I don't know if it's a boy

Along the way, Sun Zhe only drove the speed below 40, and always kept an eye on the hands of the people behind him, and drove back to Tao Zhiyuan's house with trepidation.

Sun Zhe got out of the car and didn't say a word. Tao Zhiyuan knew he was wrong, so he obediently followed behind him, keeping a quiet tail.

Sun Zhe got out of the car, parked the car, and walked into Tao Zhiyuan's house, keeping his head down all the time.

The person in front stopped suddenly, Tao Zhiyuan was caught off guard, his nose bumped into his back, so sore, he didn't dare to say anything, just looked at him with wet eyes.

"Open the door." Sun Zhe turned around, but turned his eyes away from him.

"Oh." Tao Zhiyuan hurriedly took out the key from his pocket to open the door, but he couldn't even unlock the door in a panic.

Sun Zhe just looked at him like that, seeing that he was about to cry, sighed softly, took the key from him, and opened the door.

He squeezed Tao Zhiyuan's shoulder, stretched out his hand and pushed him into the room.

"look up."

Sun Zhe's emotionless voice made Tao Zhiyuan very wronged, he refused to raise his head, but buried it even deeper.

He also didn't realize that in front of Sun Zhe, he showed more and more emotions.

Sun Zhe had no choice but to put his finger under his chin and lift it up. What came into view was Tao Zhiyuan's pale face, bloodless lips, and a pair of eyes that were about to cry.

He didn't dare to be tough anymore, and his tone was a little gentle: "I'm worried that something will happen to you."

"I know."

"It's my problem, I didn't take good care of you."

"No."

"I will not do it again."

"I'm really fine, the wind wasn't too strong just now."

"I'm just in case."

"But I'm really fine." Tao Zhiyuan said softly.

Sun Zhe stopped talking, just patted him on the shoulder, and then pulled him to sit on the sofa.

"Can I stay here today?"

"You live in my room, I'll go to my brother's room."

Both of them stood up from the sofa, ready to go back to their respective rooms.

After taking a shower, Tao Zhiyuan came out of the bathroom, his hair was wet and he didn't blow it. He was afraid that Sun Zhe had fallen asleep and would be woken up by him, so he just wiped it carefully with a towel.

"Ding dong..." Tao Zhiyuan's elderly phone suddenly received a text message reminder, because he had been using text messages to keep in touch with his brother since they separated, so he quickly picked up his phone, fearing that missing his brother's text message would delay his sleep.

"are you asleep?"

The sender is Sun Zhe.

"No, what's the matter?" Tao Zhiyuan struggled to type while wiping his hair.

"Then you come to the sofa." Sun Zhe quickly returned.

"Senior, why don't you turn on the light..." The night was already deep, only a few beams of moonlight and stars shining through the window, he could only see the silhouette of the person on the sofa, sitting there quietly, just watching forward.

Sun Zhe watched Tao Zhiyuan open the door and come out from the corner of his eyes, so he turned his head and said urgently, "Don't turn on the light."

Tao Zhiyuan didn't answer him, but tentatively groped in the dark, walked towards Sun Zhe step by step, and then sat down while holding the handle of the sofa.

"I'm very restless, and I can't sleep." Sun Zhe spoke calmly, his eyes still looking forward, but Tao Zhiyuan could feel some uneasiness and anxiety in his light tone.

Tao Zhiyuan sat back, stretched out his left hand and patted his back lightly, and said softly, "Senior, I'm really fine."

He didn't say anything, but Sun Zhe was slowly comforted by him, and finally turned to look at him.

Tao Zhiyuan met his eyes, his eyes were empty, his expression was loose, as if he was looking at him, but he didn't seem to focus at all.

"When Brother Yuan had an accident, he fell in front of me, his back was almost bruised, and he rolled over several meters. When the ambulance came, he didn't dare to move. Later, when the medicine was being applied, I saw his face. The man with blood on his back, Ding Ge, who is so calm, was on the brink of explosion that afternoon. So, I was very afraid..." Sun Zhe's emotions became more and more visible to the naked eye following the words in his mouth. Low, and finally the whole person was half bent, covering his face with his hands.

Tao Zhiyuan sighed, and continued his words: "So you are also afraid that I will be like Brother Yuan, right?"

Sun Zhe didn't speak, but his whole body trembled, and he nodded slowly.

"Then do you know, I saw you driving so fast on the track, and you would fall to the ground when you crossed a corner. Did I feel so shocked when I watched it outside the track? When I was in junior high school, my dad was drunk driving. Riding a motorcycle to someone’s house, a heavy-duty truck came head-on as soon as he got on the road. The headlights shook him so much that he couldn’t see clearly. There were multiple fractures, and the face was bloody and bloody. When my mother and I arrived at the place where the car accident happened, we couldn't recognize anyone." Tao Zhiyuan lifted his scars heavily, trying to make Sun Zhe understand his feelings.

He continued: "Then the police came and decided that my father was fully responsible. In addition to driving without a license, I couldn't get the money for the doctor's treatment, and I had to compensate the old man for the medical expenses. Our family couldn't afford it, so I Dad was taken away by the police station and sentenced to three months of detention. During that time, our family’s most difficult life, my mother couldn’t find a job, and had to rely on my grandparents to do odd jobs for others in the village. When I went back during the Chinese New Year, Look at them adding a lot of gray hair to their hair."

"Senior, because of my dad, I never dare to ride in other people's cars, but I am willing to trust you. Similarly, I don't want you to get hurt."

Sun Zhe just listened to him tell the most painful memory so slowly, and opened his heart bit by bit in front of him.

"I know, I don't want to let anything happen to you."

The two of them talked about their thoughts face to face on this most ordinary and ordinary night among thousands of thousands.

By the time Tao Zhiyuan returned to his room and actually fell asleep, it was already 12:30.

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"Morning, senior." Tao Zhiyuan was making breakfast in the kitchen, when he heard the sound of Sun Zhe's slippers behind him, he was still frying eggs with his head down.

"Morning, did you sleep well yesterday?" Sun Zhe came to the dining table, poured a glass of water from the water glass on the table, and gulped down a big glass.

"It's okay, I don't really know the bed, so do you have something to do today?" Tao Zhiyuan brought out four fried eggs from the kitchen, put them on the dining table, and then went back to the kitchen to get busy.

"I'm fine. Go to my house today and help you continue your tutoring." Sun Zhe sat on the chair and looked at the phone casually.

"Okay, excuse me, senior." He brought out the sandwich and milk, and sat down opposite Sun Zhe.

After breakfast and tidying up the kitchen, Tao Zhiyuan followed Sun Zhe to his house.

Sun Zhe put him in front of the villa, then put the motorcycle back where it was, and decided that he would not pet it any more in a short time, but after the mutual frankness last night, the relationship between each other has taken a step further, which is a blessing Let's depend on each other.

"It's the two of you who came back?" Song Qing heard the voice downstairs, and ran to the steps on the second floor in her pajamas to look down.

"Well, you're back. Mom, why did you get up so early?" Sun Zhe was looking for someone to talk to while changing his slippers.

"I'm waiting for your father. He went out on business last night and hasn't come back yet." She stopped talking to them and walked back to the room to catch up on sleep without looking back.

Sun Zhe and Tao Zhiyuan walked to his room and started tutoring homework together to prepare for the winter camp after the end of the year.

Sun Yuanshan didn't drive back until it was almost dinner time, and walked into the house with a tired face.

"Why did you come back? Is the company very busy?" Song Qing was like a puppy with a keen sense of smell. Hearing the sound of his car, he quickly went downstairs and threw himself on Sun Yuanshan.

"Something went wrong with the recent project, and I've been in meetings." He took off his suit and put it on his forearm, walking around Song Qing into the room.

"Auntie, it's time for dinner. By the way, go upstairs and call Ah Zhe and Yuanyuan." The two haven't seen each other for only a day, but they are sticky as if separated for a long time, sitting on the sofa and whispering in their ears.

After dinner, Tao Zhiyuan proposed to go home, Song Qing wanted to keep him here, but he politely refused, and Sun Zhe wanted to send him home, but he also declined.

He knew that the family treated him very well, but he felt that he couldn't trouble others all the time, and he was not good at expressing his emotions, so they only regarded him as shy.