Lord, pay for the wine

Yan Anxuan was running, desperately running.

All he could hear now was the whistling wind in his ears, other than that, he couldn't hear anything.

But it's not so much that he can't hear anything, it's better to say that he just selectively doesn't listen.

Because Zong Jinyu was calling his name.

Yan Anxuan hoped that this was just a dream. After waking up from the dream, next to him was the lavish Jin Yu, the Jin Yu who promised himself a large sum of money in order to get rid of the bandits with him, and the one who owed him money. The thousand and ten taels of Jin Yu is the one who said that he would always be with him.

It's not King Rin!

Although he joked that Jin Yu was so clear about the royal affairs, it didn't mean that he could calmly accept that the Jin Yu he cared about and liked really belonged to the royal family.

He is a member of the royal family, the right arm of the current emperor, and the young general in the hearts of the people.How could such a person be with me, such a person... It's simply impossible.

Yan Anxuan felt uncomfortable, very uncomfortable.But he couldn't even cry. When he felt itchy on his face and stretched out his hands to scratch, he realized that his face was already full of tears.

Yan Anxuan was still caught up by Zong Jinyu, but whether it was because he was drunk or in a hurry.As soon as Zong Jinyu caught up with him, Yan Anxuan passed out in Zong Jinyu's arms with peace of mind.

Yan Anxuan had a dream, a dream that looked like reality, the details of this dream made Yan Anxuan unable to forget it.

The scene in the dream also took place in the Lin family, and it was also the Lin family's Mid-Autumn Festival banquet. This dream began when Master Lin brought Mrs. Lin to the banquet venue.

Master Lin is worthy of being the actual helm of the Lin family. He is full of everyone's demeanor in terms of prestige and momentum. He and Mrs. Lin sit at the head of the table.After he was seated, he smiled and announced to everyone sitting: "Today is our Lin family's Mid-Autumn Festival banquet, and everyone here is the Lin family that I, Lin, have identified, so, take this opportunity, I want to introduce two people to you."

When Master Lin said this, he paused for a moment.There was a lot of discussion in all the seats. Everyone was very concerned about whether the head of the Lin family wanted to announce the marriage of his son?It's just that if it's a marriage, why are there two people?Isn't Mr. Lin planning to arrange two marriages for his son?

After listening to the discussion below with satisfaction, Master Lin began to call his name.

Yan Anxuan, who was about to leave but was stopped by curiosity, heard his name in disbelief. He turned his head and looked at Zong Jinyu suspiciously: "Is it so grand for a family like this to introduce friends to their son?"

Because Yan Anxuan didn't leave, Zong Jinyu would not leave as a matter of course, he looked at the standing master Lin, his expression became serious, and his tone became much cooler: "No."

"Then he asked the two of us, should we go up?" Yan Anxuan hesitated.

Zong Jinyu smiled: "Of course! Otherwise, why would you stay in the Lin Mansion."

It seems that Lin Yuehua's father is not a simple person. He exposed An Xuan and me to the eyes of everyone with such a big fanfare, and his wishful thinking was only aimed at An Xuan.Zong Jinyu thought.

Walking to Master Lin's side, he patted Yayan Anxuan's shoulder lovingly and excitedly, and announced to everyone present: "He is Yan Anxuan, and from today onwards, he is my Lin Qing's adopted son. Hua is the same."

These words stunned everyone present like a thunderbolt on a sunny day, and there was silence underneath, Yan Anxuan didn't know how to react.

As if he knew that Zong Jinyu could guide the direction, Master Lin quickly pointed to Zong Jinyu and introduced: "This is Jin Yu, a friend of my two sons, not only Anxuan, he has been taken care of by Jin Yu, Even Yuehua was taken care of by Jin Yu during the two years he was away, so he will be treated like two young masters in the future."

As soon as these words came out, Yan Anxuan was immediately confirmed as his adoptive son.

Zong Jinyu made a general analysis, and did not object to the formation of this matter.

After finishing the cutscene like in a dream, Yan Anxuan and Zong Jinyu took the two vacant seats next to Master Lin.

Lin Yuehua was drinking, and when he saw Zong Yan and the two sitting down, he raised his glass to salute the two, and then drank a few more swigs.

Next, Master Lin also struck while the iron was hot and announced to everyone that he would hand over part of the Lin family's property to Lin Yuehua.

But I always feel a little blocked in my heart. Although I am very happy that my beloved shopkeeper, the possible elder brother, was finally recognized by the Lin family as the father's adopted son, but I always feel that something is wrong.

Why is father so sure that An Xuan is not his biological son, but just called him adopted son?

Why on earth?

Lin Yuehua had no way of knowing, he looked at his mother sitting next to his father with blurry eyes, maybe the mother knew?It's just that when he thought of this, he fell down as expected.

In the inn, it's just that amount of alcohol, and now I'm still drinking undiluted wine, can I not get drunk?

Yan Anxuan kept drinking the toasted wine with an expression of unknown expression. He drank one glass after another, unable to hear what the toasting people said to him at all.

Zong Jinyu didn't stop Yan Anxuan from drinking, but just replaced the wine in Yan Anxuan's hand with water. When everyone saw Zong Jinyu doing this, no one objected, perhaps because he was killed by Zong Jinyu on the battlefield. Be stunned!

And Yan Anxuan couldn't even tell the difference between wine and water, maybe it was because of this that Zong Jinyu gave him wine!

Also because of this reason, although Yan Anxuan showed that he was drinking all the time, he didn't get drunk as easily as Lin Yuehua.

After all, what he is drinking now is water. Although Yan Anxuan can't tell the difference, he can still tell it from the tightness of a certain part of his body, for example: now he thinks of the latrine.

Standing up crookedly, and staggering down, Yan Anxuan pushed away other people's support, Zong Jinyu waved for those people to leave, and he took Yan Anxuan there.

Seeing Zong Jinyu leave the seat, Lin Yuehua's uncle also left the seat with an excuse. He can now be sure that Zong Jinyu is on tour in disguise.

Yan Anxuan was awkward and refused to let Zong Jinyu follow him in, so Zong Jinyu stood not far away and waited for him.

Uncle smiled and walked forward, saluting respectfully.

Zong Jinyu didn't look at him.

Because of the backlight, my uncle didn't see the dissatisfaction in Zong Jinyu's eyes. He continued to smile and said, "His Royal Highness King Rin may not remember to be an official, but after seeing King Rin, the official can't forget King Rin for a long time." His every word and deed, so the officer recognized His Highness King Rin the moment he saw King Rin."

"who are you?"

"The lower official is Wang Tong, the sixth-rank general judge of the capital."

Zong Jinyu waited quietly for the man to finish speaking, then turned around and said coldly: "So, what do you want to do?"

The man was taken aback: "His Royal Highness?"

Zong Jinyu sneered: "It doesn't matter whether I am King Rin or not, what are you looking for me for or what are your plans?"

The man panicked, and hurriedly explained: "I'm not...I'm just... just... I've admired His Highness King Lin for a long time, and I want to chat with His Highness King Lin."

"Talk about? What are you talking about? Talk about how to make your official career smoother or cover up some things you shouldn't have done but did?"

"Rin...His Royal Highness King Rin, I am guilty of the crime." Wang Tong knelt down directly.

Zong Jinyu said coldly: "Immediately disappear from this king's presence. If this king finds out that there are any rumors about this king outside, I will accept what is on your neck."

"Yes, yes, yes." Wang Tong hurriedly agreed and then fled away quickly.

After Wang Tong disappeared, Zong Jinyu heard Yan Anxuan's voice from behind.

"Jin Yu—"

"Is it better?" Zong Jinyu stepped forward to support Yan Anxuan, but Yan Anxuan took two steps back.

"You... wait a minute." Yan Anxuan knocked on his head as if trying to sort out his thoughts.

Zong Jinyu had no choice but to step forward and wrap his arms around Yan Anxuan's waist.

"Jin Yu, no, you're not, you are... King Rin?" Yan Anxuan seemed to have finally cleared his mind, and when he looked up at Zong Jinyu again, his eyes were clear.

"..." To be honest, Zong Jinyu was a little surprised, but after being surprised, he calmly faced his relief.

What was surprising was that the conversation between himself and the man named Wang Tong was overheard by Yan Anxuan. It was not shocking to be overheard. After all, Zong Jinyu didn't control his voice because he believed that he would be heard by others. The moment he entered his boundary, he could react. After all, Zong Jinyu was able to distinguish the movement of two outsiders from such a long distance last time.

The relief in the calm is that Zong Jinyu has already regarded Yan Anxuan as a part of her body in the depths of her heart. After all, it is not only her own people and others that separate the boundary, because even Zong Jinyu's mother and concubine stand there Zong Jinyu Jinyu will find out, but Zong Jinyu's inability to find the traces of Yan Anxuan can only show that Zong Jinyu has long regarded Yan Anxuan as a part of himself.

It's just that Yan Anxuan doesn't understand these things, he still can't clearly recognize his own value in Zong Jinyu's eyes, even though Zong Jinyu has repeated that value to him more than once.

Seeing Zong Jinyu's tacit performance, Yan Anxuan didn't know how to describe the soreness and depression in his heart, he looked into Zong Jinyu's eyes, and asked in an unstable tone: "Are you really cold? Wang? This is what you said to me after you settled my case?"

"Yes." Zong Jinyu replied, "I'm going to tell you after this matter is resolved."

"Are you really a royal?"

"Yes."

"what's your name?"

"Jin Yu."

"Liar! The surname of the royal family is Zong."

"So just add the surname."

"Zong... Jinyu?"

"Yes."

Yan Anxuan felt itchy on his face in his sleep, as if water was flowing over his face.Yan Anxuan's first reaction was: It's raining, and the house is leaking.

He immediately opened his eyes, but felt that his eyes were extremely sore. When he opened his mouth to speak, he found it difficult to even make a sound. He decided to rub his eyes first, then sit up and clear his throat before making any further plans.

An arm easily touched my face, following the traces of the water flow, it almost pierced my eyes, so I was crying!Yan Anxuan thought.

The other arm didn't lift up, as expected, Yan Anxuan saw the back of his hand Zong Jinyu tightly grasped in his palm.

Yan Anxuan came to Zong Jinyu's side with some curiosity, he was a little proud and excited now, after all, he had never seen Zong Jinyu sleeping, no matter what time in the past, as long as he opened his eyes You can see Zong Jinyu sitting beside him.

When did you start thinking this way?Yan Anxuan thought, perhaps he had thought this way a long time ago!When I opened my eyes and saw Zong Jinyu, my heart overflowed with peace of mind and happiness.

Yan Anxuan lay sideways beside Zong Jinyu, and moved his posture slightly to get closer to Zong Jinyu. He looked at Zong Jinyu greedily with his eyes wide open, as if he would never see him again. Looks like he has all eyes on the future.

Carefully remembering Zong Jinyu's Ying Rongxiang in his heart, Yan Anxuan wrapped his two hands around Zong Jinyu's hand, and then closed his eyes with peace of mind, while reviewing the past memories of the two of them while quietly joy.

Just like that, I fell asleep unconsciously.

After Yan Anxuan's breathing stabilized, Zong Jinyu opened his eyes

Lin Qing: I am a good father

I am Lin Qing, the current head of the Lin family.Lin Yuehua is my son and my expected heir, if I hadn't met Yan Anxuan.

I've always thought of myself as a good father, just as I've always thought of myself as a good husband,

Lin Yuehua is my son, so I gave Lin Yuehua everything I could. I tried my best to fulfill all his wishes when he was young. As I expected, Yuehua grew up very well, except He trusted his mother too much, that is, my wife, Mrs. Lin.

I don't want to figure out whether it is too much trust or dependence, because Yuehua left home and he rebelled against his mother.

I have always been happy to see Yuehua leave home.

That is my son, the only son I have placed high hopes on in the business world for so many years, and I know his conduct well.

A tiger is a tiger, no matter how domesticated it is, it will retain its wildness.On this point, he performed vividly after his return two years later.

As my son, Lin Yuehua, if I told outsiders that he has a bad temper, I would probably make many people lose their teeth, because no matter how you look at this son of mine, he looks like a weak person who is easily bullied.

But if someone really said that about Yuehua in front of me, I think I would fight that person directly!

Haha, but I'm already at this age, and it's impossible to do it now, but if I were a few decades younger, I would definitely do it, and I'm not lying about this.

But even though I can't do anything now, it doesn't mean that I will swallow my anger, and I am not a master who swallows my anger. Anyway, my business is so big now, if that person makes me unhappy, just use my contacts Money crushed him, haha.

After all, I am a good father, a competent father.

I have always watched Lin Yuehua's growth path, including his mother's influence on him. I will plan all these in advance. When I go home, I will tell Yuehua something I have seen and heard, by the way Mixed my views on his mother into these experiences.

Although my family background is strong, I am a petty person. I don't like Yuehua's mother, but I like Yuehua very much.

Because of my stingy nature, I always care about what Yuehua's mother said to him and the impact that what he said may have on Yuehua, what he has done to Yuehua and what he has done to him. The influence of Yuehua, other people's evaluation of that woman, and the impact of that evaluation on Yuehua.

I always calculate these little by little, and then find a suitable opportunity to subvert those influences.

I have said that I am a competent father, and I am a good father. Since I am a good father, I should prevent others from negatively affecting my child, even though that other person may be my son's mother.

I always let my confidants appear beside Yuehua in various forms, such as servants, peddlers, beggars, thieves, and shop owners.

I asked them to report Yuehua's situation at any time. I have emphasized many times that I am a good father and a competent father, so I need to do my father's duty to help Yuehua when she needs help. .

I am Yuehua's father, so I have the responsibility to let Yuehua grow up healthily without any regrets.

Here, I have to praise my confidantes, they really deserve to be the excellent left and right hands that I have cultivated by myself. I spent a lot of effort and money to train them. Fortunately, the result is very good, and they can dabble in many fields. industry, they can create a variety of images and identities.

Of course, because I am just a businessman, a simple businessman, I will not do things that violate the laws of the country.

After all, I'm just a good father, a competent father.

The greatest and only thing that matters in my life is to be a good father, and I will give anything for that.

To be a good father, the most basic thing is to earn an estate for my son, that is, for my Yuehua, which is enough to make him happy, so after I resolutely decided to leave Yancheng, I started to work harder Yes, because I want to earn a bigger property for Yuehua.

I will not deny my business acumen, because my current family business is the best proof.

As a competent father, you can't just pass on the family business to your children and grandchildren without teaching them the basic skills of keeping the business, so I am very strict with Yuehua in business matters, I think this should make Yuehua unhappy Bar!

But how can I make Yuehua unhappy with me?Because I am a good father.

At this time, Yuehua's mother began to urge Yuehua's marriage. She didn't know whether she was in a hurry or as if she was in a hurry. She collected the details of all the girls from her relatives and friends who matched her idea of ​​a daughter-in-law, and focused on it. She wants to find a daughter-in-law who best suits Yuehua.

After filtering one by one, she finally set her target on Miss Zhao's family.

Miss Zhao's family is very gentle and beautiful, and I also think such a daughter-in-law is pretty good, but Yuehua doesn't like Miss Zhao's family.

Although under the influence of that woman intentionally or unintentionally, Miss Zhao's family came to Lin's mansion from time to time. Of course, the drunkard's intention was not to drink, and she came to find that woman in name, but in fact she always lingered by Yuehua's side.

After getting along like this, after a period of time, the two of them will definitely have some feelings. After all, Miss Zhao's family is the best choice in terms of appearance, conduct, talent, learning and character.

I am waiting for the further development of the relationship between the two, so that I can arrange a marriage for Yuehua.

After all, I am a competent father, I am a good father, a good father should respect Yuehua's ideas, as long as he opens his mouth to say that I want to get married, I can immediately hold a wedding ceremony for him, which is far beyond the reach of others.

But Yuehua kept silent, I couldn't help but feel a little anxious, does Yuehua not like Miss Zhao's family?If you don't like it, why are you still together every day.

I just like to worry, especially like to worry about the hearts of young people, is it because my mentality is still young?I think probably so.

Before I finished thinking about Yuehua and Miss Zhao's, something happened.

To be precise, something happened to Ms. Zhao's family, and she was defeated overnight. I don't think even the autumn wind can sweep the fallen leaves at such a speed!If it's a gust of wind sweeping the autumn leaves, it's about the same.

I originally wanted Yuehua to comfort Ms. Zhao's family. After all, as a young lady who doesn't touch Yang Chunshui, she might not be able to survive such a thing. It's always good to have someone beside her to comfort her. .

But my wife, Yuehua's mother, didn't think so. After she learned about Miss Zhao's fortune, her attitude changed completely, and this change was comparable to Miss Zhao's. The power of adding insult to injury.

I couldn't help but wonder what the woman was thinking, because that Miss Zhao family even called Yuehua his mother an aunt.

I will not interfere with the person Yuehua likes because of family background, I have always insisted that as long as the person Yuehua likes, I don't care what kind of person, I can even accept that he likes men.

Because I just want my son Lin Yuehua to be happy!After all, I am a good father, and I am a competent father.

Afterwards, the marriage contract between Miss Zhao and Yuehua was voided, Miss Zhao disappeared, Yuehua did not find her, and he also believed what his mother said. exploration.

Although I felt that this incident would have some impact on Yuehua, I never thought that this incident would be the direct reason for Yuehua to run away from home.

As I said long ago, I am happy to see Yuehua leave.

This includes not only my trust in Yuehua but also my test of Yuehua.

Because I am a good father and a competent father, I withdrew my confidantes who I sent to Yuehua before after Yuehua left the boundary of the city.They have worked hard for so many years.

This departure is a real test for Yuehua. Although I have been testing him and correcting him repeatedly in the past years, it is all under my protection, strictly speaking. The trial has only just begun since Yuehua stepped out of the city.

Although Yuehua is my son, I can almost predict what Yuehua will experience along the way?Because all my confidants have done that.The only thing I couldn't and wouldn't have expected was that Yuehua stayed in an inn for two years because of the excuse of eating Bawang's meal.

I thought at first, the overlord’s meal, every person who walks the rivers and lakes will eat it several times, the difference is that some people can escape well after eating, and some people are either beaten up or forced to work after eating. Mortgaging the money for that meal, some people got one of the above results because they were found out that they had no money before they ate it.

Fortunately, Yuehua was caught after eating, but he not only experienced beatings but also smashed the work in the store to pay back the money. At that time, I thought that the algorithm of the shopkeeper was really wonderful, and the benefits were completely lost by the shopkeeper of the inn. If you take it, you will get free labor for nothing.

I thought about it, Yuehua would have such a thing happen, in the final analysis it is my fault, because of me, Yuehua did not really touch this rivers and lakes, coupled with the situation and environment at that time, Yuehua he There is nothing wrong with being detained, I think.

Yes, at that time, I just thought that the name Yan Anxuan was pretty nice. At that time, I didn't think that Yan Anxuan's appearance was so similar to my Lier.

My Li'er, and my Xuan'er, how could I forget that they have long since ceased to exist.

I'm Lin Qing, and I think I'm a good father, a...competent father, if my Xuan'er is still there.

But my Xuan'er is gone, I am not a good father, not a competent father.

Extra Story: Lin Qing: My Wife and Children

I am Lin Qing, and I have always hinted that I am a good father and a competent father.

However, Xuan'er, who should be the most proud to praise me, no longer exists. I... am not a good father.

The ancestral home of the Lin family was in Yancheng, and the Lin family also originated here. I forgot how long ago. The ancestors of the Lin family just set up a stall at first. As the business improved day by day, the stall was also slowly changing. With the growth of the Lin family, the name of the Lin family became more and more resounding.

I am the heir of this generation. At any time, the heirs will gather the most eyes. While enjoying the admiration and admiration, they are also criticized and corrected at the same time.

Facts have proved that I do have a talent for doing business, and the Lin family's business has flourished in my hands.

At this time, my marriage was also mentioned by everyone, and I did not resist getting married.

Because I have a woman I like, I want to marry her and live happily together for the rest of my life.

When we are all old, we will be surrounded by our children and grandchildren, enjoying family happiness.

Once this kind of thought arises in my mind, I can't get rid of it from my mind. I want to marry her as my wife, which is tormenting my brain nerves all the time.

Especially when I learned that she likes me too.

I met her when I left Yancheng to do business abroad. Love at first sight refers to how I feel about her, and the more I get to know her, the more I like her.

She is an orphan, so no one will arrange a marriage for her. Our marriage is simple and hasty but warm.

I want to take her back to hold the wedding again, and I said that I will use eight sedan chairs to carry her in, but she just smiled shyly and said, those things are not important, the most important thing is that we are husband and wife.

I can only hug her tightly, and I swear to protect her with my life.

It’s just that I don’t know whether my life is too long or her life is too long. She left before we had all our children and grandchildren, and I even lost the child she traded her life for.

If I don't mention my Xuan'er, I think I am a good father and a competent father.But the fact is that my Xuan'er is gone. I lost him when he was still a small ball. When I found the jade pendant, I almost wanted to burn the Lin family up, but I couldn't. Even if I'm the head of the Lin family, it's the ancestral home after all, and it's been passed down from generation to generation. My persistent decision will make me the target of the entire Lin family.

But I can't be the target of public criticism, because I still have Yuehua, I have already lost my favorite son, and I can't lose another son, even if her biological mother makes me very unhappy.

I quietly emptied the rights of my uncles, and slowly moved the main property of the Lin family to Baocheng.

Because as early as when Li'er left me, I wanted to move the Lin family to Baocheng. I wanted to move my family to Baocheng when Xuan'er was older. I wanted Xuan'er to be closer to his mother. After all, Baocheng is the place where Lier and I first met, and it is Lier's hometown.

When I returned to Yecheng with Lier, I was thrown a bucket of cold water, and the elders in my family chose a marriage for me.

A marriage?

I find it very funny, don't you?I turned out to be the last person to know about this, what did they think of me?A tool to make money or a tool to produce the next generation?

My resistance failed to achieve any effect, and Lil understood me very well.Also, I should have known earlier, she wouldn't mind this, it's just that I've been feeling sorry for not keeping the promise I made.

Her indifference made me hate myself even more.

My marriage with Yuehua's mother was based on such a foundation, and such a foundation and premise destined us to have no feelings and no good results.

Sometimes I also wonder, if Yuehua's mother hadn't married me, would she be happier?

The answer is that I don’t know, because there is no chance to prove such an assumption, but what I can feel is that Yuehua’s mother likes me. As for how much she likes me, I don’t know, and I don’t want to know.

It can be seen that I am actually not a good person. I have always been cold and mean to people I don't care about.I really don't understand, how could she like me?

Li'er was found to have a happy pulse less than a month after Yuehua's mother and I got married. At that time, Li'er was already three months pregnant.

I am very happy, I will fly when I walk happily, everyone knows that there is a big happy event in Lin's residence.

Since Li'er became pregnant, I tried my best to send other people to do business in other places. For some business that required me, I would go as soon as possible, and often I didn't want to stay even for one night.

No matter how sleepy or tired I am, as soon as I lie down, I can't help thinking how Lier is doing at home?Are you eating well?Are you comfortable?

As long as I think like this, I can't lie down, I immediately got up and prepared my horse and went back to Lin's house in Yancheng.

I couldn't feel relieved until I went back to the room and saw Lier sleeping peacefully.

Is this obsession or habit?I don't understand, and I don't want to understand, I just know that I want Li'er to be well all the time, and I want Li'er to live the best life, whether it's spiritual or material.

That period of time was really the most meaningful period in my life. I spent every day in happiness and anxiety, enjoying the sweetness while worrying about Lier’s body, oh no, it should be Lier’s and Xuan’er’s bodies .

Before the child was born, I was anxious to choose a name for my first child. With various classics in hand, I asked Lier for his opinion while weeding out the name I just thought of.

Before Lier was pregnant, I asked Lier whether she liked little girls or boys.She still replied shyly, she likes the little girl.

Although a family like mine definitely needs a young master to take over, as long as Li'er likes it, it doesn't matter who takes over, at worst, choose an excellent adoptive from the collateral line to train.

Because of Lil's physical constitution, she could only conceive one child.

At first I didn't intend to have this child, because this child almost consumed most of Lier's mental and physical strength, and I didn't want this child to drag Lier down.

But Lier insisted, and after I consulted many famous doctors and invited many famous doctors for Lier, I could slowly relax.

Li'er and I have discussed that after Li'er gives birth, we will leave the Lin family and Yancheng under the pretext of finding a place with beautiful mountains and rivers to start a small business, and the family of three will live happily for the rest of our lives.

I have always believed so firmly, and so has Lier.

It's just... Li'er broke her promise after all, just like I said I would marry her but in the end I only gave her a concubine. She only left me a child.

Xuner——

I will never forget Lier's last look before he passed away. There is reluctance and regret in the nostalgia, but it is more of encouragement and entrustment.

I know what she means, she wants me to raise Xuan'er well, and she will bless us.

Then the people who rushed in saw the scene of me holding Xuan'er tightly and weeping.

The man did not shed tears, but he did not go to the sad place.

Li'er and I's beautiful blueprint for future life has come to naught. I don't know what mood I should use to face those people and Yuehua's mother.

I have wondered more than once, if... If Yuehua's mother hadn't married me, would I be able to live happily with Lier forever.

I kept repeating my day-to-day life, and every day I deepened my love for Xuan'er.All of Xuan'er's items need to go through my hands.After Xuan'er was weaned, all his diet was entrusted to me to taste the first bite.

I almost regard Xuan'er as my whole life, even my life is not as good as Xuan'er's hands and feet, because he is the most precious treasure left to me by Li'er.

I had worn the family heirloom of the Lin family around Xuan'er's neck early on. Some people advised me to think twice, some thought I was bewitched by a nightmare, and some thought I was bewitched by ghosts.

Anyway, they think I'm abnormal.

But so what?I don't care what you think or what you think!

Strictly speaking, Lin Yuehua's birth was an accident, an accident that I didn't want to admit but had to admit.

During Yuehua's mother's pregnancy, I treated him as before, which made me get a lot of scolding.

I really want to laugh, why do you always scold me behind my back?Why can't I even speak accusations in front of my face? Does this mean that my wings are so hard that even if you look at me and feel unhappy, you dare not speak out in front of me to refute my words?

Hahaha!If I had done this earlier... I think, Lier and I wouldn't be separated!

After realizing this, I became more and more afraid of those old men.

The more they don't like it, the more I will do it. Every time I see those old men blowing their beards and staring, but still dare not speak out, I can't help but laugh out loud, but I don't laugh because I But also to maintain my facial paralysis image.

Of course, there is a bottom line in all of this, and Xuan'er is my bottom line, if someone dares to touch him.Whoever it is, I will make him pay the unbearable price.

So, under such layers of protection, how did Xuan'er disappear?

Xuan'er, my Xuan'er.

I don't want to think about the scene of that day again, I don't want to think of Xuan'er's bloody appearance.

After I left Yancheng, I never went back again, no matter when I worshiped my ancestors or when, I never stepped into Yancheng again.Those old men also knew how I looked when I was vicious after that incident, and they no longer whispered disgusting words in my ears.

They said that I was crazy for a period of time, during that time only Yuehua could get close to me, at that time I was crazy about anyone, but I would smile at Yuehua, it was a very ordinary smile.

Since then, Lin Yuehua has become my emotional sustenance.

I have always been skeptical about those old men's words, but I have witnessed Yuehua's mother's madness, but I don't care about her, don't understand, and don't care, so her madness doesn't matter to me significance.

Crazy is crazy, what's the big deal, I thought.

The moment I saw Yan Anxuan, I almost cried.

So much alike, so much alike!Yan Anxuan looks so much like Lier!

if not in time