Who doesn't deserve it

It's too far away, and it's really inconvenient to go home.

Ning Yu had just walked in the door and got off work at [-] o'clock. He didn't arrive until after [-] o'clock. Although he was not in a hurry, he couldn't stand it like this day after day.

Gotta think about it.

Today, the old lady was at home, Ning Ran was still waiting for Ning Yu, and when she came back, she caught Ning Yu and asked questions. Ning Yu didn't reply to her messages during the day, so Ning Ran thought something was wrong.

"It's all right, it's very smooth, the colleagues are friendly, the leader is kind, the work is simple, and I got a few compliments by the way." Ning Yu responded that all the words to his sister were good, to avoid the first job that made his sister worry too much, "very good ah."

Ning Ran said: "That's good. Dad is afraid that you will be bullied, so he insisted on asking me to ask you. I told him that there will be no major problems. He just entered the house."

"Dad, really..." Ning Yu sat on the armrest: "When will you guys treat me like an adult?"

Ning Ran said with a smile: "You are still a child in the Ning family no matter how old you are. How can you rest assured that you can go out by yourself in such a chaotic society? You have been stared at since you were a child."

Ning Ran mentioned some things, and Ning Yu had nothing to say. He was not very peaceful when he was a child, and some bad things happened, and it was not too small. He must have been in junior high school at that time.

"I'm going to report to my dad." Ning Yu entered his dad's room. His dad hadn't rested yet. Ning Yu relayed today's work situation. If he can withdraw, he will arrange a way out for him, and there is no need for Ning Yu to suffer outside with honor and humiliation.

This is the reason why Ning Yu wants to go out to work alone. He originally thought that he could bear it, but the longer the road, the farther he would go, but what his father said today deepened his idea of ​​going out to live.

His father loves him very much, and he is the kind who dotes on and spoils him very much. It may be because his mother died too early. There are only two children in the family, and he can only rely on his father. His father is very indulgent to him and his sister. Ning Ran's father wasn't worried much yet, but Ning Yu couldn't do it anymore. There were many incidents in the past, so it was understandable for him to care more.

But Ning Yu feels that he has grown up now, and his father doesn't need to watch him from 360° without blind angles, and his life is very peaceful now, and it won't be like before, so his father can rest assured.

Back in the room, Ning Yu closed the door, and Gu Ming contacted him here, and asked him to have dinner tomorrow night, and said that he was really welcome, but before Ning Yu could reply, Gu Ming's message was rejected by others. It was Liu Meng, and I asked him if he was home. This big brother is really caring.

Ning Yu sent him a message back, and then chatted with this new colleague. Liu Meng is married, and the child is five years old. A soft girl's voice called brother came out from the receiver. It was Liu Meng. Meng asked his daughter to make a voice.

"Brother Ning Yu, hello, I'm Wenwen." It was what Liu Meng taught the child to say.

Ning Yu smiled unconsciously. Holding the phone, he replied softly, "Hi Wen Wen, come to our company tomorrow to play, okay? My brother will buy you a doll."

Liu Meng picked up the phone and said, "Kid."

Ning Yu and Liu Meng chatted for a short while, but the time of this short chat was warm.

After finishing the conversation with Liu Meng, before he could reply to the other person, his cell phone rang, and when he saw the name of the caller, Ning Yu's raised face dropped.

It's Lu Cong.

He answered, with a cold voice, completely different from just now: "What's the matter?"

Lu Cong: "Are you free now?"

Ning Yu said cruelly: "If you have it, I won't give it to you."

Lu Cong, who was used to it, didn't say anything. He was silent for a long time, and finally said in a deep voice: "Ningning, if I die, you can forgive me, right?"

Ning Yu didn't even think about it: "Yes, I will forgive you when you die. The dead are the most important, and no one will care about the dead."

His voice was so ruthless and cold, as if it wasn't him who was smiling warmly at the phone just now.

Lu Cong said: "Okay, then it's settled."

Ning Yu frowned, and there was a gust of wind from the receiver, which lasted about five or six seconds. Ning Yu didn't want to guess what Lu Cong was doing, he wanted to hang up the phone directly, but he didn't move his hand.

The phone was hung up.

It's not him, it's the other party.

Ning Yu looked at the phone, but he didn't expect Lu Cong to hang up the phone on his own initiative. He threw the phone away and sat on the bed, hearing the wind from the receiver.

That's probably by the sea?Or on the bridge?High places or something?No matter where it is, it is not a good signal, dare Lu Cong?Will he?Die to ask for his forgiveness?Impossible, people are not that stupid.

Who would die just to ask someone's forgiveness? People are self-interested, smart, and decisive. In front of life, everything is not worth mentioning.

Ning Yu sat alone in the room for a long time, until Ning Ran came to knock on his room, Ning Ran stood at the door and said: "Ning Ning, I want you and me tomorrow..."

Before she finished speaking, Ning Yu suddenly stood up and walked towards the door. His expression was extremely bad, and Ning Ran knew something was wrong when he saw it, "What's wrong?"

Ning Yu didn't answer, but ran out with her mobile phone.

He drove away his sister's sports car from the garage. He didn't like to drive, but he stepped on the gas pedal to the maximum. Call Su Xing, the person who desperately wants no more contact.

"Where is Lu Cong?" Ning Yu went on a rampage and didn't have time to talk to him, and Su Xing who was opposite was also confused.

"I don't know, I'm at school and not with him, what's wrong?" Su Xing didn't know what happened.

Ning Yu asked Su Xing to contact him. Su Xing had a premonition that something was wrong, so he walked out of the dormitory and called Lu Cong, but he didn't get through. The same was true for Ning Yu here, and the ringing status was unanswered.

Ning Yu threw his mobile phone on the passenger side, and he drove aimlessly on the bridge. Without any information, where could he find it?Ning Yu scolded Lu Cong countless times while driving.

Why?Why threaten him in this way?Lu Cong, why the hell are you?

He can't break this situation, he doesn't want to forgive him, he wants him to die, but no, he can't hate him that much, he has been with him for many years, many years, it doesn't stay on the surface, it should be integrated into the blood You can be called brothers, you can have the same relationship as your relatives, but how can you, Lu Cong, be willing to let down such a relationship?

Ning Yu really couldn't figure it out, Lu Cong would betray him for someone else, it was just Gao Ze, who was Gao Ze?It's just an outsider who doesn't care about life or death. What kind of interests can make you stand on the same line with him?

In just 10 minutes, Ning Yu thought about various issues and questioned the various emotions between him and Lu Cong. What he would do, should never be what he should do.

Ning Yu stopped the car, and the sports car made a screeching sound on the viaduct. Ning Yu's knuckles turned white, and he gripped the steering wheel tightly, even his arms were trembling, feeling resented, entangled, worried, and feared.

At this moment, the phone rang suddenly. Ning Yu looked up and saw that it was Lu Cong's phone. He grabbed it, didn't listen to what the other party said, and vented viciously: "Are you fucking sick?! Go to hell!" ! Die!"

Lu Cong's voice didn't disappear, it rang again: "You came out, right?"

Ning Yu turned a deaf ear and just vented: "What do you mean? You want to die, then you go! What are you notifying me for? Recording? Let the police find your mobile phone, find your call records, and finally call me, find me He is the culprit who instigated suicide, isn't he?!"

The wind stopped, and Lu Cong left the place.

He finally didn't feel that it was dark today. He listened to Ning Yu's accusation, Ning Yu speculated viciously, and was not angry at all. He said with a little smile: "Ning Ning, I love you very much."

For three ten minutes, three ten minutes of anxiety rushed into my mind, occupying all my thoughts, making people completely irrational. Ning Yu put her forehead on the steering wheel and said aggrievedly: "You love me, you put I sent me to someone else's bed, you love me and you still threaten me, intimidate me, I am the one who was hurt, why should you say good things, why do you think you are right, why should I forgive you, why should I forgive you? What forgive you..."

"Boom", the phone fell into the car and rolled into a corner. Ning Yu put his arms on the steering wheel and buried his head in it, his shoulders were shaking.

"Ningning, where are you?" Lu Cong's anxious voice came from the phone, but there was no response, the car didn't start, no one picked up the phone, and the figure inside the car was very lonely.

Sometimes, we don't know what we did wrong, but we feel that we have made a huge mistake.

Ning Yu didn't know how Lu Cong found him. When Lu Cong came, when he hugged him, when he comforted him, when he kissed his forehead, Ning Yu didn't feel it.

He listened to Lu Cong's assurance and tacitly accepted that he put himself in his arms. He didn't know if this was a reconciliation, because he didn't resist Lu Cong, and he seemed to have nothing to do with him.

But if it is about reconciliation, in his heart, he can no longer give him any trust.

What crumbles is trust, what builds up is decency.

You see, Lu Cong always has a way to settle anything.

When he came back, Ning Yu's mood had stabilized. He walked into the room, locked the door, and took off his shirt.

Naked, Ning Yu walked to the computer desk and put his mobile phone on it. He stood in front of the desk, doing nothing, just staring at his notes. He was about to take an exam and a certificate.

"Ning Ning, are you alright?" Aunt Jing's voice came from outside, and Aunt Jing saw her just walking up from downstairs.

Ning Yu turned her head and said to the door: "Aunt Jing, I'm going to sleep."

Aunt Jing stood at the door and said in a low voice: "Okay, go to bed early, I don't think Lu Cong has left yet, he asked me to ask about your situation."

Ning Yu raised his eyes and said weakly: "Let him go."

It was quiet outside the door for a while, and then there were footsteps, Ning Yu treated people politely, except today.

Aunt Jing put on her clothes and left from the door.

They're all begging for his forgiveness, aren't they?

Then forgive them.

Ning Yu suddenly realized.

What is there to care about?They're all minor injuries.

I hope they can feel the same way in the future, and then think that these are nothing, when the same things return to themselves, they should be able to truly empathize.

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It's late but it's not that long today.