A weak attack dog blood essay

Daily life after "marriage" [Fu Xian's Perspective]

【[-]】Nightmare

Fu Xian suddenly woke up from the nightmare.

He really seldom has nightmares, he is a person who is good at eradicating all unstable factors in life one by one, so he can hold everything he wants in his hands.

The only thing is, even after many years, this sense of anxiety is always with me.

He sat up quietly—fortunately, Ah Juan was not easily awakened after falling asleep.

He quietly stared at the figure of his sleeping lover in the darkness.

The other party is very well-behaved when sleeping, with his hands on his lower abdomen, and the tip of his delicate white nose moves slightly with his breathing.Fu Xian carefully raised his hand and drew the outline of the other party. He didn't even need to look clearly, but he knew it clearly. Here are the eyes. The eyelids are thin, and they are usually cold white. The first time they kissed, there were thin red bloodshot eyes. .

The tip of the nose is cool to the touch, as are the lips, but it will become soft after a deep kiss. At this time, the young man who has always been emotionally stable will rarely show a little bit of annoyed color, which makes him look It is even more exciting, and it also makes Fu Xian feel a little more at ease.

He should be satisfied, but He Juan is like a cloud in the sky to him, a kite without strings, he must run in front of everyone, throw those people away by a large distance, and stand farther away from the clouds and kites than everyone else. Only by being closer can one get a little pity from the other party.

Fu Lin would laugh at him maliciously.

But he doesn't think so.

Before the wedding, Xia Sen approached him with an invitation card, saying that his cousin was not in good health, and hoped that he would be more restrained and tolerant.

Obviously Xia Sen misunderstood something.

But later, because he realized the unequal feelings between the two, he seemed to relax his attitude towards Fu Xian.

In fact, Fu Xian didn't need it at all.

Just like at this moment, although he was awakened by the nightmare, happiness filled his body and mind when he saw the people around him.

So Fu Xian lay down gently again, touched He Juan's hand in the dark to make sure that the other's temperature was normal, and felt his pulse again.

——This is something that Fu Xian has to do countless times every day. He was terrified, and one day it stopped beating.

But at the same time he was ready.After all, the two of them would enter the tomb on the same day, and he would wait a little later until everything was properly arranged.

After finishing a series of things, he carefully put his hands on He Juan's waist.

After a few minutes it was removed again.

He was a little heavy, and it might be uncomfortable to press He Juan all the time.

After a few seconds, he squeezed himself over and pulled He Juan's hand down, and the two interlocked their fingers under the quilt.

This night he will no longer be troubled by nightmares.

In the last few seconds before going to bed, he thought of Fu Lin asking him: "If you never get his love, will you be sad?"

He thought vaguely and firmly, how could he be sad?Believers love the gods and do not expect the same love from the gods.I only hope that his shadow will occasionally appear in those clear eyes.

He Juan was the only uncertainty in his determined life.

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【[-]】Winter

Winter is the most frightening.

This is the consensus of everyone around He Juan.

And what makes them most powerless and distressed is that this is also the favorite season of young people.

Fortunately, if you take good care of it, He Juan can survive the long cold winter smoothly.

You can even go to a warmer place to play in the snow.

However, this winter, maybe He Juan has achieved success in his career, or maybe he has let down his vigilance a little bit, or because the temperature is really low this winter.

The menacing high fever found him.

He fell unconscious almost immediately, which shocked Fu Xian a lot.

It was one night, Fu Xian found that He Juan's body temperature was frighteningly hot.

So Fu's private medical team started working immediately, but because he was originally allergic to many drugs and his immune system was also very weird, the doctors could only choose conservative treatment.

Fortunately, one morning two days later, He Juan finally regained consciousness.

He is still lying in the bedroom.It was as if he just woke up from a sleep.

It was true for him, too, that the fever had left him completely unconscious.

Then he was taken aback by Fu Xian who pushed the door open.Fu Xian looked really embarrassed and panicked, with pain in his eyes.

Even when he woke up after being in a vegetative state on the bed for a long time, the Fu Xian he saw was very smooth and clean.

At this time, he always ironed the clothes on his body very much. The buttons on the cuffs went somewhere. Bloodshot, he was holding something in his hand, He Juan couldn't see it clearly while lying down.

However, because of this, he clearly realized that he did not simply fall asleep.

This was confirmed from behind when Fu Xian treated him like a glass doll and knelt on one knee and fed him the warmed medicine one mouthful at a time.

Because of waking up after suffering from an illness, He Juan was also a little willful, he looked at the concoction that was so close to the tip of his nose that it was hard to swallow just by looking at it, he pursed his lips and refused to drink it.

Fu Xian's hands stopped, and there were faint wrinkles between his brows. Just now he had an online meeting and explained a series of decisions, but he didn't notice that he was in a bit of a mess. Naturally, those subordinate employees would not Time to mention these.

Fu Xian only discovered this when he disinfected his whole body, including clothes, hair, nails, pants and shoes, before he came in, but he didn't bother to take care of it, and now he regretted it slightly.

She shouldn't have appeared in front of Ah Juan with this image.

But the most important thing is to drink medicine.

He Juan couldn't wake up before, so he had to use other methods. Now that he woke up, the first thing he did was to give the medicine he had prepared all along.

So he coaxed him patiently, and made a lot of conditions. He promised that this year he would find a chance to take him to a small island in the northern sea to play in the snow, and he also promised to teach him how to ski this time.

He Juan was finally moved, so he obediently took the medicine.

The medicine is really bitter.

He Juan almost spit it out after taking a sip, not because he didn't want to swallow it, but because his stomach was so nauseated that his throat was refusing it to enter the pipe.

In order to prevent the medicine juice from falling on He Juan's body, Fu Xianyan quickly caught it with his hands, and then he immediately washed and disinfected his hands before giving He Juan the medicine again.

It is basically impossible for the romantic lip-to-mouth medicine between lovers to appear between two people, because He Juan's immune system is so fragile now, even if Fu Xian is repeatedly disinfected, if any germs are brought into contact with the lips and teeth, it may also lead to serious injuries. estimated consequences.

In the end, He Juan drank the medicine with mist in his eyes.

Fu Xian waited for a while before peeling a lychee-flavored fruit candy for him.

He Juan, who had just finished drinking the medicine, couldn't eat, he would vomit out reflexively.

The time for Fu Xian to hand over the candy is just right.

Then came a series of examinations by the doctor. After learning that he would have a good rest, everyone, including the doctor, breathed a sigh of relief.

The doctor also felt sorry for this beautiful young man who was very fragile at such a young age. He nodded to his employer and left space for the couple.

Fu Xian gently touched He Juan's forehead, he had a lot to say in his heart, but at the end there was only one sentence: "This time you really scared me."

During the long dark time, he even revised and notarized his will.

fortunately.

The author has something to say:

The episode ends here!But Ah Juan's story didn't end, just let him pause here!

Originally, I had an idea that Ah Juan traveled to He Juan when he was a child in this book, and then he ran away from home because he was bullied, and happened to meet the grandfather of the Xia family, and was taken back to raise him well, but I think it will end here. Not bad~ I put this idea on hold for now

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Thank you, little angels, for your company for half a year. This is a relatively complete story I wrote from the beginning to the end to the side story. Of course, there are still many immature places. I have also made progress. See you in the next book. !