african diary

However, things often backfire. The more you avoid him, the more you will run into him.

That night, Xiao Hang and Tang Jiajie were sitting in the corner of a bar waiting for some friends, when they suddenly saw Ted and Stephen walking in.This is a gay bar, Xiao Hang actually rarely comes here, but once in a while he was caught by Ted, well, maybe Ted didn't notice him.

Just as Xiao Hang was trying his best to lower his head to hide his sense of existence——

"Hi, Ted, this way." Tang Jiajie called out loudly.

Therefore, Huanyou Huanyou will give you a kick at this critical moment.

After Ted and Stephen sat down opposite them, Stephen kept looking at Xiao Hang with a smile on his face, so that Xiao Hang felt the urge to reach out and touch his face for rice grains.Although he has not met, Stephen obviously knows Xiao Hang, whether it is because of Ted or Daniel, in short, he still knows who he is after he grows a beard.

"You shouldn't drink if you have a bad stomach." Ted broke the silence lightly.

"This is fruit wine, it doesn't have much strength." Xiao Hang unconsciously shook the wine glass in his hand, again and again, almost shaking the wine out of the glass several times.

"Ted, I don't see that you too..." Tang Jiajie clinked glasses with Ted.

"It was Stephen who insisted on coming here to take a look." Ted avoided Tang Jiajie's topic, neither admitting nor denying it.

In this way, Stephen is also gay. It seems that birds of a feather flock together. Among Ted's friends, there are probably many who have the same sexuality as him.In fact, I can't say what kind of sexual orientation is right now. Tang Jiajie is gay, so he didn't shy away from it as soon as he met him, but even a senior person in the circle like him couldn't tell what kind of good Xiao Hang was. He doesn't like men, and he doesn't like women either. Xiao Hang didn't say anything about himself, and he didn't want to say it. His enthusiasm was buried in the land of Africa. He won't fall in love with anyone again, even men. Whether it's a woman or not, it has nothing to do with him.

Xiao Hang shook the wine glass over and over again, finally, a few drops of wine came out for him.

"Stop shaking, I'm dizzy." Stephen pressed Xiao Hang's wine glass, turned to Tang Jiajie and said, "Handsome guy, let's go to the stage and have fun."

So, Xiao Hang and Ted were left sitting face to face in the corner.

"Didn't you say you want to live a normal life? What about your wife and children? You don't want them anymore."

Unexpectedly, Ted would ask such a direct question. This question made Xiao Hang speechless. Normal men with wives and children probably wouldn't appear in gay bars.

"Tang Jiajie is your new favorite? Is he below?"

Ted's next question made Xiao Hang unbearable.

"Just ordinary friends."

"Really?" Ted chuckled, "The way he looks at you is not simple."

Xiao Hang didn't know if Tang Jiajie was interested in him or not. He hadn't said anything to him, and he was always very slow to these things.

"I look like this now, who would like it?" In the beginning, the beard was grown to hide the peach blossoms, but even if there are men, let's hide together.

"Are you looking bad now?" Ted stared at Xiao Hang quietly with his chin stuck, and there was a cluster of small flames of unknown meaning in his eyes.

Xiao Hang's heartbeat suddenly missed two beats, what did Ted's words mean?

"Are you married?" While asking this sentence, Xiao Hang felt stupid, Ted is gay, isn't he?How can you get married?But after thinking about it, he was relieved again. Same-sex marriage is legal in many countries, so it is quite normal to ask this question.

"Do you think I will marry someone else?" Ted sighed softly, most of the anger towards Xiao Hang disappeared in his silly eyes. This guy is so dull, if you wait for him When I wake up, do I have to wait until the day I enter the coffin.

Xiao Hang's heart is going to be thumping and almost jumping out. Could it be that the meaning of this sentence is... He forced himself not to think about it, but his thoughts just went in that direction uncontrollably up.

"Let's go out for a walk."

Although he knew it was not good to leave Tang Jiajie without saying goodbye, Xiao Hang couldn't refuse Ted's invitation.

This bar is right next to the river. After leaving the bar, the two of them didn't walk very far. They walked a few steps by the river and sat quietly on the embankment.The spring evening breeze blew people's clothes with a bit of coolness, and several gorgeous cruise ships in the river slowly passed by, and the colorful lights on the cruise ships and the neon lights on both sides of the river flickered.This scenery has a bit of the taste of the seaside in Abidjan.

"Is this scenery a bit like the feeling we had at the seaside in Abidjan that year?"

Xiao Hang's body trembled slightly, and Ted unexpectedly went with him.

"I..." Xiao Hang tried his best to organize his words, but thousands of words were stuck in his throat without any clue.

Why is it that every time he meets Ted, he feels that his primary school Chinese needs to be reinvented? Why is he so stupid?After a long pause, he managed to say "I'm sorry".

"I said you never have to say sorry to me," Ted paused, then sighed: "Xiao Hang, you never took what I said to you, did you? I said that my only request is that you Be better yourself, why are you tossing yourself so much?"

Ted's words made Xiao Hang's eyes sour. He turned his head and blew against the river wind a few times before suppressing the heat in his eyes.

I really want to tell Ted what you said, I actually take it to heart, you don't like me driving I haven't touched a car for three years, but how can I live well without you?In the end, he still swallowed the words, what can he do?Even if Ted's old love for him is over, what can he give Ted?

The two sat quietly for a while, and neither of them spoke again, but sitting quietly like this was actually a great gift to the two of them. The familiar breath wafted around their sides, and the longing for the past three years was a little bit in the air. My heart is fermenting.

Ted suddenly grasped Xiao Hang's hand hanging beside him, and said: "Xiao Hang, in the past three years, I have not forgotten you for a minute."

Throwing down these words, Ted got up and walked towards the bar before Xiao Hang could react.

Xiao Hang didn't catch up, and the words "Xiao Hang, in the past three years, I haven't forgotten you for a minute" are still echoing repeatedly in his mind.

Until the river wind blew for a long time, Xiao Hang's mood still didn't calm down. It's been three years, and this is the third meeting with Ted after three years. Does this arrangement mean that the disc of fate is quietly starting something?