Who doesn't deserve it

After having a child, the daily life is really rich and busy, but that is only for Ning Yu, as another member of this family, Gu Ming has no intention of expressing his emotions.

When he wakes up every morning, the person who should be in his arms is not there. He has already pushed the baby carriage around the living room. No smoking, no smell of smoke in the room, no loud talking, no noise, just Even the diet is not allowed to be greasy, but mainly light. It is said that the smell will also affect the growth of the baby.

Ning Yu was nervous taking care of the child, Gu Ming was tired for him, but he enjoyed it, asked him if he was not tired, all the free time was spent on the child, Gu Ming was completely left alone, At first he thought that Ning Yu was just enthusiastic, and it would be fine if it passed, but it has been half a month, and he is still like this every day. After returning from school, all the focus of life is on the baby, not to mention the holidays, such as today, I went out early in the morning with my stroller, and I haven't come back yet.

Ning Yu said that she wanted to buy things and supplies for the baby. She was not a mother, but she was better than a mother in every way.

Facing the empty indoor environment early in the morning, Gu Ming took it for granted, but felt that it was a crime. How long has it been since he made out with Ning Yu?Half a month, no, more than 20 days, every time he just met someone or was about to punch, the baby started to fuss, it seemed to have an alarm system installed, as long as Gu Ming raised his gun and went into battle, he would Gotta set off its alarm.

Now when Gu Ming looks at that stroller, it is equivalent to seeing a few large characters: Don't touch my dad.

They are newlyweds, their life is not as good as a young couple, at least they can shoot real guns, what about him, Gu Ming?Abstaining from sex all day is almost becoming a monk.

Sitting on the sofa, Gu Ming didn't want to eat anymore. He raised his head and closed his eyes. Later, Sister Cen called him and chatted with him. Gu Ming was about to apply for a refund.

"What's the matter? The days are not harmonious?" Sister Cen teased and heard a tired voice on the phone.

"Disharmony doesn't count. I'm superfluous in this family, and I have no part to participate in." Gu Ming complained, and told Sister Cen about Ning Yu's behavior towards the child.

Sister Cen said with a smile, "Ning Yu is a bit excited."

Gu Ming expressed his feelings: "It's more than just excitement. I just thought he liked children, but I didn't expect it to be this level. He and I just got married and lived like an old married couple. We didn't even want to talk to him." I said that."

"You should also participate in it, just like children with him."

"Do you think I haven't tried it? But he always says I'm wrong and that's wrong, and the posture of holding the child is not right. He will also be angry. Now he won't let me touch it. He is strictly guarding him 24 hours a day. How can I interfere? share."

"It's so miserable." Although Sister Cen sympathized with Gu Ming, she still couldn't help laughing, "It seems that life is really rich."

"Rich? Rich," Gu Ming said, "I don't even feel a sense of participation in the richness. It's all the richness of the two of them. What am I? A decoration, a fucking vase than a vase."

Gu Ming was so anxious that he swears. Sister Cen comforted him and told him not to be so anxious, "Let's have a good talk with Ning Yu, and you can't ignore the other half's feelings for the sake of the child."

"He is now invulnerable to swords and guns. He doesn't take soft knives and hard truths. It is impossible for him to listen to my speech."

"It's really difficult."

"Can you ask your old man to bring it to him for two days, I'm really fucking hungry." Gu Ming was not afraid of shame, he would talk about everything, a dog would jump over the wall when he was in a hurry, he is not even as good as a dog now.

It's okay to be busy with other things. Taking care of the children, Sister Cen immediately persuaded, "Don't, don't, I can't do it. I don't know how to take care of children. My brain hurts when I hear them cry."

"Look, all of you women have a limit to your child's tolerance, why does he look like he's been beaten?!" Not at all tired.

Sister Cen heard that he was anxious, so she didn't dare to chat with him anymore, and said seriously: "How about...wait a little longer, maybe it will get better later?"

"It's been half a month, how long will it take? One year, two years? Or ten years?!"

"Don't exaggerate, how could it take so long..."

The phone call with Sister Cen didn't get strong support, Gu Ming got more and more angry, Sister Cen comforted him for a while, after hanging up the phone, Gu Ming threw the phone on the table, never felt so helpless.

He couldn't even find anyone, and Ning Yu didn't say where, and he didn't know where he took the child for a stroll.

There was a game in the afternoon, Gu Ming didn't go there after marriage, now he had nothing to do, he ran to the bar to drink, Zhou Kai and the others were talking, and he didn't participate, it was nothing to drink by himself from now on.

The only response was someone else's strike-up. When someone came to ask for his contact information, Gu Ming just said, "Get lost."

Zhou Kai and the others were dumbfounded by that aggressive tone.

"With such a temper, did you quarrel with Ning Yu?"

"Think about it, but they don't even have time to quarrel with me now."

Zhou Kai put down his drink, didn't understand, and asked gossipingly, "What is he doing?"

Gu Ming said sourly: "I'm living in someone else's two-person world, with my own barrier, the kind you can't join."

"Is it your son?" Zhao Ke heard something: "He can still rob you, but he can't speak."

Gu Ming smiled sarcastically: "He can't speak, but his lethality is not small. What is this? He is really a master. He can drive you crazy without saying a word."

"Still jealous with children."

"Jealous? No, I don't deserve it," Gu Ming said, "He is my uncle, how can I be jealous?"

This swearing made the others laugh, and it sounded funny to others, because they hadn't experienced this kind of thing, didn't feel like him, and no one could empathize with him about this kind of fucking thing.

When I went back at night, Ning Yu was already at home. It seemed that he had just come back. Gu Ming thought that he would not have been out for so long. After asking, Ning Yu took the child home and had a conversation with his father, and then he came back late.

"Have you been drinking?" Ning Yu is very sensitive now, he can smell even a little smell, he looks Gu Ming up and down.

"We got together with Zhou Kai and the others," Gu Ming rubbed the back of his head and asked, "What did you buy for Zhengyi?" Zhengyi was their tentative nickname.

Ning Yu was very interested in mentioning this. He bent down and dialed the bell and the little rabbit pendant on the stroller. They were all hung full of fruits of his day. Ning Yu took out the doll lying next to the baby: " These, and this, is this cute?"

There are also new baby products on the table and sofa, a few small clothes, a duckling hat with a tongue sticking out, and tiger shoes.

"Look at this," Ning Yu picked up the pair of tiger-toed shoes, "A grandma sold them and said they made them by herself. They are so cute, but they are a little too big for Zheng Yi to wear now."

Gu Ming stretched out his hand, and Ning Yu handed him the small shoes. Gu Ming admired them and said, "It's really cute."

He looked up and saw that Ning Yu was dismantling a doll pendant. He was seriously lying beside the stroller, decorating it lightly, and when he was done, he tapped a dozen pendants with his fingertips to make them swing, making the baby inside babble.

Gu Ming put the tiger-toed shoes back and looked at Ning Yu dotingly, but he also felt uncomfortable, so he raised it with a gentle tone, "Ning Ning, I want to talk to you."

Ning Yu turned to look at him, "What are you talking about?"

Gu Ming said: "About the two of us..."

Just as he was about to say, the child was carried into Ning Yu's arms. Ning Yu interrupted Gu Ming while talking to himself, "Is he hungry? Where's my milk bottle?"

He searched around but couldn't find it. Ning Yu's face was a little anxious. Gu Ming's words could no longer continue. He raised his hands in surrender and walked to the side to show him the milk bottle.

"Oh, then give me some milk powder," Ning Yu said, and Gu Ming took the bottle to find the milk powder. Ning Yu said, "Wait, let me come. You don't know how warm it is, so don't burn it." him."

Ning Yu approached, and was about to hand over the child to Gu Ming, when she smelled him again, she shook her head and said, "Forget it, you've been drinking, don't hug him."

Holding the bottle, Gu Ming shook Ning Yu, indicating if he could continue, and Ning Yu nodded.

He was not at ease, and watched along with Gu Ming, chattering endlessly: "Have another half spoonful, if it's too much, remove a little bit, okay, that's all..."

After Gu Ming finished mixing the milk powder, Ning Yu pressed his face to feel the temperature. Gu Ming pressed the milk bottle to his face, and Ning Yu said, "It's hot."

"Wait a minute." Gu Ming shook and put the bottle on the table.

"Put it down, won't you be tired if you hold it?" Gu Ming said.

"It's okay, I don't feel tired." Ning Yu reluctantly said.

Gu Ming shook his head: "Ning Ning, I have something to tell you, put it down."

"Ah? Oh." Ning Yu put the child back and asked Gu Ming what he wanted to say.

Gu Ming took his hand and led him back to the bedroom.

Ning Yu followed inexplicably, there was no one else at home, and the child was still so young, why would he go to the bedroom to talk about it?Although Ning Yu was puzzled, he still followed Gu Ming in. As soon as he entered the room, his confusion was immediately answered. As soon as the door was closed, Gu Ming pressed the person on it and bowed his head to kiss.

Ning Yu resisted for a while, then turned her head and said, "You're drinking, don't kiss me, I'm going to hold politics later..."

He dispelled his scruples and gave him no reason to resist. Gu Ming's fiery tongue burrowed in, drowning his words, tasting the fragrance of his lips. After drinking some wine, he became more impulsive. After a long time, no matter what Ning Yu said, he planned to do it to the end today.

Ning Yu didn't really want to resist him, he was defeated after a while, his hands were put on his shoulders by Gu Ming, wrapped around Gu Ming's neck, pressed against the door panel and slammed into his lips hard. Ning Yu, who originally had no desires, was also mobilized, and he responded to Gu Ming's enthusiasm.

However, the baby who was placed outside with no one to accompany him was dissatisfied and began to cry. Ning Yu's nerves moved, and the emotions he had just adjusted were gone. He turned around, avoided Gu Ming's kiss, and put He held down the hand that was about to undress himself, "Zheng Yi woke up."

Gu Ming listened carefully, and sure enough there was a voice, and he was so accurate every time, but this time was different, he lost patience after too many times, broke away from Ning Yu's hand, and said, "Leave him alone."

He posted Ning Yu again, wanting to continue asking for kisses, but Ning Yu didn't cooperate anymore, and started by saying, "I'm going to hug him."

"No hug."

"No," Ning Yu pushed Gu Ming, "Go away."

Gu Ming said nothing to let her go today, so he hugged Ning Yu instead, regardless of how he struggled, threw her on the bed, and before she could get up, he impatiently pushed her up.

"Gu Ming..." Ning Yu's hands were locked above his head. If possible, Gu Ming wanted to tie him up with a rope. Ning Yu didn't know Gu Ming's thoughts, nor did he know how exciting his words were, " Let me go, Zhengyi needs me, he is crying, please Gu Ming..."

Good words can't convince people, and after drinking some wine, Gu Ming's strength is even weaker. Ning Yu's wrists that he pinched were almost red. He didn't seem to be persuaded at all, and continued his evil deeds intensified, "You must force me to force_ Rape you?"

Ning Yu was startled, saw Gu Ming's face, and wondered where he got such a big emotion, "What are you talking about?"

Gu Ming didn't suppress it anymore, he locked Ning Yu's hands with one hand, pinched his chin with the other, and asked, "How long have we not been intimate?"

Ning Yu was dumbfounded: "I don't know, how could I remember such a thing."

"Isn't it long enough that you don't even remember?" Gu Ming said, "You put all your thoughts on Zheng Yi now, do you have a husband, you know, I need to care too."

"But he's our child..."

"So what about the child? Let him cry. Stop crying when he's tired. He's squeamish." Gu Ming continued to move his hands and kissed Ning Yu's neck, forcibly describing the couple's married life. Playing became abnormally compulsive.

"No, let me go!" Ning Yu's hands were released, pressing on Gu Ming's chest, the iron wall that couldn't be pushed away, the crying sound in his ears was still there, Ning Yu was anxious, "Gu Ming, don't force me... ...I don't want to do it, let me go, he cried..."

As he was talking, he was about to be provoked to cry, his voice started to tremble with anxiety, Gu Ming had to stop, seeing Ning Yu's eyes were watery, he "fucked" and stood up from the bed.

Ning Yu was free, turned over, ran out of the room without looking back, Gu Ming followed, watching him anxiously return to the living room, holding the baby in his arms, Gu Ming's anger at that moment forced him to Unable to control it, he slammed the door hard.

The baby who had stopped crying was frightened and began to cry again. Ning Yu panicked and coaxed her one sentence after another in the living room. Gu Ming opened the door, supported his forehead, and walked over.

"I'm sorry." Gu Ming said, pressing his hand on the baby's back, and coaxing him together with Ning Yu, "Stop crying, stop crying, it's all my fault, I bullied dad again, right... "

Ning Yu looked up at Gu Ming, feeling a little uncomfortable, thinking that he was like this today because she had neglected him, Ning Yu lowered her head, and coaxed the child with Gu Ming for a while, after a lot of tossing, the child finally good.

Feed the milk powder and carry it for a while before the child slowly fell asleep. He was tired from crying for too long, and after calming down, Ning Yu put the child back in the stroller.

The table was in a mess, and many things he had just bought hadn't had time to tidy up, but Ning Yu was no longer in a hurry. He looked at the person who was sitting on the sofa with his hands on his chin, who was not very interested, and walked over guiltily.

Ning Yu came to Gu Ming and took the initiative to sit on his legs. Gu Ming was startled and didn't notice his approach. He had been staring at the baby carriage ecstatically. At this moment, he raised his head and looked at him unexpectedly. Ning Yu Yu wrapped her hands around Gu Ming's neck and whispered, "I'm sorry."

The gloomy mood was instantly cleared away. Gu Ming wrapped his hand around Ning Yu's waist, stroked his cheek with the other hand, and said with a sigh: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm out of my mind."

Ning Yu shook his head, knowing the problem and said: "I've neglected you these days and put all my mind on the child. That's because I really cherish him. I'm afraid of accidents. I'm afraid that the original mother will go back on her word. What he took away, I just want to stay with him for a while before these things come."

Ning Yu explained his worrying psychology. Although the procedures have been completed, his worries cannot be dissipated. After all, this is not his child. He came to him like a surprise, and he might leave him unexpectedly. I am always afraid of not being able to grasp what is not my own.

Gu Ming comforted: "Why do you think so? There is no accident, he will be yours, and he will call you Dad in the future."

Ning Yu lowered her head, her brows and eyes were full of worry.

Gu Ming pressed him into his arms, Ning Yu lay on his shoulders, Gu Ming rubbed his lips against his hair and said, "Trust me? He will love you very much, love you very much, and he will love you very much when he grows up." I will like you very much, because you love him so much, the kid can feel it, and no matter who comes, he will not leave him at that time, at that time he has already recognized you, he is your political first."

Ning Yu's hands tightened, and the excessive concern was also because of fear. Gu Ming didn't understand, but now he heard his heartfelt voice, he understood how frightened the child in his arms was, and he also needed someone to coax him. Gu Ming said: " Even if you don't believe him, you still have to believe me, if anyone dares to snatch him, I will snatch him back for you, and my mother will not show mercy."

Ning Yu laughed, Gu Ming's embrace was so safe, all his panic dissipated and melted into his embrace.

"Baby," Gu Ming kissed his earlobe, "Do you know how cute you are now?"

Ning Yu raised her head and looked at him more cutely.

Gu Ming rubbed his face fondly: "Why do I like you so much, why didn't I meet you earlier, so that I could love you earlier."

"Not necessarily," Ning Yu said, "You may not love me at that time."

"I will definitely love you, and I fell in love with you at the first sight, do you believe it?" Gu Ming said, "Fortunately, you didn't appear in my youth, otherwise why would his surname be Yi?"

"He met me first."

"I don't care, even if you have sex with him, I don't care, I will definitely rob you."

Ning Yu pressed Gu Ming's chest and commented: "No quality."

Gu Ming smashed the pot and said, "It's nothing, I'm an asshole anyway."

Ning Yu didn't bother with him, he liked Gu Ming's appearance, Ning Yu wrapped around Gu Ming's neck, blushed and said, "Do you still want to continue?"

"Continue what?"

Ning Yu said: "Rape me."

Gu Ming's expression gradually became dangerous, "If you say that, I won't be polite."

Ning Yu's small mouth was bright red, and she stroked Gu Ming's brows and eyes. The fiery emotions in her eyes were entangled with him, and she invited, "Come, tear me apart."

As soon as the words fell, Gu Ming stood up with the person in his arms, and walked straight to the bedroom. When he reached the door, there was another sound. He looked back, and Ning Yu followed his gaze, looking at the baby carriage.

"What if he cries again later?"

"So it's up to you," Ning Yu said, "Before he cries, you'd better finish it."

"Then make sure he won't cry within two hours," Gu Ming murmured in Ning Yu's ear, "I won't come out even if I cry."

He walked into the bedroom with someone in his arms, slammed the door shut, and blocked the room full of spring scenery in the wall. The passionate kisses swept in, and the clothes were scattered all over the floor. Someone grabbed Ning Yu's ankles, and the black tattoos were bright and vivid. eye-catching.

The sound was smashed into fragments, hot and sweaty, falling on the bedding, mixed with white filth.

"No...Gu Ming, lighten up, lighten up..."

He surrendered, all-round, and dared not say a single big word. The people he ignored, and the surging enthusiasm that erupted, could penetrate his soul.

……

At twelve o'clock in the night, Ning Yu took the child back to the room. He didn't let him sleep in the stroller that night. He put the baby on a clean bed after putting on new sheets.

Afterwards, his legs were weakening, he couldn't stand up, and Gu Ming held him in his hands, his face was full of exhaustion and emaciation.

"It hurts." He really tore him apart, and he couldn't recover until now, Ning Yu felt wronged.

"Lie on the bed, let me see."

Ning Yu lay down, her legs were bare, her pajama pants were off, and she only had a top on her body.

It's not really hurt, it's the lingering pain, little by little, Gu Ming pinched his waist, now regretting it is useless, and he couldn't restrain himself when he was on the bed, he still endured for so long.

"Will you hang out with me in the future?"

Ning Yu shook his head, saying that he would never dare again, Gu Ming smiled, the baby had already opened his eyes, and looked at the two of them curiously, his chubby little face twisted back and forth, Ning Yu no longer cared about his injury, Turn around and touch the baby's face.

Gu Ming also went to bed, with a warm desk lamp on by the bedside, shining on the unclear eyebrows, Gu Ming blocked most of the light, making Ning Yu and the baby hide in the shadows.

"Ah, he ate my hand." Ning Yu's hand was bitten by the baby, and he only had two teeth. He felt it, turned over quickly, lay on the baby's side, and said pleasantly, "I touched his teeth." ,so small."

They are sharing every moment of their child's growth and every interesting moment with each other. They are more like a curious baby than a baby. Gu Ming watched Ning Yu's every emotion that was affected. He touched the baby with one hand while his eyes were gentle. He asked calmly: "If Yi Chen and I both appeared when you were young, would you choose me?"

In fact, how regretful he is that he never participated in his youth, appeared in his youth, got his first heartbeat, and loved this person who he can't look away now.

Ning Yu raised his head, stared at Gu Ming's tender eyes in the dimness, and said, "It doesn't matter, because even if I'm with Yi Chen, the shameless you will snatch me away."

This answer was unexpected, Gu Ming smiled lightly.

"That's right, I was not a good person when I was in school, and I can really do such a shameless thing." Gu Ming said.

"That's right, so no matter who I've been with or who I've liked, it's you in the end, you in the end, and you in my life." Ning Yu's face was pressed against the baby's face, and the baby held his fingers tightly, and he shook his head. Shaking his hand, Zhengyi was laughing along with his hand, making milky noises.

Gu Ming was finally proud, he kissed Ning Yu's forehead through the baby, and said in a low voice: "It took all my luck in this life to meet you, if there is another life, I would like to meet you earlier."

Let's spend all his luck as soon as possible, he doesn't want to go through such a big circle before he realizes how much he loves this person.

Ning Yu responded softly: "Okay, if you come to my side first, we will be together. If there is someone else by my side, you will snatch me away. Anyway, you are on the left and right."

The love words in the middle of the night are very charming, the eyes in the dark are very affectionate, the baby does not cry or make trouble, the years are so good, and the expectation of a lifetime has just begun.

Gu Ming turned off the light, and said good night to Ning Yu, he couldn't sleep in his arms, but Gu Ming was satisfied, he could hear his weak breathing, it was already a heartbeat.

"I will love you very much."

The vows made on the wedding day floated in the dark space, and gently fell on Ning Yu's ears. He closed his eyes, and a satisfied smile appeared on the corner of his mouth. No need to say more, they already belonged to each other wholeheartedly. At this moment, In the future, even in the agreed next life.

Ning Yu fell into a deep sleep, with a thin quilt covering his body, the baby was holding his fingers tightly, and before he let go, he was gently pushed away by Gu Ming, a person who had been exhausted for a whole day, breathed steadily, without any sound.

Gu Ming closed his eyes and didn't disturb him anymore, and went to sleep with him.

Let's meet in the dream, there is the next life we ​​meet, there is the first sight of me surrendering to you, and there is the picture of us falling in love.

Every frame is very clear.

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