Who doesn't deserve it

When Aunt Jing called Ning Yu, Ning Yu was holding an ice cream in her hand.

The toast next to him was the same as him. They were standing in the playground with the Ferris wheel behind them. Aunt Jing asked why they hadn't come back yet, and Ning Yu said hurry up.

"Don't play too late, it's past six o'clock, come back quickly." Aunt Jing worried, "Did the toast cause you any trouble?"

"No, don't worry," Ning Yu said, "wait for another half an hour, and I'll take him on a Ferris wheel."

Aunt Jing smiled and said, "Why are you so childish? You didn't like to sit when I took you there when you were young."

"Now it's time to make up." Ning Yu glanced at the toast, "Do you want to talk to him?"

Aunt Jing said yes, she had something to say to the toast, Ning Yu gave the toast the mobile phone, only to hear the toast respond with ummm, Ning Yu can guess what Aunt Jing said to him, it must be obedient or something, when he was a child Aunt Jing took him, and she liked to say that too.

The only thing adults want is for their children to be obedient, Ning Yu thought, he will not expect him to be obedient when he takes his own children in the future, he wants him to be unscrupulous, to pursue the life he wants all his life, so as not to give him so many rules and regulations, he chooses Whatever, Ning Yu supports him in whatever he does.

Toast returned the phone to him, Ning Yu asked him what his grandmother had explained, and as expected, Toast said it was nothing, and told him to be good.

Ning Yu looked back, it wasn't dark enough, he looked at the Ferris wheel and said, "Wait a minute, it's getting dark after seven o'clock, let's go up again."

They decided to come and ride the Ferris wheel, but they had never sat on the toast, and coincidentally, Ning Yu had never sat either. When he was a child, he didn't like amusement parks. Aunt Jing said that he couldn't even laugh while sitting on the merry-go-round, and he wasn't as excited as other children.

Of course he can't laugh, there is no one around him who can share his happiness, his mother is not here, his father is too busy, and his elder sister has to go to school. When he grows up, a child is not willing to share his joy with the older generation, not to mention that Aunt Jing is not his biological mother.

So he didn't talk, Aunt Jing said he was introverted, he was not introverted, he just didn't like to talk, he sat alone in the room reading picture books, reading story books, lying down all day.

Later, my father was afraid that he would be autistic if he was alone for too long, so he sent him to learn ballroom dance for several years. They said that people who love sports and can dance are not easy to be depressed. My father found him a professional teacher and let Ning Yu Follow along, surprisingly, Ning Yu is also very good at learning, in the words of the teacher, he is a gifted type.

In the beginning, it was because Ning Yu was thin, tall and handsome, and her temperament was more outstanding than others when she danced. She was very suitable for learning the national standard, and because of learning dance, her figure became more and more refined. How many jackpots.

From participating in small competitions for the first time, to professional competitions, to the well-known Taoli Cup Youth Competition, etc., he never returned empty-handed.Afterwards, I received many letters from dance schools, but Aunt Jing took care of them because my father didn't want him to learn dance at the age of school. After all, it was not a serious career in his father's eyes, just use it as a hobby .

Now Ning Yu has no interest in dancing as before, and he hasn't practiced for a long time, but the foundation is still there. He can create his own dance with talent, the kind that can dance with music, last time at Qi Jue's The banquet was also considered a splendor.

In short, after learning dance, he has indeed become more lively, and he has also begun to try to get in touch with some new things. He has learned a lot and is complicated, so I can’t explain it clearly at once, so let’s talk about it when needed.

Ning Yu and Zhuojiu were waiting for the dark and the ferris wheel at night.

"you are pretty."

The two were sitting on one side, and Ning Yu was holding the big-eyed cute doll that was toasted to him in his arms, and was looking at the phone, when the child next to him suddenly said this.

Ning Yu looked away from the phone and looked at Toast, "I'm so pretty?"

Toast nodded vigorously, as if he couldn't express his appreciation otherwise.

Ning Yu has heard many people say that about him, he is not blind, and he knows how good-looking he is, it has nothing to do with his father that he eats so well in the gay circle, many people still treat him poorly without knowing his identity Chasing fiercely, it was even worse in college, so Ning Yu has a good idea of ​​what he looks like.

He is neither overly self-effacing nor blindly conceited.

He was sitting on a bench right now, with one leg lifted up to step on the chair, with a doll in his arms, one hand on his knee, playing with his mobile phone, his posture was not very elegant, but his face could do anything for people The feeling is well-behaved, he is like a milk cat that only needs to be cared for.

And the milk cat was staring at the kid next to him playfully, and asked solemnly: "Then tell me, how am I beautiful?"

Toast raised his head to observe him, he was completely defenseless against Ning Yu, he was much bolder than in the morning, Toast looked around his face, did not give an answer easily, and finally pointed at him from the perspective of a child. Eyes, "Your eyes, like stars, are very bright."

Ning Yu was amused by this description. He took the mobile phone, turned off the screen, looked into his own eyes, and said, "It's okay." A pair of normal eyes, but people have always said his eyes since he was a child It's so beautiful, Ning Yu blinked her eyes and admired herself for a long time, but she didn't see where it looked like a star.

Toast said awkwardly: "There is a girl in our class who has very long eyelashes. Yours are the same as hers, but you are whiter than hers, so you feel more beautiful." to the ground.

Sure enough, as a child, his speech is simple and easy to understand, which is much better than those dog men who look like a mother.

When I was in elementary school, the gender antagonism in everyone's eyes was the most obvious. The children believed that girls should be fair and beautiful, and boys should be strong and powerful. At that time, Ning Yu was so-called "beautiful". And was discussed by many people.

Although the teachers explained to the children that there are all kinds of people in this world, girls don’t have to be fair and beautiful, and boys don’t have to be mighty and strong. Confidence, courage and strength are what boys and girls should have. It is not to fix each other in a circle through appearance, but there are very few children who listen to it. In terms of appearance, Ning Yu has no say.

After growing up, he discovered that the world is diverse. There are boys who love pink, and cool girls who love black. Gradually, he doesn’t care so much about his appearance. It can be said that he grows up and doesn’t care much about his appearance Take these things to heart.

Occasionally being praised for being beautiful, he gradually accepted it.

"White is not equal to beauty, and black is not equal to ugly," Ning Yu said in a low voice: "People have skin color, but beauty does not. Beauty is free and has no boundaries. At any time, don't feel that you are superior because of your skin color." , and you can't be ashamed because of your skin color, shame, no one will like you because of your skin color, beautiful eyes can be beautiful, but you can't say that I am whiter than your classmate, then I won her, I am beautiful, this is not right of."

Toast touched his head: "Okay then."

Ning Yu rubbed his head, "Beauty does not come from black and white, and beauty does not come from skin color."

He toasted and nodded. He might not understand, but he did a great job in being obedient.

As it was getting dark, groups of guests were ushered in front of the Ferris wheel. Ning Yu went over with a toast, and they finally arrived.

Before entering the Ferris wheel, Lu Cong called him.

Ning Yu was buying tickets, and was talking on the phone with one hand. The side was a bit noisy, and Ning Yu couldn't hear what he was talking about.

After the two entered the car, Ning Yu's ears became quieter.

"What did you just say? Say it again." Ning Yu's gentleness towards the adults disappeared completely. He looked at the toast lying in front of the mirror window, walked over slowly, and responded to Lu Cong's cold voice.

"Where are you?" Lu Cong asked him.

"Playground, ride the Ferris wheel." Ning Yu confessed honestly.

Lu Cong was quiet for a few seconds, Ning Yu didn't care, bowed his head and threw to Zhu Jiu a few candies, which were in his trouser pocket, bought when he was shopping during the day, white rabbit toffee.

Lu Cong's tone was full of doubts: "Are you going to the playground?" Still riding the Ferris wheel?Is this his Ning Yu's style?

"Aunt Jing's child is here, I promised to take her for a day, and I've been playing in the playground for half a day." Ning Yu justified himself.

"No wonder." Lu Cong said, "When will you finish? I have something to ask you."

"Tell me on the phone." Ning Yu found it troublesome.

"I can't tell on the phone." Lu Cong said.

Ning Yu didn't know if there was something bad to say in person. He glanced at his phone and saw that the fastest time for the Ferris wheel to go around was 10 minutes. He did the math and said, "Well... eight o'clock, maybe a little later, you Can you wait?"

"Call me when you're done."

"Yeah." Ning Yu hung up the phone and installed his mobile phone. He stood beside the toast, standing on the Ferris wheel for the first time, watching the whole city.

This is the place where he lives. After the night falls, the lights come on, and the neon lights that come into view decorate the most prosperous and prosperous side of the city. The sea in the distance is glowing, as if fireflies have fallen into the deep sea.The high-rise buildings on the left and right should be billowing with smoke, but what the bustling city feels is not anger and excitement, but the indifference of luxury.

The pace of life is getting faster and faster, the quality of life is getting higher and higher, but the sense of happiness in life is getting lower and lower. Everyone is carrying a heavy bag, trying to find a warm place of their own in a cold foreign land.

The toast comes from the countryside, and he has never seen such prosperity before. The young boy's mind is also particularly complicated. He lay by the window without saying a word. It may be the first time he felt the natural gap between people.

Ning Yu looked down at him, and the child's eyes looked into the distance, like when he was standing on a tall building for the first time, looking at the bustling world, he was also ignorantly looking forward to what he would look like when he grew up.

He didn't disturb the teenager's desire to know, and Ning Yu was used to the vagueness and longing for the world. In some things, he really can't be called a good teacher and helpful friend.

Think about it, think about it, think about your own background, the gap between yourself and the world, the life you expect, the things that other people have when they are born, think about whether you should look at yourself, belittle yourself, or be humble, face difficulties, and fight for yourself the future you want.

There are too many injustices in the world, endless complaints, human power is small, but beliefs can overthrow the world and break the shackles. The key to all this is how you think and how you do it.

On the Ferris wheel, he toasted without saying a word, unlike other children, perhaps what this lap brought him was not the excitement of playing, but the vision of understanding the world.

"Let's go." Ning Yu stretched out his hand and said to the young boy who was still shaking.

Toast grabbed his hand and held it tightly.

—I'm done.

This is a message sent by Ning Yu to Lu Cong after getting off the Ferris wheel. He left the playground with a toast.

The night was very dark, so dark that I didn't know whether the person standing in front of me was a human or a ghost.