't believe it.

Xiao Ming choked up on the spot for a long time with the exhaust sound of wheezing, and cried, "Ye Bao...you have grown up."

……grown up?What grew up?

At this time, Yi Heye, whose mind was full of yellow waste, was taken aback. He thought that this guy would not even be able to see that he was getting rid of his virginity, so he heard Xiao Ming sobbing: " You've become human, my darling."

The word "human touch" seemed to hit Yi Heye's heart lightly, and he was stunned for a moment.

No one has ever described him like this, and even he himself has never associated these three words with himself.He has been different from ordinary children since he was a child. He does not know how to understand the world, cannot express emotions, has difficulties in interpersonal communication, and his emotional response is not even as good as the simplest robot.

But now he will be angry, sad, and guilty, and he still has someone he likes, although his expression is still very clumsy and immature.

He really seemed like a "person".

This kind of thought made Yi Heye's eyes and ears clear, he stepped on the gas pedal, and put all the bad things behind him.

Along the way, Xiao Ming was chattering about his health, saying that his palms were too hot and still had a fever, and he helped him turn on autopilot to prevent accidents, and played soothing music for him to relax...

Although the babbling is very annoying, Yi Heye is quietly satisfied in his heart - he has never found out so clearly that he is still remembered by others, whether it is Li Ju or Xiao Ming, they will worry about their own affairs , and has always been like this, but he has always chosen to turn a blind eye.

This heavy concern made Yi Heye's burden a little heavier, and he felt more and more that it was a very necessary and correct choice to break away from Jian Yunxian - it is impossible for him to have only love and desire in his life. There is still a position behind him that cannot be shaken.

The speedy wind and lightning along the way made his mind much clearer, and it seemed that even the fever was blown away by the wind.

The car drove directly to the parking lot downstairs of the Administration Bureau. It was late at night, but the office building was brightly lit. Obviously, my colleagues were working overtime and staying up all night because of SHEEP.

Yi Heye straightened his collar and got out of the car thinking he was full of energy. As soon as the car stopped, he saw Li Ju with white hair running towards him like a child, regardless of his image.

Yi Heye also rushed to meet him, but before he had time to take two steps, his crooked steps were completely exposed.

Li Ju was originally happy, but when he saw him limping, his face immediately collapsed.

Yi Heye was embarrassed and didn't dare to say that it was caused by Jian Yun playing around on the bed, so he could only touch his nose and vaguely said: "We have started..."

Li Ju was immediately distracted by him, and cursed: "Damn it! You little bastard!"

Yi Heye was afraid that he would continue to scold him, so he hurriedly said nonsense: "I'm fine, and he's not much better than me."

Hearing this, Ju Li reluctantly became proud: "You're still a sick man, and that beast doesn't look like much."

"Yes." Yi Heye only wanted to make the old man happy, "It's not good, he sneaked up on me when I was in a bad state, obviously he was not sure that he could beat me at all."

Seeing that he was still in a bad-mouthed mood, Li Juxin was half relieved, he wasn't so hot, but he still didn't forget to stuff him in the infirmary.

Yi Heye was very afraid that he would find something that shouldn't be detected, so he yelled: "Ju Li, I'm really fine, I just want to sleep well now, I just woke up from anesthesia not long ago."

After finishing speaking, he endured the pain and jumped up and down in front of him a few times, showing his "good" physical condition.

Li Ju was deceived by him again, sighed and asked him to go back to the dormitory to have a good rest.

Before parting in the corridor, Li Ju thought about it, but still stopped in his tracks.

Yi Heye thought he was going to ask about his health again, and was about to prevaricate, when Li Ju asked, "Do you still have feelings for him?"

Yi Heye was caught off guard by the question, stuttered and was unable to speak.

Li Ju could see his hesitation, and was about to say something when he was interrupted by Yi Heye: "Li Ju, look at me now."

When Yi Heye said this, he didn't really think about it at all, whether he was lying to Li Ju, or he was lying to himself.

He smiled: "Even if it was there before, it's gone now."

Director Li stared into his eyes, those old eyes seemed to be able to see through his thoughts, which made him lose the courage to look at him again.

He even lowered his head guiltily, he knew that he would not be able to pass Director Li's sharp eyes like this, and he was even ready to be ruthlessly exposed by his own director.

In the end, Director Li just sighed and reached out to pat him on the shoulder.

"It's fine if you don't have it, it's fine if you don't have it." Li Juyu said earnestly, "If it feels inappropriate, you can adjust it at any time."

Hearing this, Yi Heye finally raised his head to look at him.

"Please trust me, Director Li." He said firmly, "I will definitely catch him with my own hands."

This is my appointment with him.

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Director Li: Excuse me.