[Comprehensive] Hello, Junko Fujiwara

The more bitter the heart, the more sweet it is.Shunzi mechanically swallowed pieces of cake, his mouth was so sweet that it was greasy, but his heart was still full of bitterness.She ate so many desserts that she couldn't bear it until she threw up in the bathroom.

Holding the sink, the extremely embarrassed girl in the mirror looked at her without blinking.Trying to raise the corners of his mouth, his face turned uglier than before.Why are you still sad?Obviously used to it since childhood.

When the kind boy next door suggested, Shunzi was even a little dazed for a moment, she didn't want others to see her in such a mess.Tezuka Kunimitsu, whom I miss the most, is training for tomorrow's game.Although she knew that he might be busy now, she still called him.Just, no one picked up.

Shunzi dialed Aso Yuki's cell phone number, but after a long busy tone, there was still no one answering.At that moment, she suddenly felt a sense of despair of being abandoned.I was so desperate that I didn't even think about making another phone call.Ah Zhe and his parents went back to their hometown, who else could they call?

Akashi Seijuro walked in, and saw Junko with his back turned to him, sitting there blankly.When he got closer, his face was pale, his eye circles and nose were red, and he was very pitiful.He stretched out his hand to her forehead, and sure enough, he had a fever.

"Akashi-kun..." Shunzi raised his head, seeing the young man's gentle and gentle profile, his voice was a little hoarse.

"It's okay," Akashi helped her up, comforting her gently, "I'll take you home."

After thanking Feng Chotaro for his kindness, he and Sunja left the coffee shop.Sitting in the car, she remained silent. Akashi Seijuro knew her character and did not uncover her scars again. "Are you feeling uncomfortable? Should you go to the hospital or go home?"

Home... The drowsy Shunzi chewed the word silently, and laughed at himself stiffly, where is my home?

In Kamakura, in the quaint house with a grandmother and green plum trees.Instead of the cold Tokyo.She lowered her head in a daze, and when she thought of grandma, she couldn't hide the grievance in her heart anymore.

"Excuse me...can you take me to Kamakura?" Shunzi sniffed and looked at Akashi pleadingly, "I don't want to go back to my uncle's house."

what is homeSomeone once said that home is where the person who cares about you is.Grandma has passed away, she no longer has a home.

Shunzi next to him was like a silent clam, trying to hide his sadness, but he was not very successful.Akashi patted the top of her head lightly, not asking what made her so sad.

The Fujiwara family in Kamakura is not that close.The car drove all the way, fairly stable.Shunzi saw the creeper entangled on the fence through the car window, tears fell down her eyes.After saying a few words of thanks, she hurriedly opened the door and got out of the car.

In fact, it is very easy to tell whether the house is inhabited or not.An unpopular house ages much faster than a house with people living in it.The hydrangea petals in the fence fell to the ground, layer by layer, and there was no trace of cleaning.From the looks of it, there is a sense of desolation.

Akashi walked behind her silently, giving Sunja the utmost respect.He knew her stubbornness. Shunzi was never willing to cause even a little trouble to others. In front of her friends, she was always gentle, pure, kind and understanding.

"I'm always bothering you," she turned to look at him sideways, pursed her lips, and tried to raise the same smile as before, "I'm sorry."

"Is it okay?" He frowned slightly and asked, "You are here alone."

"It's okay," she shook her head slightly, looking at the old house with tears in her eyes, she couldn't tell whether it was melancholy or downcast, "someone cleans it regularly, it can be lived in."

"Is the body able to take it?" Akashi stretched out his right hand to cover her forehead, "still have a fever."

"It's much better already," Shunzi blinked, turning her face away to wipe away her tears, "I took medicine yesterday and today, so I should be fine tonight."

"Go back quickly," she urged him in a low voice with a hint of worry in her eyes, "because I've been delayed for too long."

Akashi Seijuro nodded, and watched her open the door and enter the yard from the door.Sunja stopped halfway, turned around and waved goodbye to him.The midsummer sun was so hot that he couldn't see the expression on the face of the little girl in the yard.

Hearing the sound of the car starting to drive away, Shunzi walked slowly to the verandah and sat down, with her arms around her calves, her chin resting on her knees, quietly listening to Xia Chan's unscrupulous chirping.

The weeds grow very fast, almost covering the hydrangea flowers that have almost fallen, and the blue irises that have already fallen can't find a place.The few roses planted in the yard, due to neglect of management, have crooked branches and few flowers.The dark green leaves of the green plum tree are lush and lush, casting a thick shade on the ground.Occasionally, a few sparrows would fly down from nowhere, peck the ground a few times and then fly away.The sky was blue and the weather was very hot. The cicadas kept on singing, which disturbed people.But Shunzi didn't feel this way, on the contrary, she was a little happy, because these voices brought a little life to the empty old house.

She sat motionless on the porch, neither smiling nor crying.Feeling empty in his heart, looking at the inexplicably desolate yard, Shunzi thought: I can weed the yard when the sun is about to go down.Anyway, I have nothing else to do during the summer vacation. It's good to stay here for a few days and tidy up the house.The clothes in the cabinet should be taken out for washing, and the bedding should also be dried.After a few days, the Fireworks Festival should also start.However, tomorrow is the Kanto Conference, so it's time to cheer...

Shunzi was thinking about what to do next, trying her best to ignore the previous unhappiness.The "squeak" sound of the wooden door being pushed open interrupted her wild thoughts.She raised her head and saw Akashi Seijuro's figure.

"Sunja," Akashi who was standing by the door nodded to her, "Can I come in?"

"Of course, come in, it's too hot outside." After a brief moment of doubt, she stood up to greet him.

The two sat side by side on the veranda, and Akashi took out a bottle of mineral water from a plastic bag and handed it to her, "No one has lived here for a long time, and I don't think there are any common medicines, so I went to a convenience store to buy some."

Sunja took the mineral water bottle, held it up to the sun, squinted at the clear light it cast on the wooden floor, and a big tear fell on the ground unexpectedly.The grievance and unwillingness that had been suppressed due to other things burst out in an instant.

She thought that she could accept her mother's arrangement calmly, because to some extent, her words were not wrong.I have been disappointed so many times, why do I still resent my mother's arrangement today?However, it felt so good to be cared for, so good that her grievance and disappointment burst in an instant, mixed with big drops of tears and slid down her cheeks.

Sunja buried her face in her knees and cried silently, only the twitching of her shoulders showed her mood.Sitting next to her, Akashi patted her back lightly, comforting her silently.

"I'm sorry..." She whimpered and whispered, "I, there's no way... to be on the cover..."

Before he could ask, Shunzi choked and continued, "Mom won't let me be a model anymore."

"Whether it's painting, playing the piano or being a model, I've never satisfied her." She turned to look at Akashi, her slender eyelashes were drenched with tears, "I'm very incompetent, right?"

The water vapor in the girl's eyes kept condensing and dripping, and there were tear marks on her cheeks. When she lowered her eyes to look at people, she looked very pitiful.

"You are excellent," Akashi took out a handkerchief to help her wipe the tears on her cheeks, "You are my excellent assistant and an important good friend."

"I also want to be the best one, and I've tried my best." Shunzi grabbed the hem of his clothes with one hand, feeling more and more aggrieved, "But the most important thing is the result..."

People's hearts are biased, and no one can be fair.There is no need to think about the importance of a daughter who grows up in front of her eyes or a daughter who is brought up by her mother.It's not that she doesn't know these truths.However, how could Shunzi not compare?After all, they are all mother's daughters, why do they care so little about themselves?This is where the contradictions of human beings lie.

"Drink some water," her voice was rustling, she didn't know if it was because she was crying too much or something, Akashi handed her the mineral water, "If you cry badly, your throat won't be good."

Shunzi turned her face to look at him blankly, clenched the corner of her clothes even tighter, and the tears that had gradually subsided began to fall again.Akashi hugged her shoulder, Sunja leaned on his shoulder, crying even harder.

"She doesn't know anything..." She spoke incoherently and intermittently, "I don't know when I'm sick, and I don't know when I'm sad. Why did you treat me like this..."

Akashi patted her on the back lightly, but said nothing.At this time, there is no need to say anything, just listen.Because of the influence of her grandmother and uncle, Shunzi admired her mother who was a famous painter since she was a child, and tried her best to satisfy her, but the result was always unsatisfactory.Although Shunzi is well-behaved and obedient, some feelings are still uncontrollable.There are too many unavoidable problems in childhood in the absence of parents.

"Father too..." She cried even harder. If it was more resentment towards her mother, she definitely felt hatred towards her father whom she had never met, although this hatred was buried deep in her heart. , she herself never realized.

If you don't love enough, why get married?Since you got married because of love, why did you move on after only one year?Parents divorce, isn't it the children who suffer the most?Although grandma's dislike of her father, who is a photographer, has affected her judgment on the photography industry, but... as long as she has the heart, she should come and see her own daughter.

As a mother, Ximen Chie would feel guilty because of partiality, and tried her best to make up for Shunzi in other ways, but the father, who had never masked his face, never even greeted Shunzi once.

"Why, you have to be so cruel to me..." Although Akashi was silently comforting, Shunzi became more and more angry as he spoke, but after the anger passed, he felt deeper sadness, "Obviously... I am already very obedient... "

Fujiwara Junko never wanted to let them down, but how many people knew the disappointment and sadness she silently swallowed?