Who doesn't deserve it

It is a sunny day.

In the twenties, the temperature is just right, and fresh flowers can live longer in the evening.

Gu Ming didn't go early, although he really wanted to see Ning Yu now.

Everything is in sight, don't be too anxious.

Gu Ming hasn't dressed like this for a long time. He stood in front of the mirror, just took a shower, his hair was still dry, Gu Ming dialed, 29 years old is different from 19 years old, not only the change in mentality, but also in appearance The huge difference between the two, the 29-year-old face in front of the mirror can vaguely see the spirit of his youth. Did Ning Yu ask him what he was doing when he was in school?

It's just fighting.

He, Gu Ming, was a bad embryo. He didn't study hard at that time, and spent three days in the crowd. Bo Lai made him play badly. The boss and him were also in collusion to trouble the students.

When he was young, everyone didn't pay much attention to his likes. He had the title of school girl, and he fought fiercely. I don't know how many people's hearts he captured. If he was heterosexual, he would have been married by now, and his children would be several years old.

Don't doubt, he was quite flirtatious when he was young.

Hmm... nice, good.

Standing in front of the mirror, Gu Ming affirmed his state with satisfaction.

He put on a suit jacket with a white shirt inside. Because the temperature was a bit high, he didn't button up the shirt completely, and his healthy skin was exposed at the neckline. Would the suit be too serious?After he was dressed, he was thinking about it again.

In the end, he took off his coat and wore a white shirt with his sleeves rolled up. His hair was all combed up, revealing a sharp face. He is not a mixed race, but purely of Chinese descent, but his eyes do have a European and American flavor. I don’t know that. Inherited from someone, his eyes seem to be merciful everywhere, and he has always followed a prudent line. Today, he has regained his former style, and he has the image of a yuppie-style little prodigal son.

He figured it wouldn't make him look too deliberate.

Gu Ming had been alone for a long time, and he hadn't gone out yet, someone called him, Wen Shuo.

Wen Shuo came to sue, and in the complaint he begged him to call the shots. Gu Ming saw Wen Shuo as a child who hadn't grown up, causing trouble for his parent all day long.

Wen Shuo said that he was beaten, Gu Ming understood when he heard it, and asked, "Did you provoke Wen Zhixing again?"

Wen Shuo immediately explained: "You're talking nonsense, can I let him go? I was looking for someone to squat him, but his boyfriend was there too, I fucking...all the people I was looking for were beaten and disabled, it's all your fault Come! He warned me."

"I can't beat him." Gu Ming said casually in front of the mirror as he adjusted his clothes for the last time.

"You can't beat him?" Wen Shuo was shocked: "Isn't it? What is the origin of this Yang?"

"Wild wolf."

"Are you lying to me?" Wen Shuo became smarter for a while, it's not that he doesn't understand Gu Ming, and it's not that he doesn't understand Gu Ming's fighting power, he said: "Do you want to help me?"

"Really." Gu Ming said, "I fought him before and lost."

"how come?"

"It's cloudy." Gu Ming said.

Wen Shuo sighed and fell silent, his irritability could be heard through the receiver, Gu Ming laughed: "Forget it, huh?"

Wen Shuo said nothing.

Gu Ming said: "Then if you don't want to, then be prepared to die with him."

"perish together?"

"Let's die together." Gu Ming said, "Let's just kill Wen Zhixing, it's over once and for all."

"You fucking...I still want to live!" Wen Shuo hung up the phone angrily.

Gu Ming took down the phone, laughed, and threw the phone on the bed.

Picking up the gift prepared on the cabinet, Gu Ming opened it, and there were two rings lying inside. He gently stroked them with his thumbs, then closed them, held them in his hands, and walked out with the car keys.

He went to pick up the custom-made flowers. The little girl wrapped the flowers very beautifully. The petals were dotted with crystal water droplets, which were bright and vibrant. The proprietress was envious of such a large bouquet of roses.

"It will definitely succeed." Said the little girl wrapping flowers standing next to Gu Ming.

"Thank you." Gu Ming studied the bouquet and accepted the blessing.

"You are welcome, you are so handsome, how can there be no reason for not being successful?"

The girls looked at each other with smiles and envy. Gu Ming also smiled back. When people are in a good mood, they are happy to hear anything. In the past, Gu Ming didn't respond when others praised him for being handsome, but now he thinks it is very pleasant. .

The little girl asked him if he wanted to write a card or something, but Gu Ming said no, he didn't need to record his words on the greeting card, he could say it himself, tell him what he wanted, the notes would always lose to warm words.

Gu Ming went out, returned to the car, checked the time, it was not late enough, he had to wait, turned on the air conditioner in the car, lowered the temperature, cold air was blowing on the petals, Gu Ming turned the flowers Open it and hide the ring box inside.

Gu Ming just waited for the time, he couldn't stay at home, he was only on the way of action, no matter how anxious he was.

As time passed by, Gu Ming was thinking about Ning Yu's affairs after get off work.

I still have to wait for him to settle down, give him his things first, and then take him to dinner. You can’t just do it yourself when he gets home. After he rests, it should be [-] or [-] o’clock.

More than 100 roses crowded together, Gu Ming's heart was fluctuating, fidgeting, and it was not the first time chasing someone, why was he nervous? do something.

A little girl came by and was knocking on his car window. Gu Ming turned his head and lowered the car window, and the cold air inside came out. The girl was about eleven or twelve years old, holding a bottle of water, and said : "Does brother drink water?"

There was water in Gu Ming's carriage, he was free and asked, "How much is a bottle?"

The girl said, "Two yuan."

The girl was holding a small ice bucket, which contained mineral water and other small bottles of drinks. She added: "Coke is five yuan, and beer is seven yuan. They are cheaper than those in the supermarket."

Gu Ming stared at the little girl, he probably got old and liked children, he looked at the little girl selling water, and asked, "Are you the only one selling water?"

The girl pointed to the front: "My mother is over there."

Gu Ming looked ahead, but he didn't see the woman, so he turned his head and said, "Then I want three cans of Coke."

The girl quickly squatted down and offered him a Coke from the ice bucket. Gu Ming rummaged through the change. There was some change in the car. He gave it to the girl, but he only took out a can from the girl's hand.

"This jar is mine, the rest is for you and your mother, it's too hot, hide from the sun, don't suffer from heat stroke."

The girl froze in place, she was a little at a loss, as if she had never faced such a situation, she looked blankly at the people in the car: "Don't you want these two?"

Gu Ming said: "Take your mother to drink."

The girl lowered her head, held the money in her hand, and asked, "Do you know my mother?"

"I know you." Gu Ming said, the girl was dubious, touched the back of her head, and left with an ice bucket.

The little girl was wearing overalls, she turned her head three times at a step, her figure was thin and thin, Gu Ming witnessed the girl walking away, and put the coke can on the car.

It was almost time, and he drove away from the spot.

Ning Yu didn't go to work today. He sat on the sofa alone for a whole day. Someone from the company called him. Liu Meng asked him what was wrong. Ning Yu asked Liu Meng to ask for a day off for him first. , He is not in a good state today, he didn't fall asleep last night, and his spirit is very poor.

It was as if I had a dream, and my thoughts were so clear all night that I couldn't fall asleep.

The door was knocked, Ning Yu stood up, walked to the door, opened the door and saw Yi Chen outside, his head felt heavier.

When did Yi Chen leave last night?It seemed late, he thought it hadn't been long, it was another night.

"You are in poor condition," Yi Chen saw his condition at a glance, "Didn't you have a good rest today?"

Ning Yu lowered his hands, turned around, and walked back to the sofa. He was not wearing formal clothes, but sat on the sofa in pajamas, with his feet on the sofa, his head hanging on his lap, and his mental condition was not very good.

Yi Chen didn't dare to make too much noise, he looked at him and whispered: "Did I... bother you?"

Without raising her head, Ning Yu said in a muffled voice, "It's okay, don't talk to me."

Yi Chen stood by the sofa, clasped his hands tightly, talked a lot last night, he thought it was reconciled, but today Ning Yu's state told him that it seemed that it was not that simple.

"If you haven't had a good rest, I can go first," Yi Chen said knowingly, "Don't ruin your body."

Ning Yu didn't speak, Yi Chen walked to the door, probably understood what he meant, he opened the door and wanted to go out, but he bumped into a man outside the door, a man holding flowers, his smiling face flickered when he saw him Awkward.

Gu Ming did not go wrong, he glanced at the strange man, both of them were puzzled by each other's identities, Gu Ming said: "Hello, I'm looking for Ning Yu."

Hearing Gu Ming's voice in the room, Ning Yu raised his head suddenly. He turned his head and saw Gu Ming. Ning Yu stood up and walked out with his slippers on.

Seeing Ning Yu, Gu Ming raised the rose in his hand, a bit embarrassed, but he had to say, he looked at Ning Yu, controlled the volume and atmosphere and said, "surprise."

Originally, Gu Ming was going to say it in surprise, but because of someone, he didn't count this point, and caught people off guard.

Yi Chen looked at the two, there was something wrong in the air, Ning Yu raised his head, and said to Gu Ming: "Rose?"

Gu Ming said: "For you."

Gu Ming noticed his face, and reached out to touch him, "What's wrong? Didn't you rest well?"

Ning Yu grabbed Gu Ming's hand, glanced at Yi Chen beside him, and said to him, "Can you go in first?"

Yi Chen walked back into the room and pushed the door shut.

Gu Ming asked who he was, whether he was a guest or something.

Ning Yu said, "Let's go outside and have a chat."

Gu Ming retracted his hand, Ning Yu's state is no longer as happy as yesterday's parting.

There were not many people at the gate of the community. Under the shade of the trees, two people squatted on one side, each having their own concerns.

Ning Yu inserted his hands into his hair, with a sad expression on his face. After Gu Ming finished listening to his brief introduction to that person, he also listened to their actions after their reunion yesterday.

Ning Yu told him everything without hiding anything.

Then he understood, now it is, first love and him, right?

At this point in time, there was no one around, and Gu Ming was listening to the story of Ning Yu and others. He had never heard of that passionate part. Sure enough, everyone has their own rich past. Before they met each other, they were passionate. loved others.

Gu Ming didn't know how to express his feelings after listening to it. He looked at the roses placed on the flower bed, thinking that after being exposed to the air for so long, they might not be as bright anymore.

"Now...if you want to ask anything, you can ask directly." Ning Yu clasped his hands on his knees, and he was ready to be questioned.

ask?Gu Ming was thinking, he did have a lot of questions, but there were too many and he didn't know where to start asking. What did he come here for?Oh, to pick him up, to take him to dinner, and then... to be together.

Now that the goal has suddenly changed, he tries hard to change his mentality, thinking about what is wrong with him.

"Okay," Gu Ming nodded with his hands hanging down, "I'll ask."

He looked at Ning Yu, looking at his tired face in the dark, "You loved him very much back then, didn't you?"

Ning Yu clenched her hands and nodded.

Gu Ming understood, and continued to ask: "What about now?"

Ning Yu didn't evade, he bumped into Gu Ming's scrutinizing gaze, even though the dim light couldn't see each other's faces clearly like in daytime, he could still feel the strong gaze.

"If it's hard to answer this question, let's go to the next one. I said I won't force you," Gu Ming said, "Then the next question is, I want you, and now I want you to be with me. Do you agree?"

Ning Yu didn't expect him to ask this, and after thinking about it, he said, "Give me some time, please?"

"How long?" Gu Ming asked, he was very strong in this matter.

Ning Yu said: "I don't know."

Gu Ming laughed: "Yes, you don't know, this is really a good answer, is life enough?"

Ning Yu looked up: "Gu Ming, I haven't gotten back together with him."

"I know," Gu Ming said, "Doesn't it take time?"

Gu Ming is very calm, but his words are sharp. The two people who hugged each other yesterday began to collapse today. Ning Yu looked at him. He didn't want to be arrogant, and he didn't want Gu Ming to misunderstand. Ning Yu said: "Can you listen to me carefully?" ?”

"I'm listening carefully."

"I need you to be serious!" Ning Yu's voice became a little louder. He knew that Gu Ming was feeling uncomfortable. Ning Yu stabilized his mind. Very bad, Gu Ming's attitude hit the gunpoint now, Ning Yu tried hard to organize his thoughts, and said with a headache: "Let me tell you exactly, there is no possibility for me and Yi Chen, I am in a mess now because I don't know how to deal with it." Dealing with him... He, he suddenly appeared, and then suddenly told me that it was all a misunderstanding before. I can't handle so much information. After so many years, regardless of whether the information is true or not, I haven't contacted him for so many years. My feelings for him have long been It's not like before, I finally crossed that hurdle, why should I turn back?"

That was the hurdle that he spent half his life crossing. It wasn't something that could be completely relieved by a misunderstanding between two people in a few words. What does Lu Cong mean by bringing Yi Chen to him now?He didn't like Gu Ming, and when he and Gu Ming were about to reconcile, he suddenly made this show for him, and he could figure out what he was going to do with his feet.

Ning Yu grabbed Gu Ming's wrist and said blankly: "I was just thinking, do I want to reconcile with the past? If he is right, do I have to hate him so much? I keep him in the black box of my memory all the time. , Should I keep him in my heart forever, or take him out, expose him to the sun, and then say goodbye to the past frankly?"

Gu Ming was silent, and there were people passing by, casting curious eyes on the two of them, but everyone had their own busy affairs and lives, so they would not stop for them and watch this farce.

"When he appeared yesterday... I was in a daze, it was too sudden, and I wasn't prepared..." Ning Yu never thought about what kind of misunderstanding it was, and never thought that he and Yi Chen would meet again .

Anything is fine, why did it appear at this time?He and Gu Ming are in a dangerous period, he can't handle two things well, he needs time.

"Then tell me, where do you want to put him?" Gu Ming's face was sharp enough, and his image was very cold under the dim light.

"I don't know." Ning Yu had a headache. This was also his problem. He was very confused now. The guarantee he could give Gu Ming ended here. Understand his current entanglement, the so-called misunderstanding is stuck in the middle of these things, he must have the most appropriate approach for his former lover and his present.

Yi Chen is not someone else, not the cannon fodder who waved his hand to say goodbye. The story between him and him can't be finished in a short time, and he can't make quick decisions when dealing with his affairs.

"Have you reconciled?" Gu Ming asked.

Ning Yu supported his forehead and said, "Not quite."

"So you're trying to find a way to make peace with him?"

"It's not trying to find a way," Ning Yu said, "I don't know whether I should hate him or not." As for the truth, it would be difficult to know the truth.

Gu Ming raised his chin slightly, "Did you stay with him yesterday?"

Ning Yu nodded.

"Did you kiss?"

"He kissed my forehead," Ning Yu couldn't remember clearly, the forehead was still the cheek, he didn't want to recall carefully, but just said: "I didn't refuse, sorry." His head was probably confused, because we talked too late yesterday , and always mentioned the past, in the warm atmosphere, Ning Yu did not refuse, nor did he continue with him.

Gu Ming nodded: "Okay, the last question, who do you choose between me and him?"

Ning Yu lowered his hands and looked at Gu Ming.

They were quarreling, and the protagonist they talked about also walked down. Through a glass door, Gu Ming stood on one side, and Ning Yu stood in the middle. This seemed to be a problem of the century.

The two noticed the figure behind the door, the eyes of the three met each other, and Gu Ming stood up.

"Ning Yu, you've never made a difficult decision before," Gu Ming said, "I'll help you make one."

Ning Yu stood up silently.

He can be confused about many things, but this is the only one that he can't. Gu Ming said he can't force him, but this doesn't work. Why are people confused?It is because the two interests are equal, and the incomparable things or people have the same value or weight when weighed, so people will be confused. If you have a firm love and something you can't give up in your heart, you will not hesitate.

Well, he wondered, his options.

"Go forward, or retreat," Gu Ming looked at him and said, "You choose."

Ning Yu didn't know why he took this step, Gu Ming's face was not kidding with him, he had already told him his thoughts, but the two people's intentions were not right, one was afraid of making a wrong decision, and the other wanted him to make a quick decision.

"Can you be more sensible?"

"I am very rational," Gu Ming said decisively: "There is no moment that is more rational than now." He came to pursue his lover, if his lover does not love him, then there is no point for him to stand here, and he has no reason to wait significance.

All the waiting was due to a choice. Gu Ming used to feel that Ning Yu loved him deeply. Before this so-called first love appeared, he didn't know that there was such a big threat between them. What Ning Yu kept from him A lot, this is another one, this matter is so big that his heart is panicking.

He was afraid that he would retreat a little bit, he was afraid that the three-year relationship with him would end, he was afraid that he would be living in a dream, and after waking up from the dream, Ning Yu would tell him that his love for him was never equal to his first love.

He doesn't care when the first love appeared, no matter how much misunderstandings and things happened between them, no matter how much they loved each other, Gu Ming is a realist, he only needs the answer, he wants Ning Yu's heart, the answer without whitewashing , the desperate answer, the important answer that must be made in a desperate situation.

When he was asking himself who is more important, Wen Zhixing or Ning Yu, he didn't think about those messy things, he only thought about one question, who is he the most at the moment.

Then, he applied the same way of thinking about problems to Ning Yu, he hoped that he would be consummated today, and he hoped that Ning Yu would sit in the same restaurant as him in half an hour.

But...he didn't choose.

The moonlight was cool and shining on the heavy man. Gu Ming lowered his head and touched his wrist. His hair fell down and fell on his forehead, embellishing his already compelling handsome face. Gu Ming's eyebrows were thick and stylish, and his eyes were deep , with three-dimensional facial features, the nose is raised when profiled, and the arc from the eyes to the nose is obvious, which also makes the person more ruthless.

Gu Ming laughed, it was self-deprecating, he has been around for so many years, in love, twice.

OK, he got it.

"Gu Ming." Ning Yu called him softly, and he felt uneasy when he heard that laugh.

Gu Ming walked towards him, stood in front of him, raised his hand, and traced the face, he didn't forget it the first time, he knew it was difficult, but he tried hard the second time, Gu Ming said: "It's time."

"I now……"

"Don't be confused, don't be confused," Gu Ming said in a low voice, "He is the person you love the most, of course you should spend more time for him, first love is always strong, you are right."

Ning Yu grabbed his wrist: "Don't get me wrong, I just..."

"I didn't misunderstand you, I just let you follow your heart," Gu Ming said, "Don't be nervous, don't think about what I should do, I won't appear in front of you, and I won't embarrass you again. The first time is I made a mistake, so I want to make up for it, and I want to start over with you, but this time, it’s not a matter of being wrong or not.” It’s obvious whether you love it or not.

Ning Yu shook her head, the corners of her eyes turned red, she was not pretty this time, Gu Ming thought it was very ugly.

He withdrew his hand, bowed his head and said, "You have enough time to think about it."

He turned and left, and walked towards the infinite darkness under the night.

The bouquet of flowers was forgotten there, and Gu Ming walked a long way before he suddenly remembered, he walked back, picked up the embarrassing thing, did not cherish it when he came, and took out the hidden ring box blue from inside with a rude gesture They didn't distinguish between men, and then casually threw the bouquet into the trash can on the side.

Ning Yu suddenly stopped.

Last time... What did Gu Ming say?

Give him a ring next time?Yeah?Then he came this time...

Ning Yu didn't understand why he asked him to make a decision, why he didn't want to give it to him for a few days, he didn't come to beg him to get back together, he didn't come to ask him to forgive, and he shouldn't come to embarrass him, he came marry him.

is not it……

"Gu Ming..." Ning Yu realized later, he took a step forward, but there was no one in front of him.

What he touches is the air, and what he smells is the fragrance of flowers. Some people are at a loss where they are, while others are sober and move forward.

Gu Ming's car drove away, there were not so many vehicles on the road, the traffic lights were still unforgiving, and everything around was vicious, including the dazzling road lights.

Three years with him, lost to six months with him.

Gu Ming found it extremely ridiculous.

What's even more ridiculous is that I still want to make up for it arrogantly. What to make up for?Even the person you love is not you.

When the red light came on, Gu Ming stepped on the gas pedal. He didn't realize what was wrong before he saw the vehicle in front of him, and then he turned the wheel violently. The car crashed straight into the flower bed, only to hear a huge commotion, the whistle of the traffic police It rang.

Everyone looked at the car. Fortunately, the car did not turn over, otherwise the consequences would be serious. The tragedy was controlled by braking in time. The traffic police ran over to check the injuries.

There was a person sitting firmly in the driver's seat. The person's hands were still on the steering wheel. The front wheel was against the stone wall of the flower bed, and the front cover was damaged.

"Is there something wrong?" A few people rushed over in a panic and gathered in front of the car.

The person inside didn't say a word, he opened his eyes, as if he wasn't hurt, until the blood oozes from the hair and slides down the face, leaving a horrifying mark.

The traffic police immediately contacted the ambulance personnel.

Gu Ming felt hot on his head, but he didn't care, he held the ring box tightly in his hand, and then slammed it hard towards the car window, only heard a "pop", the box fell into the corner of the car, anyway is no longer in his hands.

Gu Ming leaned weakly on the seat, and laughed loudly, maybe because he laughed too loudly and too hard, a tear was forced out of the corner of his eye, mixed with the thick and colorful blood.

The author has something to say:

Ah... it's hard to say.

The purpose of writing this plot is for two people to embrace each other better, and to satisfy some readers’ opinions on why only Ning Ning was abused, so I abused Lao Gu a little bit. I didn’t expect everyone to think so deeply, thinking that Ning Ning and Ning Ning First love reunion and so on (the summary is very good, please don't summarize it next time).There is this paragraph because I think the two of them will be fine, and it’s over, isn’t it too simple?

The scene of first love that has been laid out for so long is just to be used as cannon fodder. The two words of "click" are gone, and it has no effect. It is really not worthy of the scene that has been laid for so long. It is inevitable.

I emphasized that first love is a very important role, it is impossible to come out and say "I don't love you, you go" and it's over. He also had a great influence on Ning Yu's life, so Ning Yu can't do anything about him. Two stabs solved the problem like cannon fodder, so the function of this important first love is... useless?

I understand some of the opinions shared by everyone. The opinions are correct, but they really don’t match the characters, so I won’t go into too much detail.

Because it is about to end, this episode will not be very long. It is my own idea to abuse it a little and then end it perfectly.Ning Ning has a temper, and I, Gu, also have a temper. He is very sensitive in certain emotional aspects. I can tolerate you regardless of what you do. He has his own opinions on the matter of "love or not". Considering and judging, at the moment, the two of them just... didn't communicate well, that's all I can say.

Ning Ning underestimated Gu Ming's intentions, and Gu Ming overestimated his position in Ning Ning's heart (in his own opinion), so there was a little awkwardness (drinking saliva).

In short, the plot will go on like this. It’s good for everyone to have a good name in their hearts, because it’s not finished yet, so please don’t define it too decisively.I hesitated for a long time about the setting of this paragraph. The reason for the long preparation is to write Gu Ming’s reaction and attitude in this passage. Without this plot, Ning Ning is right not to chase after her husband), and the result... well, it is difficult to be a human being.

I still choose to follow my heart, a pen cannot write the plot and ending that a hundred people want.In short, the plot will continue to develop like this, the reminder is here, continue if you like it, and abandon it if you think it's bad, it's not a big problem.