Who doesn't deserve it

Everyone was speculating on the reason for Gu Ming and Ning Yu's quarrel, but they never told Gu Ming to the outside world, making people mistakenly think that he was afraid of marriage, but in fact this was not the real reason.

Fear of marriage?He Gu Ming?How can it be.

He has never been afraid of gossip, and has been blatant for the rest of his life. He has held the title of scumbag for so many years, but he has not restrained himself. Now he is breaking up with Ning Yu because of the wedding?Who can you convince?

It all starts with a photo.

Gu Ming has a good friend who has to be mentioned, named Wen Zhixing. Ning Yu has met this person before, and he doesn't know him very well, and he doesn't have any opinions on him. The only thing that I have an impression of is that Gu Ming is very contented when he is with him. Although they always say that they don't spare each other, Ning Yu can feel that their relationship is very deep, which cannot be compared with Gu Ming's other friends.

Gu Ming explained that it was only because the two had known each other for a long time. They have known each other since elementary school, and they have known each other for more than 20 years.

Both sides know the basics, and the friendship is naturally better.

But Ning Yu is sensitive, he said he doesn't like Gu Ming fighting with him too much, it always looks like... flirting?

Yes, they are so similar, they will speak yellow accents and swear words between them, sometimes Gu Ming's eyes will be very unusual, Ning Yu can't tell why, but always feels that Gu Ming looks at him with A feeling of regret and luxury.

Because they don't see each other very often, Ning Yu didn't take it too seriously, he didn't want to be a cheapskate, it's not easy for him to make Gu Ming treat him extremely warmly for three years, and he doesn't want the result to be a failure.

Putting this matter aside for the time being, Ning Yu didn't delve into it until a photo appeared.

He and Gu Ming are very clingy, they have their own small house outside, that is Gu Ming's house, Gu Ming opened a bar outside, it is very inconvenient to always go home, and his relationship with his father is not Great, there are no brothers and sisters at home, and they rarely go home after graduation, mostly outside, in his father's words, spending time and drinking outside.

Actually no, Gu Ming is quite business-minded, and made a little money by running a bar. He likes to hunt for novelties and has many friends. He always suddenly has an idea and wants to implement it. Ning Yu also supports him. In my impression, Ning Yu doesn't understand anything, and can only provide spiritual support.

Ning Yu is only responsible for fulfilling his selfish desires every day, waiting for him to come back obediently at home, Gu Ming does not need him to show his face, he said that Ning Yu is too beautiful, afraid of being targeted by people with ulterior motives, so thin and unable to protect himself, Gu Ming He can only be safest at home.

Every time he mentioned this, Ning Yu would tease him, saying that he was the one with ulterior motives who tricked him back home.

Start the dungeon game of a good wife and loving mother. Ning Yu tidies up his clothes at home every day, cooks, and waits for him to come back. This is his job. In this kind of life, having a stable lover and running a family with him, he has no lofty ambitions and ambitions, and the twists and turns on the emotional road are all he wants in his life.

Gu Ming satisfied him.

At home, it is natural not to see the splendor outside. Ning Yu proposed the idea of ​​getting to know Gu Ming’s friends, even those who are not close friends. Gu Ming thought about it and gave him his social account. Unfortunately, Gu Ming and There are not many contacts with the old classmates, only one Wen Zhixing.

The people Ning Yu knew were all friends from Gu Ming's university days, and they couldn't be found any longer.

Those people knew of his existence and wanted to see him. They heard that Gu Ming was a school grass before, no wonder they were so interested in Gu Ming's affairs.

Knowing that Gu Ming is a school girl, he also learned about Gu Ming's relationship path after another. He changed boyfriends so fast that others reminded him not to pin his hopes on Gu Ming, just play around.

Ning Yu has also heard that there is no sincerity in the gay circle, only physical transactions, but there are always exceptions. He thinks that he and Gu Ming are the exception, although at the beginning, he only fell in love with each other's face and had lust for each other. .

Now that it's been three years, it can't be said that it's just a physical transaction.

The illusion was shattered in the morning when Lu Cong called him.

Lu Cong is his elder brother and has always taken good care of him. He was afraid that Ning Yu would be bullied, so he asked someone to investigate Gu Ming's situation. Lu Cong mentioned the name Wen Zhixing, and also talked about the past between Gu Ming and this person. , which roughly means that the relationship between the two of them is not simple.

Ning Yu said, "Have you asked clearly?"

Lu Cong replied: "Someone said so."

Ning Yu asked, "Who?"

Lu Cong said: "I don't know the specifics, I just want to remind you, it would be better if there is no one."

Having said that, Ning Yu still felt a little uncomfortable.

When Gu Ming came back at night, he was still depressed.

He is easily influenced, and Lu never cheats on him.

When Gu Ming came home at night, he saw him looking sullen. He hugged him, kissed him, cared about him, but got no other response. Ning Yu grabbed him and asked, "Gu Ming, don't lie to me. .”

Gu Ming cared about him very much. Seeing his aggrieved and pitiful eyes, he melted. He sat down and asked, "What's wrong? What did I lie to you?"

"You love me, don't you?"

"Of course I love you."

"Pretending to love me without loving anyone else?"

Gu Ming thought that he was having a temper tantrum. He was alone at home for too long, so he would inevitably think too much. He promised: "I only love you, I love you without loving others, baby, can't you feel it?"

Ning Yu got into his arms and said aggrievedly: "Some people say you like Wen Zhixing..."

Gu Ming's body stiffened for a moment, it was obvious that Ning Yu had to pay attention, he raised his head, Gu Ming didn't explain immediately, but asked who he was.

What would Ning Yu say?Of course it can't be said that it is Lu Cong. Lu Cong's reputation is so great, how can it be explained that he colluded with Lu Cong?According to his current status as a poor male student.

"I can't remember, it was your former classmate, it seems that someone said that..."

Gu Ming sighed and patted his head, "I told you not to contact them, some people don't have a good relationship, they don't know the situation, it's just nonsense."

"En." Ning Yu admitted his mistake.

He is so obedient that Gu Ming can't put it down, and tonight is another tossing night.

They always do it, every day, regardless of time, as long as they are at home, as long as one person is restless, the fire can be lit.

Today, Gu Ming came up on a whim, and he gave Ning Yu a set of school uniforms for him to wear. They had countless designs, but the one that Gu Ming couldn't get enough of was the way Ning Yu wore school uniforms.

It suits him so well, Gu Ming always likes this kind of white and tender little boy, Ning Yu and the visual feast of the school uniform, he will never get tired of watching it.

Gu Ming can play with him until he doesn't even have the energy to speak.

When it was over, Ning Yu went to take a shower, Gu Ming wanted to accompany him, but Ning Yu didn't want to, let alone accompany him, he would only fuck him again in the bathroom, the lesson from the past was there, Ning Yu had to remember it.

After taking a shower, Gu Ming was busy in the room by himself. He obviously had a job, but he always pestered him the first time he came back. Ning Yu didn't bother him, but tidied up the room, picked up the pile of dirty clothes, and sent them to the in the clothes basket.

This matter has not fermented today, but it does not mean that it is over.

It didn't take three days for the matter to come out by itself.

Ning Yu found a photo when cleaning the room, it fell out of Gu Ming's clothes pocket, this dress is not what Gu Ming often wears, he just wanted to take it out for drying, he hadn't seen it for a long time, but see you today Obviously, it's not just clothes.

There are many protagonists in this photo, including the students who act as foils, the desks that carry youth, the afternoon sunshine, and the handsome young man who is sitting upright, wearing a school uniform, and bowing his head.

At first Ning Yu couldn't recognize who it was, it had changed too much, he had seen Wen Zhixing, he definitely didn't look like this, he was a mature and somewhat stubborn man, Ning Yu thought that his youth must be like Gu Ming In full swing.

But no, he is soft and beautiful like a painting. His face is immature, his eyes are clear, his eyes are firm, and his back is straight. He is the character of a young man. He is perfected by the camera in a crowd of people in various weird poses. Capturing, out of place, quite lovable spirited young man.

The photo was taken from a candid angle, he didn't notice the camera, he was fully immersed in the book, and from this angle, it is not difficult to guess who is behind the camera.

Gu Ming and him are classmates.

We've known each other since elementary school.

Ning Yu suddenly didn't know which sentence was true and which sentence was false, friend?Does your friend want to take a sneak shot?Are friends going to hide the photos so deadly?Oh no, he probably didn't hide it, he just discovered it too late.

It's not a group photo, the only person captured by the camera is him, who has been placed next to him for so many years...

Ning Yu closed her eyes, not knowing whether to blame Lu Cong's reminder, or to blame herself for being cheap today.

The thorn was planted in the end.

When Gu Ming came back in the evening, Ning Yu stopped deceiving himself and took the photo to him.

Gu Ming's expression was unexpected.

"You rummaged through my things?" The feeling of not being trusted made Gu Ming's voice a little colder.

"It fell out by itself," Ning Yu was aggrieved by his voice, "Is this also my fault?"

Gu Ming's face looked better, and he could do anything, but he didn't want his lover of three years to have doubts about him. Hearing his humiliation, Gu Ming felt so guilty, he stepped forward to hug Ning Yu, and coaxed: " I'm sorry, I blamed you wrongly, my tone is heavy, I'm sorry."

He kissed his face and earlobe, but Ning Yu didn't respond.

He asked about it today with undying determination.

"Gu Ming, why did you hide his photo?" He really hoped that Gu Ming would give him a good explanation.

But he was so stiff. He took the photo, glanced at it, and squeezed it in his palm, "I... took it casually."

Ning Yu was uneasy, and his hesitation made him uneasy, "I took it casually and kept it for so many years? I still carry it with me."

"How can I take it with me? I remember what kind of clothes I put it in. I didn't lose the clothes and the photos."

"Has your dress been stored for ten years?" Ning Yu asked sharply.

Gu Ming turned back, he looked at Ning Yu, the injury and suspicion in Ning Yu's eyes were obvious, "You doubt me?"

Ning Yu said, "I don't want that."

Gu Ming: "Then what are you doing now?"

Ning Yu said: "I'm looking for the reason for the misunderstanding, can you give it to me? Let me know that I was wrong."

Gu Ming slid down his Adam's apple, and threw the photo on the bed. He began to take off his clothes, and said as he took off, "I took it casually back then, and it looked good, so I kept it and put it in my clothes, just in time for you to find it." .”

"What did you use to shoot it?"

"cell phone."

"So you went to wash it out?"

Gu Ming's hand stopped.

He is too careless, this question is very serious, in the mobile phone, will someone deliberately edit the photos of friends?Just because I think it looks good, I want to stay.

It is difficult for lovers to wash each other's photos. They keep them in their mobile phones. Everyone finds it troublesome and will not go to a photo studio to wash them. There is also a case, but... it is not between them.

Gu Ming stopped undressing. No one dared to question him like this when he was in a relationship before. Everyone didn't have the illusion of going to the end. The gay circle is just for fun. Even if the true feelings are touched, it won't take long Break up, everyone takes what they need, who cares who you love in the bottom of your heart.

But Ning Yu couldn't do it. He had been with him for three years, and it was no longer the idea of ​​each other getting what they needed. They both silently regarded each other as the last person.

Gu Ming could no longer accept the days without him after returning home.

But Ning Yu's performance today made him a little dissatisfied.

"I'll say it again, he is my classmate and my friend, and I have no unreasonable thoughts about him." Gu Ming became serious, and his tone became serious.

"I hope that's the case too, but the explanation you gave me doesn't seem to be the case." Ning Yu is a very sensitive person. If he is really innocent, he will be deceived by Gu Ming's lies, but it can't be done. Does Gu Ming know? Standing in front of him was the patriarch who used to be a scumbag.

He, Ning Yu, has never done anything in his life, except that he is extremely accurate with men's intuition, and he is more sensitive to betrayal, because he has such an experience, he can always smell something wrong in an instant.

As Gu Ming explained repeatedly, he still found clues from his micro expressions and small movements.

It's really like, like, like a sophistry first love boyfriend when he was caught raped in bed.

"You like him, don't you?" Ning Yu walked over, picked up the photo that Gu Ming threw on the bed, walked over the photo with his thumb, and admired: "It's so good, the relationship in the student days is so good, but I really didn't expect it to be him, he doesn't look like the photo at all, it's really changed."

"Ningning..."

"You can like him, he is so good-looking, it's not surprising that you like him, but," Ning Yu's eyes were sharp, "You can't use me as a substitute, Gu Ming, I was born with this look, no matter how much I look like him, I still can't." It's not him after all."

"You're not a stand-in..."

"Then what am I?" Ning Yu said, "You always say I'm a rabbit. After looking at the photos, I realize that he is the rabbit. I'm just a rabbit whose style is close to his."

"What do you want me to tell you? I don't love him now...and he already has..."

"So you loved him before, can I understand this?" Ning Yu grasped the key words and began to advance layer by layer.

Gu Ming frowned, the explanation was more like a cover-up, but there were some things that had to be explained.

"Gu Ming, do you like the way I look in school uniform, is it because I look like him when I wear school uniform?" Ning Yu's voice was not sharp, it was still that pitiful voice, but it didn't sound coaxing anymore. Without Gu Ming's heart, "It's easy for you to find the feeling of first love."

"What the hell are you talking about?!" Gu Ming yelled, his temper was very bad, and he has restrained himself now. If he was in his teens, he probably wouldn't be able to wait until now, but Ning Yu just told him not to Comfortable, he was about to explode his temper. He could restrain himself because of age and love. Of course, now it sounds like a love that has collapsed, a love that has been questioned.

He had already heard the rumors, and now he found the evidence, and Gu Ming's explanation was so weak, Ning Yu couldn't accept that the three-year relationship was tantamount to nothing. He was about to lose his temper, but he still had the courage to ask: "Tell me, do you love him or not?"

He just wants an accurate answer, but God is not on his side.

"Yes, I love him, I love him, are you satisfied?! Do you want this answer? Is it what you want, is it what you want to hear? I love Wen Zhixing, is that enough?!" He snatched the photo from his hand, what revealed his secrets was the photo, what collapsed was the trust, "You questioned me like this for three years together?"

"Is my question wrong? You admit that you love him, don't you?"

"Why can't I love him? I knew him earlier than you! Before you appeared, it doesn't matter who I fell in love with? Can't I love him? Why? What right do you have to question me?" It was all Yang Xiao, the man who snatched Wen Zhixing away. The first time Gu Ming fell in love with someone, he ended up in failure, and ended up in embarrassment. He remembered the appearance of begging him to give up to him in a low voice for many years.

Before that day, Gu Ming had never realized how bad he was. He wanted the wind to win the wind, and the rain to win the rain. He had everything, but he lost everything.

The love affairs he kept talking about were lost to mutual affection. He didn't understand why Yang Xiao won, but he also understood why Yang Xiao won.

It's true.

He had talked so much about love, and no one was sincere, and he was just playing around. When he saw Wen Zhixing's firm and unhesitating choice of Yang Xiao, he suddenly felt the frustration of loneliness and loss.

When he was in love, he brought it in front of Wen Zhixing and showed it to him, hoping that he would be jealous, that he would mind, and that he would have a strong reaction. That was the way teenagers played and the wrong behavior of liking someone. Wen Zhixing did not treat him well. In other words, even up to now, he has never doubted whether Gu Ming treats him so well because of other emotions.

There is an untouchable area in Gu Ming's heart, which made him like Wen Zhixing's years.

He made a big mistake in those years, he hesitated, his heart softened, he didn't love enough, making Yang Xiao the winner, he regretted it many times, hated himself many times, but he couldn't Changes, and ten years have passed, and it has become difficult for him to even express his love.

"Yeah, what qualifications do I have." Ning Yu was not frightened by his temper, but hurt by his words.

Gu Ming was agitated for a moment and broke the jar. He didn't want to say that, but it was too late to regret it. Gu Ming said: "Sorry, what I want to say is..."

"I just want to ask you one question," Ning Yu said, "Gu Ming, I want you to marry me now, are you willing?"

The emotion in Ning Yu's eyes was not the joy of marrying him at all, but another kind of temptation. Gu Ming said rationally: "Do you think it is suitable for us to talk about this issue now?"

"Not suitable, you don't want to marry me."

"Not because of this."

"What if it's him? Wen Zhixing wants you to marry him, are you willing?"

Gu Ming was dazed, "What are you talking about?"

Ning Yu also thought that she was wrong and was talking nonsense, but what Gu Ming just yelled out and admitted was true.

He lowered his eyes and said, "I'm going back."

Gu Ming didn't keep him, he felt that he was not in the right condition today, so it's better to leave, to give each other time to calm down, but Gu Ming didn't expect that if he didn't stay this time, he wouldn't be able to keep him anymore.

A while after Ning Yu left, he was sober. He regretted those words, but he was unwilling to retreat. Ning Yu's distrust of him was also real, and he hoped that he could also reflect on his mistakes.

Who knows, this introspection lasted several days and nights, until he was caught on the spot today, Gu Ming couldn't argue with it, and he was even convicted of the crime of still loving him.

Lu never moved. He said very apologetically, "It's okay to kill him, but not here."

Ning Yu looked up at him: "What's the matter? Didn't you bring a knife?"

Gu Ming ran over and grabbed Ning Yu's wrist, Ning Yu didn't try to break free, that was not a fun reaction, he turned his face slowly, looking at this face that could act.

"I have nothing to do with him, you misunderstood." Gu Ming explained hastily, he didn't wait for him to reflect, he had already reflected enough, whether he was trusted or not, he needed Ning Yu by his side, that was the only way he could. A sense of security, he must see him, this relationship can continue.

Where you can't see, you don't know how dangerous it is. Random thoughts are the scariest thing.

"Kissing is considered a misunderstanding?" Ning Yu said: "My Young Master Gu, am I too easy to deceive, or are you too lazy? It's too troublesome to even find a nice way to say it."

Gu Ming clasped his wrist tightly, Ning Yu's eyes were cold, cold like he had never seen before, the questioning that day still carried the last friendship, now it is Sen Han after confirming the betrayal, Gu Ming said: "I don't Need to find an excuse, this is the truth."

Ning Yu smiled and said: "Okay, okay, this is the truth, whatever you say is fine, after all, I love you so much."

Ning Yu touched his face, Gu Ming didn't believe his words, Ning Yu didn't seem to forgive and listen at all.

"Then now, it's not because of anything else. I don't care about what relationship you have with him. I don't care if the entanglement is clear." Three years."

Gu Ming let go of his hand slowly.

Ning Yu said: "Do you know who I am?"

Gu Ming looked at him puzzled.

Ning Yu stepped forward, hugged his neck, and whispered: "Go back and ask your dad, he must know."

Gu Ming's expression was quite impressive.

"Young Master Gu, remember, it was me who dumped you, as for the reason..." Ning Yu's voice broke away from the softness, and it was an extremely cold feeling, and sent it to Gu Ming's ears, "I've had enough fun. "

The author has something to say:

Ning Ning is super sensitive.