Don't be a coward with me [E-sports]

He wanted to see everything about Tang Yu'an.

Ling Suyu is hesitant about things other than games, even small things, let alone such a big thing as going home.

After all, he hasn't been back for five years.

After returning to Fight's club, he kept thinking about this matter: "How about... I still wait until I win the global finals?"

Tang Yu'an looked at his tangled look and thought he was too cute.

"Go back if you want, don't use the championship as an excuse." He hit the nail on the head.

Ling Suyu: "..."

Tang Yu'an is right, but the problem is that Ling Suyu is not sure if he really wants to go back.

Five years ago, between his dream and his family, he chose his dream without hesitation.

From the moment he made a choice, he was doomed to value his dreams more than his family for the rest of his life, which would make him feel guilty for betraying his family.

Rather than saying that "winning the championship" is an excuse for "going back", it is better to say that "going back after winning the championship" itself is an excuse, an excuse for him to avoid choosing between his dream and his family.

Ling Suyu couldn't let go of his family, but even more couldn't let go of his dream.

He is afraid that his dream will alienate his family, but he is even more afraid that his family will block his dream.

Isn't this kind of thinking bad?

After all, this kind of thinking essentially puts the family members who have worked so hard to raise them on the opposite side of themselves.

Ling Suyu sat on the sofa, pulled his legs up, hugged his knees and curled up into a ball, making a difficult choice.

He didn't have to face this kind of choice before, because he had never won a championship, and he didn't even have the chance to play. He didn't have the face to go back, so he didn't have the opportunity to make a choice.

Now, Fight has given him such a chance, so that he can choose to go back with glory, and once again try to convince his family and get their approval.

Can……

What if it fails again?

In case there is another quarrel and break up...

"What are you afraid of?" Tang Yu'an looked at him curiously, tentatively guessing the reason, "Worried that your family will not recognize you?"

Ling Suyu gave a barely audible "hmm".

"If they really don't recognize you, they won't let you play e-sports in another city for five years, are you stupid?" Tang Yu'an raised his hand and rubbed Ling Suyu's head, and said suddenly, "I'll tell you tell a story."

"Huh?" Ling Suyu was easily distracted, and looked at Tang Yu'an with doubts and curiosity.

Facing his clear but slightly confused gaze, Tang Yu'an couldn't help laughing, and then said: "I have a friend who has been smart since he was a child. He has good grades in all subjects from elementary school to junior high school. He didn't fall out of the top ten in his grade, but he just didn't learn well. Rather, he was curious about everything and wanted to try everything, so he smoked, drank, and got tattoos at a young age. Various Internet cafes and KTV."

"And then?" Ling Suyu thought while listening, could this "friend" be Tang Yu'an himself?

And the more he thought about it, the more curious he was about what happened next.

"Then he found his goal in life and wanted to drop out of school to pursue it, but his parents didn't allow it." Tang Yu'an said calmly, as if talking about something completely unrelated to him, "He ran away from home, junior high school, I forgot whether it was the second or third year of junior high school, he almost fled to Hong Kong alone with his little pocket money, and he even managed to get a pass."

Ling Suyu:? ?

"But his parents called the police, and the police took him back from the border overnight." Tang Yu'an simply stopped pretending, "I understood then that if my parents really wanted to stop me from doing something, I can't escape their palms at all, and I can't be hard on my parents. So, I changed my way, I talked to them calmly, expressed my true inner thoughts, and finally convinced them. They I agree to play e-sports, but there is a requirement, that is, I must finish my studies."

"They didn't lie to me. After I was admitted to university, they completely let go, and then I took a break from school in the first year to build a team." Tang Yu'an said, suddenly smiled triumphantly, "I'm good, right?"

Ling Suyu: "..."

Pretty awesome, in every sense of the word...

"Compared with me, your situation is considered good. Look at you, you have been away from home for so many years, and your parents haven't called the police."

Ling Suyu: "..."

Hello!Don't make me sound like a fugitive!

"So, when you left home, you must have expressed your thoughts clearly? If they don't agree with their mouths, they may have already approved of you in their hearts." Tang Yu'an said.

Ling Suyu was stunned.

Indeed... Although he had a falling out with his parents when he "run away from home" five years ago, he expressed all his thoughts.

Are his parents really...

"When people are immature, they will always do things that make them regret, such as smoking. At that time, they felt very handsome, but now they only feel that they were stupid at that time." Tang Yu'an said, "But the matter of running away from home , I don’t regret it, although I was arrested by the police in the end, but through this behavior, my parents saw my attitude, saw that I was serious, and even wanted to do this with all my might.”

"I'm a person who will do whatever I want. Maybe I'm going to travel and leave tomorrow, but you are different. You also run away from home. You need to accumulate more courage than me, and at the same time bear more pressure. Great pain."

"Your parents must know you better than I do. They must have seen your determination, so no matter how much they disagree with your choice, they finally let you try."

"And what you have to do now is just go back and let them take a look. Your original choice was right, you have no regrets, and you are living a good life."

"Dreams and family are never in opposition. You can go back to your family at any time on the road of chasing your dreams. In fact, you know better than anyone else. No matter what you do, they will forgive and accept it. You. They've been waiting for you to go back."

Tang Yu'an's voice gradually became a little distant, and the picture in front of him also became blurred.

Ling Suyu buried his head on his knees and choked up.

His family is waiting for him to go back...

Tang Yu'an saw that he was crying, so she didn't say any more, she quietly stayed by his side, stroking his head and the back of his neck with her palm.

In fact, he didn't know what happened between Ling Suyu and his family, but since Ling Suyu wanted to go back, there must be someone waiting for him to go back.

Some people want to go back, some people are waiting, so why hesitate?Go back properly!Come back now!Book your flight today!

Hmm... Let's wait until Ling Suyu makes a decision.

In fact, when Ling Suyu cried, he had already made a decision.

After a while, he calmed down a little, and said these four words in a barely audible voice: "I want to go home."

"En." Tang Yu'an responded with a smile, and said softly, "Rest well today, adjust your mood, and I will go back with you tomorrow."

I'll book a plane ticket later——

"Okay." Ling Suyu obediently responded, rubbing his eyes.

I obviously seldom cry, why do I always cry in front of Tang Yu'an, it's so embarrassing...

However, for some reason, he wasn't worried that Tang Yu'an would dislike him because of this.

"Is there any pudding in the refrigerator? Bring you a box?" Tang Yu'an asked.

Ling Suyu shook his head: "Pour me a glass of water?"

"Okay—" Tang Yu'an stood up, "You can ask me to do anything—"

Ling Suyu looked at his back as he went to pour water, feeling very relieved.

This person is my boyfriend.

It's really unreal.

like a dream.

After listening to Tang Yu'an's story, Ling Suyu suddenly realized that he only knew Tang Yu'an in front of him, and he knew nothing about his past.

He can only see the reliable Tang Yu'an who always walks in front of him and solves everything for him. He can't see the Tang Yu'an who also struggled for his dream and hit the wall, and the strange one who "doesn't learn well" " Tang Yu'an.

However, Ling Suyu likes Tang Yu'an in front of him.

No matter what kind of person Tang Yu'an was in the past, now he has grown into the person he likes, and that's enough.

Tang Yu'an was still pouring water in front of the water dispenser, Ling Suyu suddenly stood up from the sofa, walked over, approached him from behind, got close to him, and stretched out his hands to hug him.

Tang Yu'an was slightly taken aback.

It was the first time for him to be hugged from behind, and he felt an indescribable intimacy in this movement.

Before, he always felt that there was an invisible wall between himself and Ling Suyu. No matter how close he was to Ling Suyu, that wall subtly existed there.

But now, that wall suddenly disappeared.

Ling Suyu embraced Tang Yu'an from behind with peace of mind, rubbed his head on his back affectionately, and wiped all the tears that he hadn't wiped off onto his clothes.

Tang Yu'an couldn't help laughing: "What are you doing? Why did you suddenly become like a cat?"

Ling Suyu: "Meow——"

Tang Yu'an: "It's a coincidence, isn't it? I'm level [-] in cat language, let me translate it: I'm already acting like a baby, why don't you coax me?"

Ling Suyu didn't speak, it was acquiescence.

So Tang Yu'an left the half-filled water glass alone, gently held Ling Suyu's hand, turned around and hugged him into his arms, bowed his head and kissed him on the forehead: "Feather, I love you. I will convince you Let them accept mine. You don’t have to worry about anything, just rely on me with confidence.”

"En." Ling Suyu responded, closed his eyes, and let Tang Yu'an hug him, feeling each other's heartbeats.

After a while, he suddenly thought of something and opened his eyes again: "Have you got a tattoo?"

"Cough." Tang Yu'an coughed in embarrassment, but quickly added in a joking voice, "Want to watch it?"

"Think." Ling Suyu responded without hesitation.

Not just the tattoos, but all of Tang Yu'an, he wants to see.

"Well... okay, come to my room and show you." Tang Yu'an said, and suddenly approached Ling Suyu's ear, and added in a low voice, "I'm sorry to take it off in the hall."

Ling Suyu's ears turned red all of a sudden, but he quickly responded: "Okay, go to your room and show me the clothes."

The author says:

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!