waste beauty

It was snowing outside that day, and the two of them bought some food at the roadside stall downstairs and hurried home.

After entering the door, just as Zhanyan sat on the sofa, the phone rang. Cheng Kankan sat on the side and gnawed on the neck of the chicken, tilting his head to watch Zhanyan's face getting worse and worse after answering the phone!

Before hanging up the phone, Zhanyan got up and walked to the door in a few strides, grabbed his coat and ran out the door!

Cheng Kankan had a hunch that something happened to Zhanyan's family, so she also followed out with her coat.

When we reached the corridor, Zhanyan had disappeared, and the numbers on the elevator were jumping from 8 to 9!

It seems that Zhan Yan didn't take the elevator at all, after he pressed it, he ran down the stairs again!

Just at this moment the elevator arrived, Cheng Kankan went downstairs and saw Zhanyan standing on the side of the road to stop the car!

But in the middle of the night, there are almost no taxis in this small town!

Cheng Kankan chased after Zhanyan: "Is something wrong with your mother?"

"Hmm! Again, fainted!"

"Then I'll go back with you this time!" Cheng Kankan's eyes flustered, for some reason, at this moment, she just wanted to be by Zhanyan's side, they needed each other.

Zhan Yan turned around, the tip of his nose was red from the cold, seeing the icy and snowy scene, he hurriedly advised: "No, trouble! You go home, I can't care about you, you! It's cold, go back!"

Cheng Kankan was determined to stay by Zhanyan's side: "I promise I won't cause you any trouble, can you let me accompany you?"

"Good! Go back!"

Just when a private car came over and stopped, Zhan Yan and the driver brother in the car struggled to explain their situation.

The driver was a middle-aged man, Zhan Yan spoke intermittently, and he didn't have the patience to listen.

Cheng Kankan hurriedly explained to the side: "Brother, something happened to my mother at home. My sister and I are in a hurry to go back to our hometown. Now we have to go to the high-speed rail station in the city. Would you like to drop by?"

"Okay, drop by, get in the car!" The elder brother understood it, knowing that it was a matter of life and death, and agreed without hesitation!

Before getting into the car, Zhanyan wanted Cheng Kankan to go back upstairs, but Cheng Kankan said first: "It turns out that you need me, let me go back with you, and I will help you do what I can!"

"Fine!"

When they arrived at the station, the two thanked the enthusiastic elder brother, turned around and ran to the ticket hall!

After buying the tickets, Zhanyan led Cheng Kankan to wait in the ticket hall for a while, the waiting chairs here were full of homeless people, there was no room for two people to sit, so Zhanyan simply leaned against the wall, Cheng Kankan leaned against the exhibition hall. Literally stood there for hours.

After finally waiting for the departure time, the two of them walked to the platform.Cheng Kankan had never taken a high-speed train before, and it was a bit novel for the first time, but after a while, she was so sleepy and tired that she couldn't keep her eyes open.

Zhan Yan sat beside her, watching her eyelids clenched with sleepiness but refusing to sleep, and comforted her: "If you're sleepy, go to sleep! We're here, I'll call you!"

"You won't leave me here alone, right? Let me tell you clearly, it's impossible for me to be alone, it's definitely! I will lose it!" Cheng Kankan tightly hugged Zhanyan's arm, afraid of being thrown by Zhanyan Down.

Zhan Yan patted Cheng Kankan's arm and comforted him: "You think too much, since you are here, I won't let you go back! There are many things in my house. You can sleep now, Just sleep!"

"Okay!" Now, Cheng Kankan rested on Zhanyan's shoulder and fell asleep.

Afterwards, Zhanyan set the alarm clock and forced herself to sleep. She expected that going home this time would be a physically and mentally exhausting trip, so she had to save up her energy now!

At [-]:[-] in the morning, the two arrived at the station.

It was just dawn at this time, but fortunately there were several taxis waiting for work at the exit.

Zhanyan didn't drag Cheng Kankan into a taxi, but took Cheng Kankan to the hotel near the station first.

Seeing the shiny golden hotel sign above his head, Cheng Kankan opened his speaking hands: "What do you mean?"

"Kankan, be obedient, I'm really, very anxious, at home, you can't, go, you are, here, wait for me! I, after finishing, I will, come back, and pick you up."

"Zhanyan, I don't..."

"I, right now, don't have time to explain to you. Kankan, be obedient!" Zhanyan talked to Cheng Kankan almost begging.

This is also the first time Cheng Kankan has seen such a decisive attitude, and she is about to shed tears.

Cheng Kankan didn't want to embarrass Zhanyan, so he could only say aggrievedly: "Okay! Then I'll wait for you here, but don't forget me when you're done."

"it is good!"

After Zhanyan finished speaking, he hurried away, and Cheng Kankan was left in the hotel without any accident.

Lying on the bed in the hotel, Cheng Kankan felt that his trip was meaningless.

Although the place where I live is a hotel, the surrounding walls are full of musty smell.

There is only one bed in this room, and the bathroom is not clean.

Cheng Kankan was a little disgusted. He didn't take a bath or change his clothes. He just lay on the bed, swiped his phone for a while, was so sleepy that he couldn't open his eyelids, and fell asleep unconsciously.

Cheng Kankan felt that he had fallen asleep for a while, when suddenly, there was a bang bang knock on the door!

She opened her eyes in a daze, and glanced out through the dusty glass, the sky outside was already bright.

The knock on the door was still ringing, Cheng Kankan walked to the door, and asked tentatively, "Who is it?" Cheng Kankan didn't dare to open the door when Zhanyan was not there.

"Open the door! Damn bitch, open the door quickly!" The person outside the door heard the voice of a middle-aged strong man, and he had drunk too much, and he couldn't pick up his tongue clearly when speaking!

Cheng Kankan's hands trembled in fright, and he wanted to call Zhanyan, but he was worried that Zhanyan was busy at the moment, and calling himself would cause trouble for her!

But the drunk man outside the door was still shouting, Cheng Kankan was so frightened that he panicked.

Suddenly, she saw the hotel's snack delivery phone number on the dilapidated wooden door, and she hurriedly dialed it: "Hello, are you at the front desk?"

"I'm a guest at 208. There's a man outside my door who was drinking too much and went to the wrong door. He keeps knocking on my door. I don't dare to open the door now. Can you come up and deal with it?"

After a while, Cheng Kankan heard a noise at the door. It was the elder brother at the front desk downstairs: "Which room are you in? You should call your wife quickly. The tenants here are all scared by you. You should go away quickly." Let's go! It's really sad to drink too much!"

The big brother Dongbei outside the door was very forthright, pushing and cursing the drunk man away with a few voices.

After a while, the boss at the front desk came back again, knocked on the door and said to Cheng Kankan: "Sister, you are gone, don't worry, if you have anything to do, call brother, live here, I can't guarantee anything else, safe This one, brother will definitely let you be safe!"

"Thank you."

Cheng Kankan replied, then went back to the bed and sat down, but she was not at ease, after thinking for a long time, she still dialed Zhanyan's number.

She didn't know what Zhanyan's family was hiding from her, but no matter what, she didn't care about it, so did Zhanyan, she underestimated her ability to bear it too much!

This time Cheng Kankan called Zhanyan, and the answer was quick, but he could still tell from his tone that Zhanyan was in a hurry, so it's better to make a long story short!

Cheng Kankan told Zhanyan what happened in the hotel, and deliberately made himself miserable and scared.

This time Zhanyan also hesitated, and asked: "There, rest, okay?"

"Slept for a while, but just woke up when I fell asleep."

"Sleep, that's fine. I'll send you the name of the hospital. You, take a taxi and come here!"

"Okay!" Cheng Kankan showed a tricky smile.

When I arrived at the hospital, I was greeted by a strong smell of disinfectant.

Cheng Kankan went straight to the third floor and ran towards Zhanyan.

At this time, Zhanyan was standing at the door of the ward, leaning against the wall in a dejected state, completely out of energy, and Cheng Kankan rushed to her side: "What's the matter?"

"Already, get out, it's dangerous."

Cheng Kankan stretched his neck and looked in through the small window on the door of the ward.

I saw a bloated aunt lying on the hospital bed in the house.

Auntie was sleeping soundly at this time, and there was an auntie sitting beside her, who probably was the nanny invited by Zhanyan.

"Auntie is asleep?"

"Well, let's find a place to sleep, too! I'm so sleepy!"

"Well, when Auntie wakes up, I'll come over to say hello!"

Zhan Yan frowned deeply, and was a little surprised: "Say, hello? No need!"

"Why?"

Zhanyan didn't explain, but directly took Cheng Kankan's hand, walked out of the hospital, found another small hotel near the hospital, and the two stayed temporarily.

"Now, it's convenient. You're staying here. I'm tired, but I can still. Come here and get some sleep!" After entering the room, Zhan Yan fell directly on the bed.

Cheng Kankan lay down next to Zhanyan, this time, Cheng Kankan's heart was much more at ease!

Cheng Kankan also finds it strange that Zhanyan is not as rough and powerful as a man, even just now in the hospital, Cheng Kankan saw the most embarrassing Zhanyan, but in Cheng Kankan's place, Zhanyan is still and will always be!Stand upright, and have the confidence to withstand the wind and waves!

As long as Zhanyan is by her side, she will have an inexhaustible sense of security. This is completely different from the financial support given by her brother. This is more like the trust and support of her heart and soul!

"Isn't it okay to stay at your place? I didn't expect to pay for a hotel when I came here." Cheng Kankan moved to Zhanyan's side, wanting to rely on this sense of security to get closer.

"Small, local, not expensive."

Zhanyan moved to the side of the bed a bit, farther away from Cheng Kankan, silent for a long time, made a lot of determination, and dared to speak to Cheng Kankan: "Kankan, there are some things, I should, and you, be frank."

"whats the matter?"

Zhan Yan had been brewing for a while, and Cheng Kankan was so anxious to ask, Zhan Yan continued: "Kankan, you, know, gay, right? I am! I, like, women!"

After Zhanyan finished speaking, she turned her head to look at Cheng Kankan. She was terrified in her heart. She was afraid that Cheng Kankan would be frightened and leave her if she said this. Looking at my own mother, at that time, it will be even more inexplicable!But what if?Can Cheng Kankan accept this matter calmly?I also blame myself for this matter, I let Cheng Kankan come here without any consideration this time, and now I haven't even thought of a solution, what if Cheng Kankan is really scared away?

Cheng Kankan was really shocked, her shocked expression was dull, and she was silent for a while before she asked in a daze, "You, aren't you joking with me?" Smile, she wanted to say, she wanted to hear Zhan Yan's affirmative answer, saying that this was just a joke!

But Zhanyan didn't nod her head, she didn't know how to speak, she just shook her head silently, denying Cheng Kankan's lucky guess, she looked at Cheng Kankan's eyes flushed, with disappointment and doubt in those dewy eyes , is puzzled!

At this time, Cheng Kankan recalled in his mind what he had said, done, and sensual with Zhanyan before, and even kissed Zhanyan's face, all the intimacy and trust, at this moment, seemed extremely absurd!

In the past, she thought she was a girlfriend, so it was okay to do that, but now the relationship between girlfriends seems to have deteriorated!No!Without looks, they are not girlfriends at all!

I once said seriously that Zhanyan will only be with me in this life, if Zhanyan is a man, I will marry her!Now all this, how to explain?

How will I face Zhanyan in the future?No, what does Zhanyan think of his former self?Can I still be friends with Zhanyan?What do your own words and deeds mean to Zhanyan?Or ask yourself, are you leaving the speech now?Can we leave?What if I don't leave?Why, why is this not a joke by Zhanyan, a prank!

Cheng Kankan's mind is really as written in the lyrics, in an instant, there are 100 million possibilities!They rampage into the head!

The two stared at each other and remained silent for a long time. Finally, Zhanyan couldn't bear the appearance of such a bright flower gradually withering after hearing the news!Zhanyan chuckled, pretending not to care: "No, you, don't think too much about it. I don't like you, I do, like you, man, so you can, don't worry."

Hearing such words, Cheng Kan was heartbroken, and felt like falling from the edge of a cliff to the endless hell in an instant.

She guessed that this feeling might be because she had made an agreement with Zhanyan before that she would be her best friend in this life!Unexpectedly, Zhanyan actually likes girls and already has a lover!

"You, no, do you like Mondays?" Cheng Kankan didn't realize at all that a few syllables trembled in his own sentence, and it seemed that the voice of heartbreak was injected into every syllable!

"No! I like her. She is very mature and excellent. She doesn't accept me, but I, in this life, will only like her!"

"Not Monday? Where is she now?"

"No, I know! I was with her. Later, because of some things, we broke up. She said that she has a dream! At present, the dream is more important than me! Wait for her, do it well, everything , will come back and find me."

Zhanyan was very thoughtful, she was worried that if she said that she had no one she liked, Cheng Kankan would misunderstand her and be afraid of herself, break up with herself, and disrupt her plans, so she could only make up some lies to dissipate Cheng Kankan's fear .

"Then you told me that these are..." Cheng Kankan frowned, not knowing why Zhanyan suddenly said this to himself!

"You, you can't, see my mother! Because, my mother, knows about the matter between me and that girl. She also got sick because of that incident! So, now, when you appear, in front of my mother, she will, misunderstand! You will get angry and get sicker!"

"Well, I understand, then I, it's right for me to leave now, right? Um! Yes! I happened to ask for leave with Aunt Qing in the morning, and she complained that she was too busy alone! On your side, hehe, originally I I want to help, but now, let me go home!" Cheng Kankan wiped away the tears that were about to fall from her eyes, she smiled firmly, got up from the bed with her body supported, and walked out of the room in a panic!

Zhanyan got up and wanted to chase after him, and wanted to ask Cheng Kankan if he could find his way home, but before he could open his mouth, he heard the sound of the door closing.

At this moment, there is only an empty room left, and the tightly closed iron gate!

Zhan Yan smiled wryly, and leaned against the head of the bed, tears streaming down his face unscrupulously. In this grief, there is the past, the present, and the future!But, come to think of it, she never really owned any!

Cheng Kankan didn't know how she made it all the way back to the small town. When she got home, she threw the keys on the shoe cabinet. She felt very heavy in her head and wanted to sleep!

I sent a WeChat message to Aunt Qing, saying that I would go to work on time tonight, so I fell into bed and slept!

In the evening, Cheng Kankan came to the bar, listless in his work.

Aunt Qing stood beside her, took the glass, and helped her mix the drink: "What's the matter with you? I found out that as soon as Zhanyan came home, you sabotaged my work. What do you mean? Is it because I am too nice to you? I But let me tell you, if it weren't for you being Zhanyan's girlfriend, I wouldn't take care of you like this!"

When Cheng Kankan heard Aunt Qing's words, he immediately regained his spirits: "What? You said I'm Zhanyan's girlfriend?"

Aunt Qing was also very surprised: "What do you mean by that tone?" Aunt Qing was startled, did Zhanyan hide something from herself?

"I'm not Zhanyan's girlfriend, Zhanyan has a girlfriend! Zhanyan and I are roommates!"

Aunt Qing brought the mixed wine to the customer, then hurried back: "Zhanyan has a girlfriend? Did she tell you?"

"Yes, she just finished talking to me at noon today! She said that she loves her girlfriend very much, but they are not together now. She will wait for her girlfriend to come back!"

Aunt Qing is quick-witted, thinking of the relationship between Monday and Cheng Kankan, and the past that Cheng Kankan mentioned before, Zhanyan's attitude towards Cheng Kankan, she is sure!Cheng Kankan's identity is absolutely wrong!And this matter, there can only be an answer!

Compared with Zhanyan, Aunt Qing clearly knows that Cheng Kankan is the one who has the least intentions, so if she follows Cheng Kankan's words, she will definitely not go wrong!I just happened to listen to Cheng Kankan talk by the way, maybe I can figure out the hidden secrets by myself!

"Well, that's what happened! But I always thought that Zhanyan wouldn't wait any longer. When you first came to my place, you and Monday had a tough fight, but Monday likes Zhanyan..."

Seeing that Cheng Kankan's expression was wrong, Aunt Qing immediately changed the subject: "No! To be precise, it's admiration! So Zhanyan told Zhou Yi that you are her girlfriend and wanted Zhou Yi to take care of you for her! But now it seems that, Zhanyan would say that because he wanted you, a roommate, to get along better with his colleagues! Hehe, if you find out that Zhanyan lied to her on Monday, you will be so angry!"

"If you want to take care of me on Monday, why don't you say I'm her sister? Does it have to be a girlfriend?"

"Because Zhanyan doesn't like Monday! So she also wants to let Monday give up on her through you!"

"Sure, won't you hate me more on Monday?"

"How come? Our family's mentality is very healthy on Monday! She will be angry, but she will take care of you knowing that you are her idol's girlfriend. Later, isn't it okay for you to get along?"

Cheng Kankan savored it carefully, and it turned out to be the case. Unexpectedly, this Monday was quite generous, but: "Then you are so kind to me, and it is only because I am Zhanyan's girlfriend?"

Cheng Kankan suddenly felt panicked in his heart. At that time, he was still proud of being appreciated by Aunt Qing!After all, after leaving the Cheng family, this is the first person to praise him so much, and really praise himself!

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The author has something to say:

During the recent special period, everyone pays attention to hygiene protection, wears a mask, and does not go out unless necessary!I hope that the epidemic will pass as soon as possible, and everyone is healthy and healthy!