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Cheng Kankan and Aunt Qing were so busy that they closed the door and hadn't come back on Monday.

Zhanyan has also come to the store to wait for Cheng Kankan to get off work. Aunt Qing made five or six phone calls that night, but she didn't answer on Monday.

Zhanyan walked to the bar with a gift bag in his hand, seeing Aunt Qing's anxious look: "What's wrong?"

"I had a quarrel with Kankan on Monday, and ran away as soon as I said it, you said this kid!"

Aunt Qing continued on the phone, Zhanyan played with the wine glass, tilted her head and asked Cheng Kankan who was beside her: "Are you provoking her again?"

Cheng Kankan glanced in Aunt Qing's direction, and seeing Aunt Qing's anxious look, she realized that she seemed to be in trouble again: "It seems to be my problem, but I don't blame me! She ran away by herself!"

Zhanyan looked at Cheng Kankan's stubborn little appearance, and then at Aunt Qing. At that moment, she pulled Cheng Kankan to the door of the fitting room, coaxing softly: "I didn't say you were wrong, and Aunt Qing didn't blame you either! I Just ask about the specific situation, what happened? Tell me about it, and I will listen."

Knowing that Zhanyan didn't mean to blame himself, Cheng Kankan opened his mouth to explain what happened.

After listening to Zhanyan, he didn't blame Cheng Kankan, but calmly comforted him: "Don't worry, it's nothing, Zhou Yi is an adult after all! Nothing will happen!"

"So, it's not my fault, is it?"

Zhanyan hesitated for a while before responding to Cheng Kankan: "A slap can't be slapped, what do you think? However, you are not wrong. After all, I really don't like Mondays, but you shouldn't say that, you know? You are so hot-tempered, Aunt Qing hasn't stood on Monday's side this time, how can Monday stand it?"

"But even Aunt Qing helped me. Doesn't that mean that Monday is the one who's wrong?"

Zhan Yan frowned: "Aunt Qing is not on Monday's side, doesn't mean she is on your side! She just wants to make peace, understand?"

Cheng Kankan had a dazed face, and answered bluntly: "I don't understand! So, can we go now?"

Zhan Yan was helpless, and touched Cheng Kankan's little head: "No~ Go out and talk to Aunt Qing, admit your mistake, and say that you shouldn't be impulsive just now, and you shouldn't have quarreled with Monday during work, resulting in such a result! Go!"

Cheng Kankan had a sullen face, but he walked out obediently.

At this time, Aunt Qing had already packed her things and was about to leave. When she saw two people coming out of the dressing room, she hurriedly said: "Let's go, I'll go home and see if this guy is sulking at home!"

"Aunt Qing, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have quarreled with Monday during work, which caused the current situation!" Cheng Kankan apologized politely.

Aunt Qing looked at Zhanyan behind in surprise: "What magic?" Aunt Qing never thought that Cheng Kankan, who has always been arrogant and willful, would apologize?

"It's nothing to do with you. Let her run away in anger. Both of us have contributed a lot. In the final analysis, this child has poor endurance and strong temper! If I were the boss, I would definitely not let her come tomorrow! If you say that if you put down the pick, you will drop the pick, which is worrying!" Aunt Qing walked towards the door after speaking.

Suddenly the door opened, and Monday appeared in front of the three of them.

The three of them were startled by the sudden appearance of the black figure at the door.

Just as Aunt Qing was about to speak, Zhou walked towards Zhanyan behind Cheng Kankan.

When Zhanyan was caught off guard, Zhou Yi held his face and kissed his lips.

Aunt Qing and Cheng Kankan at the side felt that the air was still for a moment!

Zhanyan pushed Zhou Yi away forcefully and shouted loudly: "Monday! Calm down, this is not good!"

Hearing this on Monday, he smiled wryly: "You really speak fluently? Is it because of Cheng Kankan? I waited for you half the night downstairs at your house today. I thought you wouldn't come out to pick up Cheng Kankan. Why, why are you here?" here?"

Zhanyan raised the gift bag in his hand: "After delivering Kankan, I didn't go home. I went out to do some things, and came directly after I finished."

"Cheng Kankan! It's Cheng Kankan again!" Zhou Yi glanced at Cheng Kankan coldly, Zhanyan worried that Monday's impulsiveness would hurt Cheng Kankan, so she stood in front of Cheng Kankan to protect him: "Monday, I hope you can calm down Think about your feelings for me! Don't do anything you regret!"

Zhou Yi sneered, thinking it was extremely ridiculous: "Think calmly?! Zhanyan, do you also think that I was impulsive and out of a curiosity-seeking mentality? Really! You, do you know? I have thought about it carefully for you. Breaking through all obstacles, I have made up my mind and cheered myself up. I want to prove my sincerity to you and let everyone know that I don’t care about anything, I only care about you! It’s hard for you to see my heart for you ?"

"Not hard! I just don't want to respond!"

"Why?! Why is Cheng Kankan okay?! Especially since she came, you made me feel like a clown in the previous year! I always thought you were wooden, but I just didn't know how to respond, but during this time I saw What you did to Cheng Kankan... Hehe, it turns out that you are not a piece of wood! It turns out that you will please others for one person, and you will break through your psychological barrier because of her! What does she have?! What is she worth?!"

Thinking of his patience with this relationship on Monday, he was afraid that if he was not careful, he would break her close relationship with Zhanyan, but until Cheng Kankan appeared, this person didn't seem to do anything, she had a bad temper and a bad mind. How can Zhanyan do so much for such a person who doesn't work hard? !She refuses to accept it!

Tears of grievances filled Zhou Yi's face, and the child was so stubborn that he didn't even wipe away the tears, just quietly waiting for an answer from Zhan Yan: "You tell Cheng Kankan what's worth doing? What does she have? I don’t have it? You tell me, I beg you, can you tell me?”

Compared to Monday's emotional breakdown, Zhanyan's face was calmer, her tone was as gentle as usual, and what Monday did did not make any waves in front of her: "I never asked you to do this for me, consider These! If I have done things that misunderstood you in the past, then I apologize! I think you are a good sister because of your good character, but I hope you can look away from love, and I It is necessary to remind you that what you just said is just your self-impression!"

After Zhanyan finished speaking, he raised his hand to wipe away the tears on Monday: "Okay, don't cry, it's over now, and we can continue to communicate in the future."

Holding Zhan Yan's hand on Monday, greedily moved his cheek to Zhan Yan's bony fingertips: "Zhan Yan, I really like you!"

"Monday, I don't have the impulse of love for you! I see you cry, and there is no ups and downs in my heart. I didn't say that on purpose to make you give up on me. It's me, that's what I think! You know me so well, you must You know, I've always liked to keep three points in my mouth, so what I think in my heart now is even worse than what you heard!"

After Zhanyan finished speaking, she pulled out the hand that was being held by Zhou Yiliu. Facing Zhou Yiliu's more violent tears, she took Cheng Kankan's hand without paying attention, and strode away from the bar!

On the way home, Zhanyan walked in front, and Cheng Kankan was led to follow behind.

She stared at the two people coming out of the bar, holding hands all the time, and couldn't help asking Zhanyan: "Zhanyan, I am a friend to you, the best friend, right?"

"Yes what's the matter?"

"Monday just said so much about the changes you made for me that you..."

Zhan Yan denied it with one word: "She said hers, and I have feelings for you as a friend!"

After Cheng Kankan listened, not only did he not feel relieved, he even felt his heart stuck in his throat, and he was so uncomfortable that he died: "So, suppose, if one day I treat you like Monday, you will treat me like this?"

After experiencing what happened just now, Cheng Kankan was a little scared. She felt that Zhan Yan seemed to be a different person. How could someone who was so gentle before say such heartless words just now?She is fierce, but she is ruthless, so ruthless!In the face of inappropriate feelings, Zhanyan will not leave any room!

Zhanyan stopped and looked at Cheng Kankan seriously: "Cheng Kankan, this joke is not funny!"

Sensing Cheng Kankan's strangeness, Zhanyan gently cared: "I was a little aggressive towards Monday just now, which scared you?"

"Well, it's quite scary. I don't even know you! Well, can I ask, do you really love the ex you mentioned?"

Zhan Yan frowned: "Why do you suddenly think of asking this?"

"It's because you love that ex so much! That's why you can reject Monday so cruelly?"

The weather is too cold, Cheng Kankan forgot to wear gloves when he went out today.

Zhanyan held Cheng Kankan's hand, put it in his coat pocket, and talked to Cheng Kankan about the past while walking home.

"I'm so cruel because I like me on Monday, but I don't like her, so I have to be cruel to her! It has nothing to do with my ex! As for my ex, her name is Zhao Xiaoman, and I have known her since junior high school. We have been together since we graduated from junior high school, and then we went to high school and college together. We have been together because of her, and I realized that I like girls! After graduating from college, I worked with her. At that time, we made money and had Income, I thought life could always be so plain and happy, but not long after, she said that she had higher goals and she didn’t want to be with me anymore. Also, I was also poor at the time, and my mother was sick at home. There is no time to coax her and accompany her, we two just broke up like this!"

"How long have you two been separated?"

"It's been almost two years now!"

"You were 12 when you were in junior high school, so you're 30 this year! You were 28 two years ago, which means you've known each other for 16 years?!" Cheng Kankan's eyes almost fell out of shock!

On the contrary, Zhanyan was calm: "Yes, it has been a long time!"

"Then what dream does she have that must be fulfilled, to give up your 16-year relationship?"

Thinking of the past, Zhan Yan couldn't help but sigh: "In 16 years, she finally figured out that she was going to marry a man! Sigh~ She couldn't bear the difficulties faced by homosexuality, so when she broke up with me, she was trying to Find a man to fall in love with and get married! As for whether you are married now, I really don't know!"

Cheng Kankan nodded in agreement: "Homosexuality faces many difficulties, but your family knows it! Is there any difficulty?"

"Yeah, my mother knows, but she doesn't agree! So for so many years, I can only hire a nanny for her. She said that if I want to be a filial piety, I can find a man to be with, and then she comes to me, and I Take care of her personally, otherwise, she will never recognize me as a child!"

After Cheng Kankan listened to it, she put herself in another place. If she told her mother that she was gay, what would her mother's reaction be?

Hmm... Cheng Xiuyuan will definitely be by his side when the time comes, he will beat himself up first, and then cut off all his cards, where are my parents?

Almost let her leave the house!

The eldest sister will try her best to persuade herself, but basically it doesn't work.

Maybe my parents will beat me, and I will be mad at myself!

After Cheng Kankan briefly thought about the consequences in her heart, she really admired Zhanyan: "Then you are quite courageous!"

Zhanyan let out a long sigh, thinking silently, courage?She doesn't want to cause this situation either!

As they walked, the two finally reached the food stall downstairs in the community. Cheng Kankan raised his head and said, "Let's go! Buy two servings of roasted cold noodles? Nothing can't be solved at a roadside stall!"

"Okay!" Zhan Yan followed Cheng Kankan to the stall.

When he got home, Cheng Kankan hurriedly carried the roasted cold noodles to the sofa, ready to eat.

Zhanyan at the door saw the gift bag in her hand, and then remembered that she forgot to give it to Cheng Kankan. She strode to the sofa and handed out the bag in her hand: "Hey, I redeemed your jewelry for you. From now on, you can't be so impulsive!"

There are so many things going on tonight, Cheng Kankan forgot to ask what is in the bag in Zhanyan's hand?

At this time, when she heard that it was her precious trinkets, she took the bag in surprise, and saw that there were a lot of things in it. She was very happy and wanted to jump up, but then she thought about it. Ah: "Zhanyan, we have to work very hard and earn a lot of money, okay? I'll be with you!"

Zhanyan sat next to Cheng Kankan, and put his arm around Cheng Kankan's shoulder: "Well! I will work hard, I will make money in the future, and you spend money, so I don't need you to support me, okay?" For a moment, Zhanyan felt the burden on his shoulders, heavy again.

Cheng Kankan put his arms around Zhanyan: "No! I want to work hard with you! Let's not talk about feelings, but just make money, okay?"

"Okay! I'll listen to you!" Zhanyan coaxed Cheng Kankan, and the two of them had a silly laugh together.

There were two heavy snowfalls a year ago, but Cheng Kankan and Zhanyan went to the town and set up stalls in the city without any hindrance. Every morning, Zhanyan would wash up first, and then when Cheng Kankan washed, Zhanyan was in the kitchen. Prepare the clothes for the two of you at the door, and put foot warmers on the soles of the shoes. Cheng Kankan has never felt that life can be so fulfilling in his life!

The two took the first bus to the city. Zhanyan found a place to set up a stall in advance, and contacted the manager there. The toll in the city is more expensive, 1.5 yuan for 20 meters, and 40 yuan for Zhanyan. .

In order to make the stall look bigger, the two bought two more tables, but the area occupied was too large and the fees were too high, so they placed the two tables beside them, so that they could have a visual sense. The effect of extension makes customers feel that the booth is very large.

This time Cheng Kankan and Zhanyan yelled vigorously, there were many people in the city and many people gathered around.

With the experience of last time, Cheng Kankan and Zhanyan are now watching all directions, listening to all directions, keeping a close eye on their desks, determined not to let the bad guys steal a pair of couplets!

Going home at night, the two of them had been busy all day, and Cheng Kankan was exhausted.Under the warm yellow light, Zhan Yan bowed his waist, on the sofa with a calculator in one hand and a small wallet in the other, crackling and starting to count money, full of energy!

Cheng Kankan was wearing an apron in the kitchen, carrying the dishes and putting them on the table one by one, staring at Zhanyan angrily the whole time.

Finally, when the food was ready, she yelled, "Zhanyan, it's time to eat!"

Zhan Yan raised his head from a pile of red, green, blue, and purple bills: "Huh? Got it, here we come!"

A rectangular table for four, with a layer of waterproof and oil-proof PVC cushion on the log-colored wooden board.

On the mat is a plate of sweet and sour short ribs, chicken racks and fried potato chips with chili, all made by Cheng Kankan!

At this time, Zhanyan was sitting opposite Cheng Kankan, his soul was still in the sky, and he didn't know what to think.

Like a robot, Cheng Kankan mechanically raised his arm to deliver food to his mouth, fixed his eyes on Zhanyan, and reprimanded him: "Are you finished? You haven't said a word to me since you came home. What are you thinking about?" ? Are you thinking about your money?"

Cheng Kankan now regrets what he said before that he only cares about money, not about feelings!This exhibition is true!

Zhanyan nodded honestly: "Yes! I was thinking that it will be sold in a few days, and I will go home soon for the Chinese New Year!"

"Oh!" Cheng Kankan was here by herself during the New Year's Eve, so she naturally had nothing to look forward to.

Zhanyan finally sensed the delicate atmosphere between the two of them, and she looked up at Cheng Kankan guiltily: "I have to come back in the third year of junior high school, and you are at home by yourself, can you do it?"

"I've already learned how to cook for you, what do you think?" Cheng Kan said, as if he had been slipped by vinegar!

Zhanyan naturally heard the dissatisfaction in Cheng Kankan's tone, and then thought about what Cheng Kankan said just now: "Hey, I just kept checking the money and ignored you, are you angry?"

Cheng Kankan didn't speak, Zhanyan guessed it right!

She took the initiative to pick up her job, and moved to sit next to Cheng Kankan: "Don't be angry, okay? I admit, I was thinking about money just now, and I have been confused by money these days, but I am also thinking about you. Think about what you will do without me this year?"

"I can't do anything, I'll live by myself, I can live comfortably alone! With such a big bed, I can sleep however I want?"

"In the middle of the night, a pair of black hands stretched out, lifted your quilt, and touched up your legs~ touch~ what should I do if they scare you?"

Cheng Kan pouted his mouth angrily: "You know I'm afraid, but you still say it? You're not as good as when you stuttered before!"

"How about you go back with me during the Chinese New Year? But you are waiting for me at the hotel in the city, and I will come out during the day and take you to the city beside my house!" Zhan Yan unconsciously, in fact, she couldn't do without Cheng Kankan!

Cheng Kankan was shocked after hearing this: "I'm alone in the hotel at night! Then I might as well be here!"

Zhan Yan thinks about it carefully, it's like this, the drunk in the hotel last time left a big shadow on Cheng Kankan!But what should we do?

Cheng Kankan suddenly proposed: "How about I accompany you home?"

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The author has something to say:

I have always updated 5000 words these days, but today it was almost not enough, and I was even a little panicked at the time!But I didn't expect that there were still more than [-] words in the end. Hey, it's the decision of fate!But it’s normal, I really only change [-] yuan a day, and there will be fewer words in the future, so don’t blame me! !Haha, thank you for your support, thank you for your favorites and comments!During the epidemic, I hope you are healthy!