Strange light

"Rebecca White?"

Dr. Palmer's light blue eyes were filled with a touch of sadness, and the few strands of hair scattered around his cheeks seemed to be a little bit of strength pretending to be relaxed.

"Yes."

Standing in front of the blue-gray wall, the plastic wall used to reduce noise reflected the light from the cold light overhead, she looked directly at Dr. Palmer seriously and replied.

This accident is difficult for any of them.Dr. Palmer's darker bluish marks now than before and his pale and peeling lips are the best proof.

She wasn't jealous of Dr. Palmer, just envious.Jealousy is the desire to compete with one's opponents, while envy is simply yearning for things that are beyond reach.

"I've seen your resume. You are not the most experienced or highly educated candidate. Why should I hire you?" Palmer put his left hand in the pocket of his white robe and held a roll of papers in his right. Case said.

"I know you...and him, dr.strange have already made a decision, and this decision has nothing to do with me. But, I came here to say something" She paused, trying to put on her most convincing expression expression, and then said word by word, "I want to get this job. Not because of the high salary, but because of dr.strange. Half a year ago, he once healed me, with such a long nail, pierced into me I thought I could no longer breathe this clean air, no longer be able to speak and express my emotions, no longer able to stand, no longer able to hug the one I love..."

She sniffed, pretending to be choked up.

"It's dr.strange, he gave me the possibility to live again, he made me have everything again, I just want to say, I can't just watch him become like me in the past, I want to help he."

After she finished saying these words, she pursed her lips tightly and stood aside silently with her head down.The floor is also made of sound-absorbing colloidal material, which also reflects cold white light, and black figures slide on it, inexplicably reminding her of a cold poisonous snake.

I don't know which word in her sentence touched Dr. Palmer. The other party wiped the wetness that was faintly flashing from the corner of his eyes, while unconsciously nodding his head and said: "Okay, you succeeded, you succeeded."

"So, what time do I go to work, please?" she asked.

"Eight o'clock tomorrow morning. After that, follow the time stipulated in the contract." Dr. Palmer used his fingers to pick up the hair on his cheeks, put it behind his ears, glanced at the title of the file in his hand, and replied.

"Okay." She asked a little cautiously, her begging eyes were like a sparrow looking for food in winter, pitifully, "Can I have a look at dr.strange, please?"

Her breathing loosened in vain after seeing Dr. Palmer nodded slightly.

Another ward.

The room was very quiet, so quiet that the ticking sound of the glucose liquid falling in the pipe could be clearly heard.

Behind the hospital bed are the huge French windows and the gloomy weather in London as usual, the gray clouds are stretched and fluttered, like ink dots churning in the water.

This time, it wasn't her who was lying in bed waiting for the mercy of Lady Luck.But she does need a kiss from the goddess.

She walked gently to the bed, cautiously, as if walking on the tip of a knife.The long-term love for him that cannot touch the sun makes her lack the courage to approach him. Even if he is only sleeping, she only dares to stand on the bed, looking at the still sleepy man whose hands are covered with metal brackets and is raised up high. he.This position is a bit far away, and he can't see his face clearly, only the chestnut curly hair that was originally proud is drooping weakly.

She doesn't know how to work her expression system.Should the corners of the eyes droop slightly, the corners of the mouth droop, and the wings of the nose flutter slightly to express their sadness.Or is it that the emotion in this expression is too strong, and all she needs is a deadpan, business-like face?

The heart is barren, confused and confused like a mist hovering above it, and sometimes there is a quagmire called inferiority complex entrenched in the mist.In this hopeless wilderness, it seems that two of them are tearing apart and struggling.

She loves him so much and is willing to give everything for him.

The original she was nothing, worthless.

It is different now. He is lying on the hospital bed, and the nerves in his hands that he relies on for his livelihood are damaged in many places, and there is little hope of healing.He will lose his job on the operating table, he will be depressed, self-loathing, and cranky.But these are not the problem, the crux of the problem is that she finally has a chance to get close to her dream, her light.Even if this dream is no longer beautiful, this light no longer shines.

On the one hand, dr.strange, whom she regarded as her life, was injured, she was in pain, and the tip of her tongue was bitter.On the other hand, his injury gave her the opportunity to get close to him. She was secretly happy, so happy that she was willing to kiss the dust under the feet of the god who cared for her.

In the following days, she, Rebecca White, and Li Qiu, are willing to swear by their lives and boundless time that these are her happiest days.

Her job is a caregiver, so there must be a lot of physical contact.She dressed him, fed him, and washed him.Every afternoon in good weather, she would push him to take a walk in the garden, the sun just shone on his head, and it also shone warmly on her heart.When combing his hair, she kept the strands of hair between the gears of the comb one by one and secretly treasured them.Whenever he called her name with a deep voice, her body would always vibrate like a resonance, and her heart would feel wet.

This is like a day she stole. The two stars that had no intersection at first, under the action of some external force, their trajectories seem to overlap.

The sick man was just as she expected, depressed, self-loathing, and irritable. These emotions were like the irritable chirping of cicadas before the summer rain, lingering in her ears.The only thing that was different from her imagination was his persistence.

Yes, he has always been a persistent and die-hard person. Curiosity is the source of his outstanding achievements, and persistence is the driving force for his progress.She knew that as a doctor, his purpose of treating patients was not out of compassion, but out of curiosity, thirst for knowledge, and high consultation fees.

As he kept trying new treatments and surgeries, she watched the flame of hope in his eyes burn and extinguish,

Time and time again...

This is suffering for them.He was like a trapped animal caught in the trap and retreating, whimpering and struggling vigorously, even though the sick foot was already dripping with blood.And she was also uncomfortable watching from the sidelines, this was not what she wanted, she only hoped that he could become a little more ordinary, and the distance between them could be a little closer, so close that it was within reach.

The seventh operation failed and he had an emotional breakdown.

The light blue eyes no longer fascinated her, exhaustion and despair crept up between the corners of his eyes and forehead, and the proud and conceited man disappeared, struggling again and again.

She regretted it.

She had to do something to get that arrogant man back, even if she would completely disappear from his eyes.

The author has something to say: There are only two thousand characters, and suddenly I feel that I have made a stick to the extreme, and I have to divide it into five times... I should write it slowly and post it in one breath.

Short stories are short (this is by no means an excuse for incompetence in emotional interaction TT)

I don’t feel like writing more than once, I really want to brush QAQ again

Here, the heroine is not a good person, she is just a selfish, self-pity female cousin ==

Also, a few days ago, I read a little manga, and I was in a nympho with my friend. I suddenly remembered to ask Qi Qi if he was in New York or London. The friend said it was New York. I realized that the previous article was wrong. Sorry, the full text has been edited.