Can it be made public?

The hot pot on the dining table was bubbling and bubbling.

Ji Li took out the bowls and chopsticks, and put a pair in front of Lin Chengshuang: "Have you had dinner yet?"

"No." Lin Chengshuang took it with a straight face, "Thank you."

When Ji Li took Ying Yunsheng to the eye hospital before, he received a message from Cui Juyue, asking if he could tell about his relationship with Ying Yunsheng.

He himself didn't care about it, but Ying Yunsheng thought that he could reply directly, and he didn't expect the news to spread so fast, even Lin Chengshuang knew about it in such an afternoon.

When Ji Li returned to the kitchen, Ying Yunsheng came out with lettuce, and hesitantly looked at the dining table: "Your friend seems to be very difficult to accept."

"He just hasn't reacted yet."

"But hasn't it been half an hour since we finished our explanation?"

Ji Li said: "His reflex arc is too long."

"Remind," Lin Chengshuang raised his voice, "The distance between the dining table and the kitchen is less than three meters, and I can hear you."

Ji Li poked Ying Yunsheng's face: "Do you feel relieved now?"

Ying Yunsheng went out with the tray and put the things in his hand on the dining table.

Lin Chengshuang grabbed him in time: "Hey, wait, I have something to ask you."

Ying Yunsheng stood there for a while, then sat down.

After all, the other party is also Ji Li's friend, and he cares about the other party's opinion.

It wasn't the first time Lin Chengshuang met Ying Yunsheng, but it was the first time he looked at him so seriously.

Because the heat on the dining table would fog up the lenses, Ying Yunsheng had already taken off his glasses at this moment.His face is actually an extremely eye-catching one, but it's a pity that it's hard to get close to him. The first impression he gives is always cold and gloomy, which is far from the gentle and harmless after wearing glasses.

Lin Chengshuang didn't meet him many times, otherwise he wouldn't have missed him just now.

There was a moment of silence between the two, and the occasional sound of a kitchen knife colliding with a chopping board could be heard in the kitchen.

Lin Chengshuang shrank his neck unconsciously: "Can I ask you a question?" After thinking about it, he added, "Maybe a more personal one."

Ying Yunsheng sat upright: "You ask."

Lin Chengshuang: "You and him, who gets on and who gets off?"

"Uh..." Lin Chengshuang hurriedly added, "If you don't want to say it, just pretend I didn't ask."

He knew that he shouldn't get involved in the private topics between lovers, but he was really curious.

Ever since he met Ji Li, Lin Chengshuang has only seen him crushing others in various ways in various ways. His personality looks easy to talk on weekdays, but when it comes to the bottom line of principle, he is always the only one who controls and changes others, as if in his blood. With the gene called dominance engraved, even in that kind of thing, Lin Chengshuang couldn't imagine that the other party would hand over himself to others and put himself in a passive state.

But on the other hand, Lin Chengshuang also witnessed that the other party never took physical education classes in these years. Even if he didn't know the specific reason, he could guess that the other party's body bones should be weaker than normal people.

This situation...

Ying Yunsheng was silent for a moment: "Who goes up and who goes down, what do you mean?"

Lin Chengshuang stopped the random thoughts in his head: "Huh?"

"What do you mean by up and down?"

"Uh..." Lin Chengshuang was shocked: "Haven't you guys never discussed this issue? Isn't this one of the most important factors for people like you to fall in love with? There are so many couples who broke up online because they couldn't reach a consensus on this matter. I don't know, are you planning to keep Plato?"

Ying Yunsheng frowned: "What is Plato?"

Lin Chengshuang hesitated to speak.

Ji Li just came out with the cut meat, and slowly lifted the lid of the hot pot: "The dishes are all ready."

Ying Yunsheng didn't get the answer, so he could only turn his head to look at Ji Li: "What is Plato?"

Ji Li: "..."

He suspected that he had heard it wrong: "What did you say?"

Ying Yunsheng repeated: "Plato, it seems to be a love model."

Ji Li used a colander to fish out the balls floating in the soup: "Where did you hear this word?"

"Lin Chengshuang said it."

"What else did he say?"

"Ask us who will go up and who will go down."

Ji Li glanced at the culprit on the opposite side of the dining table, then lowered his head: "In the future, don't listen to what others say."

Lin Chengshuang, who was suddenly downgraded to "others": "..."

Ying Yunsheng let out an "oh" and asked again: "So who are we going to fight with..."

Ji Li poked a fish ball into his mouth with his chopsticks: "We'll discuss this matter later."

Ying Yunsheng bit off the ball, and continued to frown and asked: "But he said that because of this issue, there are many people who broke up because they couldn't reach a consensus. What if we also..."

Ji Li stuffed another slip into his mouth: "Under what circumstances would you say goodbye to me?"

Ying Yunsheng thought for a while, swallowed what was in his mouth before speaking: "I won't break up with you."

If they separated in the future, it must be because Ji Li took the initiative to break up, and he was willing to accommodate.

At least he couldn't imagine the situation where he took the initiative to break up with Ji Li.

"Me neither." Ji Li said, "So are other obstacles important?"

Ying Yunsheng didn't think there was anything wrong in his words: "It's not important."

Ji Li gave him all the meat in the colander: "Then why ask, eat."

Ying Yunsheng: "Oh."

Lin Chengshuang, who was watching the whole process: "..."

Suddenly, there was a feeling of being forced into a mouthful of dog food.

He sighed sadly, and lowered his head to scoop up the hot meat in the hot pot, only to see a pot of floating vegetable leaves.

What about meat?

Lin Chengshuang looked around, and saw that Ying Yunsheng's bowl was full of meatballs, and the Jili bowl was half full.

He looked up in shock.

Ji Li glanced at him calmly: "Do it yourself, and have enough food and clothing."

Lin Chengshuang: "..."

When Lin Chengshuang walked, he turned his head three times at a step, and every time he looked back, there was resentment in his eyes.

Ji Li cleaned up the mess on the table: "The room you lived in last time was not touched by anyone, but the sheets and quilts have been useless for too long. I changed them for you two days ago, and you can sleep directly. But you The clothes you sent haven’t been delivered yet, why don’t you wear mine first?”

Ying Yunsheng's heart beat a few beats faster: "Okay."

He came out of the shower and found Ji Li in the kitchen.

Ji Li stood in front of the sink and gave him the hot milk: "Remember to wash the cup after drinking."

"Ah."

Ying Yunsheng drank the milk, washed the cup, and found Ji Li in the master bedroom.

Ji Li was standing in front of the desk, and handed him a tablet: "I don't have many mobile phones, you use this one first, it has Baidu on it, just search for what you want to play."

"Uh..." Ying Yunsheng answered silently: "Oh."

Ji Li opened the closet again, seeing him sullenly: "What's wrong?"

what happened?

They didn't confirm their relationship last time. When he came over, did Ji Li still make some jokes to tease him? Now that he is his boyfriend, why is his attitude more serious than before?

Ying Yunsheng didn't think about how to speak, his eyes drifted aimlessly, fell on the bookshelf, and suddenly found something: "Ji Li."

"Ok?"

"Can I get something from your bookshelf?"

Ji Li was looking for the clothes he wanted to change: "Yes."

Ying Yunsheng took out the book he was staring at, and as soon as he opened it, the book happened to be spread out on the page with the photo in the middle.

It's a wedding photo.

Ying Yunsheng still had an impression of the woman. He had seen her in Tingfeng Lane. She had beautiful features, and a large part of Ji Li's appearance was like that of her biological mother.

As for the other one, at first glance it almost gave him the illusion that it was the rites of passage after adulthood, but if you look closely, you will find that they don't actually have much in common. The gentle and warm temperament is like copying and pasting.

Since the left side is the mother, is the right side the father?

"Yes."

Ying Yunsheng was taken aback, and only then realized that he had just asked what was in his heart.

Ji Li only glanced at the photo and then looked away: "But he died early, and I was not born when he was buried."

Ying Yunsheng pursed his lower lip: "Is it because of a heart attack?"

Ji Li was taken aback: "Why do you think so?"

Ying Yunsheng looked at him and didn't speak.

"The reasoning is very logical, but unfortunately the answer is wrong." Ji Li smiled. "My disease is only congenital, not genetic. He died because of man-made."

"Human salary?" Ying Yunsheng thought of something, "Is it also because of your mother's occupation?"

Ji Li said "Yes": "Her enemies originally wanted to seek revenge on her, and she survived because my father held them back."

Ying Yunsheng didn't know how to evaluate this life-for-life behavior.

Likewise, he didn't know how to evaluate the living.

What kind of person is able to be around people who are in danger again and again because of themselves, but still refuse to give up, refuse to change the road?Love for work?An inquiry into history?Or other beliefs that others don't know?

"She didn't find out she was pregnant with me after my father died." Ji Li continued, "Can you imagine that feeling? To her, my arrival is a kind of consolation for my father's death. A relic given to her by the spirit in the sky."

Once again, Ying Yunsheng saw in him the emotions that enveloped him when he brought him in for the first time, thick as if it had been poured by an impenetrable downpour.

"Is it because of this that she is obsessed with the fact that you are "alive"? "

Ji Li was taken aback: "What?"

"As long as you are alive, it doesn't matter whether you are in school or lying in a hospital bed." Ying Yunsheng repeated, "Is it because of this? She thinks you are a task entrusted to her by your father, so she has the responsibility to keep you alive. any solution?"

Ji Li laughed: "It's very impolite to speculate on the elder's intentions casually."

Ying Yunsheng stared at him: "You know it clearly."

"what do you know?"

"You spend more time with your mother than I do. Can't you see her attitude towards you at all? When she refuses to take you by her side to take care of you, does it feel that the hospital is safer than her side, or is it simply because of taking you with her?" Are you too troublesome? Sending you to Tingfeng Lane is because it is remote and suitable for recuperation, or because it is easy to get in the way of her if you follow her all over the place?"

Ying Yunsheng said: "I'm not her. I don't know what she thinks in her heart. I only know that I don't want to be separated from you for a second when I know your condition. No matter how busy I am at work, no matter how dangerous my identity is." Well, as long as you are willing, I will definitely take you by my side, because I like you, so I believe that no one in this world will pay more attention to you than me, and I am more suitable than anyone else to be your caretaker .Even if you don't want to have to leave you where you are, you will definitely arrange the surrounding neighborhood to take care of you for me."

"She left you in another place, and the only elders who will visit your house are the aunts who deliver meals from the neighbors, and she may not come to see you once throughout the year, even during the Chinese New Year. Every time she stays for less than a day, she leaves. After all, she is thinking of you. , or is it just because she didn't care about you at all? Can't you really feel it? "

Ying Yunsheng walked towards him and stopped at a distance of only an inch: "I don't know how your parents feel, but the psychological pressure of dying for yourself should be very uncomfortable. She is treating you as a way to eliminate the burden." tool of guilt."

Ji Li poked his face: "You have a big opinion on my mother."

"She is a victim of your father's affairs, but she shouldn't use you to find psychological balance." Ying Yunsheng frowned and grabbed his hand, "You don't need to be responsible to her either."

"What am I responsible for?"

"Her wish belongs to her, you don't need to accommodate."

Ji Li: "But her wish is for me to live a long life, you mean I should be earlier... um."

Ying Yunsheng raised his hand to cover his mouth: "Don't misinterpret what I mean."

He obviously wanted him to do what he wanted to do, not to despise and deny himself because he went against his mother's wishes to study archeology, and felt sorry for his mother.

"You seem to think highly of me." Ji Li took his hand away, "Didn't I tell you last time that I chose liberal arts because I am a very selfish person at heart."

Ying Yunsheng covered his mouth again: "You are different from her."

"Whatever." Ji Li said, "But there is something I really want to do right now."

"what?"

Ji Li asked with a smile, "Can I kiss you?"

Ying Yunsheng shook his hands, and the tips of his ears turned red instantly.

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