Who doesn't deserve it

Gu Ming coaxed him for a long time, but it didn't work out. He became anxious, took his hand, no matter what he did to him just now, his face was thick enough, and said softly: "You really want to suffocate me to death."

Ning Yu shook off his hand and lost his temper: "How could you suffocate you to death? Are there few people around you? You must use me to vent your desire."

He doesn't feel ashamed to say this, he has done all the embarrassing things, what is this level?Ning Yu has always admired Gu Ming's thick skin.

Gu Ming was not happy to hear this, he justified his name: "What nonsense are you talking about, a married man, how can he find someone else."

"I don't mind who you're with," Ning Yu was calculating, and his temper was also fierce, "I didn't promise you, it has nothing to do with you, don't care about you."

"Can you still say it's okay now?" Gu Ming squatted in front of Ning Yu, holding Ning Yu's hands, looking up at people. Ning Yu couldn't bear some of his hooligan behavior, but he was stared at like this all the time. , and he couldn't pick up his tone.

"I lost to you." Ning Yu didn't take his hand away.

Gu Ming laughed, played with his hands, and stopped talking.

Ning Yu looked down at him, thinking about the chance meeting today, and asked, "Why are you here?"

Gu Ming replied honestly: "Come to meet you."

Ning Yu frowned: "You know I'm coming?"

Gu Ming said: "I don't know, but I know that your father is here. If you are lucky, you will meet you. If you are not lucky, you will continue with my own goals."

"Your purpose?"

"Please your father." Gu Ming said frankly, he did not lie at all, this is another reason why he came here.

Ning Yu was defeated by his excessive confession: "I haven't promised you yet, you come to please my dad, who gave you the confidence?"

Gu Ming said: "I came up with the method myself. Didn't you and your first love not be approved at the beginning? Then I will show my presence in front of your father and make a familiar face. Maybe I will be well-spoken in the future. "

"Fantasy, my dad won't help you talk, you are such a bastard." Ning Yu thought about his dad's evaluation of Gu Ming, and didn't know if Gu Ming's wave of presence had an effect, or his dad really thought so .

Gu Ming surrendered: "OK, I'm an asshole, I don't care how you describe me as happy."

Ning Yu rolled his eyes at him, recalled those words of compliment, and said, "Stop flattering me in front of my dad, he hates being flattered by others the most, and he has heard a lot all the way, why don't you just tell him he likes it more. "

"It depends on the situation," Gu Ming said, "On that occasion, you must have said nice words. In front of so many elders, I made your father lose face. Doesn't that mean suicide?"

"You just know how to play these tricks." Ning Yu blamed.

"It's not tricks, it's emotional intelligence." Gu Ming stood up, beautifying his behavior.

Ning Yu corrected and said: "This is not called emotional intelligence, it is called scheming." Pleasuring with a purpose is all scheming.

Gu Ming is also happy to be scolded, he is very happy tonight, it is written on his face, his love has been reciprocated, he is staying with Ning Yu now, this is the success of tonight.

"Let's be serious," Gu Ming pulled a chair aside, pushed it beside the bed, sat opposite Ning Yu, and asked, "We were outside just now, why didn't you introduce him to your dad?"

Father Ning obviously didn't know, Gu Ming could tell that he deliberately mentioned Yi Chen, just to see Father Ning's reaction, Father Ning was very calm, there were only two reasons, one was to accept Yi Chen, it was a big deal for him Unfavorable, the second is not knowing, it proves that Ning Yu and Yi Chen didn't start, he could see a little bewilderment from Ning's father's face, obviously he didn't know.

"My dad hasn't met him, and I'm afraid he'll get angry, so I don't dare to say it." Ning Yu talked about his worries. He thought this decision was correct, otherwise his dad's face would not be so relaxed tonight.

"Then why did you bring him here?" There was a lot of jealousy hidden in Gu Ming's words, it was not as pure a question as before, Ning Yu could hear it.

"I didn't bring him here, he said he wanted to stay with me for a while, so..."

"So you agree?"

Ning Yu nodded.

Gu Ming's expression sank, and he didn't regret his actions tonight: "It seems that I made the right decision to snatch you here."

stay a while?Create opportunities?Resurgence of old love?It's impossible for him to be here, Gu Ming is suspicious of the other party's psychology.

Ning Yu looked at his expression and said, "Why do you look like this? I'm still jealous now that I'm by your side?"

"No delay," Gu Ming hesitated to speak, he sat up straight, seemed to care about this character very much, he knew that he would look petty and anxious, but he still wanted to say, "Ning Ning, are you right?" What on earth is he thinking?"

That night they broke up because of this issue. He gave his thoughts, but Gu Ming was stubborn and refused to believe him. Now Ning Yu would not lie to coax him. He repeated: "I let you Believe me, do you remember?"

Gu Ming nodded, with a guilty look on his face, "I believe you, of course, I just... don't feel at ease, so I want an accurate statement, or can you tell me what you want to do? Don't let me guess, I can wait for you now, anything, but I want to know what you're thinking."

They are sitting together now, so don't waste this opportunity. This is a chance that came so hard to come by. This is a chance for both sides to calm down and have a good talk. Gu Ming doesn't want to just slip away like this. There is a longing in his eyes.

Ning Yu raised his hand and touched his eyebrows, Gu Ming let him touch, he hoped that this moment would be frozen forever, he hoped that Ning Yu's eyes would always be only him, he was very selfish, and also very afraid, such a long conflict Now, he didn't know what accidents would happen, before they really got back together.

"I have something to do, he and I... still have an unfinished past," Ning Yu said, "But I can give you a word of truth, I will not choose him."

Gu Ming lowered his eyes, but the anxiety on his face was not relieved.

"Gu Ming," Ning Yu tilted his head and looked at him, "I found that you are very wary of him."

Gu Ming didn't hide anything, he crossed his hands and said helplessly: "I have to be vigilant, I can't compare you with his past, I am not your youth, I am not someone you are willing to choose firmly, I have done wrong things, How can I compare with him? I..."

His mouth was held down by Ning Yu's fingers, Ning Yu shook his head at him, stood up from the bed, Ning Yu supported his shoulders, sat in his arms, wrapped his hands around his neck, stroked his cheek, coaxing people and said: "We have been three years, why can't we compare with him? We love each other, no less than when I was with him. You have done something wrong. I don't want to mention this, but you also said it. If there is a problem in time, we must solve the problem. Haven’t you already proposed a solution? Now that I am in your arms, it means that I accept you. "

Ning Yu scratched his face with his fingertips: "Is there anything else you don't understand?"

The bright red lips uttered a relaxed tone, every word defeated the haze in Gu Ming's heart, even though he was full of tension, he also took a reassurance in the soft comfort.

"Young Master Gu also has times when he is not confident?" Ning Yu teased him, "I am really flattered."

Gu Ming said embarrassedly: "I'm just... just afraid that you will make a wrong decision."

"Well... I'm afraid I'll make a wrong decision," Ning Yu teased, "But Lu Cong and my sister won't let me choose you, including my dad. You're disgusting in their impression..."

"I won't do it anymore." Gu Ming said: "Really, I won't do it anymore, do you trust me once?"

Ning Yu looked at his face and couldn't help laughing, "Are you stupid? I don't believe you, I'm sitting in your arms now?"

Gu Ming and him looked at each other and smiled, it was inevitable that they would kiss. They went through wave after wave, accident after accident, and now they can sit here comfortably, which is considered a firm choice of both parties. In the gap between Ning Yu being kissed, Breathing hot, he said, "Gu Ming, I like you very much."

Gu Ming was a little surprised: "Huh?"

Ning Yu put his hands on his chest, and the little bird looked cute, "I was so angry before because I liked you. You are the person I love the most besides Yi Chen... gone."

Gu Ming touched his nose: "You are not kidding me, are you?"

Ning Yu showed a troubled expression.

Gu Ming reminded: "Baby, is this how you coax people? Even if you are in my arms now, I can't tolerate you saying you love him."

"I said once..."

"Idiot, I'm just kidding." Gu Ming pressed Ning Yu into his arms and let him lie in his arms. He had just reconciled, and it was inevitable that he would be tired. Gu Ming pressed Ning Yu into his arms, hugged Ning Yu, and touched his With silky hair and bright eyes: "Let me tell you, this time we get back together, there is no possibility of leaving the show, just stay by my side obediently, if I do something wrong, just say it, I will change it, I promise you, I will I will try my best not to make mistakes, but sometimes my mind is very hot, if I have a problem, please remind me? Don’t leave without saying a word, I can’t stand your troubles like this again.”

"I don't want to either." Ning Yu said, "I'm so tired." For so long, after arguing with Gu Ming for so long, the problem that was clearly resolved was because of the extremes between the two of them going further and further apart.

Ning Yu was already tired from tossing around, rather than saying that he was chased back by Gu Ming, it would be better to say that he lost to time, he was too tired, he didn't want to play anymore, so what if he was given a chance?Anyway, he himself... didn't really dislike him at all.

Gu Ming kissed his forehead, there was so much to talk between the two of them, but one night was not enough.

Maintaining this posture, Ning Yu just lay in Gu Ming's arms, hugging his neck, Gu Ming clasped his back, and pressed his lips against his forehead. Without any words, they restrained their endless chatter. Explain and tell, and silence did not stop the temperature from rising.

Both of them had mixed feelings. Gu Ming's heartbeat disturbed Ning Yu. Ning Yu pressed his hand on his chest and looked up at him from time to time. He knew that he wanted to ask too much. Gu Ming's eyes had already told him that , he touched Ning Yu's earlobe, looked at each other, raised his chin, and kissed him.

Just lightly, but deeply.

Ning Yu slid the back of his hand on Gu Ming's face, feeling the heat of his skin, and said, "Are you thinking again?"

Gu Ming's face was turned away from the light, and his eyes were lowered with a strong aggressiveness. His brows and eyes were hidden in the dark light, and his affectionate eyes made people itch. "Do you know how long we haven't done it?"

That time was too long. Thinking of how often they were together, and what they haven't seen for a long time now, Ning Yu felt that his behavior today was understandable. Ning Yu kept rubbing Gu Ming's face with his fingers, and walked along his Walking with a sharp and angular outline, "Didn't I enjoy the time when I took Chinese medicine?"

He still remembers how Ning Yu looked in the mirror. Ning Yu had no strength in his body. After a whole night of rest, he did not regain his senses. When he regained his strength, it must have been a whole night of tossing. The marks on his body were no longer ambiguous. But to describe it as tragic.

Gu Ming was silent for a while, raised his eyes, stared at the window, and said after a while: "How long ago was that?"

Ning Yu moved his head and was defeated, "I can't do it today, I don't have time."

Gu Ming said: "I know."

The occasion was wrong, and the time was not allowed. As soon as I finished speaking, Ning Yu's cell phone rang. Gu Ming let go of the hand that was clasping his back. Ning Yu straightened up, took out the cell phone, saw the caller, and subconsciously took care of him. Gu Ming's emotions.

Gu Ming blinked, put his hands on the armrest, raised his chin, "Go ahead."

Ning Yu was about to go down with her mobile phone, and went to answer Yi Chen's call, but Gu Ming didn't allow it, his arms wrapped around his waist, Ning Yu just wanted to praise him, but he was defeated by his narrow-mindedness , He sat back down and answered the phone with his head down.

"Hello." Ning Yu's voice was calm.

"Where are you?" Yi Chen couldn't find him.

"Oh... I'll go out right away," Ning Yu didn't explain where he was, "Are you still there?"

Gu Ming couldn't hear what they said. Gu Ming was pinching his hands, and his joints creaked. Although his face was calm, he could still see his displeasure. Ming's finger, warning him with eyes not to make noise.

Gu Ming was holding his hand, but he didn't move any more.

"Just wait for me outside, I'll go out now." Ning Yu said to the person on the other end of the phone, Yi Chen said a few more words, Ning Yu hummed, and then ended the call.

Ning Yu looked down at the message. Yi Chen sent him a text message, but he didn't see it. It wasn't that he couldn't see it, but he didn't have time to read it. He sat in Gu Ming's arms and couldn't openly read Yi Chen's text message. People's eyes are not big.

Yi Chen's text messages always ask where he is.

He has indeed wasted a long time here, Ning Yu raised his eyes and said, "I have to go."

Gu Ming took a deep breath.

Xiao Biesheng is newly married, the two of them have just gotten back together and have not been together for a long time, so they have to leave, not only Gu Ming, but Ning Yu doesn't like it very much, but there is no way, he has business, he is not here tonight to talk to Gu Ming flirtatious.

"I'll see you soon," Ning Yu comforted him, "Are you okay?"

Gu Ming said: "Can I say it's not good?"

Ning Yu laughed, got down from him, and looked down at her clothes. Gu Ming messed him up and tidied him meticulously. Ning Yu walked to the door and picked up the coat that had fallen aside. , before putting it on his body, he was taken care of by Gu Ming, snatched it from his hand, and threw it aside.

Ning Yu was forced to wear Gu Ming's clothes.

Gu Ming put his coat on Ning Yu's shoulders, lowered his head to tidy up, and said in a low mood: "I believe it's okay for you to be with him, you can concentrate on dealing with his affairs this time, don't worry about me, when everything is over, Give me a call and let me know."

Ning Yu said: "Yes, I know."

After the confession was over, Ning Yu really had to leave, he turned around and held the doorknob, Gu Ming lowered his head, breathing heavily every time, as if he was making a difficult decision.

Letting Ning Yu go now is a difficult decision. They just got back together, too much to talk about, too many things to do, this is the only time they spend together, and they have to avoid people. Gu Ming felt depressed, so he held Ning Yu back. Yu's wrist turned the person back, and another deep kiss invaded.

Ning Yu closed her eyes, led by him, immersed in this short but passionate kiss.

Ning Yu's lips were glowing with water, and because of the white skin, the lip color was more bright red, and the moist lips were invaded. In a little gap, Ning Yu complained: "My mouth is going to be swollen."

Gu Ming didn't respond easily, he touched Ning Yu's ear, pressed him against the door, and said seriously and heavily, "Thank you."

Ning Yu raised her eyebrows and asked, "Thank you for what?"

Gu Ming shook his head, did not explain, just said: "I will not let you down, do you believe me?"

They like to believe this word recently. Ning Yu is a sensitive person. He is usually unwilling to give absolute sincerity when there is a problem with his relationship, but this time, he is willing to coax him. Ning Yu nodded and said: "I believe you."

Gu Ming rubbed Ning Yu's head fondly, kissed Ning Yu's forehead, opened the door, and said, "Go."

Ning Yu left in front of him and looked back. Gu Ming was standing in front of the door, holding the doorknob and looking at him. This should be a new beginning, but it seemed like a heavy parting.

After the banquet in the evening, Gu Ming returned home.

Walking back into the room and pushing the door, he should be in a relaxed and happy mood, but more than that, there is still a heavy responsibility on his heart. He is not as relaxed as in the past when he was in a relationship. He knows that it is difficult to restore a broken relationship. As before, he was afraid that he might not be doing well enough this time, even though he had already thought about all the arrangements for the future.

He didn't want to disappoint Ning Yu again.

Coming to the floor-to-ceiling windows, looking at the gloomy night sky, the clouds in Gu Ming's heart churned.

He knew that this was the last chance. His lover was sensitive, but he was willing to give him this chance. He was very grateful.So this time, he didn't allow any accidents to happen.

He's never been more sober than he is now.

Gu Ming thought of something, he looked for it in the room, after a while, he stood up slowly, raised his hand, and silently looked at the object in his hand.

In the vigorous youth, there was only one person who really stayed in his heart. When he woke up that afternoon, the surroundings were very noisy. The midsummer cicadas made people feel irritable. Lifting his eyes, it was obviously a visual perception, but he felt the fragrance filling his nose.

He picked up his phone, called his name, pressed the shutter button, and left this peaceful photo.

What he recorded was not only the person at that moment, but also the feeling of heartbeat for the first time.

In the chaos that followed, Gu Ming tried to find that feeling. Day after day, year after year, the people around him kept changing, they were the same type, but he couldn't find the feeling of that summer at all. heartbeat.

Until three years ago, a group of children came into his sight. Under the lights of the restaurant, the boy standing in the middle smiled softly, revealing the small canine teeth on both sides, causing ripples on the calm wave surface. Gu Ming He didn't look away for a long time, let him, a veteran who is good at superficiality and has been in love for many years, fully expose his purpose, and he can't restrain himself at all.

At that moment, he had only one thought: he was mine, and by all means, regardless of morality and bottom line, I must have him.

He was terrified that the pretty boy belonged to someone else.

Gu Ming leaned against the table behind him, the photo in his hand was old and creased, but he could still clearly distinguish the face. Since when did he stop cherishing this photo?Already willing to destroy this photo like this?

He picked up the lighter, lit a cigarette, and lit the photo with fireworks, watching it burn in his hand, turn into ashes, and fall into the hard-to-find corner.

Gu Ming turned his head and faced the floor-to-ceiling windows, his figure was reflected in the mirror, his eyes surrounded by smog were not cloudy at all, they were firm and sober.

He no longer needed to search for that heart-pounding feeling.

Because this time, is forever.

The author has something to say:

Gu Gou's diary: I have achieved my life achievement and was coaxed by my wife (although there are only two sentences).

I have kisses and hugs, I have to wait for love (shame)

Another: Burning photos of living people is an unlucky thing (the problem of folk customs seems to be particular, and many people mind it)

Gu Ming: The strongest curse.

Mindful Wen Wen: Gu Ming I＊＊Mom＊

I still like to write two people's Qingqing, me and me, sticky and greasy, I know that Gu Gou is not good enough, but I still prefer him and Ningning together, and I feel more when I write about them (see my mother's eyes)

Well... it's almost over (thanks to every little cutie who accompanied me all the way)