Who doesn't deserve it

Okay?

Does he not want to get back together?Did he want to torture him like this?But have the problems between them been resolved?

What Ning Yu should think about is these problems, that's right, he is no longer as tough as before, and he is not as firm as before, resolutely saying no, he gave Gu Ming the opportunity to seek compensation, and he is accepting him in a disguised form.

Now it's just that the layer of window paper was not pierced, and they didn't really nod. The exchanges between them, the ambiguity, and the kiss in the carriage are all just instinct?

They all know it.

Gu Ming waited for his answer, Ning Yu fell into a long silence, the cramped atmosphere in the car made people breathless.

"I do not know."

After a long time, Ning Yu gave such an answer, he sank into Gu Ming's arms, there was only this little space, their bodies were intertwined, Gu Ming's breath hit his face, Ning Yu didn't dare to look up , He knew how deep he would crash into the eyes, he raised his arms as if avoiding, put them across his face, leaned against the seat, and fell down.

Gu Ming had a panoramic view of his appearance. The corners of Ning Yu's eyes were red and pink, and his mouth and nose were hidden under his arms. It seemed that he was bullying him. Gu Ming sighed softly and hugged Ning Yu's lips The back of the head, kissed his forehead, and pressed his lips against Ning Yu's forehead, "I was in a hurry, it's okay, it's okay."

It was obviously him who was rejected, and he was also the one who coaxed Ning Yu, his position suddenly became unclear, it was too harmonious in the past, Gu Ming didn't know it, and he couldn't even look at him as an embarrassment.

Gu Ming couldn't believe how he spoke loudly to him back then, how they quarreled. It was him. Did he take the wrong medicine at that time?What's wrong with your brain?He obviously loves him so much.

Gu Ming put him in his arms, Ning Yu didn't speak, the two of them got closer, Gu Ming lowered his head, rubbed his ears, and said comfortingly: "It's okay, just pretend I didn't say anything just now. , can we still be like this? That's it, it's good, it's good."

His words were not convincing at all, and no matter how much he tried to pretend that it didn't matter, those words sounded like disappointment.

Ning Yu raised her eyes and bumped into Gu Ming's eyes.

Gu Ming wiped his lips with his hand, and said with a smile: "I'm such a bastard, I said I wouldn't harass you, and I did it again, isn't it good tonight? I just... couldn't hold it back for a while, I swear it won't happen next time."

He was afraid that his behavior would make Ning Yu stay away from him again. He touched Ning Yu's lips with his hand, trying to wipe away the traces of his sin. Ning Yu's mouth was rubbed red by him, and one side of his canine teeth was exposed from time to time.

"Hmm..." Ning Yu snorted, and Gu Ming rubbed him sorely.

Gu Ming let go of his hand, smiled stiffly at him, then lowered his head, let out a breath, saw the car door next to him, stretched out his hand, and pushed the door open.

"Go home," he said.When letting people go, every word is reluctant.

Gu Ming got up from him and sat back in the driver's seat.

Ning Yu's eyes followed him, Gu Ming didn't look ahead, nor did he look at him, but turned his head to the other side, that car window, he couldn't see his face, but he could imagine the loss.

If you stay any longer, what kind of emotions will erupt?They didn't know that Ning Yu pushed open the door and stretched out one foot, but before he stepped on the ground, he turned his head and saw only a side face. The two of them were not in high spirits, but emotions were too easy to overflow at night. He didn't want to make a hasty decision, Ning Yu's heart was hardened, he pushed open the door and left.

There was movement from the car door, and Gu Ming turned around.

The co-pilot's seat was vacant, and he watched the shadow from the car window gradually drifting away under his eyes.

Gu Ming leaned against the seat, his whole body lost all strength.

He looked up, thinking, tomorrow he will be at the origin again, tomorrow he will be circling on the road of no progress, tomorrow he will not be able to kiss him, today he lost control, tomorrow there is no reason for him to use it.

What a headache.

It's 10:30pm and there's a party going on in the bar.

The sultry night is showing various forms of beauty, the strange girl in the arms, the strange man sitting beside, a glass of wine can start a relationship with a word, and the relationship will be broken as soon as the person wakes up at dawn, fast food love It has never been a trend, and those who follow it as a trend are the culprit.

Gu Ming sat there, drinking alone, looking at the crowd, looking at the men and women embracing each other, thinking about who he used to be, who he met, who he fell in love with, and then quickly separated, those chaotic years .

When he was young, he was surrounded by many people, and he was beautiful twice in three days. There was no so-called window period. He always fell in love with others and others were eyeing him so fast. Before he could feel a quiet period of broken love, he had to take over. Let's start the next paragraph. Others say he is a scumbag, but he doesn't think so. If you like me, what is a scumbag?He didn't stand on two boats either, he talked when he felt comfortable, and left when he got tired of it. How can a love that starts and ends be called scum?

Now, does he still feel that way?

No, he felt that the past was so messy, he wanted to restart his life, he wanted to say to the arrogant Gu Ming in the past, keep the love history clean, don't have revengeful love, what you want comes later.

However, time is playing with them. At what stage do you meet someone, what impact does it have on yourself, and what changes will be made to the future? One day, you will be clear about what you are obsessed with, what you don't understand, what you are hesitant about.

Gu Ming sat here alone, staring at him from the side. Gu Ming didn't notice Wen Zhixing who was slowly approaching.

"What's the matter?" There were several empty wine bottles on the table, and Gu Ming was not surrounded by people like before, looking a bit depressed, Wen Zhi walked over and sat on the side.

He picked up the wine on the table, in fact, his mind was as bright as a mirror, he and Gu Ming had few serious words together, but no one could hide what the other party was thinking.

Gu Ming raised his head and looked up and down the person who came. Wen Zhixing sat down opposite him very casually.

"Why haven't you gone back yet?" Gu Ming asked.

Wen Zhixing, who watched him for a long time, said, "Do you know when I go to work?"

Gu Ming said, "How do I know? It doesn't matter if you don't come."

Wen Zhixing lifted the wine bottle on the table: "Really? Can you make money while lying down?"

Gu Ming bickered with him: "Really, you can earn money even after you die, and I will burn an extra copy for you every time."

Wen Zhixing gave him a blank look, he didn't care about Gu Ming today, because he saw what the young master was thinking, usually he would always play in Gu Ming's minefield, and all kinds of cold words that pierced people's hearts were out of his mouth Gu Ming has never been able to say enough about him, he has sales experience, his mouth is not a bit strong, and he has no lower limit, he dares to say anything that hurts, and he dares to do anything that is not good for himself, but this situation can only be when the two parties are in a normal mood .

Like now, if he jumps into the minefield again, Gu Ming can break his neck. It's not an exaggeration at all. He and Gu Ming have been friends for more than ten years.

Wen Zhixing, who has quite a lot of social experience, has never been confused about playing smart.

"Where is the child?" Gu Ming opened his eyes and saw a child serving wine. He looked like a teenager. He was probably a junior high school student. He was only a little tall. Standing among a group of adults, he was out of place and out of place in the night. The ambiguity is also very inappropriate.

Wen Zhixing followed his gaze and looked over, raised his hand and said, "I recruited, how is it?"

Gu Ming stared sharply: "You fucking recruit child labor?"

He gave him power and allowed him to abuse power, but there is a limit to everything, which obviously exceeded Gu Ming's bottom line.

Wen Zhixing provocatively said: "I recruited, what should I do, you fire me?"

Gu Ming tilted his head and stared at the person in front of him with interest: "If I strip you naked and throw you into the crowd, will your memory last?"

"No," Wen Zhixing said, "I will dance for a while."

There was a smell of gunpowder between them.

Wen Zhixing stopped making trouble with him, and explained seriously: "He caused trouble with a group of people a few days ago and destroyed our public property, equivalent to RMB [-] to [-]. There is no money to pay, and he came to work to pay off the debt."

Gu Ming looked over again, the little figure was running around, it was so big, it could only do some physical work, Gu Ming said: "He came up with an idea?"

"I did it," Wen Zhixing said, "It's not good for such a young person to get into trouble. His mother kowtows one after another. I'm afraid that my life will be lost, so give me a way to survive."

After Wen Zhixing finished speaking, he had to boast about himself: "How is it? Are you moved by my kindness?"

"Hypocrisy." Gu Ming commented sharply.

Wen Zhixing said indifferently: "What's wrong with hypocrisy? Isn't it good?"

Gu Ming raised his head and stared at the opposite side.

"What are you looking at?" Wen Zhixing finished drinking a glass of wine, returned the glass and covered it on the table.

"If there was no Yang Xiao back then, what would you be like now." Gu Ming said with emotion, the bastard sitting in front of him is no longer the one in the photo, when he liked him.

"It's still the same, life is here, I can't escape it," Wen Zhixing said philosophically: "When a person is born, his life is doomed. What kind of life you live and who you meet are not something you can avoid if you want to. , without him, there are others, I should live a bad life, I will live a bad life, after all, life is cheap."

Gu Ming didn't speak, he knew better than anyone else that this person had undergone a heaven-defying change, and no one wanted to experience such a change.

"I won't tell you anymore," Wen Zhixing looked at the time, "I'm on time, and sitting for a second is considered overtime. Goodbye boss."

He was about to leave, but was stopped by Gu Ming, "Wait."

Wen Zhixing looked back.

Gu Ming held a glass of wine, did not look at him, and said to the glass: "He is back, you will be fine in the future, right?"

Wen Zhixing stopped, his eyes were dim, and he said, "I don't know what you're talking about."

"Of course you know, you know," Gu Ming affirmed, and said to himself: "I don't know, it's because I always feel that everyone can't do without me."

Wen Zhixing turned around, no joke, "What do you want to say?"

Gu Ming raised his head and met his gaze. It was this face. He used to fall in love with him, and buried it in his heart when he was young. Now it has been buried too deep, buried too dead, too long to see the light, and has become boring. to the emotion of death.

He fell in love with revenge, hoping that the nerd would be smarter, angry, and uncomfortable, and could say to him, "Gu Ming, I don't like having so many people around you."

But no, he waited for a long time, didn't get the eyes he wanted to see, didn't get the words he wanted to hear, he didn't mind, he didn't mind what he did, it wasn't because of his generosity, it was Because I don't like it.

You see, he hasn't known Yang Xiao for long, all the eyes Gu Ming wanted to see, the words he wanted to hear, the emotions he wanted, he gave to him without reservation, what is this?Right?

It seems to be called Zhengyuan.

"If I make a decision that is not friendly to you," Gu Ming said in a low voice, "I hope you don't take it too seriously."

Wen Zhixing looked at him with a frown.

Gu Ming seemed to be talking to himself: "I always thought it was his concern, but it was actually my problem."

He did not deny that he liked Wen Zhixing in those few years. When he surrendered Wen Zhixing to Yang Xiao, the relationship had already been broken. After ten years of baptism, the love had been scattered long ago. The day that love met Ning Yu, it was quietly. Transfer, after hearing Ning Yu's refusal tonight, Ai dared not even express her disappointment.

I knew love at the age of 17, and I didn't touch it until I was 29.

He is not as good as Yang Xiao.

The time when Gu Ming made the most clear distinction is now. Actually, it is not difficult at all. How to distinguish the emotions between Wen Zhixing and Ning Yu?one question.

If someone begged him to let go of Ning Yu like Yang Xiao did back then, would he be willing to let go?

He thought about it, and he knew it all too well.

Sitting here, he has never been more determined than now.

He will not.

Never again.

"For example?" Wen Zhixing didn't understand what Gu Ming was talking about, what kind of unfriendly decision?He was weird tonight.

"For example, we... this is the last time we meet."

Gu Ming's voice blended into the noisy voices, but it still reached Wen Zhixing's ears without any hindrance. They looked at each other, some with foggy eyes, and some with clear eyes.

What does he want, what should he give up, what kind of answer should he give him, how should he solve the root of the problem, all the solutions he can think of, he is trying.

He doesn't want anything else, he doesn't want anything else, he hasn't made any difficult decisions for Ning Yu, this is the first one.

He draws an absolute line with the person he once liked.

The author has something to say:

Wen Wen is not wrong, and Ning Ning is also right, be good, come to Mommy's arms, let Lao Gu eat this bitterness.

Seriously, everything will be fine in the end, don't expect a change of attack, really won't change, really won't.