Who doesn't deserve it

Gu Ming's cousin came.

I stayed here for a few days, and it happened that he was free these days, and he didn't go to other places, so he stayed at home with his cousin. Regarding the matter of his being broken up, everyone should ask. Interested, because Ning Yu is different from others, he is Gu Ming's lover for three years.

"Gu Ming, have you seen him these few days?" During the few days with her, Gu Ming didn't have much enthusiasm, she thought, she should mention something that would interest him.

"No chance," Gu Ming was sitting on the sofa with his legs crossed, reading a book he wasn't interested in to pass the time, and he replied lukewarmly: "He's gone out, I don't know where he went. "

Ning Yu is not honest at all, when it is obvious that he needs to meet more, he is lucky, he can't be free at all, the schedule is full, Gu Ming has no chance to meet even if he wants to.

So much so that he came back with a new boyfriend outside.

When the cousin heard this, her hair didn't tie up anymore. She walked over, took the book in Gu Ming's hand, turned it over, and looked at Gu Ming with disappointment, "What you should do now is to chase him back. , instead of sitting here watching... "Brothers"? Please, can you do something?"

The cousin took the book and threw it on the coffee table.

Gu Ming's hands were empty, he looked up at his beautiful cousin, she had also met Wen Zhixing, Gu Ming asked: "Sister, how many times have you met Wen Zhixing, in your opinion, I am right Does Wen Zhixing have other ideas?"

"What do you mean?"

"That is to say, do you feel that I like Wen Zhixing?"

"Wen Zhixing," the cousin had an impression that she felt pretty good towards him, she touched her conscience and said, "I can only say that you are very good to him."

"Which one is better?" Gu Ming asked the bottom line.

The cousin thought for a while and said, "Well...it's good between friends, why do you ask that?"

Gu Ming said: "Ning Yu thinks I like Wen Zhixing."

She had never heard of this cousin, she sat down, crossed her legs, faced Gu Ming sideways, and asked with great interest: "Why does he think you like Wen Zhixing?"

Gu Ming has never told anyone that he likes Wen Zhixing, except Wen Zhixing's boyfriend who had a conflict, that was also seen, it happened 800 years ago, and then only he knew about it, there is no third person , this is the secret he will take to the grave.When he lost to Yang Xiao in that match, he knew that he would never be able to speak out in his life.

Today, ten years later, their friendship does not allow the emergence of another emotion, and Wen Zhixing will not accept the emergence of another emotion. If you let him know that you have had that kind of thought about him, at least you will just scold him. Take a breath, if it is serious, they will end the relationship that has been like a relative for more than ten years.

Today, there is no need to keep it a secret anymore. The problems between them need a third person's advice. Gu Ming said: "I really liked him before."

Gu Ming's voice was very low, but very heavy. It was definitely not in a joking tone. He just wanted to let his cousin know that he attached great importance to this matter.

The cousin frowned, this was something she hadn't thought of, he knew that Gu Ming had a good friend by his side, but she always thought that Wen Zhixing was no different from Gu Ming's other friends, after learning the truth, she also briefly Unable to give an answer, after digesting the information, she felt that it was not a big deal. The cousin said, "What's the matter? If you like it, you like it. Why can't you like it? Who didn't like others when they were young?"

In the eyes of outsiders, this is not a big deal, and my cousin also thinks so, but Gu Ming is afraid that she thinks it is too simple, Gu Ming said seriously: "But the problem is, Ning Yu thinks that I also like him now."

"If it's you, let it go. You really shouldn't bother Ning Yu anymore. If it's not, you can tell him well." The cousin doesn't think this is a tricky matter. After all, she is not the person involved, so she can't know the pros and cons. It's complicated.

"It's not such an easy thing. The way he wants me to prove that I don't like Wen Zhixing now is to never have anything to do with Wen Zhixing again," Gu Ming emphasized: "Forever."

Although my cousin has met Wen Zhixing and has a good impression of him, but she is a mature woman in her 30s and won't act rashly. She said, "Do you want to listen to my advice?"

Gu Ming asked her to talk.

The cousin said clearly: "Gu Ming, you can't have both, you have to know that the problem now is that the existence of Wen Zhixing threatens the trust between you, it is best not to have barriers between lovers and friends, There can only be one person by your side, so whoever you want and who is more important to you, you have to choose whoever you want, and give yourself a choice you will never regret.”

What the cousin said is reasonable, and Gu Ming naturally knows it, but the actual situation is not that simple, "I understand what you mean, but the point is, I don't like Wen Zhixing now, I swear, I have no friends other than him I can't break up with him because of other reasons. I don't know how to describe it to you, and I don't know if you can empathize with me. I am Wen Zhixing's very important friend. He has nothing Other friends, I grew up with him, I can see the right and wrong of what he has experienced, I really can't let him experience abandonment again, his life is really bitter, I saw I feel..."

Gu Ming couldn't go on talking, no one can empathize with her, the same goes for her cousin, she spread her hands and said, "Who doesn't have a hard life in this life? Anyone can live without it."

"It's not the same." Gu Ming knew that he didn't want to explain to Ning Yu, because Ning Yu would also have this kind of thought. He might understand that he loved Wen Zhixing more, so he couldn't abandon him. No, this kind of thought The feeling of being incomprehensible is the last reason Gu Ming doesn't want to talk about. You see, it's very messy just like it is now.

"I don't know what's different," said my cousin. "I've lived most of my life, and I've experienced all kinds of emotional setbacks. I don't think I can't live without anyone."

"If you have experienced his life, you may not want to live it long ago," Gu Ming said in a low voice, "Sorry, I don't want to tell others about his past, but sister, I only have one sentence, I can't break up with him, Not because I still like him."

I don't like it, what is it?The most accurate way to say it is responsibility. He grew up with him, saw his half life of misery, saw his brilliant youth, and now he is mediocre. Over and over again, being able to stand in front of him alive and well until now is already the greatest charm.

Others don't understand what he likes about Wen Zhixing. When he was young, he just liked the skin and the surface. Now he is conquered by his personality and admires how he can still stand up after going through vicissitudes. He likes the tenacity and unyieldingness. The group of young master friends you worry about, including himself, don't have a character.

Gu Ming didn't say anything, but seemed to say everything. Listening to his tone, the cousin probably knew that Wen Zhixing might not be as simple as she saw. She stopped making remarks easily and said, "Then... you What should I do?"

Two people can't live together, but there can only be one person by their side. The choice between love and friendship is very simple for ordinary people, but not for Gu Ming.

"If you can't abandon Wen Zhixing, then... Ning Yu, you have to..."

"I love him." Gu Ming said firmly.

The cousin was stunned for a moment, as if she didn't hear clearly, no, yes, she had never heard Gu Ming say who she loved, never, she also thought that Ning Yu was just a long-time playmate, Gu Ming's favorite playmate... …

Gu Ming has never admitted that he loves Ning Yu, which is ridiculous to say, as if everyone can't accept who he loves, even when he questioned Wen Zhixing, he denied it again and again, maybe Wen Zhixing knew in his heart that he was He loves Ning Yu, but Gu Ming still has no way to admit it, he can do anything to save face, he is pushed, and when he has to say something, he is not so stubborn.

Cousin didn't know what to say. In the dilemma, she couldn't see clearly as an outsider. Only Gu Ming had the reputation in his heart. Who to let go was a decision he had to make.

"It's what you want to ask," Gu Ming sensed the seriousness of the atmosphere, and he said with a relaxed tone: "Okay, this is my own business, don't worry, I will do it well."

He stood up, he felt a little uncomfortable, just because he used the word "love", he knew that he was not worthy to say this sentence, it was funny and unnatural when it came out of his mouth, I guess others just took it as a joke Well, that's fine too.

Gu Ming picked up the car key and said, "I won't be with you today. I just remembered that I have something to do. I made an appointment with a friend. I forgot if you interrupted me. I'm leaving first."

Gu Ming quickly left the living room, leaving his cousin alone.

Looking at Gu Ming's leaving figure, the cousin's expression was heavy, and she didn't really relax because of his words. After listening to this inner conversation, it was impossible for the cousin to look at this matter with simple eyes.

She didn't know what to do, but if possible, she wanted to help her younger brother who was in a big quagmire.

Before he said these things in his heart, Gu Ming really thought that the matter was very simple, as long as he didn't give up on Ning Yu and held on to Ning Yu until he got him back, there would be no problem of choosing between them. He can let them live together, and he can also explain clearly to Ning Yu to get everything back on track. This is the only possible way, but is it easy to convince Ning Yu?He obviously didn't know that he, a child who couldn't bear the sand in his eyes, was not easy to settle.

Gu Ming was sitting in the car and hadn't driven out yet. Who did he have an appointment with?No one, just an excuse.

At this time, he didn't know where to go, and he was in trouble, so Zhao Ke called him.

He was inviting Gu Ming to a party. Gu Ming was not in the mood, but Zhao Ke proposed an attractive condition, "Did I ask you to come to the party? There is someone you want to meet here."

Ten minutes later, Gu Ming arrived at a club.

Zhao Ke was with his friends. Some of them were familiar to Gu Ming, and some of them had no impression at all. Zhao Ke, a young master who can play, had more and more mixed people. Gu Ming asked him who he wanted to see. Zhao Ke Playing charades and not telling him until he was brought before a man.

"Get to know each other, Huo Feng, this is my friend, Gu Ming." In front of Zhao Ke and Gu Ming, there was a mature man with an outstanding temperament and a steady voice, but Gu Ming didn't know the details of the other party, so he just stretched out his hand and said He said hello, and cast a puzzled look at Zhao Ke.

"Don't worry," Zhao Ke turned to Huo Feng and said, "Didn't we just talk about your new boyfriend? I forgot to ask his name, what's his name?"

Zhao Ke is making trouble.

Naturally, Huo Feng would not be on guard, nor would he know who Gu Ming was. He said without vigilance: "His name is Ning Yu, correct me, he is not a boyfriend, but a friend who is still developing."

Gu Ming's hands in his pockets tightened a bit, and his face was filled with some expressions of interest, like a wolf that caught a rabbit, full of satisfaction and anticipation.

Zhao Ke naturally noticed Gu Ming's emotions, this was the effect he wanted, he thought, Gu Ming would thank him.

He wanted Gu Ming to owe him a big favor.

"Call him out to meet him, I see the photos are not bad," Zhao Ke said, "You see everyone is so interested in him."

Huo Feng looked at Gu Ming, and at the people around him, he also had the same intention, and said: "He is back, but I don't know if he is willing to come, let me ask."

"Fight for it, let him come." Zhao Ke said without fear of getting into trouble, Huo Feng could only do his best.

When Huo Feng went to contact, Zhao Ke looked at Gu Ming and said, "How is it?"

Gu Ming stared at Huo Feng's back, and said calmly, "How about it?"

"Did I not do well? How much blood did I shed for you," Zhao Ke said, "I don't ask you to thank me, just one thing, you let me join."

Still thinking about joining the bar, Gu Ming understood his small thoughts, and did not answer clearly: "It's not finished yet, wait for a while to open, don't worry."

He wanted to see Zhao Ke's performance again, and tonight, he had to have a satisfactory result.

Zhao Ke said: "I don't care, I've already helped you to this point, let's say it first, Huo Feng is also my friend, don't make things difficult for him later."

Gu Ming lit a cigarette and said innocently, "What can I do?"

"Don't think I don't know," Zhao Ke reminded, "Anyway, you have to remember, I'm here to let you meet Ning Yu and create opportunities for you, not to make you embarrass my friend."

Gu Ming didn't speak.

Zhao Ke became more and more uneasy: "Please Gu Ming."

It's easy to ask God to send God away, he wants to regret it now, even if he wants to keep Gu Ming from coming, he gave him such a tempting thing.

"I'll try my best." Gu Ming said not sincerely, he has no intention of embarrassing others now, he only has one thought at the moment, which is to see Ning Yu, who hasn't seen him for a few days, he thought about it.

He wants to hug his restless little rabbit, wants to know what fresh grass his rabbit ate outside, what fresh owner he found, and whose arms he was warmed by, and then decide whether he can try his best not to take those things away.

Well, that's all for later, the important thing is now, he is going to meet his little white rabbit, he will see him, touch him, touch his hand, kiss his lips, attack His body, talk about missing, and listen to his panting.

Thinking about it, it makes people excited.

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