Can it be made public?

The doctor squinted at the bloody flesh in front of him, holding a pinch in one hand and a magnifying glass in the other, wondering, "What did you do? Did you press your hand into the glass floor?"

Ying Yunsheng watched the doctor treat the injury on his hand, but said nothing.

The doctor didn't care whether he should or not, and picked out the glass shards in his palm and said, "It's not so desolate even if you just cut it with a knife, the palm of your hand is rotten to the surface of the moon, my eyes hurt when I look at it, it's bloody From the outside of the hospital to the inside of the hospital, nobody thought you just came out of the murder scene and called the police to arrest you?"

Ji Lixin said that he really just came out of a place that almost turned into a murder scene, and asked, "Is it alright?"

The doctor finally picked out the last piece of glass in Ying Yunsheng's palm, disinfected and applied medicine to him: "If the scar is completely healed, it will take at least a few months. I think you two are still students, right? Fortunately, you only have one hand, and you need both hands." If something goes wrong, you might as well just write an application for suspension of study and stay at home."

The suturing process was very quick, and the doctor's technique was good. He took care of the large incision in the palm of the hand, wrapped it with gauze, and gave a bunch of precautions.

Ji Li nodded without any impatience.

The doctor had had enough chatter, and finally waved his hand to let him go: "Okay, remember to get another tetanus injection."

Ji Li thanked him, then turned around and asked, "Can you walk?"

Ying Yunsheng stood up.

After the injection, the police had to make a record. The police had already learned about the basic situation on the phone, and they were released after Ji Li went through the process.As for Ying Yunsheng's actions, the police did not forget to criticize and educate them.

By the time both of them walked out of the Public Security Bureau, it was past ten o'clock in the evening.

After walking for tens of meters, Ji Li spoke first, "Ying Yunsheng."

The other party did not speak.

"Ying Yunsheng."

The other party is like a deaf person.

Ji Li grabbed him: "Why are you angry?"

Ying Yunsheng said, "I'm not angry."

Not angry?

From the time the police brought tools to pry open the shutter door until now, they have been silent all the way, and they don't look lifeless.

"Now that the police are involved, the school will definitely know about it, and he will be punished."

"I know."

"I could see that he didn't really want to pay back the money, but just wanted to see what he was going to do. It wasn't because he was not vigilant."

"I know."

"Before you were not allowed to beat him because his target was me. If you really beat him up, you wouldn't even have a reason for self-defense. It's you who will keep the case."

"I know."

"You know why you're still angry?"

"I am not angry."

"Uh..." Ying Yunsheng stopped and said, "I should have followed you before."

Ji Li was stunned for a moment: "It was an accident. Even if you didn't break in before, nothing would happen to me. As long as he hears the call between me and the police, he wouldn't dare to do anything for his own future."

"Then can you promise to come out unscathed?"

"Uh……"

"You can't." Ying Yunsheng said bluntly, "If I didn't go in before, the person who was hurt by the glass would be you."

Ji Li didn't care: "Anyway, it will be fine."

Ying Yunsheng looked at him for a while, then suddenly lowered his head, and tore off the layers of gauze on his left hand.

Ji Li didn't expect his sudden movement at all, and quickly reached out to stop him: "What are you doing? Don't tear it down!"

"Why can't it be dismantled?"

"Do you still want your own hand?"

Ying Yunsheng was expressionless: "Anyway, it will be fine."

"Uh..." The words he said half a minute ago were echoed back verbatim, leaving Ji Li speechless.

Ying Yunsheng: "Do you still remember that you were a patient?"

Ji Li gave a hand.

Ying Yunsheng knew that he shouldn't say such a thing, he has no qualifications and no position, but he must say it now: "Didn't you say that you are afraid of death? You won't hide when you encounter such a thing?"

Ji Li explained: "I dared to go with him only when I was sure that nothing would happen to me."

Ying Yunsheng interrupted directly: "So your bottom line is as long as you don't die?"

Ji Li subconsciously took a step back.

But Ying Yunsheng stepped forward: "You know that he doesn't like you, why do you want to go there alone? You know that there are better solutions, why do you have to choose the most dangerous one? You know that you should think about doing this in advance Will you die without thinking about whether it will hurt you? As long as your people are still breathing, don't you care whether you are sitting in the school or lying in the hospital bed?"

Ji Li pressed his back against the metal barricade, completely retreating.

Ying Yunsheng was completely aggressive: "You know your physical condition, but you still dare to use yourself as a bait to risk yourself? Is this how you ruined the life your parents gave you?"

Ji Li finally spoke: "But that's what they expect of me."

Ying Yunsheng's voice was cut off suddenly, and his whole body stopped in place instantly.

"As long as people are still alive, it doesn't matter whether they are sitting in school or lying on a hospital bed." Ji Li said softly, "So I have been asking myself according to their wishes."

Because of congenital heart disease, Ji Li has been in poor health since he was a child. He has been living in a nursing home since he was born, and he is only accompanied by doctors, nurses and hired nurses every day.

Until the age of two, the ward welcomed adults other than medical staff for the first time.

That was the earliest picture he could find in his memory.

The windbreaker is knee-length, and the facial features are beautiful.

The doctor introduced him gently: "This is your mother."

He could already speak at that time, subconsciously sat upright, raised his head and called: "Mom."

The woman looks down.

It's not clear whether it's a natural intuition, or a child who has never been exposed to the adult world, so he sees things very directly. He always feels that the other party is not so much looking at him, but more like looking at a window, a painting, or a mirror, like Seeing something else through him.

Anyway, not looking at him.

She didn't respond to his title, and asked the doctor, "When can I be discharged from the hospital?"

The doctor said: "Now the situation has stabilized. As long as you pay attention not to get sick on weekdays, there should be no more danger."

"What if you get sick?"

"In general, as long as you take the medicine on time, if it is serious, you should send it to the hospital in time."

"What if you don't get to the hospital in time?"

"The process may suffer, so try to pay more attention as usual..."

"What if you don't notice? Will you only suffer? Will you die?"

"Uh……"

"When it's really a last resort, is there a way to save your life?"

"Uh..." The woman looked at the doctor: "If it doesn't work, continue to apply for an extension of the hospital stay and let you take care of it. Doesn't the probability of longevity be greater?"

The doctor was stunned for a long time: "The child is still young after all, if possible, my suggestion is to take care of it by the elders as much as possible..."

The woman interrupted directly: "I'm sorry, but I don't think I have that much time."

"Uh……"

"Please go through the relevant procedures for me directly. Choose the longest period of hospitalization. I can pay the bill now. I have something to do later, so I can't stay here for too long."

"Uh..." Ying Yunsheng looked at him motionlessly.

Ji Li asked, "Calm down?"

Ying Yunsheng didn't speak.

"The effect of the anesthetic is almost over." Ji Li took his uninjured hand and walked towards the intersection, "Does your hand hurt?"

There was silence for a long while, and suddenly a very soft apology sounded: "I'm sorry."

He froze for a moment, then smiled and said, "I'm sorry for what you said, I haven't even thanked you for being willing to protect me."

Regardless of whether he was full of hostility in the garage before, or the questioning just now, the inside is nothing but the other party's earnest and straightforward concern.

When Ji Li understood this, he knew that he was destined not to be angry with him.

He almost never felt such heavy feelings in others before.

Ying Yunsheng suddenly said, "Can I change it?"

"What for another?"

"Change someone's expectations of you as your bottom line for yourself."

Ji Li didn't want to understand why this topic that had been skipped originally jumped back: "Why do you want to change?"

"Being in school is not the same as being in a hospital bed. The former is called life, and the latter is just living."

Ying Yunsheng looked at him: "Your parents only ask you to live, so what do you ask of yourself?"

Ji Li didn't speak.

Ying Yunsheng: "Have you never thought about it?"

Ji Li still didn't speak.

"Then think about it now."

"What do you think in such a short time?"

"If you find it difficult, then I'll set one up for you." Before the other party could say anything, Ying Yunsheng spoke again, "Live well, and live happily."

Ji Li listened to this sentence: "Do I usually look depressed?"

"Remember what I said to you on the playground?" Ying Yunsheng repeated, "Sometimes I think you are too nice."But the matter in this world is conserved. You are good to me, to friends, to classmates, and to family members. Once you give more things, the speed of absorption cannot keep up with the speed of consumption. Once the threshold of bearing the bottom line People will wither if they are broken through. "

"I don't know why your parents have such demands on you, but you can't prioritize others no matter what. A person's life is so long, you can't just live for others. What's more, the world will care about your future Parents are never the only ones who decide how to live.”

Ji Li heard the last sentence: "You don't want to say that there is still you, do you?"

"Yes."

"Uh..." Ying Yunsheng asked: "You don't eat snacks, drink, or touch any irritating things now, is it because you are worried that they will burden your heart?"

Ji Li couldn't keep up with the speed of his thinking for a while: "What's wrong?"

Ying Yunsheng nodded, turned around and went to the peddler who was leaning on a long stick, and brought back a bunch of candied haws after half a minute.

"As long as you don't overdo it, you can actually touch many things. For example, the vitamin C, pectin and acid contained in candied haws are really good for the body. If you want to score points for your health, you won't necessarily lose out to the harm. Even medicines come with three points. Toxicity, but when people are terminally ill, don’t they still treat it as a life-saving elixir for fear of eating too little, and the harmful substances in pure natural food will never be more than those in medicine.”

Ji Li stared at him blankly: "When did you check this?"

Ying Yunsheng didn't answer: "So you don't need to forcibly refuse all of them because you are worried about risks. Human beings have created so many flavors of food. If you only eat carbohydrates for your whole life, it will be too bad." He tore off the plastic wrap and handed the stick to The other side said, "Try it."

Ji Li stared at the red ball in front of him.

"I remember you used to like sweets very much." Ying Yunsheng looked at him, "Once in a while, others won't know about indulgence."

Ji Li: "Aren't you a human being?"

Ying Yunsheng: "I can delete the memory."

"Uh..." Ji Li lost his mind for a moment, reaching out to grab the stick.

Ying Yunsheng dodged his hand, then handed it over again: "Open your mouth."

Ji Li blinked, lowered his head and bit off the top hawthorn with his hand.

The moment the icing broke between the lips and teeth, the sound of "click" sounded exactly in time with the beat of the heart.

"Is it tasty?"

"very sour."

"You will find it more sour after you eat it."

"Uh……"

"If you can't stand it, throw it up."

"No." Ji Li said, "I quite like it."

The author says:

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!