The time of rebirth without regret

Chapter 32 really reborn

Xi Jun also hates himself for not being able to observe words and feelings like others. Although he has tried his best to face life cheerfully, he still can't open his mind to everyone and get along with them. Even getting along with a few people in the dormitory has made him very uncomfortable It takes effort.

When facing the shrewd and powerful Wu Han again, he didn't try to use lies to prevaricate, and he couldn't deceive this person at all.

So instead of trying every means to confess and prove those things that have happened but may not happen now, it is better to let Wu Hanshi find the truth by himself.

He finds the answer himself, verifies it, and then makes a decision, which is the most trustworthy.

What's more, rebirth is so fantastical, and we can't expect Wu Hanshi to accept it as soon as he hears it.

What Xi Junshang can do is to try to reveal the truth bit by bit, and then cherish every time the other party trusts after he gradually learns everything.

In fact, when reuniting with him on the bullet train changed the order of his previous life experience, Xi Jun began to vaguely hope that one day someone would share with him the confusion and new life of being a reborn person.

When this person showed his true face in the crowd, Xi Jun still hoped that he was Wu Hanshi.

……

Wu Han stopped touching his fingers and listened quietly to the other party.A few meters away in front of him, the man's light-colored lips softly threw out a few weighty questions:

"... At least, you have to ask me how I recognize Yu Fei, how I know Qiao, how I can distinguish Le Ru's signature, how I know Ku Ruo Lan's formula... Don't you want to ask me all of them?"

Wu Han raised his head.

The beautiful boy stared at him unblinkingly with lacquer-like eyes: "What if I'm a traitor?"

"..." Like answering Qiao's question, Wu Hanshi immediately denied the question in his mind.But he didn't speak.

He doesn't know where he got his confidence, but he is very sure that the boy who is sometimes cute and sometimes elf in front of him will not be the kind of sneaky and sneaky person.

It seems that he has known him for more than a day, or even more than a year. That kind of familiarity has penetrated into Wu Hanshi's heart, but...but he feels that it is not enough.

... There is a voice in the bottom of my heart that says, you don't know him well enough ...

The upturned face was only the size of a palm, and there was a look of smugness in the cleverness: "Why don't you speak, don't you want me to answer? Come on, which question should I listen to the answer to first?"

Wu Han shook his head: "I want to hear the truth."

"Eh?"

"If it's not true, no matter what the reason is, it's better not to say it."

Xi Jun's eyes dimmed, this person really wanted to investigate to the end, his character would not let vague possibilities exist.

But how sure is it to say it now so that people will not treat him as a psychopath?

When things came to an end, he hesitated for a while: "What if the truth is more like a lie than a lie?" Rebirth, brother, do you believe it.

Wu Han seldom laughed: "What do you think is the difference between truth and lies?"

"..."

"The person who speaks feels frank and clear, and the person who listens is willing to take it as the truth, so it is the truth." He patted his pants and stood up, "I think you still need some time to increase your confidence, even yourself If you don’t want to believe something, tell it to others, even if I believe it, you will think that I don’t believe it.”

Xi Jun was shocked.

"I'm quite curious, why do you have to let me... believe it?"

"..."

"It's up to you whether you say it or not, and it's up to me whether you believe it or not." Wu Hanshi turned around at the door with a half-smile, "Unless I believe it or not, it's very important to you."

"……"is that so?

Wu Han left Xi Jun alone in a daze, and left.

This night, the high bed and soft pillow still caused insomnia as a matter of course.I was thinking about Wu Han all night, when I clearly left the question at the end, why did I use an affirmative tone.

Could he have noticed something...

While worrying and secretly expecting something to happen.

This night Xi Jun was tossed and turned by his intentionally hidden mood and the fact that Wu Hanshi exposed his lack of self-confidence.

Otherwise, how can it be said that people who lack self-confidence are particularly disturbed.

Going back to the origin, maybe it is the shadow of his parents' precarious marriage when he was a child, his mother leaving them and his son and disappearing alone when he was ten years old, and his father leaving his tuition fees and leaving him when he was an adult.

In his previous life, he always wanted to get love, failed to get love, pretended not to love, fell in love, and lost love again... The extreme emptiness, inferiority and fear on the emotional road caused him to be self-closing and unwilling to face the character.

The first person to approach him was Zhang Yueran wearing a hypocritical mask. He ended his loneliness and his life.

There is also Wu Hanshi's sincerity, the relationship that was hot and cold...

The experience of the previous life is still rooted in his heart. Wu Hanshi was right, the one who didn't believe him from the beginning to the end was himself.

After being reborn for more than a year, he still thought that he had done a good job, that he was willing to smile at others, that he could interact freely with friends except Zhang Yueran, and that he would not be fooled by others!Can……

He hasn't learned to laugh at himself yet.

Smiling...Facing your own good and bad, face up to it and despise it at the same time.

This is the correct expression of a life attitude, hard work and cherishment.As a human being reborn, he may not magically become a genius, nor have he achieved great achievements because of the experience he has experienced.He was still a weak person, holding on to what he wanted to keep with a newborn sobriety.

Sweating profusely, Xi Jun opened his eyes from the chaotic half-sleep and half-awake, stretched out his arms to block the morning light from the window, and the heavy self-loathing in his heart began to slowly release.

Then the person who covered his eyes said viciously: "Bastard, one sentence can make people sleepless all night, don't be too complacent..."

... Although the words were gritted, but the voice was full of smiles, as if being injected with joyful vitality in this fine morning, Xi Jun really felt that he was reborn.