mayfly era

At the beginning of the month of Chen, the sound of the video was turned off, so the playback of the video was accompanied by gentle pure music.

With all her hair shaved off, the female general with a shiny bald head is still beautiful and charming, with many auxiliary lines painted on her head and face with black strokes.She was lying on the experimental bed calmly, communicating with the researchers calmly, without fear or sadness, and she didn't look like a dying person at all.

However, the subsequent pictures honestly and bit by bit recorded her death.

Chen Li couldn't restrain the intense physiological reaction all over his body. He retched violently, became dizzy, and the cold sweat was like rain, which soon soaked his whole body.

Seeing the second half, he could no longer confirm that he was in reality or a nightmare. Countless strange figures and lines flashed and stretched before his eyes. His brain seemed to be thrown high into the sky, and it seemed to shuttle through various dimensions at high speed. The force tugged at his nerves and senses.

The body seemed to be taken to the sky in an instant, and then squeezed infinitely to the ground.

Among the five senses covered by these indescribable hallucinations, Chen Ming's head is always very clear, her expression is calm, even with her usual arrogance.After the skull was opened, fresh blood repainted her makeup, which was incomparably beautiful and terrifying.

Her limbs and head were finally carefully sewn together, but her life was over.

Chen Yue covered his mouth and squatted on the ground. The non-existent smell of blood, protein and tissue fluid seemed to penetrate his nose and occupy his brain. No matter how hard he beat his head to wake up, the The smell seemed to be everywhere, desperately drilling into his organs like a nightmare.

From nose to ear, from ear to eye, from eye to throat.

He finally vomited it all out with a "wow", and in an instant all his strength was removed, and he collapsed on the ground.

Chen Yue had already prepared the cleaning tools, as if he had expected Chen Yue's reaction, he squatted down and asked softly, "Do you need a tranquilizer?"

Chen Li covered his face with his hands trembling violently, and his nails left deep bloodstains on his forehead.It took a long time before he slowly put his hand down, his face was pale, his eyes were blood red, but he didn't have a single tear.

"Sorrow and change." Chen Yue said in a low voice.

Chen Li supported himself and stood up. There was a sharp pain in his stomach, which made him involuntarily press down with his hands and bend down slightly.

"If I let you eat, you will have something to vomit, otherwise you may vomit blood if you have an empty stomach." Chen Yue wanted to pat Chen Yue's back, but he stretched his hand halfway and retracted it.

After sinking into Vanity Fair for nearly ten years, his excellent ability to observe words and emotions made him very clear about the scale and boundaries between people.He and Chen Li didn't know each other well when they were young, and now they have very different lives, so they shouldn't behave too intimately.

"Tell me the start password of your car." Chen Li's voice was so hoarse that it was almost inhuman.

Chen Yue was startled, "You want to go back to the city?"

"I want to go home."

"Actually, this is your home..."

"Shut up, I want to go home," Chen Li stared at Chen Yue with fierce eyes, "Your car has an anti-tracking system, why didn't you drive it when you came here?"

Chen Yue was dumbfounded again, and said after a while, "My mother wants to confirm that I brought you here today."

"Turn on your car's anti-tracking system and manual transmission, and then tell me the password," Chen Li said coldly, "otherwise I won't believe a single word of your nonsense."

Chen Yue smiled helplessly, "My brother, you are indeed outstanding, even better than I imagined. If you weren't my brother, you would be someone I would try my best to get rid of."

Chen Li looked at him coldly, without saying a word.

"My password is 'death is new birth', I have already set anti-tracking and manual settings," Chen Yue shook the phone in his hand, and then he said in a somewhat aggrieved tone, "You are going to leave me alone here?"

"If you want to go back, there are ways, aren't there?" Chen Li turned and left.

Chen Yue followed up helplessly, sent him out of the porch, and said, "Are you really going to leave me here alone? I feel so scared."

His eyelashes are thick and long, and his skin is as fair as a child's. At this time, his eyebrows are lowered, and his demeanor and movements are so obedient and well-behaved, people can't help but believe his words.

The butterfly at the corner of his mouth also stopped flying at this moment, resting quietly on his cheek.

"See you later." Chen Li took a deep look at him, then got into his car and opened it with a password.

Chen Yue sighed, "Next time I go to the bar to find you, you can't avoid it."

The only response to him was the sound of vehicles passing away, and he sighed again, then turned and walked into the small white building.

When he reached the stairs in the entrance, he looked up, and there was a middle-aged woman with white hair standing on the half of the stairs and looking down, with a tall and straight figure and a quiet face.

"Mom." Chen Yue lowered his head and called out.

"It didn't go well." The middle-aged woman commented lightly.

Chen Yue nodded, lowered his head and stopped talking.

"It's okay, take your time," the middle-aged woman patted the top of Chen Yue's head, "My sister has been a tyrant all her life, and his heart hurts so much that it's hard to trust others. As parents, sometimes we really don't understand the hearts of our children , if ever you were wronged by me, you must tell me."

"Mom, I'm fine." Chen Yue said with a smile.

***

Chen Li steered the car with one hand, and opened the locker on Chen Yue's car with the other hand, trying to get a cigarette out.

He didn't smoke before, but now he has become addicted to e-cigarettes. Coupled with his restlessness, he becomes more and more addicted to smoking.After searching around, I didn't find Cigarette, but I squeezed out an empty rose-purple thin paper bag from the crack of the car seat.

A modest gentleman or Miss Shude may not recognize this kind of wrapping paper, but Chen Li looks so familiar that he wants to laugh.

"Chen Yue, Chen Yue..." Chen Li shook his head, "You really have all the five poisons."

Chen Li's eyes gradually sank, he looked out the window, it was already late at night, a new moon hung high in the dark night sky, surrounded by dark clouds, the moist moonlight was slightly green, like the eyes of jackals, And like warm jade.

Because it is rare to see the moon in the central city, some people gathered on the street and admired it with their necks up, or took out their mobile phones to take pictures. They whispered, praised or chatted, not knowing that the greenish crescent moon in their eyes belonged to jackals The eyes are still a piece of priceless jadeite.

Looking at Yuegou in the distance, Chen Li felt that the depression in his heart was relieved a little. He just wanted to find a place to get off Chenchu's car, and then go back to the base to tease the bedridden silver-haired wild dog. .

Thinking of this, he maximized the kinetic energy, and the black shadow of the car passed through the flow of people admiring the moon, and sped forward as hard as possible...

Chen Li left Chenchu's car in the residential area near the commercial center in the eighth district, put on his hood, and spread his legs, like an ordinary night runner, running along the street at a constant speed.

This kind of moderate exercise can gradually relax his tense muscles, and the body and high-pressure spirit that have experienced severe physiological reactions before can be relieved during this period of exercise.

His body and spirit have experienced too many tortures, so he had to learn how to protect them... so that he could endure more torture in the future.

The [-]-kilometer journey made him break out in a thin layer of sweat. He broke into the infirmary at the base with the coolness and humidity of the night, startling the smoking gun who was reading a weekly novel.

"What are you doing in the middle of the night!" Smoker almost threw out the e-book in his hand.

Chen Li smoked the weekly fiction magazine in his hand, and glanced at the title, ""Unsolved Missing Girl", is it good?"

"I just read the beginning." Smoker grabbed the e-book back and was about to read on.

"I can see the moon tonight." Chen Li bent down and released the buckle of the treatment bed, and pushed the smoking gun's hospital bed to the window without any explanation.

"I didn't say I wanted to see it..." Smoker murmured dissatisfiedly, but still turned his head and looked out the window.

At this moment, the dark clouds are not so thick, the moonlight has become white and bright, and a crescent moon hangs high in the sky, thin and white, with a bit of softness and fragility.

According to legend, there is a goddess of beauty who is an extremely slender woman with a white skirt and ankle-length braids. Her complexion is even whiter than the skirt, her eyes are always bent with a smile, and her face is kind and gentle. It seems to be the girl tonight. This round of fine moon.

"I met an old friend today," Chen Li said flatly while sitting by the bed, "He said we hadn't seen each other for 11 years, and that's when I realized how time flies."

Smoker changed into a comfortable posture, looked up at Chen Li's profile, and did not speak.

"Didn't I say yesterday that I have something to tell you?" Chen Li lowered his head and stared at his fingers, because his fingers had been injured from years of fighting, and the fingers of his left hand were obviously deformed.

"But I just found out that I just went from one lie to another. It's all fake, and the memory may be fake. I know I'm in a mess, but I can't touch a thread. To...heh."

"What do you need me to do?" Smoker didn't question Chen Li's endless words, but asked calmly.

Chen Li turned his head to look at the smoking gun, his dark eyes reflected the moonlight, like a slender goddess of beauty, resolutely plunged into the bottomless black pool.

Smoking Gun also looked at him silently.

"I have always had a shadow in the back of my memory. I don't know whether she is real or my hallucination, but I don't remember what her face looks like or what she has done, but I think she should be my favorite. The person close to me," Chen Li smiled wryly, "that person in my memory is a cruel and inhuman lunatic. She especially hates me and almost killed me many times, but someone told me that she loves me very much. died for me."

"Believe that nearly ten years of things can be easily overturned, and the person I have hated all my life, I just found the perfect excuse for myself to spit her death, and she seems to have become a... great mother again," Chen Li lowered his head and twirled his twisted fingers, "I suddenly felt that I couldn't even believe myself."

"The person who died for you, who was unkind, was your mother," said the pipe.

Chen Li subconsciously shook his head, then nodded again.

"I don't have parents. I don't know what it feels like, but it must be amazing. I have inherited the blood of two other people, and there is a deep-rooted connection. This kind of thing..." Smoker raised the corners of his mouth slightly, "I'm quite longing."

"What if she's a demon?"

"How many people in this world are not fucking demons and goblins."

Chen Li shook his head, but did not speak.

"I don't know your past, and I don't know what kind of person your mother is, so if you want to hate her, then hate her, if you want to love her, then love her, don't be afraid of making mistakes."

"Memory can indeed be deceiving, but we can only trust ourselves," Smoker propped up his body, "believing in ourselves does not mean that we cannot accept the truth, but the logic of this truth is not self-consistent enough for us to fully accept."

"Chen Li, or she loves you, that is the truth you are most willing to accept, but the information so far is not enough to convince you," Smoker endured the pain and stretched out his hand to hold Chen Li's shoulder with some difficulty, "It's not your problem."

Chen Li turned his head to look at the smoking gun. The silver hair of the smoking gun was a little long, half covering his eyes, softening those sharp eyes a lot. At this moment, he was looking at him gently and firmly, as if he wanted to look into his eyes. Go to heart.

"True and false are the most distressing, I would rather they are all false." Chen Li said.

He pressed the pipe back on the bed, "Stop talking about it, when will you get better, what does it look like to be lingering on a sick bed."