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entangled and stay.Me, Yao Lang, Zhang Shifei, Fu Lumin and all of them were involved in this chaotic wheel of fortune because of you.The old blind man calculated your wheel of fortune, but he didn't want to die, so he wanted to leave Shanghai.In the end, he could only die unexpectedly.Once entangled in your wheel of fortune, no one can escape.This year, things happened that you can't bear.You put everything on me and think I brought it all on.Hehe, it seems that your resentment and fear have consumed your sanity.If I die, I will also be killed by your resentment.When you set foot on the land of China, it was already doomed that the fate of me and them changed because of you.This is not accidental, but inevitable.When you found a son for Li Sansao and unintentionally took care of Qu Beast, it was doomed for the future.At the very beginning, even I didn't know that Qu Beast gave you smoked Luxiang, and my soft heart had to stay after I found out that Qu Beast gave you smoked Luxiang. "

"Xianlu Xiang..." Chen Yi suddenly recalled that Qu beast was slaughtered by Yao Lang last year.

"Do you remember? During the shootout at Paramount, you were shot. Do you think you can survive such a wound?" Liu Qingyang said mercilessly.

As if I understood something, realized something.He was as pale as a ghost.

"So, you died long ago. At that time, you were already dead. It was Qu Beast who gave you smoked Luxiang, so you survived in the hospital. Your ancestors were literati and officials, so Qu Beast My heartfelt love to you. Qu Beast, who strayed into the human world, couldn't survive on his own, but you happened to come into contact with Qu Beast while working on the case of Li Sansao, so he entangled you. It was later that 'I' realized that you had eaten smoked Luxiang But I had to stay in Shanghai Bund. I didn't expect that your chaotic wheel of fortune could crush everyone to death. Your transformation has changed you, but you didn't care. I really want to know if you did it on purpose Whether you don't care or really don't care, if you could have put more thought into it at that time, the people around you wouldn't have had so many things happen. It's a pity..."

"The things that happened later made you unbearable, and with Yao Lang's interference, your resentment, anger and darkness buried in the deepest part of your heart leaked out of the sealed jar. Once such darkness is leaked No matter how difficult it is to put it back on. Although you try your best to suppress it, how can you wash off the white paper when it is stained black by ink? Hehe, unless you destroy the paper. But ah, not only have you not been destroyed, but you have destroyed 'I' Yes. The darkness in your heart has been sealed in the bottom of your heart since you were a child. Since your parents were killed, the darkness in your heart has grown, but you have suppressed it so well that you can’t vent it, so that this little jar can no longer You can't hold such a huge darkness. The jar was broken, and the anger, resentment, sadness, regret, and fear you contained in the jar rushed out to occupy your body, and you were driven by them. Your soul, has been They're stained black."

"You blamed me for all the bad results. You were driven by resentment and darkness. When your gun was aimed at me, many things could not be undone. What a cursed person... I stayed in Shanghai because of you, because of the kindness of 'I'. I could foresee the consequences, but I couldn't give up on you. But ah, you gave up on 'I' first. Do you know? There is something in it This corner was hurt by your resentment and fear." Liu Qingyang put his hand on the position of his heart.

"Your life surpassed human beings and became a member of our life. Such a life is not accepted by human beings. 'I' accept your life like ours. I hope you can finally abandon the qualifications of being human and accept the present But people are still people in the end. This person still can't accept the existence of a life like me in the end, and the goodness of "I" finally killed me. It's really self-willed. You know, I can leave Shanghai Tan left you here to fend for yourself, let you know the truth and then go crazy and kill people and be arrested by human beings, and be hurt by human beings. Let you be abandoned by human beings and have to live on, in order to keep yourself from being discovered and suspected by humans. Keep changing places to survive..."

"At that time, I could have abandoned you. But in the end, I still tried to change and help, but in the end I was doubted and rejected. Your actions are really heartbreaking. You know that I am not human, and you can accept it. The existence of all things in this suspended world cannot accept the existence of oneself. In the final analysis, it is the selfishness of being human beings. Yu Li, beings like us are proud of ourselves, and beings like us have never liked you as human beings. You make life like us have no place to live, hehe, compared with human beings, life like us is really too kind. You look down on us, why should we look up to you. But we will not be lusted Driven by the darkness that dooms us. I am my darkness, but my goodness remains. Your goodness is consumed."

"You would rather be ghosts than human beings."

"Chen Yi, from the bottom of your heart, you feel that besides the fear you should have, having such a life is a shame. It is a shame to you as a human being. Now you It is impossible to admit that human beings have their own pride. The pride of being a human being. No matter in troubled times or wars, as long as you are a human being, even if you lose your dignity, you will maintain this kind of pride as a human being.”

War, troubled times.death, darkness.Fear, sadness.Hunger, disease...no matter what it is, you will never forget that you are still a person.

"You can't let it go, you want to go back to the human beings. The emotions and desires of human beings are really amazing. Your emotions and desires support you to survive. You are reluctant to part with these things. Chen Yi, you have hurt 'me' for life. I am afraid that you will leave But this level, so I stayed. Have you thought about it, your gun is not only aimed at me. "

Xun Zhang Chen, no matter what, don't point your gun at Dr. Liu.Otherwise, you will regret it for the rest of your life and live in pain for generations.

Old blind man, you are overthinking, even if I pointed the gun at myself, I would not point the gun at Qingyang.

The things he promised the old blind man with a smile on An Street suddenly appeared in his mind, and the promises that he discarded casually appeared in front of his eyes again.And now - he pointed a gun at Liu Qingyang.

"Put down your gun and apologize, then 'I' will accompany you on the long and distant road in the future." Liu Qingyang showed a creepy smile.

This future is long-term, with no end in sight.Do you dare to go on with such a life so far away?All of this is not my original intention. In my eyes, I would rather you die.

"Tell me, the strength that can restore me." Chen Yi didn't put down the pistol, and told him rationally to put down the pistol aimed at Liu Qingyang; but his body was not enough for him to control.

"Don't force me, I don't want to kill you. But I've had enough. Even though my fate involves everyone, you who always knew the truth didn't tell me any truth. Your so-called kindness will only kill me. People like you are terrible. The trust between us has disappeared because of your concealment."

"In my whole life, Fu Du and Qi Shiren are the people I care about the most in my life. I put all my trust in your hands, but you hide something from me. Qingyang, I have never been able to see through you, You are more terrifying than Qi Shiren..."

"Qingyang, either kill me. Or restore me to an adult." Chen Yi's lips trembled.

Chapter Nine: The Realm of Man (6)

"There is no other way. Your life, like Yaolang, violates the rules of human life. This result is your punishment. This is also the ultimate cause and effect." Liu Qingyang showed a cruel smile.

It's time to end, this kind of cause has begun to bear fruit:

Liu Qingyang, Yao Lang, Chen Yi, Luo Biyan, Zha Shansheng, Fu Lumin, Zhang Shifei, Qi Shiren, Yi Liya, Lei Shu, Yoshida Makoto, Old Blind Man, Bai Shisheng...

In this world, if a woman is too weak, she will become someone else's property.A man who is too weak will die.

Liu Qingyang in the mirror looked at Chen Yi with an expectant smile: I would rather let "I" die than accompany you, Chen Yi, through this troubled world in the future. For 26 years, I have been alone.The other me, you just saw your former self in Chen Yi.I made this decision because I was afraid that he would repeat the same mistakes and walk on the path I once walked, but how could I let you do so willfully.It’s been so many years, and I don’t want to go on anymore. Your joy and sorrow will be passed on to me, so let’s end it.

"Bang!" The mirror shattered.The sharp fragments splashed onto Chen Yi's face and body along with the blood.The shards of glass were still seeping blood.Chen Yi was stunned, he didn't understand why he shot.As if hinted at...

"Father—" Liu Nian, who suddenly appeared, yelled frantically and woke up Chen Yi.Liu Nian burst into tears, staring fiercely at the stunned Chen Yi with bloodthirsty hell-like eyes, Chen Yi trembled and stammered to argue:

"No...it's not me! I didn't shoot! It wasn't me! I didn't want to kill Qingyang! I didn't want to kill him! I couldn't control myself! I didn't want to kill Qingyang!"

"I'm going to kill you!" Darkness enveloped the entire room, and Chen Yi had nowhere to escape.Liu Nian pinched Chen Yi, who had nowhere to escape, showing sharp teeth: "I'm going to kill you!"

"Do you know, in order to restore you to an adult or let you die safely, I left this period of time to find a way to save you. But you killed my father! Do you know that life like us