Who doesn't deserve it

I have two dads who are different from everyone else.

As long as I can remember, my beautiful dad has always been with me, and the other one always looks at me with resentment, and then I know that his name is Gu Ming, and he is also my dad, but I don’t call him dad, I just think he feeds me every day The father who eats, tells me short stories, and hugs me to sleep.

When I was young, I didn’t know what is beautiful and what is ugly. I liked my dad very much since I was a baby. He always likes to make me laugh and buy me all kinds of small dolls. My bed (baby carriage) There are always a lot of cute things hanging on the phone, every time he teases me, I will laugh, in fact, I want to say, I am not interested in those pendants, I am just interested in my father, in my blank time, he The most beautiful person I've ever seen.

All kinds of faces are always flashing in front of me, I don’t know who they are, everyone hugs me and I cry, only in my father’s arms, because his arms are the safest, I I like his smell and his voice. The more faces I see, the more I like my dad. No matter from which angle, he is so good-looking.

The first thing I said was dad, because my dad took great pains to teach me and whispered in my ear every day. I must not let him down. Sure enough, when I called out, he looked so happy.

I grew up slowly, started to get in touch with new things, met people around me and small animals that I had never seen before. It was my father who guided me and taught me with all my heart. When I was in kindergarten, I was slightly better than other children. Even the teacher praised me for being smart.

I'm very proud, it's my dad's credit.

But my dad can't be with me every day, he also has a job, I can only see him in the morning and evening, he will pick me up from school, with Gu Ming.

Speaking of Gu Ming, I am full of opinions. He is the most bastard person I have ever met. I feel that he doesn't like me. If my father is not here, he will definitely murder me. I always have this illusion.

I don't like Gu Ming because he always bullies me and my father, but he bullies my father and me is not the same, because my father doesn't seem to hate him very much, he will sit in his arms and laugh, Gu Ming When I pushed my father against the wall and bullied him in the water, I felt that my father was really pitiful, so weak, he couldn't beat Gu Ming, so he couldn't fight back. I swore that I would protect him in the future, and I would not allow Gu Ming to do anything wrong.

Gu Ming and I have formed a grudge, I regard him as an enemy, he should be the same, always wanting to murder me, this idea has been going on for a long time, until I got into a fight in the kindergarten that day.

I lost the fight and cried to find my dad, but the teacher called Gu Ming. I was very scared when I saw him, but Gu Ming didn't hit me that day, so he asked me to take him to find the person who beat me.

It was a piece of clean grass, Gu Ming squatted behind me, he didn't intend to help me beat someone, but said to me: "Go, fuck him, if you lose, I will beat you again."

You see, he really is an asshole!

He didn't help me, and he didn't allow me to lose. The opponent was so tall, I couldn't beat him, and I was afraid. Gu Ming said that he didn't need to win, but he had to make the opponent afraid.

I mustered up all my energy and used all my breastfeeding energy. I fought with the kid in the big class. It hurt so much when he hit me, but I couldn't afford to lose. Gu Ming waited to see my jokes, so I didn't want to lose!

I fought with him for a long time, I didn't win, but I was no longer afraid, I don't know when, the fear of fighting with others disappeared, maybe because Gu Ming was standing behind me?I have no idea.In short, after the end, Gu Ming didn't hit me, but carried me home. I was flattered and thought that our relationship was good.

Who knows, he committed another crime that night and bullied my father.

Later, I grew up a bit and started to study in the first grade of elementary school. I didn’t learn much in that class, but I met a lot of children. I said I had two fathers, but they didn’t believe me, saying that there were only two older sisters. There are no two dads.

After I got home, I asked my dad why I don’t have a mom. Dad said I have a mom, but I’ve never seen one. At that time, my dad told me a lot, but I didn’t quite understand it. I only understood when I grew up. Remember What is more clear is that the father said that if a boy and a girl fall in love, they will get one father and one mother, and if a boy and a boy fall in love, they will get two fathers.

So my dad loves my dad, and I only have two dads.

Later I asked, did my father have any older brothers or younger brothers? I had never met them before. I knew that Gu Ming did not, so I thought my father did not either. There was only one older sister, which was my aunt.

But my dad said, he did, he had an older brother, but he left very early.

I don't know where he went, I've never seen him.

In short, when my dad talked about it, he seemed a little sad. I wondered if he missed his brother. I hugged him and gave him some comfort.

Our family has a white kitten, older than me, I call it Big White, because it is white, I have seen a movie called "Big Hero [-]", and there is a Big White in it.

That cat is very strange. It won't let us touch it. Only Dad can touch it. I can only touch it when it's in Dad's arms. I think Dabai is really strange, but Dad can't explain it. I learned that Dabai belongs to Dad. My brother gave it to me, so I said, "My brother must only love Dad, so only Dad can touch it."

My dad froze.

Touching Dabai's head, Dad smiled slightly.

Sometimes on rainy days, I can always see my father sitting silently with Dabai in his arms. At that time, I don’t bother him, because I know that my father is thinking about his brother.

I am very angry why his brother always doesn't come to see him, dad is so sad.

Later, Dabai grew up with me and was willing to let me get close.

And my daily routine is to go to school, go home, do my homework, go out to play with my father, oh, yes, and Gu Ming, I always don't want to mention him, because he is a complete jerk in my eyes.

But this big bastard loved my father very much, so I reluctantly accepted him. When I grew up, I began to get acquainted with the people around me, my majestic grandpa who loved me very much, my aunt, Gu Ming’s cousin, I don’t know her name. She is a great beauty, and then Uncle Wen, I like Uncle Wen, besides my dad, I like him the most, he knows a lot of things, if I want to learn from him, he is willing to teach me, I was thinking, Uncle Wen If only I had another father, my family life would be more harmonious and beautiful.

The order in my mind is like this.

My dad > Uncle Wen > Aunt > Grandpa > Aunt Jing > Dabai > Then there is the bastard Gu Ming.

And Sister Wen, she is also a little beauty, but she doesn't like to talk very much, but I still like her very much.

"Ning Fan!" That bastard Gu Ming called me, only he likes to call me by my first name, and he is quite fierce, usually when I hear this tone, I know he is going to punish me again.

"You haven't changed your clothes yet!" He yelled at me.

I forgot to mention, today is my birthday, those people I love will be there, I don't expect birthday presents, they are the most satisfying presents in my life.

When I opened the door and saw the big cake outside, I started to get greedy. There are many photos of me hanging on the wall. I grew up from a young age. There are many wine glasses on the table. Dabai is also waiting for me, looking at me, I can’t wait I rushed out and hugged my dad's thigh.

"Why don't you change your clothes?" Dad squatted down and urged me, but he was gentle, and that's why I love him.

"Dad, I love you."

Because I always say that these words have no gold content, but my father is always willing to deal with me, saying that he loves me too.

Dad accompanied me to change clothes, I put on a set of clothes my father prepared for me, put on a birthday hat, and walked out with my father.

Through the glass mirror, I saw a group of people talking outside, walking towards the living room, I was overjoyed, they were all people I liked, Gu Ming stood in front of the door talking to them, I rushed out.

"Uncle Wen!" I opened my arms, because I rarely saw him, I hugged him first, he hugged me into his arms, and asked me if I missed him.

"Well, I think!" I am the best at pleasing people, Gu Ming said that this is my strength, I have always maintained it, and I am proud of myself.

"Auntie!" I hugged them one by one, I don't have to do anything, just give them a kiss, these adults will be very happy.

It's really easy to please them, except for Gu Ming, he doesn't care about anything I say, his ears are hard to death, he only likes to hear good things from my dad, so the heavy responsibility falls on my dad.

Sometimes Gu Ming disagrees with what I want to do. For example, if I watch more TV, I will discuss it with my father.

Because there is no one to hold Grandpa first, he is angry, and I will spend time coaxing him for a while.

A group came into the house, everyone was smiling, they talked about something that didn't interest me, and I ate my cake quietly, sitting next to my dad.

I was full early and ran to my room to play building block games. They were still talking outside. I built the train track by myself. Finished, because it is a huge project, I sometimes need help from adults.

"Don't eat?" Gu Ming stood at the door of the room, without turning my head, I took the building blocks and fiddled with them seriously.

"I'm full." I knelt on the blanket. I used to kneel on the ground, but my dad refused to let me spread the blanket for me. I listened to him very much.

"Just a few pieces of cake?"

"Well," I was embarrassed, and said to the person at the door: "You come in."

Gu Ming walked over.

"Look at how you put this together, I've installed several pieces but I can't fit them in." I asked him, Gu Ming is smarter when it comes to playing with building blocks, and he is my only lifeline.

Gu Ming took the blueprint, looked at it twice, found two building blocks, and installed them for me in a few clicks. I admire him in this aspect, so I love and hate Gu Ming.

"Zhengyi." My father came in, came to him, and knelt down beside Gu Ming, "It's not over yet?"

"It's going to be a long time," I said.

"How did you get in?"

"Look at what you are doing," my dad said, "Dad said he would take Zhengyi home for two days, and I'll ask Zhengyi for his opinion."

Holding the blocks, I replied, "Okay."

Dad said: "I will go back with grandpa in a while."

"Okay," I asked, "Which grandpa?"

I have two dads, and I have two grandpas.

"Grandpa Gu."

"Oh." I said.

After my birthday was over, I left with Grandpa Gu. My father packed a lot of things for me. After getting in the car, I said goodbye to them. Before I drove away, Gu Ming kissed my father in front of me.

I didn't get angry this time, I knew it was his love for him, I didn't want to go to grandpa's house, but I thought my father was tired of taking care of me, they should have space for two of them, Gu Ming always wanted this opportunity, I I gave him great mercy today, I hope he can remember my kindness.

Will he remember?Bastards don't.

Forget it, don't let him remember it, I just hope he will be more merciful, although my father is very beautiful, but the bastard Gu Ming must know how to restrain himself, my father still needs to take care of me, it is very hard!

I looked worriedly at the two figures in the living room. The car drove further and further away. I sat on my grandfather's lap, worrying about my beautiful father.

The end of the episode