Imprisoned by the devil

For a time, he didn't believe that the fantasy in his heart could become a reality, and no matter how Mu Li knew about it, he just never thought that Mu Li would really care about his own life and death.

He thought that in this life, even if he was buried in the dust one day, this person would not come to take a look at him.

"Xiao Li... why are you here?" He stretched out his hand from under the quilt to try to hold him, but he was afraid that he would refuse, so he didn't make the last step after all.

But in an accident, Mu Li took the initiative to hold her. Feeling the warmth conveyed in his palm, he naturally brought up a tender smile, and his impetuous heart calmed down a lot.

"Don't ask anything, I'll wait for you to come out, don't forget, the debt between us hasn't been settled yet." Mu Li held his hand tighter and tighter, perhaps because he was afraid of losing it, so the temperature of his hand began to become a little warmer. It was slightly cool, and even though her tone was arrogant, there was a hint of trill.

"Okay, I promise you, I will definitely come out alive." Li Yan squeezed the back of his hand and vowed to promise, and gradually the remaining warmth radiated from his palm, and the worry and longing in his eyes also settled in his heart, suddenly I feel that there is no regret even if I die on the operating table.

And during the hours of waiting outside the operating room, Mu Li's tense string was almost broken, and Samsara stood up from the chair and then sat down, walked around and then leaned against the wall.

Ao Gang on the side was anxious by his back and forth figure, scratched the back of his head irritably, put his fists together on his forehead and prayed to the sky, his legs were also beating the rhythm, and he kept comforting himself, "It's okay Yes, boss will be fine."

After waiting for a long time without any movement, I finally couldn't help but jumped up and muttered: "Why don't you come out! Damn, this is really anxious."

Mu Li didn't say a word from the beginning to the end, his expression was controlled and calm, but he was riding the roller coaster in fear, and the ups and downs disturbed him.

When the limbs were almost numb due to tension, the door of the operating room finally moved. The moment the doctor took off his mask and came out, Mu Li stepped forward.

"Doctor, how is he?" He stared at the chief physician's expression motionlessly, as if he didn't see the heavy color, so he comforted himself that he should be fine.

"The operation was very successful, but it was just for the cancer to change. You will need to undergo certain radiotherapy and chemotherapy later. As I said, you must always be prepared."

"It's already fine, thank you doctor." For Mu Li, this was the best consolation for him.

Even if that day does come, he will face it calmly and bravely.

"Doctor, what do you mean by some preparations?" Ao Gang stepped forward and asked.

"It's the survival rate. We must always be prepared to deal with bad results." Mu Li explained without changing his face.

Ao Gang reacted in an instant, and was about to ask again when he saw Li Yan pushed out from inside, he choked the question back into his stomach again.

Knowing that some endings cannot be changed, Mu Li chose to jump into it without hesitation.

When he saw that person lying in front of him with the bound 'shackles' on his body, all grievances and hatreds retreated temporarily at least for this moment.

He just wanted to stay quietly by this person's side until he woke up and could see himself at first sight at ease.

He took the man's hand and put it on his cheek, and the familiar thin callus gently brushed his skin. Thinking about it, this was the first time he was so active in a long time. Although it had been so long, the man's temperature and breath were still there. As always, no change.

"Li Yan, didn't you ask me if I would miss you if you left one day? I can give you the answer now." He rubbed his cheek into the generous palm again, "I can Let me tell you with certainty, if that day really comes, I will miss you forever, and you will always have an irreplaceable place in my heart."

He seemed to recall something, and the corner of his mouth curled into a small arc, "Actually, every time I meet your red eyes face to face, I feel pain in my heart, like being stabbed severely, and the original scar has not healed. I got a new injury, and suffered everything one after another, I thought I would get used to it, but my heart still hurts."

"I hate you, I hate you for making me lose my family overnight, I hate you for bringing me so many disputes when you reappear, but at the same time I am also contradictory, I admit that the moment I saw you, I felt joy in my heart Yes, but everything has changed, you are no longer the former Li Yan, and I am no longer the former Mu Li."

As he was talking, he suddenly felt a little sticky under his eyelids, and suddenly saw a crystal teardrop on the back of his hand, only to realize that he had actually shed a tear.

Still shed tears for this man, it turned out that his heartbreak was all because of him.

"Actually, I have never forgotten our past, and my feelings for you have always been the same, but I know that this relationship has no end, so I will pretend to hurt you cruelly again and again, but my heart has always been only for you. A person has moved... that person is you."

For a long time, my sincerity has never changed, I just don't want to tell him.

Then he sighed deeply, and laughed twice to himself: "Am I very talkative? I'm also surprised why I talk so much, but I'm afraid that if I don't talk now, I won't have a chance in the future. "

"From the moment I knew you had this disease, I had already lost, and I lost to you."

He thought he could win emotionally, but in the end he lost completely.

The moment he lowered his head, a tear flowed smoothly from the corner of the man's eye, and then slipped into his ear and neck.

The vague confession of sincerity also made the man's lips have a gentle arc, which is as light as trembling eyelashes.

Mu Li just waited until the man woke up after the anesthesia was over, and after 8 hours, he gave him drinking water as the doctor ordered.

He took a straw and put it into the water glass, carefully put the man's head on his arm and lifted it up a bit, seeing that the moment he sucked the straw, he had the illusion of a baby drinking milk, Mu Li felt that he must be crazy Only then will I think so.

"In another three hours, you can eat." After putting the man's head back on the pillow, Mu Li looked at his watch. After three hours, it was almost eight or nine o'clock in the evening.

"Have you eaten yet?" Seeing his pale face, Li Yan felt very uncomfortable, because he had wronged him in order to take care of himself.

"Not yet, I can't eat now, let's talk about it later when Ao Gang brings the food." Although Mu Li's attitude was much calmer, he didn't look at him directly.

"Why don't you look at me and talk?" Li Yan asked weakly, grabbing his wrist.

Mu Li immediately raised his head with a casual look, "No, why don't I look at you anymore."

But when he really faced those dark eyes, he quickly turned his head again, and sure enough, when he saw this person, all his courage to tell the truth just now was fed to the dogs.

How cowardly!

"If you can confess to me, can't you look at me?"

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