mayfly era

"It holds everything important in this country from the beginning to the present day," said the old woman.

Immediately she laughed, her eyes full of cunning and wisdom, "It's not that mysterious. Many people hold the positions of the first bureau and other bureaus, but they keep silent about their positions in the first bureau."

"When I left from the first round, Chen Ming also transferred from the first round to the military department. It was also because of the background of the first round that she was promoted very quickly," the old woman said after a pause, "Cong Shanqin is better than Cong Shanqin." We left earlier."

"Although she did a lot for the first game... the wrong things in the eyes of the public, but right and wrong are not completely opposite sides, it is constantly changing and changing, isn't it?"

"What do you do in the first game?" Chen Li didn't answer the old lady's words, but asked another question.

"I used to be a statistician." The old woman smiled slightly.

"Then you should know a lot."

"Yes, I know a lot, but I'm just an old woman now, more concerned about what to eat tomorrow."

"What you don't want to say is what I shouldn't know." Chen Li said.

"Xiao Ye, I know why you came to me," the old woman shook her head, her eyes filled with a special kind of compassion, "Don't be afraid, she will protect you."

Chen Li raised his left hand and stretched his five fingers with some difficulty. His ring finger and little finger became severely deformed, and he was trembling uncontrollably at the moment. He pressed his left hand on the table, and the table made a "click" sound.

For the first time in his 26 years of life, he couldn't control his hands, but he didn't feel afraid, and even his heart was clear.

Only the body is afraid.

More than once, he felt that his body and brain were fighting against each other, and they were hostile to tearing his soul apart—whether Chen Ming had lived in such a split body, this idea suddenly broke into his mind, and he felt that he had no Think so.

"Xiao Ye, you must know the theory of evolution." The old woman looked at his trembling hands and slowly uttered such a sentence.

Chen Li nodded.

"We once conjectured that the opposite of the theory of evolution is the theory of dissolution," said the old woman. "The theory of dissolution is the way nature uses to balance this ecological world. Humans are intelligent creatures who are good at making tools, and are also good at memory, suspicion and rule, so humans are creatures with limited lifespans in the natural setting."

"There are still many creatures in the world. Their bodies recycle indefinitely, their cells regenerate extremely fast, and they enjoy a long lifespan, but most of these creatures have no thinking. If they learn to remember, suspect and rule..." The old woman chuckled With a loud voice, "How insignificant should human beings become."

"In the theory of dissolving, what is dispelled is the power that destroys the balance. Power that is too powerful will be punished by fate." The old woman uttered this sentence slowly, every word contained huge power, as if Cutting mountains and cutting down roads is just like talking about the secrets of heaven.

"You're talking about her, and you're talking about me." Chen Li said, his face was expressionless, but his eyes were in a daze.

"Yes, Xiao Ye, I'm talking about her, and I'm talking about you too." The old woman said.

"Why..." Chen Yue moved his lips, and at some point his lips also began to tremble.

His tone seemed to be asking the old woman, but also as if he was asking himself.

He has a lot of "whys" he wants to ask, and even wants to ask this huge world, a world full of everything and nothing...why give him so many things he doesn't want.

He never wanted to be the son of General Chen, there is nothing wrong with living an ordinary life, being a piece of dust, being a mayfly, maybe he is not reconciled, at least it is easy to die.

He also didn't want to survive after jumping into the sea. If the counter-revolutionaries didn't save him, there would be nothing wrong with being buried in the bottom of the sea.

If you died on that rainy night, with your organs failing due to inflammation, there would be nothing wrong with that.

Chen Ming, I've had enough.

Why do you never ask me, do you want to be, do you want to be, do you want to be chosen by you.

Tell him now that everything is the "success" of fate against him, bringing him to the brink of death time and time again, and leaving him in this world again and again, as if two invisible parties are playing games.

His body was like a chessboard, and the flags with needles on the base fell one by one, piercing blood holes all over his body.

He took a deep breath, struggling to swallow the pain and dissatisfaction in his mouth, and clenched his fists tightly.

In his brain full of irritability, noise and pain, a figure slowly emerges... He likes the appearance of him burying his head in lighting a cigarette the most, as if all the chicness of this gloomy era has been given to him alone.

He slowly exhaled this stagnant breath.He looked at the old woman, who was also waiting for his bad mood to subside.

"Xiao Ye," the old woman said, with a mellow and warm voice, "From now on, listen to me carefully."

Chen Li nodded slowly.

"Chen Ming has made mistakes all her life, but she is brave, sober, and smart. She is the best scholar, researcher, and soldier I have ever seen, so even in that situation, I still support her to stay. My own genes got you."

"Xiao Ye, this is a secret between me and her. I know that keeping such a secret will be very dangerous. I will die because of it sooner or later, but I am not afraid. I have lived enough." The old woman said with a smile .

"Chen Ming, she has an unstable human brain. Sometimes she can control it completely, and sometimes she can only accept it passively," the old woman said here, and she breathed heavily, "If she loses control and explodes, Then her mind could pierce the third dimension."

"That is, to pierce this three-dimensional world."

"Then everything in this world can only be destroyed."

"So she chose to end this life. When she chose to end herself, she did not hesitate."

Chen Li listened to the old woman's words in silence, but he couldn't say anything.This is similar to what Chen Yue told him, but it is heavier, colder, deeper, and full of extreme unknown fear.

"Xiao Ye, you and Chen Ming have almost the same genes, so I guess you too..." The old woman shook her head and sighed, "At that time, I failed to prevent Chen Ming from going to death, which was the thing I regret most .”

"You are not afraid, will she really destroy the world?" Chen Li's voice was hoarse.

"If the world is really destroyed, it is also the choice of God, and one should not be blamed for not dying," the old woman said calmly, "The disaster can only be postponed, and it may never come? Just like we can freeze the huge waves , but it cannot be allowed to disappear in situ.”

"So Chen Ming just died in her imagination." Chen Li said.

"We did a lot of experiments, including the final experiment..." The voice of the old woman was a little choked up, "We found the best option, and then chose it."

"For her, the most important thing in life is the experiment." Chen Li rubbed his eyebrows, his voice gradually became softer unconsciously.

"Xiao Ye, she did it for atonement and for you," said the old woman.

Chen Li smiled wryly, "You always say that she will do everything for me, but when did she ever ask me what I want?"

"She wants you to be free," the old woman shook her head and sighed, "but when you come back, fate will continue to swing forever."

"So I have only one way to die." Chen Li has completely calmed down, no joy or anger can be read on his face, he doesn't have the energy to show a proper expression, his inner core is already too tired.

"As long as you never admit your relationship with her," the old woman's tone became serious, "and be prepared to go through desperate situations again and again, I will help you with the rest, and I will not let you die in the same place as her." Everyone's suspicion and misunderstanding."

"G doesn't know exactly where Chenming is outstanding. It's been eight years. The longer the time, the safer you will be," said the old woman. "If G had obtained Chenming's secret, she would definitely Made into a weapon, do you remember the 26 glass towers? That’s not for some unknown alien civilization... In the eyes of G, she is a weapon just like those glass towers.”

"But she is a person! She has dedicated her life to this country and dedicated everything! Her death has contributed to the people of this country, ending a cruel experiment era, but no one knows her sacrifice, even they only Will spread those false scandals over and over again!" The old woman was heartbroken, her eyes were red.

"So I shouldn't resent her, right?" Chen Li said.

"At least I think so." The old woman said earnestly.

"……I can not do it."

The old woman sighed again, and she sighed almost as much today as she did last year.

"She gave me a life of death." Chen Li complained word by word, "She...and left me so easily."

The old woman wrapped Chen Li's trembling left hand with a generous palm.The power spanning more than 130 years is different, warm and thick, and seems to be able to break through all cold barriers.

"My child, everyone is born different. You have to accept your fate or not."

Chen Li suddenly laughed, he seldom smiles, so when a smile appeared on his face, it was like spring flowers blooming and the clouds disappearing, "I have already promised this life to the person I like, I don't want to break my promise. "

"That's really great!" The old woman said excitedly, holding Chen Li's hands with her hands, and firmly grasping the thin but hard fingers of the young man.

That is a body of flesh and blood, but also steel and iron.From the first moment she saw this child, she knew that he was an unyielding person, an iron gate that could not be knocked down even by hurricanes.

"Do you know Chen Ming? Bright Ming." Chen Li asked.

The old woman shook her head, "I don't know."

Perhaps the only way to find the answer is to return to Xiaobailou, Chen Li thought.

"Then do you know the 'isolated island' in the eighth district?"

The old woman was stunned for a moment, then she nodded slowly.

"What happened there?" Chen Li still felt powerless pain when he recalled the scene there.