Who doesn't deserve it

It seemed like half a lifetime had passed that night.

When Ning Yu opened his eyes, his head was heavy. He lay on the bed for a long time without responding, staring at the familiar ceiling above his head. The fragments of memory could not be connected. He was trying to recall, the reason for lying here, and the reason for losing his memory. a whole night.

He has never been broken, because he has never been drunk, so he will not let himself become unconscious. Ning Yu doesn't like drinking so much, even if he drinks, it's just a rough idea. No one around him will drink him, and he doesn't It's a drinking game that must be drunk, so he breaks up?This is obviously not right.

But he really couldn't think of anything, this is also true, Ning Yu was trying to recall, someone came.

Gu Ming pushed the door open and entered the room. There was a towel hanging around his neck, his hair was wet and stuck to his face, his upper body was bare, and he just took a shower.

Ning Yu looked out of the window, and the threatening sunlight came in through the floor-to-ceiling windows, unlike seven or eight o'clock in the morning, it must be one or two in the morning. He turned his head, and Gu Ming had already come in front of him.

Holding a white shirt in his hand, Gu Ming put it on for the stunned Ning Yu, all of this seemed reasonable, there was nothing wrong with Gu Ming doing these things, as if the two of them were still in the past.

At this time, Ning Yu realized that he was completely naked, Gu Ming lifted the quilt, and his body exposed to the air proved the intensity of last night, Ning Yu was not stupid, he felt it, so he said: "We... ..."

"It's done," Gu Ming said frankly, without any secrets, which made Ning Yu confused. He put on Ning Yu's clothes and buttoned them, and told him the information, saying: "You have been drugged. met me."

One sentence explained clearly, Ning Yu was recalling everything last night, but his memory only stayed at the toast, he couldn't figure it out, "I'm with Lu Cong."

What he meant was, how could he meet Gu Ming?How could he be drugged?This is unreasonable.

Gu Ming fastened the buttons for him one by one, and said nonchalantly: "Then go ask him, when I met you, you had already been tricked."

Gu Ming didn't know the details of what happened, but he could guess a thing or two. If he didn't tell Ning Yu, he didn't want to have more disputes. Ning Yu wouldn't believe what he said. Ask yourself, and answer whatever you want. what is it.

"You said Lu Cong..."

"I didn't say that," Gu Ming said coldly, "I'm not interested in what you have to do with him, and I don't want to mention him to you."

I mentioned it last time, and the reaction was not good. Since his ears are full of nonsense, and all his responses are questions, there is no need for him to be so cheap.

Gu Ming dressed him and walked to the table. He poured the freshly boiled tea into the cup without any panic.

Ning Yu felt puzzled, he let Gu Ming serve him, and cast a suspicious look at him: "Do you have a lover who knows?"

Gu Ming's composure made him feel strange, and his behavior was also puzzling. He was not alone. He had a new love, and he didn't even care about it. What happened to him?

Without raising his head, Gu Ming finished pouring the water, placed the kettle neatly, and left two words: "Divided."

Ning Yu was completely stunned, now Gu Ming is a complete mystery in his eyes, a series of deeds are incomprehensible, Ning Yu's long legs landed on the ground, but without shoes, he did not walk down, just lifted his legs silently high.

"I can't sleep with you at night and say good morning to others during the day." Gu Ming didn't feel sad at all, as if he was saying an extremely common thing.

Ning Yu frowned and said, "Is it because you slept with me?"

Gu Ming sat down, took out a pack of soluble milk tablets from the box, threw it into the teacup, shook it with a spoon, "Half the reason."

Ning Yu got to the bottom of it: "Then what is the other half?"

Gu Ming kept moving his hands, and Sui Yue said calmly, "I'm not passionate, I don't want to talk about it anymore."

He had considered this matter, not because of impulsiveness. He still had some ideals about the relationship between himself and Li Lin before. After spending the night with Ning Yu yesterday, he understood that that kind of passion is called a lover. He felt the gap, and knew that as long as Ning Yu was around, he would not be able to have another spark with others, and what he did with Ning Yu only pushed him to make this decision earlier.

Li Lin is easy to talk to, but it is true that he is hurt. He is sorry for others first, and let it go once. If he thinks about others in his heart, and then drags the other party, I am afraid it will not be as simple as "I'm sorry".

He made this decision before he fell in love, fell in love, and had room to stop. He also believed that his decision was 100% correct.

He doesn't think he will fall in love with Li Lin, but the other party may fall in love with him, not blind confidence, but a feeling based on facts.

Almost done, Gu Ming stood up, took the cup of tea with milk flakes, walked to the bedside, and handed it to Ning Yu.

It was bought by Ning Yu. He likes to drink sweet tea. He brews one every morning and always keeps it at home, but Gu Ming doesn’t like to drink it. He likes to drink clear tea. Milk tablets are only prepared for Ning Yu. He used to It is always said that the mouth is bitter in the morning, but Gu Ming always tastes sweet.

Ning Yu didn't hold it, and looked up at Gu Ming with suspicion and questioning in his eyes.

"You just stared at me, what should have happened has happened." Gu Ming put the teacup on the bedside table, he could see the displeasure in Ning Yu's eyes, he was not surprised, what he did yesterday At that time, he thought of today's indifference, which was exactly the same as he thought, even the drooping arc of the corner of his mouth was just right.

"I won't be responsible." Ning Yu lowered his eyes and said ruthlessly, there were his clothes on the carpet beside the bed, where no one cares about them.

Gu Ming laughed and shook his head, "What's the responsibility? If I'm responsible, I'm responsible for you."

Ning Yu still said coldly: "I didn't ask you to save me."

He was drugged, and I don't remember what happened afterwards. If he was awake, he would die, and he wouldn't have anything to do with Gu Ming.

Gu Ming said: "You didn't ask me to save you now, but if I didn't save you yesterday, you wouldn't be able to see the sun today."

His condition yesterday showed that the dose was not small. He didn't look like he had been drugged. He walked out of the scene of the fire, and his red skin seemed to rot if he was kissed.

Ning Yu raised his head and asked, "Who did it?"

Gu Ming walked to the cabinet, took a new dress and put it on, and said while putting it on, "Who are you with, I don't know."

This made the two of them fall into silence again, so they could only ask Lu Cong. Ning Yu remembered something: "When you saw me, was Lu Cong by my side?"

Without hesitation, Gu Ming straightened his cuffs and said calmly, "You are the only one."

Ning Yu couldn't figure it out more and more. He was with Lu Cong. Later, he felt hot and wanted to go out for a walk to get some air. But before he went out, his memory started to become confused. If he had taken medicine, the medicine would not work It will be so fast, it should be pushed forward, he only saw Lu Cong, and stayed with the toast for the rest of the day, what did they drink?Beverages, mineral water, ice cream, these things are all bought from regular places, so there is nothing there.

And then there's...wine.

Lu Cong's wine, but without thinking about it, Ning Yu gave up. He thought it was impossible, no way.

Lu never gave him a reason for drugging him.

Ning Yu bowed his head in thought, Gu Ming turned around and saw him like this, he really wanted to tell him directly, but thinking of his reaction, he might even mistakenly think that he was provoking their relationship, so Gu Ming didn't bother to say it, he He was vague and asked a sharp question: "Will Lu Cong really never betray you?"

Ning Yu looked at him, he hadn't seen this face after waking up for a long time, the sense of familiarity welled up in his heart, but it was no longer as warm as before, and there was a gap and suspicion between them, "What do you mean?"

Gu Ming was disappointed by this answer, as he thought, he simply said: "It's not interesting, just asking."

Just asking, planting a seed of doubt in his heart by the way, so that he can trust the other party with all his heart.

After Gu Ming got dressed, he carried another large coat, walked back to the bed, and draped it over Ning Yu's shoulders. Ning Yu only had his shirt on her body, and her two slender legs were exposed. Looking up at him, Gu Ming couldn't help but want to lean down and kiss him, but he didn't do that, this wasn't yesterday, Ning Yu wouldn't have the passion of last night.

"Just stay here today. If you go back like this, the family won't be at ease." Gu Ming touched his neck, dense hickeys all over the place, he looked very bad, as if after being raped_ look.

Ning Yu didn't answer, neither agreeing nor refusing.

Gu Ming brought the cup of tea over, knowing that he would not take it, he took his wrist and put it in his palm. The water cup was hot, and Ning Yu looked haggard.

"I know you have an opinion on me now," Gu Ming stood in front of him, and said sincerely: "There are too many things to say today, just remember, I am not your first boyfriend, and I will not carry your back Sleeping with others, if there is a day, I will give myself a knife without you doing it."

Ning Yu's eyes were full of emotions. He had never disclosed this matter, and not many people around him knew about it. He had no idea what happened last night and how many things were leaked.

Why did Gu Ming give him such a guarantee?

"I have something to do today, so I won't be with you anymore, just wait for me at home, you can do whatever you want," Gu Ming rubbed his face, and said softly, "Okay?"

Ning Yu still didn't respond to him.

Gu Ming picked up the mobile phone on the table, packed his things, glanced at Ning Yu who was on the bed, closed the door lightly, and left.

Ning Yu sat silently on the bed alone, looking around at everything in the room, the mess proved the intensity of last night, but unfortunately he didn't have any memory, only the physical pain was still to be remembered.

He landed on both feet, stepped on the floor with bare feet, walked towards the floor-to-ceiling mirror, hugged the teacup, was covered with clothes, and had bare legs. A haggard face was reflected in the mirror.

There were red fingerprints on his legs, hickey marks on his neck, and the looming skin on his chest seemed to be scalded, all of which were proofs of having sex.

The eyelashes fluttered, the beautiful face was lowered, and the warm tea in his hand melted the sweet milk flakes, which had a slight milky fragrance. He hugged the cup and never tasted it.

Today is Monday.

In the afternoon class, the students were listless and walked into the classroom one by one with sad eyes. A few energetic students were also drowned in the crowd. College students did not have the energy of junior high school students, but they had the pressure of high school students. Their studies were part of it. Right and wrong from life account for two-thirds.

They have faded away from their youthfulness, wandering between adults and ignorance, hesitating, half-footed into the society, and can't find a clear way.

"Su Xing, someone is looking for you." A boy stood at the door of the classroom where the class had not yet started, and handed a message to Su Xing who had just taken his seat inside.

Su Xing stood up and walked out of his seat. He asked who it was, and the classmate said he didn't know. It was at the stairs, and Su Xing walked over with doubts.

There were no other students at the stairs, but a tall man stood with his back to Su Xing, so Su Xing couldn't tell who it was.

"Hello?" Su Xing took the initiative to speak.

The other party turned around, and a strange but compelling face entered Su Xing's pupils. He and Lu Cong had been together for so long, and he understood what it means to hide a knife in a smile, so that when the other party smiled at him, the expression was unspeakable. It was the kind eyes that made Su Xing vigilant.

"Student Su, look forward to it for a long time," the other party stretched out his hand, looking down at the little person in front of him, "I'm Gu Ming."