Who doesn't deserve it

In the few days they haven't seen each other, they live in peace.

Someone just wanted them to get together and make trouble.

Ning Yu had a quarrel before, and now he has broken ties with Gu Ming, so he doesn't need to make the atmosphere so tense, it's just a ball game, and he will leave after the game.

It's just that the other party doesn't seem to think so.

Each of Gu Ming's balls didn't leave him any room. There were still a few rounds before, but the further he got to the back, the more difficult it was for Ning Yu to catch the ball.

But he didn't speak, and Gu Ming on the opposite side also didn't speak, there was no score, but there was a win or loss, and their attitude was winning or losing.

What does Gu Ming want?To vent on him?Why bother, you already have lovers, are you still brooding?

The ball was hit back, but Ning Yu didn't catch it again, raised his hand and said, "Okay, I surrender."

After the words fell, he took the racket and walked towards the rest area.

"Let's go." Ning Yu said to Gao Ze.

"Stop playing?" Gao Ze asked.

"You replace me?" Ning Yu looked back and said: "I didn't bring a helper today, I can't beat him, and if I continue to be tortured by blood, I will really lose face."

Ning Yu handed the racket to Zhou Kai, Zhao Ke next to him ducked, and Zhou Kai caught it.

"Play with him, I can't do it." Ning Yu took off his sun hat and shouted: "Toast, let's buy a bottle of water."

Toast nodded.

He took the child away, Gu Ming walked back and looked in the direction they left.

"Isn't it good to torture him so bloody? It's easy to say," Gao Ze glanced at Li Lin, "It's your ex-boyfriend."

Gu Ming opened a bottle of water and said to Gao Ze: "Do you believe me when I say I'm merciful?"

Gao Ze gave Gu Ming a meaningful smile and left with Ning Yu.

Gu Ming did not expect that he would be here today, and when he met Ning Yu, he looked at Ding Hao, the person who invited them, "Don't you know that he is coming today?"

"I only know Gao Ze is coming."

"Gao Ze?"

"It's that person just now. I knew him, but I didn't expect that he would bring Ning Yu over."

"Your circle of friends is really wide." Gu Ming took a towel, wiped the sweat from his forehead, and walked away.

Li Lin looked around and followed.

Ning Yu is currently in a convenience store. The tennis court and the convenience store are full of customers who just exercised and came to buy water. Cola.

Ning Yu raised his head to drink water, this scene was seen by Gu Ming who opened the door.

Ning Yu is not stupid either, he caught sight of Gu Ming out of the corner of his eye, that slender neck was exposed, tender enough to pinch water.

Ning Yu didn't speak to him, and screwed on the cap of the mineral water bottle. They played tennis for a long time, and their physical strength was exhausted.

Gu Ming came over and stood behind him, a clean towel fell into Ning Yu's neck from top to bottom.

Gu Ming said, "I didn't know you would come."

Zhu Jiu raised his eyes and looked at Gu Ming inexplicably.

Ning Yu pressed the towel, and the sweat on his neck was wiped off.

"It's not like my family owns the tennis court, so you and I don't need to avoid it for thousands of miles, right?"

"You know what I'm talking about," Gu Ming stood upright, looked down at Ning Yu with his head down, his voice was calm without any emotion, "I'm with Li Lin."

"Didn't I say it before?" Ning Yu said.

Now, it is no longer the night when they went crazy with each other. Both of them came to their senses. Gu Ming explained: "Not before, I lost my head because of anger that night, but now..."

"It's true now, I know," Ning Yu looked back at him, "Why explain to me, we are intermittently clean, who can't have a future life?"

"I hope you are well..."

"Me too," Ning Yu stood up, turned around, faced him, and suddenly smiled again, "Come on, I can't make up this lie, it's enough to have my own new life, don't explain so much to me, I don't care, toast, here we go."

Toast came to grab his arm, Ning Yu was carrying the half-drunk mineral water, and wanted to go to the cashier to pay the bill, but Gu Ming blocked the way.

The road in the middle of the shelves is very narrow, and when two people meet, they have to turn sideways to walk across.

Ning Yu looked up.

Gu Ming said, "Did Ji Zhou look for you?"

He asked this question just now, and Ning Yu didn't know what was wrong with him, "That friend of yours? Why did he ask me?"

Ning Yu met Ji Zhou and was with Gu Ming. The relationship between Ji Zhou and Gu Ming was not bad, but because of the lack of contact between Ning Yu and the two of them, Ji Zhou once asked in front of Gu Ming if they ended up with each other. , Can I chase Ning Yu? The ridiculous thing is that Ning Yu was there at the time. He just thought it was Ji Zhou's joke and didn't take it seriously.

So he didn't know that Ji Zhou was going after him.

"He wants to chase you." Gu Ming explained clearly in one sentence.

Ning Yu nodded: "Oh, are you here to ask me to agree?"

Gu Ming said, "What do you think?"

Ning Yu spread her hands: "I don't know, I don't know you well, you asked me twice, can you just tell me what you want to say?"

He has never been able to see through him. Ning Yu no longer claims to know anyone, but he is the only one who knows who he is.

"I just hope that person isn't Ji Zhou."

"You hope it's someone else?" Ning Yu said, "It's fine if it's someone else?"

Between lovers, it's best to avoid friends and the like, don't make it too ugly, Ning Yu understands this truth, and he didn't intend to agree, let alone this person who doesn't have a deep impression on him, he is still a friend of Gu Ming, What privilege does he have to agree?

Just Gu Ming's question made things more interesting.

"I……"

"Your new love is here." Ning Yu reminded him, Gu Ming followed his gaze, and Li Lin, who was standing at the door of the convenience store, was watching them.

Ning Yu said: "You don't need to warn me, don't talk about the relationship between Ji Zhou and you, even if you have nothing to do with him, I also despise him, I am not you, anyone can."

Gu Ming clenched his fists.

"There are a lot of difficult people around me. It's not your turn to chase me. I hope he knows himself." Ning Yu touched Toast's head and said, "Say goodbye to brother."

He toasted and said in a low voice, "Goodbye, brother."

Ning Yu walked away without looking back. He took the mineral water and Coke and settled the bill at the cash register. He passed by Li Lin. The other party looked straight at him, and Ning Yu didn't even frown. , Leaving neatly.

When Li Lin walked in, Gu Ming had already turned his head and was looking in Ning Yu's direction.

Li Lin whispered: "You and him..."

He didn't say too much, and he didn't need to pick so clearly.

Gu Ming said: "Nothing."

Gu Ming then left, followed by Li Lin, and the two also left from the convenience store.

Ning Yu lost interest in tennis only here, Gao Ze waited for him in the car, opened the car door, Ning Yu sent the toast in, and sat in the passenger seat by himself.

"Is it fun?" Ning Yu was wearing a seat belt, "This play is very hard-working."

"I don't understand." Gao Ze said.

Ning Yu smiled: "Don't understand? Okay, then I don't understand, drive."

"where to?"

"Go home." Ning Yu said, and Gao Ze started on the road.

He didn't intend to let Ning Yu go back like this. He knew that there would be no chance after this time, and Ning Yu would not come out alone with him again. Gao Ze struggled for a while in the car, and then said: "Sorry, yes I arranged."

Ning Yu leaned on the seat and said, "Admitted?"

Gao Ze said: "He has a new love, I want you to meet."

"More than that," Ning Yu knew in his heart, and his mouth was not forgiving: "Don't you want me to be disappointed in him? Give up on him? This is to set off your goodness?"

Gao Ze breathed out: "Does it have to be so thorough?"

Ning Yu was not fastidious enough, and put everything on the bright side, Gao Ze shook his head helplessly, there was nothing he could do about him.

Ning Yu said dully: "I'm sorry to tell you, I knew about this a long time ago."

"What do you think?"

"Sit and watch." Ning Yu said lazily, "What else? Should I circle around him?"

"But you don't have a new love affair." Knowing that Gu Ming has a new love, don't you have one?Gao Ze couldn't see through.

"Do I have to connect seamlessly? Can't I take a break?" Ning Yu questioned, people around him thought that he should not have a window period, that was not in line with his style, indeed, he and Gu Ming were nothing A person who is single-minded and infatuated, has sex so promiscuously that people feel that he has not let go of the other party during a window of time.

Gao Ze couldn't respond to his question, so he changed the subject and said, "When will you be able to rest?"

Ning Yu stared at him, Gao Ze's side face was serious, and his eyes shone with a sharp light.

"You are more infatuated than I thought." How many years have passed since high school, do you really love him so much that you can't extricate yourself?Ning Yu didn't even want to expose it, it was too ironic, and his words were full of insinuations.

Gao Ze could hear it naturally, "Why don't you believe my feelings for you? What have I done to make you avoid me like this again and again?"

"I don't want to talk about this in front of the child." Ning Yu said.

Gao Ze glanced at the toast from the rearview mirror, he braked the car suddenly, the car stopped on the side of the road, Gao Ze turned his head, he really wanted to grab Ning Yu's hand and ask, but he didn't do that, yes Ning Yu's patience broke through the bottom line again and again.

"You are over with him, you have no relationship, and I like you, you never let go," Gao Ze didn't listen to him, and asked in front of the toast, "You are Ning Yu, what's wrong with you?" Dare to say?"

What can't be said for a person who made people like that yesterday, who is so cruel, who always does his own way?He Gao Ze wanted to hear that answer, and told him why he didn't accept himself.

How many people has Ning Yu played with? There are all kinds of people. To put it bluntly, what can he do if he just plays with Gao Ze?It doesn't work that way, he seems to mind very much, and has a lot of opinions on himself. From high school to now, how many times has he been open or secret?Who doesn't know what he's thinking?But Ning Yu pretended not to see it.

No matter how much a person can endure, it's time to explode now.

Gao Ze didn't explode, he just wanted an answer, he just hoped to die in peace, for him, what is the real explosion?It's drugging him, it's playing rape, it's all evil deeds hovering on the edge of the law.

Ning Yu turned his head, Gao Ze's eyes were full of thirst for knowledge, he also showed mercy today, he didn't want to go around in circles with him, so he let him die in peace, Ning Yu said: "Toast, cover your ears."

The toast behind covered his ears obediently.

Ning Yu said: "You said that you like me, you just have sex with one person after another, and when you are free and lonely, do you think of me liking me?"

"You didn't promise me."

"Oh, I didn't promise you, so you don't have to be responsible for my liking. You like me, and there is no conflict with you having sex with others. Is that what you mean?"

"You know the rules in the circle."

"What rules?" Ning Yu said, "A bunch of rotten people made rotten rules?"

"You have changed." Gao Ze said, compared with Ning Yu who didn't care about these things at all, he has changed too much and become ideal.

"I have changed. I can play for the rest of my life, but I will be tired," Ning Yu said. It’s just that I played too hard before, so I got tired very quickly, I really need to rest.”

"You're only 24 years old."

Ning Yu smiled, and he knew that there were many people around him, but few understood him, or even none at all. His liking for a stable life seemed to be a joke. Ning Yu said: "I have to wait until the age of 30, 40 After the age of one? Are you qualified to take a break when you can’t play anymore?”

Gao Ze didn't know what to say.

"You said you like me, maybe it's true, but this doesn't stop you from falling in love with others. If I'm with you, it's just a relationship with friends with benefits, because you pay attention to the rules in the circle, just play Play, it's all for fun, no one can restrain anyone, what you are asking now is why I don't play with you, don't rise to the level of liking, it's not so serious," Ning Yu said: "And I don't play with you , because you came at an unlucky time, there was Yi Chen in high school, and there were too many people around me when I was in college, and it was not your turn, and then Gu Ming, it took three years, and now, I have had enough."

Gao Ze looked at him: "Do you think this rhetoric can convince people?"

"Believe it or not is your own business. Let me make it clear. Even if you think it's fake, I can't comfort you."

Ning Yu pushed the door and was about to get out of the car.

Gao Ze's voice sounded: "It's impossible for a lifetime."

Ning Yu's hand paused, Gao Ze seemed to understand what he said, which was really a good improvement.

"Men and men, there is no life." Gao Ze's tone was not half expectant.

"Maybe." Ning Yu pushed open the door, got out of the car, toasted and followed, the two left halfway, and the destination was not reached, but Ning Yu never expected someone to take him to the destination, the person who got off the bus halfway Too much, and he's used to it.

No expectations, no confusion, no ambitions, no ideals. Although life has lost a lot of fun, it has also reduced a lot of troubles.

He walked on the crowded streets with a toast, which was the future he had been looking forward to since he was a child, and he was very interested.

He has a lover, a child, and a family of three. He looks forward to the other half coming back from get off work every day, eating with him, watching movies, talking about troubles, complaining, looking forward to the future together, and living a good life in the present. every day.

At that time, many people didn't understand, saying how he likes this kind of life as a boy, and he has such a good background, he should have experienced this carefree life a long time ago.

Many people think highly of him.

From birth, from being born in this family, he was doomed to miss this kind of life.

Everyone around him is telling lies, compliments have been with him since he was a child, he doesn't have a true friend, and there is no one around him who is not jealous.

He was born beautiful, and he has been someone else's plaything since he was a child. They provoke him, they don't want a heart, they just want to abuse his body, he doesn't like his father with dirty hands, and he has to rely on his father, otherwise, he would have been at the age of 13 , was bullied, gang-raped.

Finally, there was a person who didn't just look at the surface, and was willing to exchange sincerity with him. He finally let go of his vigilance and took out his heart full of holes. He betrayed him again and enjoyed the joy of fish and water with others in the hotel.

Later, he never opened his heart again, he blended in with them, played with them, relying on his natural advantages and background, the rabbit became a wolf, ironically, because of this, everyone began to pursue his sincerity instead.

Back and forth, back and forth, at the age of 24, he was a little tired.

When he saw Gu Ming today, he got his wish. He thought it would be difficult to convince himself to let go, but it turned out that he only needed one glance.

When his gaze can really not be on you, you will let it go naturally, you just need to look at it, and when others can enjoy the loving gaze that once rested on you, you will no longer feel rare.

"Ning Ning..." Toast called out softly, Ning Yu was in a daze for a long time, then lowered her head to look at him.

The toast said: "What's wrong with you?"

Although he is only a child, he also knows how to read words and expressions. Ning Yu has been in a daze since he got off the car, as if thinking about something, toasting and worrying about him.

Ning Yu knelt down and said with a smile, "It's nothing, I thought of something fun."

Ning Yu touched Toast's head, "You were in the car just now, did you hear anything?"

Toast shook his head.

"Very obedient, now, let's talk about you," Ning Yu said, "Your grandma said you didn't fight back when you were bullied at school, right?"

Toast bowed his head and said, "I can't beat..."

He didn't open his heart to his grandmother, but he was willing to tell the reason to Ning Yu who had known him for a day. The reasons of the children were all kinds of strange.

"What did they use to hit you? Fists? Sticks?" Ning Yu raised his toasting hand, "Did you not?"

Toast without speaking, with timid eyes.

"You can't win respect by avoiding, and blindly compromising will only make them worse." Ning Yu clenched Toast's wrist. , don’t expect anyone to save you, justice is always late, when you can’t wait, grab the weapon you can use to fight back, introversion can be your character, but it can’t be an excuse for your cowardice.”

Toast looked at him unexpectedly, and heard some information from his words, "Have you... hit anyone else?"

"Very often," Ning Yu calmly recalled without any disturbance: "But I can't beat others, so I can only use weapons to scare them. The effect is not bad. You can try it, but don't hurt them unless necessary. To others is not to pity them, but to protect ourselves."

"Defend yourself?"

"Of course, weapons are used for self-defense. If you accidentally hurt others, you will have to pay the price." Ning Yu straightened her sleeves for toasting, "We are not free, we are protected by the law, and we are also protected by the law. Control, you have human rights, and so do others.”

Zhujiu pursed his lips, and stood obediently in front of Ning Yu. He gradually didn't understand behind him, but he didn't interrupt Ning Yu, but tried hard to digest what he didn't quite understand yet.

Toast looked at him, feeling that he seemed hurt, but didn't understand why, so he could only look at him puzzled.

Ning Yu lowered his eyes like broken stars, his eyelashes trembled slightly, like a butterfly covering his eyes, his voice lost warmth: "You remember, you can never do things that are not allowed by the law, no matter what you do in the future How much power do you have, how much money do you have, and who will tempt you."

Ning Yu raised his eyes, the light was not bright enough, and it hit his fair face crisply, he paused and said: "Because others have a home, they will be destroyed by you, and you have a home yourself, and your family... will be afraid. "