5t5 still hasn't turned positive today

In the morning, Xiyin went out to the high school normally, and then took half a day off in the afternoon, and went home to find Osamu Dazai.

No one was at home, and she was not surprised. She just sat in the living room reading a book and waited until about three or four o'clock before the brown-haired young man humming a little song opened the door and walked in.

Osamu Dazai didn't see her until he came out of the entrance, but he definitely realized that she was waiting for him in the living room earlier than that, there was no surprise on his face, and he didn't intend to play dumb.

He pulled a chair and sat across from her, propped his chin with one hand, and greeted affectionately: "Xi Yinjiang, what's the matter?"

Then, before she could answer, she said expectantly, "Could it be that you've finally figured it out, and you're going to die for love with me, right?"

Xiyin watched quietly, and Osamu Dazai only looked back at her with those kite-colored eyes that seemed to be clear and bright, but when he looked deep into the past, it was clearly dark, and he couldn't see anything clearly.

This pair of eyes lasted for a while, she took the lead to look away, and said, "I came here specially to understand your decision, Mr. Dazai."

"Hey, what decision?"

"Are you going to stay in the high school as a special student or go directly to Kyoto as a special magician?"

"what?"

Osamu Dazai blinked innocently, "Didn't I say that I don't think about study or work."

As if she didn't hear his rejection, Xiyin said to herself, "If you don't want to stay in Tokyo, then you have to think carefully about Kyoto... In terms of the nature of the organization, apart from the composition of personnel, Tokyo and Kyoto are not the same. What a difference. But relatively speaking, there will be more constraints."

"what?"

Dazai looked ignorant and didn't know what happened, and then acted coquettishly with aggrieved face, "Could it be that Xiyin-chan, you despise me and refuse to support me?"

"Mr. Dazai, you have been going out to far places these days, are you looking for or planning something?"

She was not distracted by him at all, and only asked with a smile: "Although you are not outstanding in force, you seem to be quite good at counter-reconnaissance work. Get rid of it, so far I have no way of knowing where you went and what you did."

"It turns out that those who followed me were sent by you."

Dazai dragged out his voice in dissatisfaction, "I didn't expect you to be so worried about me."

"It's not that I don't worry about you."

Xi Yin smiled and replied, "It's just because of my duty, and also because I want to protect you... Originally, I also wanted to give you more leeway to think about it, but the upper management has put some pressure on it recently, and I hope you can make a decision as soon as possible. "

"Or do you actually have your own considerations?"

"I'm a guy who just goes with the flow and has no plans or goals."

Osamu Dazai took her hand, and said affectionately: "So it's fine~ But I'm really worried about you, Xiyin-chan."

With a smile on his lips, he stared into Xiyin's dark purple eyes, "It's obviously very painful, and I know that life is meaningless, why do you force yourself to live like this...won't you bid farewell to this terrible world with me? .”

At this time, you can hardly tell whether he is malicious or kind, and whether he says such words out of interest or concern.

Xiyin thought to herself, but at least it was true. When it was time to part, she could finally have a good chat with this rare 'similar'.

She looked back at him, and said with a chuckle: "I think that pain just proves that there are things that you don't want to give up, and you can still have fun... So of course, there are reasons to live."

"When one day, I can't even feel the pain, then there is really no need to live."

"Will you die in love with me again then?"

Dazai let go of her hand, stood up and said with a hearty smile, "Your idea is quite interesting~ As for your opinion... I will consider it carefully."

I probably won't meet someone like him again in the future.

Xiyin thought about this, and asked a question that was a bit out of the way for her: "Mr. Dazai, I'm curious... For you, is there really nothing that you can pin your hopes on and is worth cherishing?"

"That kind of thing must have been an illusion from the beginning."

Osamu Dazai put his hand on the doorknob, looked at her with his head slightly tilted, "But life~ It's not bad to live in a fantasy, if you have that kind of illusion for you, then hold on tighter and cherish it... like this In the end, I think you can be more completely desperate."

The next day, he disappeared from this home, and for quite a long time after that, Xi Yin never saw this man who suddenly appeared and then left abruptly again.

Half a year later, the Tokyo Metropolitan High School of Magic was established.

This is a very special psychological evaluation, in terms of content, it is no different from the dozens of times Xiyin has conducted before, but it is not in a counseling room that is warmly decorated and deliberately made people relax their vigilance, but in a counseling room that is blocked by layers of seals. In the interrogation room.

The person sitting opposite her was not a vicious person, but a 16-year-old freshman in high school. Regardless of his appearance and physique, he looked ordinary.

That especially childish face was not aggressive at all, even timid.

Some 'bad boys' are very good at disguising themselves and deceiving others.

But Xiyin couldn't be fooled by such a child. She was quite sure that the child in front of her was as docile and kind from the outside... even to the point where it was a little hard to see.

But he is indeed a dangerous person. Even if his hands and feet are bound and fixed on the seat like now, and Xiyin, who has the strength of a first-level magician, sits opposite him, he can still feel the pressure and malice like needles.

The pressure comes neither from the 'normal' boy nor from him.

Xiyin who was sitting here was not the only one who was targeted—the boy who was pestering the young man named Yigu Youtai in front of him, the special-level cursing spirit, Qiben Lixiang was the real source of pressure, and the one who was targeted and intimidated by it , is the entire high school that may pose a threat to Yi Gu Youtai.

If there is something cute about the curse spirit, it must be this "heart" without a trace of concealment.

Xiyin lowered her head and glanced at the cute girl who was fixed in the elementary school in the data, and thought lovingly, but in many cases, trying too hard will backfire.

For example, those 'adults', the more they are deterred, the more panicked they will be, and the more desperate they will be to completely eliminate the existence that can threaten them at all costs.

Thinking of this, she held up the photo in her hand, turned it over and showed it to Yi Gu.

"You and this child are very good friends, right?"

Yi Gu glanced at the girl in the photo quickly, and responded sullenly: "Yes."

Xi Yin put away the photo and continued to ask: "Yi Gu, you are the kind of child who can see 'monsters' that ordinary people can't see... Therefore, you also know that after that accident, it is not good to be entangled with you." The monster that is willing to leave is her incarnation."

Yi Guyou was too silent for a while, then nodded, "Yes."

"What a pity,"

Xiyin sighed and said, "It's a pity that such a cruel accident happened... In the end, something even more terrible happened."

"Yuta, can you communicate with Lixiang to a certain extent, or influence, interfere, and restrain her behavior to some extent?"

"Rika has indeed turned into a monster."

Yi Gu Youtai raised his head and looked at her with gloomy eyes, "She used to be a very smart girl, smarter than me...but no matter how seriously I explain to her now, she can only listen to what she wants to hear. "

He shook his head, hugged his head, and said slightly choked with sobs: "I tried my best, I want Lixiang to be obedient, but I can't do things like restrain her and control her. No matter how careful you are, stay away from the crowd, She just hurts others, she is too strong, sometimes even if it is a harmless prank, she will..."

"Lixiang, she just wanted to protect me and didn't want to leave me... It's my fault, it's all my fault."

Otoko Yutao's short ten-year life was divided into two completely different halves by the death of childhood sweetheart Kimoto Rika.

The first half is a daily routine of ordinary happiness, while the other half is full of horror and shadows.

He has a good family education, a good personality, and is a good boy who is kind and enthusiastic.

This kind of him gets along very well with his family, classmates and friends, and his academic performance is also very good. If everything goes well, he will definitely become an outstanding and popular man.

But after Lixiang was accidentally turned into a curse, everything changed.

Lixiang's desire to protect and possess is too strong, and those who are close to him, no matter benevolent or malicious.

More or less, they will be teased and threatened by Lixiang, and they will encounter supernatural events that are full of threats even though there is no real harm.

In order to avoid hurting family and friends, Yi Gu Youtai could only stay away from others as much as possible.

Therefore, children who become withdrawn and loners, but are out of gregarious, thin and have excellent grades are the most likely to be targeted by school bullying.

After he entered high school, he was targeted by a group of gangsters in a completely unfamiliar campus environment.

In order to calm things down and avoid causing trouble, he did both duty and homework, and gave them almost all the pocket money, but the more weak and deceitful they are, the more the other party will push forward and go too far, so it develops into the last out of control The situation was over - those guys were grouped together by the angry Li Xiang and stuffed into the narrow locker.

I should be grateful for Li Xiang's bad taste. Even if they were treated like that, those little gangsters were still alive and awake, and experienced a strange experience that ordinary people would never dream of in their nightmares.

In the end, Niatz, who had cleaned up the mess, was rescued with the inversion technique, without even leaving any sequelae.

As for whether there will be any psychological shadows, this is not something Xiyin, a consultant who only cares about good children, will care about.

"But you, Yi Gu, obviously didn't do anything."

The woman with purple hair and purple eyes showed a understanding and tolerant smile. She comforted the boy who was on the brink of collapse lovingly, "And there is nothing you can do, so why blame yourself so much?"

"It was my fault."

Yi Guyoutai lowered his head, and said dully: "If it wasn't for me, Lixiang wouldn't have been lingering and refusing to ascend to heaven, and she wouldn't have hurt others."

"But it's not your fault. There will be all kinds of regrettable accidents in the world."

Xiyin sighed and said, "I think you, Yi Gu, did your best on this matter...it's obviously not your fault, so why use it to torture yourself."

Yi Gu Youtai looked up at her, showing a crying smile, "Thank you, you are still willing to comfort me at this time."

He is indeed a gentle and kind boy. At this time, he also understands and appreciates the kindness given by others.

"But the problem always needs to be solved. Lixiang, she... can't continue to hurt others like this. As long as I can let her go, I can do anything, and I am willing to do anything."

He finally said that sentence, "Even if it is the death penalty, I understand and accept it."

Xiyin raised her eyes to look at him in dark green, so painful that she had resigned herself to her fate, she gave up her struggling eyes, frowned slightly, and asked in embarrassment: "Have you really thought about it?"

"Well... It's fine even if I die, as long as it can end all of this."

"I understand."

At this point in the conversation, it seems that there is no need to continue.

Before leaving the tight and cramped room, she took one last look at the boy who seemed to be abandoned by the whole world and was alone in the shadows, "Yi Gu, you are in pain... Are you going to use death to free yourself?"

Yi Guyou too trembled, and said in a low voice: "Maybe, in this case, I have fulfilled the promise I made with Lixiang."

The witch sighed softly, thinking lovingly and happily.

Even if you are still a child, trying to solve the problem in such an evasive way is not enough.

Pain, struggle, torture...these are the true meaning of life.

You, who are so loved by pain, are also endowed with extraordinary meaning, and you are destined to bring and change something.

So please... continue to live in pain and struggle.