The Book on the Pillow: The Sea and Moonlight

Donghua will never forget that strange meeting.

The reason why it is said to be strange is not only because of the situation in which it is located, in the realm of chaos, there is no time and space, neither life nor death, he can be nothingness, or everything; Master, he wasn't even sure if it was a person, or any creature in the world, he called him Chaos; not only because Chaos arranged a meeting between him and himself, which claimed to be from 30 years ago Donghua in the other world accidentally fell into his world and met his Xiaobai and his children; it was because Donghua said, you should go back, Xiaobai's time is running out.

At that time, Donghua was dragging his body that had not healed for a long time, his already numb heart was suddenly pulled into a ball, and his vision that had been dark for a long time rolled out bloody.

--How long is forever indeed?Maybe it's the unchanging tenderness between the eyebrows and eyes.

It seems that a long time ago, there was a smart little fox in Taichen Palace.He brought it back from the Ten Evil Lotus Realm on a whim, but he didn't expect to find more and more interesting things.

The little fox always thinks he is very powerful, and when he talks about falling from the sky in the realm of ten evil lotuses, he is so proud of himself.But Donghua thinks it is very stupid and cute, it can burn its paws with any trick, and even believes it when it says that its bloated belly is a happy pulse. Donghua can't hide the smile behind his serious face. I have seen such a deceitful little fox.

The little fox's slick tail is always dangling in front of him, and his fat paws are like juicy mangosteen. Sometimes he is too clumsy to hold a pen, and sometimes he mischievously drops black plums on his drawing paper.They were resting by the same pond. Donghua watched it stretch out its limbs comfortably, yawned a big yawn with its restless mouth, and slept in the warm sun without any defense. Treat it as your own home!

The little fox also has his own little thoughts.He knew that it would secretly put its claws on his face while it was resting, retract the sharp tips of its claws, and only use the soft pads to graze his cheeks.He closed his eyes and pretended to sleep, and the meat pad carefully climbed from his cheek to his forehead, and then fell from his forehead to his chin.Sometimes he would touch his lips hesitantly, perhaps because he was found scruples in the abruptness of being in the lotus realm of ten evils, and he didn't dare to make another mistake, which made him feel a little regretful.

When the sun was just right, he leaned on the couch to comb its hair, nestled in a fluffy mass on his chest, the little fox looked at him with big and moist fox eyes, as if saying yes, continue, really comfortable, and turned his head to him His arms arched.He felt like his heart was being gently swept by the fox's tail, and it was a little itchy, and he needed to rub two more round hairs to relieve it.

Others have always known that he likes round hair. Before that, he had always liked mighty round hair. It was the first time that he was so cute and cute.It was never thought that the little fox would be lost one day, let alone that the little fox would become his closest person!

The little fox's furry paws gradually turned into a pair of white and tender hands.

These hands are dignifiedly holding the long hair that is still damp at the temples, and the tiny strands of hair are fluttering in the morning wind.The girl who floated up from the seaside of the past, pretended to be a stranger, and was stingy to share his eyes.At that time, he was drinking tea indifferently without realizing it, but for some reason, every time he thought about it, he could always recall that even the flickering rain and flowers could not hide the radiance in her eyes.

The little hands deftly manipulated the ingredients on the table, and all kinds of seasonings were lined up in a row, which was quite grand.It was in the Haifengyuan of the Lovebirds in Fanyin Valley, and he said, "Go and cook", while she said, "You are really thick-skinned", but she asked him every detail, "How does the emperor want to steam fish?" He remembered himself He said, "Do the same today, do the same tomorrow, and change the day after tomorrow." In fact, it doesn't matter what, he just wants to see her busy for him.

After fiddling and fiddling, these little hands fiddled with Taichen Palace. The back kitchen of Taichen Palace, which had been deserted for a long time, added a lot of fireworks because of her.He loves to hear her holding his hand and asking, "What do you want to eat? I'll make it for you!" The soft voice seemed to be rolling in honey, and all emotions were slowly wrapped up, even he couldn't help but want to Indulge in this fluffy sweet scent.Kissing these little hands, he said softly, "Anything is fine, I won't choose."

Although Xiao Bai was blushing, he also liked playing hand games very much.When he went to play outside in winter, she secretly rubbed snow balls and stuffed them into his neck.He pretended not to know how to let her succeed, and punished her pretendingly to be dissatisfied. The ticklish little fox couldn't wait for him to rub his big hands twice before he couldn't breathe with laughter. The fox's eyes were shining and moist with tears.She pitifully stuffed her little hand into his palm and said: "Hands are so cold, warm them up for me." The weak and boneless little hand seemed to be covering his heart, so tight that it ached and scalding hot.

Xiaobai is used to letting him hold her hand, even in the starlight enchantment.She said, hold my hand and keep holding it!He kept holding it, never wanting to let go.

Xiaobai's eyes are the most beautiful.Big and round pupils, sometimes admiring, sometimes ashamed, sometimes mourning, sometimes courageous, all of which are innocent, pure, clear and transparent.

They finally came to Qingqiu to look at the stars by the seaside, and the stars were shining in the mellow and peaceful night sky.She hugged his arm and smiled like a little fox who just stole fish, the dazzling light rippling in her eyes, she said: "I finally show you the stars in Qingqiu! Isn't it beautiful? As long as you want , I’ll bring you here all the time!” But he was deeply immersed in the eyes reflecting the starlight, the stars were flat and wild, and he had embraced the galaxy of Qingqiu in his arms.

"Why do you have to bring it?" He raised his eyebrows and asked her.

The girl with bright eyes and good looks turned her fox eyes into two crescent moons with a smile: "Because you are the husband of my Queen Qingqiu!"

"Then, call your husband to come and listen."

"Husband, husband... how strange it is to scream!" Blush covered her face, she turned her head to count the stars in embarrassment, but he straightened her head mercilessly.

"You'll get used to it a few more times, madam."

The red fox's face was buried lower and lower, and he would rather lie on his chest than look at him anymore.

The endless sea of ​​Buddha bells and flowers in the blue sea and Cangling is like an eternal symbol, engraved with their past, their memories, and it is also their home.

It's home.In addition to the majestic stone palace, there are constantly refurbished vegetable gardens and orchards in the house. There are many fish and shrimps in the clear spring water, and all kinds of flowers are blooming in the vast fields.As long as Xiaobai likes it, he will get it for her.

There are also two little fox cubs in the house. Their lively and active appearance makes the usual comfortable Bihai Cangling also contaminated by the noise.

However, the bustle is bustling, but the two-person world between him and Xiaobai is really disturbed. Xiaobai's eyes are no longer focused on him alone, but often follow the two small figures, Make him regret it.

Gun Gun is very polite and sensible, You You is the most mischievous, either trampled on the unicorn plants in the vegetable garden, or ruined the bunches of grapes on the branches, even the fish that was about to be put into the pot can be turned upside down, making her mother The idea of ​​showing off his culinary skills encountered obstacles from time to time, and Xiaobai was so angry that he picked up the little fox cub with his arms crossed.

Donghua looked at the charming woman in front of him, and always felt that she had changed from the bright and beautiful girl in his memory.

She turned her slightly red face from anger, and met his meaningful eyes, she couldn't help but pause, showing some shame and grievance.

After letting the little fox cub go to the corner to reflect, she twisted into his arms angrily, grabbed his cuff and said in dissatisfaction: "I got so angry, but my husband is watching the fun and doesn't know how to help. How did you become a father!"

Donghua was called "husband" by her, and his heart softened. Looking at her opening and closing her small mouth, he finally knew what was different. His Xiaobai called him "husband"!What started it?From the emperor to Donghua, and then to the husband, the shy little lady has become more and more used to it, and he likes it very much, very much.

Chattering and complaining became a entangled love net, and he sculpted the curve of his lips absent-mindedly.

The little fox cub who was peeping had his eyes covered.

--How long is forever indeed?Maybe it's a persistent obsession in my heart.

As a revered god, Donghua naturally knows the mission of becoming a god, and he only hopes to accompany his wife and children well before that point comes.

But desire always rises. Just as many years ago, Donghua, who was told that he had no destiny, never thought about how long he could last with Xiaobai. After they really started, he never thought that the good life would end one day.

He and Xiaobai have gone through many ups and downs, and now they have both sons and daughters and are finally happy, and it is time for their years to be peaceful.Since they have been around for 1000 or 2000 years, it is not impossible for them to be 1, 2, 10, or 20 years old.

How lonely he was once, how happy he is now, and how eager he is for the future.

However, what he didn't expect was that apart from Yingjie's emergence, there would be something else that could separate him from his family, that is, the fate and longevity of beings born in the Six Realms and longer than the Six Realms.

The first incident that broke the peace was that Youyou suffered from a serious illness that could hardly be cured.

Needless to say, the little fox cub Youyou was very dangerous when she was born. She was weak for a period of time after she was born. After a long time of recuperation, she slowly recovered. Later, she saw that she was eccentric, lively and active, and did not see any abnormalities, so she put it down. Come on.

Unexpectedly, something happened when Youyou was a hundred thousand years old.Youyou, who soon succeeded Qingqiu's queen, was injured for a long time after an accident, and became weaker by the day, and even her immortal essence seemed to be unstable. After inviting Zheyan and Yaowang to see her, they both frowned and pondered for a long time.

Later, Zheyan came up with an idea. Maybe Youyou was infested by evil spirits before birth. After birth, he was congenitally deficient, so he was particularly easy to be disturbed by the turbid air and dirt from all over the world. Over the years, many impurities have been mixed in the menstrual veins. If it were not for Youyou himself With the bloodline of respecting the gods and deep roots, I am afraid that he can't even support it at this age.

With no other choice, Donghua used his own pure golden blood as a guide to purify the meridians and replenish the vitality for Youyou.But Zheyan also told Donghua in private that this is just a measure of rights and interests, if there is a first time, there will be a second time, as long as she lives in the six realms, she will not be immune.

It was the first time that Donghua faced the life-and-death moment of his family. This made him aware of the invisible crisis in the harmony of enjoying the family. He never thought that there is another possibility, another kind of family member leaving before Yingjie. The possibility of coming.

Youyou called him "Father" feebly, and Xiaobai wept sadly.Their faces appeared alternately in Donghua's mind, becoming a difficult obstacle to get rid of.

Since his incarnation, Donghua has never been afraid of the harm he inflicted on himself, whether it is bullying at a young age, ignoring others, fighting on the battlefield, or even endangering life and death. When others are ruthless, he can be more ruthless than others. He is fearless only because Nothing to worry about.

But later he had his own concerns. Someone taught him the bitterness and sweetness of love, the pain of not getting what one asks for and the joy of getting what one wants.With mixed feelings, he found that his heart became thicker and softer. It is precisely because he has gained that he can understand the pain of loss more deeply. After experiencing the warmth of home, he knows how lonely and tasteless countless long nights are.

To him, lifespan was originally just a number, and when to leave depends on the timing.Now, he is extraordinarily stingy with the passing months and years.The rising sun in the east, the golden crow sinking in the west, the bright moon hanging high, and the twinkling stars, every flow of time has left an imprint on his heart.

How long can I go with Xiaobai?How long can she protect her and the children?While indulging in the warmth given by his family, he is always asking himself.

However, the more he thought and explored, the more he found that the answer was contrary to his expectations.The lifespan of the respected god is not the same as that of ordinary immortals. Maybe he was not the first to leave, maybe everyone he cared about will gradually go away. This answer quickly turned the reluctance buried in his heart into unwillingness—— Why can't hard-won happiness last long?Why has it become his extravagant wish to grow old together that mortals can have?

At that time, the obsession was revealed.

He hates the impermanence that always makes them suffer. He also hates the master who has planned the world and all things in the dark. He hates his own life that is too tough. What he wants is a complete family. He wants Xiaobai and the children Walk with him, don't want any of them to leave.

At first, obsession was just a bud, emerging tremblingly from the frozen land, swaying in his contradictions and entanglements; later, obsession became a tree, weakly resisting the unknown In his tossing and restlessness, he stretched his body; finally, his obsession finally turned into a forest, and the seemingly vulnerable plants supported each other, grasping any possible gap to absorb nutrients, and he could no longer hold back their love. growing up.

He knows that this is not a good sign, but if his mind is out of shape, how can he get it?

From the moment the breath of chaos appeared 10 years ago, he had a vague premonition that the nuisance caused by his obsession would become a big trouble, and it really made him a prophecy.

After that, he purified the meridians for Youyou.Zheyan is right, as long as she lives in the Six Realms, she will not be immune, and now there is more chaos in the Six Realms.

In order to avoid Xiaobai's worry, he always acts alone.But what made him suffer was not the physical and mental effort, but the fear of the future.

Maybe his anxiety was too obvious during those days, Xiaobai often stroked his eyebrows and asked: "Donghua, what are you worried about?" She still put her soft little hand on his palm, "Don't always Keep a straight face, you can see that you have frightened the children."

At that time, A Li who had become the prince of the Celestial Clan, Gun Gun who was the young master of the Taichen Palace, and You You who had inherited the Queen of the Eastern Wilderness all looked at him nervously. It alarmed him, or did something wrong to annoy him.

He could only swallow the bitterness in his heart silently, hugged her pretending nothing happened, and temporarily forgot his worries in the familiar warm fragrance.

How could he tell her that he was embarking on a road of no return, or a road of no return that might even lead to the fall of the Six Realms.

The deeper the obsession, the more dense the breath of chaos that appears in this world.Others only think that the emperor's Taoism is superb and can resist this catastrophe that no one can stop, but they don't know that the flood and beast in their eyes are just the gully that cannot be filled in his heart, and every time he stops like drinking poison to quench his thirst is just the next sink The tranquility before.

He introduced more and more breath of chaos into Bihai Cangling, until he had to close the spiritual land that raised him.The last time I left from Bihai Cangling, it has long since lost its original appearance, and it has been surging like the real breath of chaos in the surrounding fields of Bihai Cangling. The dry spiritual spring seems to be an eye from the abyss, silently staring at him full of wounds. hole heart.

It was too late.He felt desolate in the cheering Six Realms. They didn't know that he was unable to eliminate so many chaotic breaths, and when they came again, there would be an end.

The past 10 years have been like a dream, everything he has done not only cannot restore the decline, but is like facing the curse of fate, the more he tries to get out, the deeper he sinks. Not only can he not save Xiaobai and the children, but even himself. Can't help.

--How long is forever indeed?Maybe it's the wandering of mountains and seas.

In the thousand years before the catastrophe of chaos came, Donghua had a premonition, not to mention other things, the increasingly dense breath of chaos in the blue sea cangling was the proof.

From the initial depression and bewilderment, he gradually calmed down and realized the situation he would face one day.Letting go of the Six Realms is not a choice he would make; letting go of Xiaobai and the others, the Six Realms may not survive, but he must not live alone; the only way to let go of himself is to cut off the breeding source of the chaos, and then seal the existence that cannot be eliminated. The breath of chaos can win a glimmer of life.

Things went round and round, as if they were still back to the starting point.

He thought of the life and death he had faced countless times tens of thousands of years ago, and it was always her who was reluctant to let go.

Every day before the farewell is like a treasure, and Donghua doesn't want to spend time on unnecessary entanglements.

After extracting the breath of chaos and enclosing it in the Bihai Cangling, he took Xiaobai through the six realms and revisited his old place.The memories of the past and the present are overlapping, and after a long time, his Xiaobai still has bright eyebrows and a bright smile.He wanted to remember all of this, no matter where he would be then.

Xiaobai's joyful footsteps come from a distance, her black hair is adorned with a crown of colorful flowers, her face is like the dawn of spring, and her eyes are like morning stars.She was still holding a larger flower crown in her hand, and she seemed to want to put it on for him while he was not paying attention.With the fox cub not in front of her, she felt more girlish, just like she did many years ago.

"What is this?" He pretended to be surprised and touched the dewy flowers on his hair, remembering the wreath he gave Xiaobai for the Girl's Day in Fanyin Valley, and said with a smile, "I'm not a fairy, it should be Husband gives it to wife!"

"Don't move! Who said it can only be given to fairies?" She patted his groping hand lightly, stepped back half a step to admire her masterpiece, "This is a flower crown I specially made for my husband, it's so beautiful!"

Donghua looked at the wreath of branches and leaves on her head, and the bright red or purple flowers trembled and stretched to reveal their fragrance, but still couldn't hide her swaying beauty, so he couldn't help softening his voice, caressing her cheeks and agreeing: "Yeah, it looks great!"

Such hair, such eyebrows, such eyes, such lips, such a breath, such warmth... He cut off his thoughts in time before he could feel a sense of loss again.

"and then?"

"what?"

"Put this on for me, and then?"

"Then... drag it back to the fox hole?"

"...Madam is so bold!"

"Isn't that what's said in the scriptures? If you're caught by a vixen, you'll be dragged back to the fox cave!"

"...That's a good idea! Then, hurry up and procrastinate!"

"Hey, then you can't lie on me, it's too heavy!"

"Didn't you say you want to 'delay'? All right, then, let me borrow half of my wife's strength!"

Donghua half leaned on Xiaobai's body, allowing her to drag her arms forward, his nose filled with her fragrance, but his heart felt sour.He closed his eyes slightly, concealed his emotions, and seriously played with his wife.

It was unexpected for Gun Gun to get hurt, especially for important parts like eyes.Zheyan also said it was difficult. After all, the beast that injured him was corroded by the breath of chaos. As the wound deteriorated, it might hinder his vision in the future.

Donghua already knew the reason when he went to rescue Gun Gun. If others don't know the reason, how can he not blame himself?Since he planted the cause, why not he bears the fruit?If it is retribution and punishment, why not come to him?The nails pierced deeply into the palm, but the slight pain could not conceal the heaviness in his heart.

He made a decision almost the moment Zheyan said his conclusion, rolling his eyes.Now that he knew what was coming, why didn't he plan well for his wife and children?What else can be used, he is not stingy.

Zheyan was shocked and almost cursed, but in the end he had to succumb to his insistence as a father.

He didn't want to say much about this matter, he just told Zheyan not to tell Xiaobai and Gungun.

Later, when Xiaobai was injured by the breath of chaos when he broke into the Bihai Cangling and was dying, Donghua's rescue was even more logical.

Donghua's heart also fell to the bottom when he felt that Xiaobai's body fell lifelessly into the breath of chaos wrapped in layers.While mourning for the ruthlessness of the Heavenly Dao, he also mourned for the evil consequences caused by his willfulness. Is this going to take away her Xiaobai?No, he will never allow it!Even if there is a chance in a million, he will let Xiaobai live!

At that time, he and Xiaobai were also trapped in the chaotic breath of the blue sea and Cangling, and he had nothing but himself, so what could he fight for?Counting and counting, there is only one heart.

The catastrophe is approaching, time is running out, and he doesn't want to fail at this time.He can break Xiaobai's heart once, and it doesn't matter the second time. Thinking that half heart can be with her forever from now on, he thinks this is luckier than himself.

That's good, in this way, Xiaobai and his sons and daughters have their own marks on them, even if he is not around later, they can still do their best for him.In his whole life, he could never give up everything for his wife and children. This was a debt he could never make up for.

He especially remembered that on the eve of the catastrophe of chaos, he saw the end of this world and his own end in the gloomy mist that permeated the six realms.

Xiaobai in his arms slept restlessly.

Since Gun Gun's accident 500 years ago, she hasn't slept well. She didn't know that Gun Gun's eyes were hurt by the breath of chaos, and he gave Gun Gun his own eyes, but her intuition as a mother and wife made her keen Feeling the difference in the atmosphere, she clenched Donghua's sleeves tightly again and again, and the scorching temperature made his heart hurt through the clothes.

Even the fact that he sacrificed his heart to continue his life, subconsciously, she also felt it.Sometimes Xiaobai would cover his heart and ask, "Why does it feel a little strange?" He asked her what was wrong, and she shook her head and said, "I don't know, it's just uncomfortable..." It was just his entangled reluctance.

Donghua felt that it was his selfishness and obsession that put the Six Realms in danger. As the guardian of this world for a long time, he felt a little guilty.However, it is more about not regretting, maybe from the moment they met, the balance in their hearts has shifted, she has never been the same as him, he is willing to do many things for her that he has never done before, he is fighting for her. Their fate, their togetherness, their inseparability.

It's hard to get to today, but we have to usher in separation.Of course he regretted that he could no longer see his beloved wife with his own eyes.But he couldn't go on willful anymore, because the vortex of fate had swept everything, and his thoughts and thoughts were intertwined with the survival of the six realms.If you want them to be safe, you have to do the sacrifice yourself.

Xiaobai seemed disturbed by a nightmare, she frowned and called him sadly: "Donghua..." He hugged her even tighter.

Not being able to accompany her for the rest of the day, Donghua hoped that she would at least live comfortably.He sealed a memory of Feng Jiu. This painful past couldn't stand repeated scrutiny and pondering, so let her forget it, and don't think about it again.If possible, he didn't even want her to remember the upcoming farewell tomorrow.

He stretched out his hand to caress Feng Jiu's cheek, slowly leaving a mark on her haggard face, from her lips to the top of her hair, he traced the memory with a kiss: "...Xiaobai, take care!"

--How long is forever indeed?Maybe it is blurring the lingering of the years.

When Donghua passed through the big hole in the dome, preparing to die with the calamity of chaos, he never thought that he would have a chance to survive.And the space outside the cave has other mysteries that he has never imagined.

Chaos asked him, do you want to go back?

He was silent in the darkness for a long time, and the faltering hopes in his heart were extinguished one by one by himself—he could not go back, as long as he was here, the calamity of chaos would not end, and the pain of Xiaobai and the children would continue .

With such hopelessness, he wandered in the inexplicable realm until he was awakened by the "Donghua" in front of him.

Xiaobai's time is numbered, he said.

This is the result that Donghua obtained when he repeated divination a long time ago.Before that, he didn't often divination for himself, it disturbed his mind in vain, but for the sake of Xiaobai and the fox cubs, he did it countless times.

Even so, when everything was indeed presented in front of him, it was still an unbearable pain for him.

Someday, someday, this day will come.

He somehow found the way back, perhaps with the help of Chaos and that Donghua, but he has no intention of pursuing it, and the words Xiaobai said when he took him to Qingqiu to look at the stars still echoed in his mind: "Donghua, we will always be together." Be together?"

It seems that it only takes a moment to step into the Taichen Palace from the void, but it feels like an eternity.

He vaguely remembered that "Donghua" said that he had been away for 10 years.It turned out that 10 years was the limit left for her by his departure, but it was only 10 years, and he would not be able to keep his Xiaobai.

There was an uncontrollable throbbing in his chest. The broken heart sensed the intimate partner, and the beating was extraordinarily violent, but it also made him feel the other party's situation even more. It was extremely difficult.

Passing through the suppressed crowd, there was a gasp of surprise behind him, a few hesitant "dijun" sounds, and more voices came from all directions, buzzing in my ears.

His vision is usually drowsy, but the road under his feet has been described thousands of times in his dreams, and at the end of the road is the person he dreams of.

Step by step, he approached the place exuding a familiar fragrance. Xiao Bai's breath was a little weak, but it was like a bright light in the dark night, illuminating his way.

He clearly "saw" her petite body lying weakly in the thick cloud quilt, as thin as a feather, bathed in a soft brilliance, which may be the last glow of life.

Gun Gun and You You's surprised and mournful voices came: "Father! You are finally back! Mother kiss her..."

An arm supported him from the side, Zheyan's voice also contained regret: "Donghua, where did you come back from? Nine girls, she has been waiting for you for a long time!"

The noisy voice was about to overwhelm him again, he frowned and whispered: "Let's be alone for a while!"

When the surrounding was finally quiet, Donghua sat down in front of the couch, groping to caress that long-lost face.She has lost weight, her plump cheeks have sunken, and even the edges and corners are quite distinct; although she can't see her shiny black hair, it feels a little stagnant when she touches it. useless.

He held the hand on the side of the couch, and it was a little cold.I don't know if he felt a different temperature, the hand moved, and after a while, a faint call came over: "...Donghua, Donghua? Is that you?"

Donghua's chest was suffocated, and the voice rolled in his throat a few times before it overflowed: "Xiaobai, it's me..." He tightened his clenched hands, but turned his body slightly to prevent Xiaobai from seeing anything strange. .Since it has been concealed for a long time, there is no need to let her know at this time.

"Where did you go? Tell me to wait...Donghua, get closer to me, I can't see you..." Her voice was ethereal and light, as if it would disappear at any moment.

Donghua heard something strange from it, trembling and brushing his fluttering long eyelashes, he asked, "Xiaobai, what's wrong with your eyes?"

But she was still comforting him: "It's probably the bad season recently, and it's always a little blurry. Unfortunately, I can't see my husband clearly." She paused and then said, "I'm really afraid, I'm really afraid that I won't be able to wait for you... Dong Hua, don't leave me anymore... If you stay with me again, maybe it won't be long..."

"Don't say that!" Donghua couldn't bear it anymore, leaned over and held her in his arms, hot tears fell silently on her fragrant clothes.

She stroked his hair lightly with her hand: "Don't be sad... I'm so glad you're back, the children are fine, and they're very sensible when you're not here, even if you miss you, I miss you too... You have to grab me hands so that I won't be afraid..."

Like a child who finally got what she wanted, Xuxu confides her fragmented happiness, and those who don't know what to listen will only be more heartbroken.

"No, I will be with you, always." He tried his best to restrain the choking in his voice and the unbearable pain in his heart. At this time, he was glad that Xiaobai couldn't see these things.

"Xiaobai, you are tired, go to sleep, I will take you home when you wake up."

"...Where are you going? Isn't this home?" Xiao Bai's voice sounded a bit vague.

"Go to our house."

"Are you with me? We will listen to you..." Her voice gradually lowered, but she still emphasized, "...together, Donghua!"

"Okay, let's go together."

Donghua felt the arms of the man in his arms gradually relax, her head rested on his shoulders, her body curled up against his chest, and she fell into a lethargic sleep.But even so, her hand was still clutching his cuff, as if she was wary of staying away again.

He adjusted his posture so that the person in his arms could sleep more comfortably.After confirming that she was fast asleep, he formed a mudra with one hand, drawing a ball of shining purple light from his body, slowly sealing it into Xiaobai's body, and grabbing her hand to slowly input some cultivation.After some operations, Xiaobai's complexion eased by two points, and he was a little more at ease in his dream, but it was himself, whose already pale face was even less bloody.

Donghua snuggled up to her, kissed her on the forehead, and murmured: "Xiaobai, wait for me, we want to be together..."

Their temperature blended together, with the joy of reunion after a long absence, but also the lingering affection that was ignored, like the flowers blooming in the Jedi, strong and gorgeous.

--How long is forever indeed?It is the deep sleep that holds you in my arms.

Gungun and Youyou waited for their father on the second day.

Donghua sat in front of the desk in the study, caressing an old wooden fox ornament in his hand.

Time seems to have returned to many years ago, everything has not yet started, the fox cubs accompany their father in the study, the next moment the mother will come in with a snack, while stroking the hard-working roll to let him rest for a while, while holding the naughty one Youyou won't let her make a fuss, of course the most important thing is to pick a piece of the best snack and bring it to father's mouth.

"Father, what happened to you? Mother kissed her..." Gun Gun and Youyou couldn't hold back after all, knowing that mother was not well, and didn't know how father would treat her.

Donghua didn't answer them, he turned his head and looked outside the door, as if something attracted his attention.

"...The Breath of Chaos...has it appeared recently?"

The voice suddenly sounded, and Gun Gun was stunned for a moment before he realized it, bowed and replied: "There has been no change since my father cleared the breath of chaos in the six realms last time. Tianjun and I have paid more attention. There are also patrolling people in the world. , Father, don't worry."

"Alright." Donghua nodded, presumably it was another person's handwriting, so that's a big concern.

"How have you been all these years? Gun Gun has a wife and children, treat them well! You You is not young anymore, it's time to stop playing around."

Gun Gun and You You were still fathers at first and wanted to talk to them about their parents, but the more they heard it, the more ominous it became, and they couldn't help being frightened.Only to hear him change the subject again: "Your mother and I are leaving, and we will leave in two days."

Donghua said the most shocking words in the most flat tone, but it was like a bolt from the blue to a pair of children. Both Gun Gun and Youyou's eyes widened: "Father, what are you talking about!"

"Gun Gun, You You, you have all grown up, and you must know what father means. Your mother has had a hard time these years, and father owes her a lot. This time I will accompany her."

Even though Gungun and Youyou were no longer childish, one was a young emperor and the other was a queen, their eyes were still red when they heard this. They both knelt down beside Donghua's knees, and Youyou even lay on his father's lap and sobbed.But in one day, from the sadness of mother's dying, to the surprise of father's return, to the grief of parents' imminent departure, it is really tormenting.

Donghua patted the tops of the heads of the two of them. Although he felt reluctant to give up the child, he still wanted to be behind Xiaobai in the end.In this life, he didn't even take care of one person, so how could he care about others.

"You don't have to be like this, and you don't have to come to us. As long as you are well, father and mother will be happy." Hearing their mourning grow, he sighed softly and said, "Don't do this when mother wakes up." Make her sad, talk to her well."

Even though Gun Gun and You You were reluctant to part with each other, Donghua took Xiao Bai and left Jiuchongtian two days later, he didn't want to waste time with Xiao Bai in dealing with meaningless visits.

But Zheyan got the news and hurried over to see him for the last time, pulled him and said, "Mo Yuan and Shaowan have disappeared from the world, are you going to leave now?"

"Xiaobai can't wait, I don't want to waste any more time."

As a person who knows more than others, Old Fenghuang was impatient: "Maybe there is still a way, so why bother! Besides, you are like this..."

Donghua interrupted him lightly: "What's the difference? You know, there is no difference even if you stay."

"Donghua!" Zheyan's eyes were also red, knowing that his cold eyes could no longer be seen, but he was still surprised and angry at the decisive indifference in them.

Donghua only left him a distant figure, and a clear "Zheyan, thank you!"

When Donghua brought Xiaobai to Bihai Cangling, she was still sound asleep in his arms.

Although he infused her with cultivation and shared the immortal essence with her, the two of them are actually the same, it is impossible to say who is better than the other, but he still has his wish unfulfilled, and he wants to fight for some more time for the two of them.Therefore, although Xiaobai does not spend much time awake every day, it is enough for him.

Compared with his memory, Bihai Cangling recovered