After being dressed as cannon fodder, I just want a divorce

Zhou Zhou's eyes were swollen from crying, his throat was hoarse, and he withdrew from the despair.

Before Fu Hengzhi next door woke up, he tidied up his appearance and sat alone on the balcony of the second bedroom looking at the beautiful scenery outside. Fu Xiaofan took his hand and stood beside him without saying a word to accompany him, feeling sad. In the blink of an eye, both he and Fu Xiaofan tacitly did not mention the emotional collapse of the day, and afterward Zhou Zhou still ate, drank, laughed and laughed as usual, as if this had never happened.

Business as usual, if one can ignore his fading memory and emaciated frame.

In just two days, Zhou Zhou's physical and mental changes were not only caused by insufficient nutritional intake, but also the decline of cells in his brain. Because of the problem of the brain center, the functions of other organs in his body also declined. He has long lost the energetic appearance before, and his reaction ability is slow and hesitant, like an old man whose reflex arc has been lengthened.

Fu Hengzhi didn't seem to be able to feel his change. Every day, he still used those warm and caring actions to express his love for the other party. If he can't eat, he will help to clean up and create a normal dining environment.

The night is long, and Zhou Zhou rarely suffers from insomnia under such special circumstances. He opened his eyes in the early morning, stared at the dark ceiling in a daze, and after a while raised his heavy arms to support himself up. .

After all the noise, with the sound of the door lock being tapped lightly, the white light in the bathroom came on.

The person sleeping soundly on the bed also opened his eyes the moment the door was closed.

In the first few days, Zhou Zhou would look in the mirror and observe his daily changes. Later, when he became thinner, he looked extremely haggard, and he avoided looking directly at himself in the mirror when he was washing.

He is afraid that normal people will have some intractable psychological problems when their appearance is destroyed by the disease. He is afraid that he will also have such a situation, and then he will not be able to control his emotions and disrupt the relationship between the three of them. out of balance.

This is the first time he has observed himself eroded by the disease so carefully. The round baby fat on his cheeks has disappeared without a trace. The cheeks and eye sockets are sunken inward, but the fundus of the eyes is still black and blue, and the color of the lips is also pale. Overall, it looks like a poor patient who has been suffering from a long illness for a long time.

The eyes of the person in the mirror fluctuated, his hands lingered up and down along the shape of the bones on the side, and after a while, he lowered his head feebly.

Fu Hengzhi sat by the bed and stared at the door of the bathroom for ten minutes. It was too quiet inside, and he couldn't get feedback on what the other party was doing, so he became more and more anxious and flustered.

He couldn't stare at the other party, he knew that the other party was deliberately creating a balance of atmosphere in the family, and wanted to minimize the impact of the tragic ending in the future as much as possible.

The flat sheet on the bed was wrinkled under his fingertips. After another 5 minutes, there was still no movement.

Fu Hengzhi got up slowly and walked towards the bathroom, held the doorknob and pressed it down. When he entered the door, he saw a thin man staring at the sink in a daze. The moment the door opened, Zhou Zhou seemed to come back Yes, looking up at him slowly.

"Can't sleep?" Fu Hengzhi approached him, gently put his arms around the other's shoulders and turned him to face himself, and wrapped his generous palms around the back of the other's head to ensure that he could lean on his shoulders.

Fu Hengzhi carefully observed the other party's emotions, as if coaxing his own child, he whispered: "Is there something on your mind?"

"The death day..." the person in the arms murmured, the voice was like a gnat, tomorrow is the death day of Zhou Hongping and Yang Peixue and his wife, because the plane crashed into the sea and there were no bones left, only two clothes of the elders were placed under the gravestone .

"I remember it, I can't forget it." Fu Hengzhi also heard it clearly, and patted the opponent's back with his palm.

"...Parents will go, my current appearance..."

During this period of time, except for Wang Kunxiang who came to the house earlier, Duan Yun and Fu Hongjiang hadn't seen him yet. The elder said he wanted to see his grandson, but Fu Xiaofan coquettishly said he wanted to be with his father and let him go.

Fu Hengzhi was silent, and after a while, he embraced the other party tightly, and said firmly: "It's okay, I'm here, leave this matter to me."

If it’s winter, it’s okay, if you wear more clothes, scarves, hats and masks, his thin body and appearance can be covered up, but it’s still too difficult to cover these features without being noticed in summer when the temperature is over 30 degrees.

Zhou Zhou hummed lightly.

The second day came, the sun shone on the face of the thin young man on the bed, he was sleeping peacefully, with half of his face buried in the soft goose feather pillow, and the person beside him was sitting on the head of the bed and staring at him intently, because Eyes red from a sleepless night.

Zhou Zhou hadn't gone out for a long time, sat in the familiar black Maybach, watched the car gradually drive out of the residential area, and felt nervous for no reason.

He didn't know whether he was afraid of going out in his current appearance, or whether he was afraid that Duan Yunfu Hongjiang would find him in this appearance.

The black suit with long sleeves and trousers and the black mask that covered most of his face did not give him a sense of security.

There were paper balls on the soles of the co-pilot's feet, Zhou Zhou kicked them with his toes, and rummaged around to find a container to clean up the garbage, but was stopped by one of Fu Heng while waiting for the red light.

"Don't worry about it, I'll clean it up later." Fu Hengzhi pursed his lips after saying that, and continued: "I accidentally spilled water."

It seems to be explaining the origin of the paper ball.

There were also balls of paper under the driver's seat. Zhou Zhou stared at these balls of paper and said nothing. After a while, he cast his eyes out of the window and hummed lightly.

The quality of his sleep has not been good in the past few days, and the slightest movement can wake him up, but he still keeps his eyes closed and maintains the state of sleep, because he knows that he will make the other party feel at ease.

He knew that within half an hour after he closed his eyes, the other party hadn't slept, looked at him by the bed, and heard, and half an hour later, the other party lightly walked out of the bedroom, and vehicles drove away from the courtyard movement.

They knew the bottom line, they knew it, and they didn't bother to pierce the fragile paper between them.

The cemetery is very quiet at the moment, people who come here will not make loud noises, and the silence is extraordinary.

Holding a chrysanthemum in his hand, Zhou Zhou walked side by side with Fu Hengzhi to a tombstone. On the tombstone were written the names of his two closest relatives in the world.

"Dad, Mom, I'm here to see you."

Zhou Zhou placed the bouquet in front of the tomb and saw a bunch of white chrysanthemums beside him. He paused, didn't pay much attention, and bowed slowly towards the tombstone.

Staring at the two names above, he remained silent.

Dad, Mom, I have experienced many things in my life, met many people, and my life experience has become very rich. I want to tell you here, but there are too many of them...I will meet you later , Let me tell you again.