Who doesn't deserve it

"I haven't come to see you these few days, miss me?" Gu Ming asked, completely ignoring Ye Qing's presence.

"Occasionally," Ning Yu said the same, stubbornly: "When I can't sleep at night."

The two of them are not like lovers who have broken up, but like meeting in a long-distance relationship. Gu Ming let go of his hand, opened the car door, and said, "Come down."

Ning Yu said: "Tell me what you want to do."

Gu Ming said: "If you admit that you are afraid, I will tell you."

Where is Ning Yu willing?It's not deliberately trying to pretend, but he is really not afraid. What would he be afraid of?Gu Ming killed him?Or rape him?Neither of which is obviously something to be afraid of.

Ning Yu got out of the car, the car keys were still in his hand, just when Qi Jue came out, he was going to return it, but Qi Jue's eyes stayed on Gu Ming's face.

He should know, or simply appreciate.

Ning Yu threw the key to him, Qi Jue asked him why he didn't need it anymore, Ning Yu said absurdly: "My ex-boyfriends are here, do you still need help?"

Recognizing Gu Ming's identity, Qi Jue observed him even more surprised, while Gu Ming looked back at the past openly, he didn't know him, Ning Yu had few friends, he said that before, Gu Ming took it seriously, now that he saw it, Gu Ming wants to get acquainted with everyone.

Gu Ming even raised his hand to Qi Jue to show his courtesy.

Ning Yu said: "The next one is at your disposal, where are you going?"

"Wait for me in the car." Gu Ming said.

Ning Yu walked towards his car, he had ridden in Gu Ming's car many times, so he was very familiar with it.

They have done a lot of nasty things in this car. Besides, there are many unspeakable scenes. It was very exciting, and I still miss it very much when I recall it.

They just abandoned Ye Qing, leaving him in a daze, Qi Jue came over and asked him who it was, Ye Qing looked at the direction the two left, and said absently: "That exception."

An exception that can make Ning Yu not get tired of it for three years.

I haven't seen him for a few days. Gu Ming thinks that he has changed a lot. Firstly, his attire. From time to time, he glances sideways at him, or peeks at him from the rearview mirror. He is very interested in the hat on his head. How should I put it, he thinks Ning Yu is now The look is very fresh, if you put a chain around his neck, it must be very tempting.

Naturally, she noticed this non-stop scrutiny, and Ning Yu asked with a smile: "What's the matter, do you miss me? In just a few days, let you look at me like this?"

"It's inevitable to miss you. I can't sleep well without you warming the bed." Gu Ming said openly, he should coax him now and say something nice, but he finds that he can't do it, he can't see him enough, Instinctively want to talk to him like this, tell his true thoughts.

Ning Yu worried for him and said: "Then what to do, you won't have a good sleep in the future."

What he meant was that they couldn't.

Gu Ming just laughed lightly when he heard that, he didn't take it seriously, and blindly believed that there was no breakup between them.

"How do you know I'm there?" Ning Yu asked.

"I put eyeliner on." Gu Ming said.

Ning Yu guessed, "Do you have friends there?"

"So clever."

"I don't believe anyone will offend me for you." Ning Yu said arrogantly, and Gu Ming laughed in the driver's seat.

When they got to the place, Gu Ming and Ning Yu got off the car, and there was a hotel in front of them. Ning Yu looked at Gu Ming and asked, "I didn't agree to have sex with you today."

"Don't worry, I will respect you," Gu Ming said incredulously, "Come here, your ex-boyfriend won't touch you."

Move him?How dare he.

Ning Yu didn't take his words seriously, and followed Gu Ming in. He had imagined all the possibilities. If Gu Ming came too hard, he wouldn't be able to stop him, but so what?Does he care about the cleanliness or uncleanness of the flesh?Do not make jokes.

None of them are good things, and no one is afraid of others' restlessness.

The two walked into the hotel, Ning Yu followed Gu Ming all the way up, the waiter led the way, the red carpet was comfortable to step on, as if leading to some kind of awards ceremony.

"This way please." The waiter led him to the door.

Gu Ming said: "Don't bother you, thank you."

The waiter understood, nodded and said: "Then I will go to work first, if you need to call, we will serve you as soon as possible."

Gu Ming understood, the waiter walked away.

Gu Ming brushed open the door, and Ning Yu said behind him: "Could it be terrorists waiting for me inside?"

Gu Ming said: "If yes, I must be the one who died first."

Ning Yu held the doorknob and thoughtfully said, "Then let me open it?"

Gu Ming didn't continue to argue with him, and pushed open the door.

It was dark.

The lights in the room are turned on, but it seems that they are not turned on. The starlight above the head emits a lavender gleam, lying on the ceiling like fireflies, and it is difficult to light up the whole room. On the floor, several candles were placed, lighting up the rose petals on the floor, stepping on the petals, Ning Yu couldn't help but lighten his steps, his whole body was wrapped in a halo, the turbulent emotions were released immediately, dopamine replaced the adrenal glands Su, he is irritable and gloomy, Gu Ming can easily wipe away the anger drawn by Lu Congqian Li.

Oh, I can’t say it’s Gu Ming, I can only say that this scene is too beautiful, and he has a mood that a man can’t stand, no matter whether it’s Gu Ming standing in front of him, or which cannon fodder, it won’t affect his dopamine level at this time. secretion.

Ning Yu looked up at him.

The dim light could only reveal the figure, Gu Ming stopped in front of a table, the shadow on the floor-to-ceiling windows was blurred, a three-layer cake was placed in front of him, and he was holding a lighter to light the candles on it.

"Click", the lighter was thrown on the table, Gu Ming turned his head to ask Ning Yu to come over and make a wish, the candle started to burn, illuminating Gu Ming's ghostly face.

He has always liked the sense of form, which is a man's romance, and it is a necessary means for a veteran in love like Gu Ming. In the three years that Ning Yu has been with him, he has not missed any festivals, from birthdays to New Year's Day to Valentine's Day. Christmas Halloween Double Ninth Festival.

Don't be surprised, domestic festivals have to be celebrated, and foreign ones have to be tossed. They have been to many countries together, do as the Romans do, pretend to be ghosts, collect candies, and give gifts. Every festival is treated seriously, and those fragments of memories are still vivid. In the eyes.

Ning Yu walked over, took off his hat, and threw it on the sofa. Without saying any words of gratitude, he came to the table skillfully and perfunctorily, bent down, and said, "I want Gu Ming to die alone. Waiting, mingling in the love field, and being frustrated in the love field."

The person who was "blessed" was at the scene, and Ning Yu didn't shy away from him at all, which made Gu Ming feel a little bit uneasy, and kindly reminded him: "Baby, the wish that you express will not work."

Ning Yu ignored it and blew out the candle on her own initiative, before sitting on the sofa.

Ning Yu doesn't like to eat sweets. The existence of cakes is just a waste. Usually, Gu Ming would coax him to eat a little. At that time, people were obedient and easy to coax, but now it doesn't work. Gu Ming stuffed cakes into his mouth, and he could Spit it out shamelessly.

Gu Ming gave up on this step that required a sense of form. He didn't eat this year, and he didn't decorate his face anymore. He didn't even make a serious wish, so he didn't want this little thing.

"I didn't come to bother you these few days, is it enough for you to think clearly?" Gu Ming sat down, the room was very hot, he opened his coat, but did not take it off.

Ning Yu said: "Think clearly?"

He hasn't come these days, but what does he need to think about?I really don't understand, I need some advice.

Gu Ming said: "Calm down."

Ning Yu said, "I've stopped being angry a long time ago."

Gu Ming said, "Oh? I didn't see it."

Ning Yu is also unwilling to explain, let others comment, if he is still angry, why would he come with him today?

"I liked Wen Zhixing before, that's right," Gu Ming took the initiative to mention, "I didn't tell you, because I didn't want you to speculate and doubt, but it's definitely not because I still like him."

"Oh." Ning Yu said casually, his attitude was hurtful, but so what?Does he care what the other person thinks?The 29-year-old uncle who was injured should have experienced it long ago.

Gu Ming did not care, and continued to explain: "I just put that photo casually, I forgot where I put it, if I really love him, do you think I would be stupid enough to put the photo in my pocket and wait?" Did you find out?"

"It's really stupid, but that's not what I deliberately found out, it was an accident, maybe you think it's safe."

"Why do I think that place is safe? There's no lock or password, where you will be discovered if you're not careful?" Even if it's hidden, it should be hidden without anyone noticing it. The most dangerous place is the safest place?Please, this is not the same thing.

"OK, let's not talk about this," Gu Ming took the initiative, "In short, there is only one problem now, that is, you think I still love Wen Zhixing, then you give me a suggestion, what do you think I should do, and you will believe it I don't think much of him."

This is indeed a good suggestion, Ning Yu can't give an answer quickly, it would appear that he is not serious, he must make Gu Ming realize the seriousness of the problem, "Then...break up with him."

Gu Ming was silent for a while, he couldn't see the other person's face clearly, but he could feel the other person's aura, and now he had an extremely serious aura spreading, "What did you say?"

Ning Yu spread his hands: "You asked me to mention it, right? Then I want you to break off with him, completely, without any contact at all. Can you do it?"

"The kind you don't meet?"

"I can't do it in this life."

Gu Ming leaned back and didn't give an answer quickly, Ning Yu's heart began to tilt, until Gu Ming said: "Sorry, this won't work."

He should coax him well, any method is fine, but the other party is not a vegetarian, he can't do Ning Yu's proposal.

Gu Ming tried to explain in vain: "He is different from others, he..."

Later, the laughter in the room interrupted Gu Ming's continued explanation. Gu Ming stared at him, Ning Yu laughed wantonly. Gu Ming said before that he likes to hear Ning Yu's laughter, and even more like to see him laughing. The appearance is very sweet, and his heart is about to melt, so how much he liked it before, how horrifying it should be now.

do you know?Ning Yu's laughter is more lethal than the background music in horror movies.

Ning Yu laughed so hard that tears almost came out, he said: "My Young Master Gu, have you really been in love?"

Gu Ming didn't look at him.

"Do you know that a veteran in the field of love has the most basic flattery and lies at his fingertips? What do you mean? For example, if I put forward this condition to you, you don't care about Sanqi 21. The first thing to do is Promise me, promise me against conscience, when I forgive you and we are together, you can whisper in my ear and let me relax, isn't it easy?" Ning Yu said: "It's good for you. You rejected my proposal when you came up. Do you know that I still hate you? How do you expect us to get back together by doing this?"

Ning Yu took the initiative, he didn't smile sincerely, it was mostly ironic in it, the more serious Gu Ming's refusal was, it proved that he lost more completely, Ning Yu also saw the coffin, so there is no expectation for this meeting He said, "It seems that Wen Zhixing's position in your heart is invincible. It's all my fault. I'm ignorant. There is no comparison at all. How can I blackmail you?"

"Did you misunderstand me?" Gu Ming countered.

"Misunderstanding? It couldn't be more true," Ning Yu stood up, walked to Gu Ming's side, raised one leg, clasped it to Gu Ming's side, and lay on him, whispering, "You think I'm really Do you care about whether you will have a relationship? You seem to have misunderstood it. What I want...is you to be unwavering in my choice with him. I want you to tell me that these three years are not fake. I want you to not hesitate or deny. Even if it's a lie, you should coax me to be smart at the first time, but your answer doesn't mean you're not smart, it's just that I'm so insignificant, and the weight in your heart will never compare to that of you who have known each other since elementary school, only as friends Wen Zhixing."

Ning Yu put more emphasis on the word "friend", he just wanted Gu Ming to see clearly how ridiculous the relationship he said was a friend, he couldn't even convince himself, he only regarded Wen Zhixing as a friend.

"Gu Ming, to be honest, I envy him very much. Do you know why?" Ning Yu said, "Because a friend who has had a soft spot for him since elementary school loves him so persistently and firmly, and he doesn't feel it at all. , I also admire you, your hiding is too clever, you can keep him in the dark for so many years, you said he has a home? Ah, then I can only feel sorry for you, I feel so sorry for you, so many years of secret love Ended without illness."

"Don't worsen our relationship." Gu Ming grabbed his wrist, he had never broken up or fell in love once, he was as at a loss as he is now.

Ning Yu is not as easy to coax as others. He is sensitive, suspicious, and has no room for sand in his eyes. He doesn't know about these things until the matter is revealed. This is his ability to hide. Ning Yu has the ability to change freely. He doesn't want you to see it. Yes, you can't hear the wind at all, and he can even expose the bottom if he wants to expose it.

"Deterioration? No, the premise of deteriorating the relationship is that we still have a relationship, and there may be a relationship," Ning Yu asked back: "Do you think we will still have a relationship in the future?"

Before coming in, or in the past few days, Ning Yu didn't really let go of Gu Ming. He always thought that the relationship between them was not over. Before he answered this question firmly, it's a pity, why is he so stupid?Too stupid to want to make him happy once?Not once.

Today is his birthday.

The birthday he cares about the most, the birthday Gu Ming gave him, is completely different from those people's birthdays.

I really want to complain to my mother, saying that I was bullied, let her hear my grievances, and sue Gu Ming for this damn thing.

Ning Yu let go of Gu Ming, but Gu Ming grabbed his wrist tightly, but he didn't want to hear a word from Gu Ming, it's really boring, three years of boring things, he did it for three years, the biggest in the world stupid.

"Ningning..." Gu Ming called him, but it couldn't stop the broken relationship.

Ning Yu whispered, "Master Gu, you are so lucky."

Ning Yu turned her head and stared at him, her eyes in the dark were dark and ruthless, "If this was done three years ago, I would have killed you."

Not as relaxed and cautious as when he came here, Ning Yu stepped on the petals with extreme force.

The sofa is empty, the hat has no owner, the cake has no taste, and the windy lights above the head have no mood.

They're a little bit different, and there's one thing they can't quite articulate.

He seems to have fallen into a stubborn circle, stubbornly believing that he loves Wen Zhixing, and he can't blame him, this circle was drawn by Gu Ming himself, he wanted to explain that he didn't want to lose contact with Wen Zhixing, not because of love, It is because of other things that are not clear for a while, that requires Ning Yu to calm down completely, calm down, and listen to him patiently, but no, he won't believe it, according to his current state.

It seems to be messed up.

He should coax him to be happy first, yes, he should do that, but he doesn't coax him because he doesn't want to treat him like the previous group of people.

A long-term relationship requires honesty and skills. He was wrong today, and he is sorry.

He heard Ning Yu's voice choked up, he hoped he heard it wrong, he didn't like hearing people cry, and he didn't like Ning Yu crying.

If it's not clear today, then next time, he didn't intend to get back together with him once, and he expected this result.

Gu Ming sat up, stretched out his hand to scoop out a piece of cake, the smell of butter was cloying, Gu Ming licked it lightly.

Not bad, very sweet.

Gu Ming stared at the hat left on the sofa, leaned on the sofa, and exhaled: "You should also be thankful that this was not three years ago, otherwise I would have played you to death long ago."