After being dressed as cannon fodder, I just want a divorce

Guarding the huge villa every day, although there is everything you need, but there are only a few people living there, sometimes it is unavoidable to feel empty.

Zhou’s house covers a total of more than a hundred square meters. It was cleaned up by the housekeeper. The floor was waxed and looked brand new. The dust in the corners of the room was also cleaned properly. Zhou Zhou even touched the inner door frame after entering , No dust on your hands.

It must have hired a lot of people to clean it.

Zhou Zhou walked straight into the living room, and there were several blooming sunflowers in the vase on the coffee table in the form of artistic flower arrangement.

I remember waking up in the hospital at that time, and the hospital wards liked to use sunflowers for decoration, full of vitality, Zhou Zhou stretched out his hand and unconsciously picked up the yellow petals of the sunflowers.

"I didn't let them move the layout of the house." Fu Hengzhi put the place he bought in the entrance, walked over and hugged him from behind,

Whispered in his ear: "From now on, this will be our other home."

"I'm very happy." Zhou Zhou turned around, put his arms around the other's neck, tiptoed and kissed the corner of the other's mouth.

Zhou Zhou kissed each other for the first time since this period of time.

Fu Hengzhi really wanted to pinch the back of the other's head, and press the other person on the sofa to deepen the kiss, but he couldn't, reason told him that the other person's body would not allow him to toss.

"I'm also very happy that you are doing this." Fu Hengzhi kissed the other side's cheek, and then let him go, "I'll go and tidy up the things I bought."

"I'm with you." Like a young couple in a passionate relationship, the two held hands and walked a few steps to the porch.

In the next few days, Zhou Zhou went out more frequently, went downstairs to throw garbage, and the family of three took a walk after dinner, and they could always be seen in the community. I wonder if it was because of the fresh air, Zhou Zhou looked at the expression on his face. Also a lot stronger.

If he could ignore the opponent's still thin body and strong mental state, Fu Hengzhi would really have the illusion that everything is slowly getting better.

Fu Xiaofan, who exists like a transparent person, looks at the two people who are always together, frowning from time to time.

He doesn't know if the current trend is good or bad.

'Om—'

After the meal, the phone beeped.

In the past, Fu Hengzhi would take a look and pick it up in front of Zhou Zhou, but this time he didn't. He walked to the balcony alone with his mobile phone, and the glass door was tightly closed.

"..." Fu Xiaofan carefully glanced at Zhou Zhou who was still sitting in front of the table.

The other party got up in an instant, and took the clean empty bowls to the kitchen sink. The kitchen was far away from the balcony, and Zhou Zhou specially reserved a private space for the other party to make a phone call.

"Hey, Xiao Heng." Listening carefully, one could find that the voice on the other side was a little trembling.

"Grandpa, what's the matter." Fu Hengzhi's tone was flat, and he looked directly at the scenery outside the window, trying to create an appearance of talking about work in the eyes of the people in the room.

"I heard from your mother..." Mr. Fu couldn't figure out why the good-looking child suddenly suffered from brain failure, "...there are so many doctors in China, have you seen them all? How many do you know about your aunt? An overseas expert in this field, if not, let’s go overseas to see it! Now that the conditions at home and abroad are good, we are not short of money, so don’t delay..."

"Grandpa." The conversation on the phone became more and more excited, and Fu Hengzhi calmly interrupted the other party's urge to continue talking.

He knew it was useless, because this was not just a simple illness, and he abandoned these things beyond the scope of science. He had secretly contacted doctors, large and small, but almost all of them were concerned about the speed at which Zhou Zhou's condition deteriorated. Surprised, he might not even be given a try. He was only asked to start with eating habits and other habits, and to carry out the most primitive family conservative treatment. He said that if he got better, he could be hospitalized for observation and try.

Fu Hengzhi has not seen any hope of improvement so far.

Moreover, the patient himself has no intention of treatment.

"Xiaoheng..." Fu Xiong was silent for a moment, as if he had made up his mind. At this moment, he didn't look like a majestic old man of the Fu family, but rather a kind old man who cared about his younger generation, "I was in a hurry that day. , Will my blow make my condition worse, that kid... Is that kid Xiaozhou by your side? I'll talk to him, and Xiaofan, does Xiaofan know his father..."

"..." Fu Hengzhi took the phone away and subconsciously glanced inside the house. The balcony is directly across the living room and dining room, but he can't see the panorama of the kitchen. He said again: "Grandpa, the doctor said not to stimulate him, and Xiaofan will not go back for the time being."

"No, it's fine to go back and have a meal together. The atmosphere is too heavy and I don't worry."

"I don't feel at ease with my sister-in-law."

"That's it, I'll hang up first."

The hand holding the mobile phone suddenly dropped to his side, Fu Hengzhi looked at the bottom of his feet calmly, without a trace of charm in his eyes.

Is he being too selfish?

But he didn't want the other party to go through something beyond his control before leaving, there were too many uncertainties after returning home.

Just this once, please forgive him.

Zhou Zhou went to the living room after washing the dishes, wiped the table, and laid out the rags. He just happened to meet Fu Hengzhi who opened the glass door and walked in.

"Whose phone number?" Zhou Zhou felt that he should ask, at least not appear indifferent.

"Grandpa." Fu Hengzhi continued: "He called to apologize to you, and also wanted us to go back to the old house and have dinner together."

"I accept the apology. The matter is in the past, and I have long forgotten it." Zhou Zhou tilted his head, and then smiled helplessly: "It's fine to go back to eat."

Fu Hengzhi nodded without going back and didn't say why, and the two sides tacitly avoided this topic.

Another dozen or so days passed by Yoyo, and this summer is about to end, and no one else will disturb this small family during this period.

The body is getting worse day by day, and the memory is also decreasing day by day. In the past few days, even if it is deliberately created, the atmosphere at home is getting heavier and heavier. Fu Xiaofan can feel that the minds of the two people in front of him are tense.

Fu Hengzhi's mood became impatient but cautious, which made him unable to do many things well.

Zhou Zhou became very sensitive. Fu Hengzhi's every move would trigger his emotional collapse, plus his memory was damaged. The worst time, Fu Xiaofan and Fu Hengzhi were outside the bedroom begging the crying and screaming people inside to open the door.

Now as long as there is a locked room, Fu Hengzhi always has a spare key with him to prevent such a situation from happening again.

Even so, the result of sleeping in separate rooms cannot be avoided.

The company has a lot of business during this period. Under the double pressure of family and business, Fu Hengzhi's sleep quality is extremely poor, but he can't take sleeping pills. He is worried that if he sleeps too deeply, he will not notice the movement of Zhou Zhou in the next room. It also got worse.

Fortunately, He Qingqing, who saw the situation but didn't know the truth, boldly contacted Fu Hongjiang. Fu Dong went to the company to guide the work of all parties in person and relieved the pressure for his son.

Fu Hengzhi cooked meals during the day as usual, but Zhou Zhou had already eaten less and less, and he couldn't even eat half of the small bowl of rice.

Hateful complication.

Fu Hengzhi tried to suggest some soup for the other party, but fortunately the other party did not refuse.

The soup was stewed in a casserole. When Fu Hengzhi took the bowl to the kitchen, his phone rang, and Zhou Zhou glanced over there with his downcast eyes.

"The oil has been skimmed off, there is no meaty smell, I only added a little salt, and the temperature is just right, baby, can you try it?" Fu Hengzhi carefully brought the bowl in front of the other party, and Zhou Zhou followed the bowl carrying the bowl. Looking up with his hand, he just kept staring at the owner of the hand without saying a word.

The two of them present at the scene were stunned for an instant, Fu Xiaofan secretly rubbed down the bowl and chopsticks, paying attention to each other's every move, Fu Hengzhi kept the posture of putting the soup and did not dare to move.

'grunt'

Zhou Zhou lowered his head, took a sip of the soup on the edge of the bowl, and smacked his lips, "It's delicious."

"Huh—" Fu Xiaofan breathed a sigh of relief.

Fu Hengzhi was so moved by the deliciousness that he was about to cry, his eyes turned red and he said, "I'll change the ingredients tomorrow and continue cooking for you."

"Well, good." Zhou Zhou picked up the soup bowl by himself, and put it into his mouth with a spoon. In fact, there is such a soup every day, but Zhou Zhou will forget it.

During the days at home, the sleep time of the three of them was brought forward. Originally, it was eleven o'clock, but now all the lights in the room were turned off around nine o'clock.

"Good night." After Zhou Zhou said, he turned and entered the master bedroom, leaving Fu Hengzhi and Fu Xiaofan in pajamas looking at each other.

"You..." Fu Xiaofan stared at Fu Hengzhi and hesitated to speak.

"Ok?"

"Do you want to go in and have a try? What if you can go to bed." Fu Xiaofan always felt that something was wrong when he said these words, Fu Heng's heart skipped a beat, his expression moved slightly, and a bad premonition welled up in his heart , before he could react, he heard the other party continue.

"The single bed in the second bedroom is too small, it's too crowded for me to sleep with you."

"..." Fu Hengzhi looked at him with a complicated expression, and after a moment of silence, he went straight to the door of the master bedroom.

Fu Xiaofan counted 20 seconds at the door of the second bedroom, seeing that it was very quiet inside, turned around and entered the second bedroom and locked the door.

Zhou Zhou sat on the bed in a daze, was slightly taken aback when he heard the door being pushed open, and stared at the person who came in for a while.

Fu Hengzhi's palms were sweating, he took two steps forward and asked tentatively, "Will you stay with me tonight?"

You can't say "accompany you", this will automatically classify the other party as a vulnerable group, Zhou Zhou is very repulsed by this during this time.

Fu Hengzhi watched the other party's every move carefully, and was ready to deal with any situation.

After a while, the person on the bed nodded slowly, and moved his body inward when lying down.

"call......"

Fu Hengzhi heaved a sigh of relief, and went to lie down beside the other person, with his hands lightly on the other person's waist, and he was not repelled, so he leaned closer to him lightly.

The hot and humid breath sprayed on his face, Zhou Zhou turned his head away, and his attitude of refusal was obvious.

Fu Hengzhi gently hugged him in his arms, enjoying this hard-won tenderness.

"Tomorrow morning..."

The voice was very weak, even close to nothing. Fu Hengzhi wasn't sure if it was his hallucinations or he didn't hear clearly. He stroked the other person's back with his hand, and asked cautiously, "Did you say anything just now?"

Responding to him was the silence from the person in his arms, Fu Hengzhi panicked, his nerves instantly tensed up, ready to meet the other party's negative emotions at any time.

The person in the arms didn't have such a plan, only the sound of even and rhythmic breathing could be heard in the quiet room, Zhou Zhou thought for a long time about what he saw in the text message, the more anxious he became, the more he couldn't remember it, and an uncontrollable irritability rushed straight into his head top, but was forced down by him.

He knows that his emotions have been too unstable these few days, which has already brought a lot of pressure on Fu Hengzhi. The other party is very tired, and the other party is not obliged to take over his negative emotions here, but the other party is his lover. .

They are obviously lovers, why can't they be together for a long time, the soreness sticks to his throat like glue, chokes his voice, disturbs his breathing, and blurs his consciousness.

"Hu-hu-hu-"

The breathing of the person in his arms is like a blower with a bad power connection, blowing and blowing, with more air intake and less air output.

"Zhou Zhou!" The silk thread hanging from the heart was cut off suddenly, and the sudden weightlessness enveloped Fu Hengzhi.

With a sound of 'pa', the lights in the room were turned on, Fu Xiaofan stood barefoot at the door, the wooden pole in his hand was still touching the light source.

The fuzziness in front of his eyes gradually disappeared, Zhou Zhou's face was pale, and he smiled faintly.

"I'm fine..." His breathing rhythm had stabilized, and he said weakly: "The company will have a general meeting of shareholders tomorrow morning..." He Qingqing said in a message to the president today.

"I'm not going." Fu Hengzhi was firm, he didn't dare to leave the other party for a moment.

"Go..." Zhou Zhou stroked his face, "You've lost a lot of weight..." His hand ran down his face and touched his chest, with a smile on his lips, he said: " It doesn’t seem as strong as it used to be.”

"I will go back to practice." Fu Hengzhi murmured while hugging him.

"You haven't eaten enough recently." Zhou Zhou was in a trance for a moment, as if remembering something, the smile on the corner of his mouth deepened.

"Rest, I'm sleepy."

"it is good."

The room was completely dark again, Fu Xiaofan stood straight at the door and looked at the two hugging each other on the bed, his eyes flickered with green light, he shook his head and finally couldn't say anything.

During this period of time, Fu Hengzhi developed a biological clock again, and he woke up naturally at dawn and went to the kitchen to cook for Zhou Zhou. When he opened his eyes this morning, he touched his side with his hands, and he was frightened by a cold feeling, which made him straighten up.

Kicking on the slippers, he rushed out of the bedroom, sniffing lightly at the tip of his nose, slowed down after smelling the fragrance, and slowly stayed outside the kitchen, looking at the thin and busy figure inside.

"What's the next step?"

Zhou Zhou wore an apron around his waist and held a shovel in his hand. The beef brisket in the pot was gurgling.

"Put on the lid and turn on the fire to collect the juice..." Fu Xiaofan flipped through the electronic menu while holding the tablet with cracked corners, and then said: "It will take 10 minutes."

"Well, good." Being careful in every move, Zhou Zhou put the lid on the pot cautiously, turned around and saw Fu Hengzhi standing behind him, staring at him blankly.

"Are you awake?" Zhou Zhou smiled, "I'll bring you an insulated lunch box and lunch. You must be hungry after the shareholders' meeting. Eat more."

"I didn't say I was going..." Even so, Fu Hengzhi stepped forward and hugged the other party.

"How can the president not go to the shareholders' meeting?" Zhou Zhou couldn't hug back the things in his hands, and said softly, "Go, we don't usually have meetings, there must be important things to do in meetings."

"I don't want to go." Fu Hengzhi really didn't dare to leave the other party for a moment, he was too scared.

"Go, I'll wait for you at home." Zhou Zhou whispered in his ear: "Don't forget to take my husband's bento, the one from last time..." Zhou Zhou couldn't remember where he saw it for a while Beloved wife bento.

"I can't remember, but you have to take it." Zhou Zhou stood in the kitchen for too long, and his feet were a little floating at this time. Remember you love this."

"As long as it's made by you, I love to eat it." Tears filled his eyes, and Fu Hengzhi knew that it came from his heart, suppressed his voice, and said tremblingly: "It's delicious...you can make it for me in the future too." ."

Zhou Zhou pursed his lips and smiled, then reached out and patted his back, "Your cooking is much more delicious than mine."

Zhou Zhou filled the compartments of the insulated lunch box, put it full and put it in the insulated bag and handed it to Fu Hengzhi who was wearing a suit. The other party held the briefcase in one hand and the insulated bag in the other. The other adjusts his tie.

Although he was thinner, Zhou Zhou felt that the other party's charming demeanor was not diminished, but added a touch of mature charm to him.

"Come on, work." Zhou Zhou supported the other's chest with his hands, and tiptoed to kiss the other's lips like a superficial kiss.

Since Fu Xiaofan was woken up in the morning, his expression had not been very good-looking, and his brows became even more frowning after seeing the two of them in close contact. Seeing that Fu Hengzhi was about to leave, he opened his mouth to say something, but he couldn't speak in the end.

"You..." Fu Xiaofan's expression was extremely ugly, he clenched the corner of the other's clothes, trying to persuade him again, "Have you really thought about it?"

"Otherwise." Zhou Zhou said lightly, found out his high school backpack and packed it. In fact, he didn't have anything to pack. He didn't bring any electronic equipment with him. The money he received was all his own.

Staring at the face of the card, he murmured: "Too many."

After thinking about it, he still put the card on the dining table, together with a piece of post-it note with the password written on it.

It took him a long time to make this decision, this is his home, he doesn't want to dirty this place, there is still one month left, he asked Fu Xiaofan, there is still one month before his death in the book.

"I'll go with you!"

Fu Xiaofan looked at the figure who opened the door and was about to leave, and suddenly stepped forward and grabbed the corner of the other person's clothes.

Zhou Zhou's figure was taken aback by him, he turned his head to look at him calmly, and shook his head.

"You have to stay with him, always with him."

"It's useless for me to accompany him if you're not here." Fu Xiaofan clenched the corner of his clothes tightly, and begged humbly, "Let me follow you...he'll be fine."

The young man at the door was stunned for a long time before finally nodding.

The mobile phone was only used to go to the bank to withdraw money once, and then he turned it off and threw it in the trash can. In the bag, he stored the cash for all funeral affairs, which was heavy enough.

Zhou Zhou sat in the car for a long time, so long that he didn't know where it was. At first, he just asked the driver to take him out of J City and go to a random hospital.

At first the driver was still hesitant, thinking that a passenger like him was too strange, but hesitation could not last long in front of money, because he really gave too much.

Zhou Zhou once imagined in the outside world that if he had no wife and no children in the future, he would go to a nursing home for the rest of his life without any disease or disease. place of attribution.

It can be regarded as an explanation.

The driver put him in front of a third-class hospital in S city next door. After Zhou Zhou took the child out of the car, he reversed the car and went to a suburban hospital in S city.

The suburban hospital is a bit remote, but the environment is good, and the money is enough to register the information. Zhou Zhou started to stay here for the remaining 29 days.

The chirping of birds on the branches outside the window was in stark contrast to the dead silence inside the room. Several nurses gathered outside the ward and whispered together. Leaning on the bed and looking out the window, he breathed a sigh of relief and continued.

"How can such a father bring his child to the hospital when he is terminally ill? There must be no shadow." A nurse who served the old lady next door with cerebral infarction tsk-tsk and said pityingly, "That child has such a father." It's also pitiful."

"Who says it's not? That kid is cute but he just doesn't speak. It's weird to look at him with a hanging face every day." The daughter-in-law who served the paralyzed old man opposite said in a dialect: "Father He doesn't live long, and the child is heartless, and when he looks like he should be human, he didn't cry once, it's not filial."

"Stop talking, brother Zhao who is serving him is here."

Brother Zhao was wearing a simple white shirt, holding a few roses from the garden in his hands. The flowers were bright in color. He thought they were pretty and hoped that the patients he took care of would like them.

"Mr. Zhou, I picked some flowers from outside for decoration, and you and your baby will feel happier when you look at it."

"Baby, do you like this flower?"

He was used to his patient not responding, so he laughed honestly and took a blooming rose and handed it to the baby on the nursing bed.

"..." Fu Xiaofan silently stared at the flower in his hand.

Brother Zhao came to the city from the countryside to make a living. His mother was sick and was in a hurry to spend money. He heard that he could earn a lot of money working as a nurse in the hospital, so he came here. Mr. Zhou who came here met and took care of him until now, and he has been generous to him. He especially thanked the other party for helping him when he was in trouble. After knowing that the other party was terminally ill, he thought of tricks every day to add some fun to the silent ward .

The TV was on from morning to night, and it was on the news channel non-stop for more than ten hours a day. Brother Zhao sat on the nursing chair and folded and washed the dirty pants of the patients who were unable to move.

Seeing the other party staring blankly at the news on TV, they also chatted a few words.

"The missing person news in J City has been broadcast for a month or so, but no one has been found yet."

"The big boss hasn't found his wife yet. By the way, his wife has the same surname as Mr. Zhou." Brother Zhao was stunned after speaking, and laughed a few times, feeling that his guess was too ridiculous, and it was more ridiculous than their village chief's son. It is unthinkable to bring a male daughter-in-law home.

Brother Zhao talked about a bunch of anecdotes about the hospital today. After being hospitalized, Mr. Zhou gradually became inconvenient to move, but at least he was still conscious. He said that the other party could still laugh along with him, but then he met the paralyzed old man and the opposite door. The old lady with cerebral infarction next door was in the same condition, her consciousness was blurred and her movements were inconvenient, so he felt that fate was really unfair. Mr. Zhou was so young and had a child, how could he have a terminal illness that even doctors couldn't cure.

"Mr. Zhou, are you thirsty? Let me pour you some water to drink."

Brother Zhao saw the clock on the wall, and it had been two hours since the last water feeding time. He should use a spoon to feed the other party half a bowl of water.

The stainless steel spoon scooped up half of the water and couldn't pass it to the other party's mouth. He couldn't open the other party's lips for a long time. The water flowed down the corner of the mouth. Brother Zhao took two tissues to wipe the other party.

After wiping twice, his movements froze suddenly, his pupils dilated and he reached out his hand tremblingly to the opponent's breath.

"Oh my god! Mr. Zhou!"

The bedside call bell rang crazily, doctors and nurses came in, and the ward was in chaos.

Brother Zhao stood helplessly at the end of the bed, and only then remembered that there was a baby sitting on the nursing bed.

Fu Xiaofan stared at the circle surrounded by doctors and nurses, the rose in his hand was withered, and he remained motionless. Brother Zhao went up to hug him in distress, otherwise he looked at him, and stretched out his hand to comfort him. The rural man lowered his voice and tremblingly said: "It's okay, baby, your father It's okay, let's not watch it, don't watch it."

"It's time, I know..." Fu Xiaofan lost his mind and murmured, "He's dead..."

[The author has something to say: The next chapter is reversed!Ending HE! HE! HE!

Fu Xiaofan: As soon as you left, Daddy became completely angry

Zhou Zhou: I can't die in front of him.

Fu Hengzhi: Baby [Death Smile].JPG]