5t5 still hasn't turned positive today
Chapter 32
Should I say that I have calmed down, or should I say that I am discouraged?
Xiyin calmed down, closed her phone, and waited with her back against the wall.
It was almost seven o'clock in the evening, when students and office workers were returning home, passers-by passed by her one after another, all staring at this beautiful young girl, and being deterred by her frosty indifference and alienation.
The two little girls seemed unwilling to wait in a restaurant full of strangers, and ran up to Xiyin holding hands, but she glanced at them and ignored them.
The little girl seemed to be very dependent on Xia Youjie, whom she had only known for a day or two, and unexpectedly knew how to look at people. Although Xiyin didn't say anything, they realized like a sensitive animal that she didn't want anyone to approach, so they stopped at some distance away.
The light and shadow cast by the street lamps divided the ground into several parts. The little girl next to each other was in one part, and the indifferent and beautiful girl was in the other part. It was like being separated into two different spaces that could not communicate with each other.
—something bad, irreparable, is happening.
——Why do you have such unreasonable and absurd thoughts?
Xi Yin felt that she was divided into two halves, one half sober and fierce, and the other half obsessed and weak.
And she couldn't even tell which was the right one.
It's hard to tell how long it's been, calm and determined, unusually familiar footsteps sounded behind her, Xiyin closed her eyes slightly, and let out a breath, not quite able to distinguish her mood at the moment.
"Sorry to keep you waiting."
Xia Youjie's strangely relaxed and high-spirited voice sounded, and he said, "The matter has been settled, Xi Yin, I have something very important to tell you."
Xiyin looked sideways at him, Xia Youjie stopped talking with his gloomy eyes, and let her look at him with a smile.
"Let me guess what it is..."
The girlfriend blinked, and a playful smile appeared on her face, which instantly melted from being cold and impersonal to being warm and amiable.
"You seem to have figured out something, the whole person has become completely different from before."
Xia Youjie looked the same as before, clean and tidy, with that relaxed expression, it seemed that he had talked with his parents and then solved his knot... If you ignore the weird and strong smell of blood on his body.
How long has she been waiting?Half an hour or an hour, why didn't anyone come out of this building?
How strange, how did this extreme and sudden change happen?
The witch, who thinks she has keen insight, is also curious about the "fall" beyond prediction and imagination, so she is particularly interested in exploring and guessing.
Xiyin put her hands behind her back and walked lightly to the two little girls, "Does what Jie figured out have anything to do with them?"
Xia Youjie looked at her with wonderful and bright eyes, and there was encouragement in both his expression and his eyes: "Yes, then Xiyin, just guess what I figured out."
Xiyin squatted down, touched the top of Mimiko's hair, then looked at Nanako who was more emotional and asked, "Did those guys who bullied you be killed by the curse of this brother's envoy?"
Nanako was stunned for a moment, subconsciously raised her head to look in Xia Youjie's direction, then lowered her head, and said in a low voice, "When Nanako came out, they were all dead, and Nanako didn't know how they died."
No, she is very clear.
It was precisely because he knew that killing someone was a bad thing that he covered it up for Xia Youjie and refused to answer the question directly.
"Didn't you suddenly discover that the reason this world is so bad is because there are ordinary people who keep breeding curses... so you plan to clean them all up and leave a world with only magicians?"
Xiyin looked up at her boyfriend and asked curiously.
Xia Youjie's pupils contracted like needles, and then he smiled and said, "Should it be you... Xiyin, you really can understand me."
"Will you be happy for me? I finally found this truly correct path, and then I decided to practice it no matter what."
Xiyin looked at him with deep eyes, silent.
The corners of Xia Youjie's lips raised slightly, always responding to her gaze with a relaxed smile, without a trace of dodge in his eyes.
After a long time, Xi Yin turned to the side, avoided his gaze, looked at the two little girls and said, "It must be a very bad situation for Jie to do such a thing, you are too impulsive...but if you explain clearly, It may not be settled, let's go back to the college and discuss it, shall we?"
"There is no way to go back."
As if to prove something, Xia Youjie looked down at the high school uniform on his body, and tore off the button-shaped school badge. The metal product fell to the ground with a crisp sound.
"And I'm not going back either."
Xiyin moved her eyelashes slightly, and said in a low voice, "You've gone the wrong way, there's still time to turn around now."
No, it's too late—the calm and fierce witch sneered, watching her with cold eyes as she barely put up a false disguise, not knowing whether she was trying to lie to Xia Youjie or herself.
"I'm not wrong, but this road is really difficult, but I will not give up."
Xia Youjie's firm words reached Xiyin's ears, making her heart cold and hard as if immersed in ice water.
Seeing that she refused to face him, Xia Youjie went around to Xiyin, took her hand and said, "Actually, what I want to tell you is not this... Although this matter is also very important, and I can't hide it from you, But I don't want to..."
He took out a small box from his pocket and stuffed it into Xiyin's hand, grabbed his hair and smiled awkwardly: "It's sudden, and it's so simple, we're all too young...but what I plan to do now is too It's dangerous, I may not be able to be with you openly for quite a while. Can you wait for me? It sounds selfish, and I don't expect many people to understand, but only you, only you..."
His youthful and bewildered appearance finally resembled the previous Xia Youjie. He couldn't explain what was going on, but he sneered in his heart, thinking that it was the last time, and Xi Yin, who was finally coming to an end, suddenly burst into tears.
She couldn't tell whether she was sincere or acting.
But Xiyin didn't want Xia Youjie to see her like this, so she turned her face away, broke away from Xia Youjie's hand, and said with a choked voice, "But you are indeed wrong, Jie."
Xia Youjie was silent for a while, and was about to wipe away her tears with a tissue, but Xiyin waved his hand away, covering his face and not looking at him.
"I'm not wrong. No matter how long or difficult it is, I will prove it to you and to everyone."
His firm voice without any wavering only filled Xiyin's heart with indescribable sadness.
She put down her hands and looked at him fixedly: "Your parents are ordinary people. Although I was born into a family, my mother is also an ordinary person. There is a [-]% chance that our future children will be ordinary people. Can you accept that?" ?”
Xia Youjie's eyes fluctuated for a moment, and he turned his head and said, "You and I are both magicians, how could such an unfortunate thing happen?"
Xiyin stared at him without saying a word, so Xia Youjie looked at the twin girls who stood aside and looked at him with timid eyes.
"However, although the probability is not high, your concerns, Xiyin, are not wrong. Even if it is us, it is not impossible for us to give birth to a 'monkey' without magic power. As a mother who conceives a child, I must be careful about my own. Flesh and blood have inseparable emotions."
He smiled wryly: "Since you can't completely avoid this terrible possibility, then don't give it a chance to appear."
"I think that blood relationship is just one of the opportunities to become a family member. What is rarer and more important is the combination of thoughts and beliefs. Xiyin, you can treat these two girls as your own family members and daughters just like me."
"You like kids? There will be more, more 'kids' after that."
"If you can't avoid the possibility of bad, you can't afford the consequences, you shouldn't have the chance to make it happen."
As if repeating Xia Youjie's words, Xiyin said softly.
Xia Youjie was silent for a while, then smiled softly, "Ah, it really doesn't work?"
"Then should I say goodbye to you?"
Xiyin lowered her head and looked at her feet motionless.
She heard his footsteps stepping away, and heard it gradually hesitate, and finally stop.
However, she seemed to be as dead as water, indifferent.
"I know I shouldn't force it. It's reasonable if you don't understand. But Xiyin, can you wait for me a little bit so that I have a chance to prove that I'm right?"
His voice is very soft, so soft that it seems to melt into the wind, and if you don't pay attention, you will miss it.
But it was also very heavy, and Xiyin's heart was so heavy that she could hardly beat.
"Right or wrong, it really is something that you will struggle with and care about,"
She murmured: "How can there be a 'right' in this world that will make most people fall into misfortune?"
Xia Youjie asked her back: "Xiyin thinks that for the happiness of most people in this world, it is right to sacrifice a small part, the happiness of magicians?"
Xiyin shook her head feebly.
"I used to think that the existence of the strong is to protect the weak, and the meaning of the existence of the magician is to protect the non-magician. But when I think about it carefully, the magician is just a small part of the sacrifice. At the end of that road, there are only the corpses of the companions." Mountain Blood Sea, what is being guarded is just a group of ignorant monkeys left behind by evolution."
Saying so, Xia Youjie looked down at the two girls who ran to him, and said helplessly, "It seems that we can only find new family members."
"Master Jie, Mimiko and I are your family." Nanako said trustingly, holding his clothes by the hem.
Xia Youjie touched the top of her hair, and led her and Mimiko to walk forward.
"You betrayed me, Jay."
Under the night, Xiyin's cold and soft voice seemed to be announcing something.
Xia Youjie looked back, his girlfriend's face was mostly hidden in the shadows, and it was hard to see clearly, only those dark purple eyes were piercing and cold.
This was her answer. With such a firm understanding in his heart, he raised the corner of his lips and smiled lightly: "Yes, I'm sorry, I'm sorry."
He was gone, no shadow to be seen.
Xiyin was still standing downstairs with her back against the wall, motionless like a statue.
I don't know how long it has passed, a pair of mother and son walked here, did not leave, and entered the residential building.
Xiyin rolled her eyes to watch their figures disappear into the corridor, and then, panic screams sounded, and the two stumbled and fled while crawling.
"Dead, someone was killed!"
She exhaled, dragged her feet to a place a little further away, thought for a while, and called Fu Yuan first.
The phone was connected quickly, and a young woman's anxious voice came: "Daye Sang, I was just about to call you. Have you contacted Mr. Xia You today? He has taken over this mission for four or five days. He didn't contact me at all, and he didn't answer my calls, and we didn't receive his message after that, so we asked people to go to the scene to check, and it turned out..."
"Everyone is dead, right?" Xiyin interrupted her.
The opposite seemed to have a premonition, paused, and said solemnly: "Yes, there are more than 100 villagers, and none of them survived. There is a cursed filth on the scene. It is initially suspected that the curse that needs to be exorcised ran out of control. It is not yet possible to confirm the special level. The safety of the magician Xia Youjie."
"Ah, don't worry."
Xi Yin said unusually calmly: "He is safe. I saw him half an hour ago, maybe an hour ago, downstairs at his house."
"I have to tell you one regretful thing. Miss Fu Yuan, the spellcaster you are in charge of, Xia Youjie, has defected."
"How is this possible?"
"...Also, please ask someone to come to his house to deal with it. I suspect that the whole building has been cleaned up by him...I'm very sorry to trouble you."
Gojo Satoru, who had just escaped from the tedious tasks and returned to the high school.
He learned about it from the class teacher Noctua, which made him feel like a bolt from the blue.
"What?" He stared wide-eyed, his face full of disbelief.
Night Moth pressed the center of his brows weakly, and said dejectedly: "You want me to repeat it a few times. Everyone in that village is dead, and Jie's house is empty. Judging from the blood stains and filth left behind, he should He personally gave his parents to..."
Wutiaowu's mind went blank, and he could no longer hear what he was saying clearly.
"How is this possible, how can I believe it!" He asked loudly.
Noctua covered his face with one hand, and said weakly: "It's not just that you can't accept it, we are all surprised. I also don't know what he is thinking at all, Wu."
Gojo Wu thought to himself, yes, Ye Mo didn't know what Xia Youjie was thinking, and he himself couldn't imagine why he would do such a thing... But he felt that there was another person who must know what was going on with Jie .
Thinking of this, as if he had caught a glimmer of hope, he left the teacher in charge, turned around and ran away.
An inquiry room surrounded by complicated seals.
On a long wooden table, two senior supervisors, a man and a woman, sat at one end, and Xi Yin sat at the other end.
The beautiful girl lowered her head slightly, her face was pale, her thick and curly eyelashes trembled slightly, like a butterfly struggling to fly away with its wings.
"Did Xia Youjie explain to you why he defected?"
"Yes."
"What is the content of that reason?"
"He wants to create a correct world where there are only magicians, no ordinary people, and no one needs to sacrifice for anyone."
The long-handed and long-legged, tall white-haired conjurer pushed open the door like a gust of wind and barged in. Several people in the inquiry room cast their gazes at him silently, and ignored his existence tacitly, and continued procedural questions.
"Why did you sit by and watch the tragedy happen and didn't try to stop him?"
"Before he went downstairs, he had no idea what he wanted to do, what he was going to do."
"Did he confess his evil deeds to you after he killed the people in the entire residential building?"
The man and woman looked at each other, and the male supervisor said: "After that, did you try to stop him?"
"Of course he was persuaded."
Xiyin said softly: "But he can't listen at all. As a magician, my strength is so different from his, it's almost a world of difference. Jie, Xia Youjie seems to be a completely different person. Strange and scary."
Having said that, she covered her face and sobbed: "Even if it is judged according to the emergency regulations, in that situation and situation, if I choose to protect myself first, it shouldn't be against the rules, right?"
Gojo Satoru couldn't take it anymore, he grabbed Xiyin's hand, and said, "Record and file as you like, don't bother her anymore!", and dragged her out of the inquiry room.
He walked like flying, angrily dragging Xi Yin for several minutes, before stopping at a secluded, seldom-visited grove.
Xiyin broke away from him, shook his hand, and said with a frown, "I was interrupted by you, and they wanted to ask me to talk again. It's really a headache to answer the same question twice."
Gojo Satoru looked at her and was speechless for a moment, and it took a long while to find his own voice.
"What the hell is going on, Jieta...you, why did you say that to the supervisor?"
"Didn't Night Moth explain it clearly to you?"
Xi Yin gave him a strange look, then thought again, for a dull guy like the class teacher, he might not be able to figure out what happened to Xia Youjie himself, so it's normal that he couldn't explain it clearly to Gojo Satoru.
Thinking of this, she patiently told Wujo Wu what happened.
The white-haired DK listened to him in a daze, with an unacceptable distorted expression like a child who refuses to accept reality, "So it's all true?"
"Jie Ta, not only killed the whole village, even his own parents... He really made up his mind to kill all ordinary people."
How absurd and unbelievable, even if you say it, you feel that this is a fantasy, and it is really impossible to resemble it.
"How could this be? Even the group of Pan Xingjiao guys, he said don't do anything, it's meaningless. Those villagers must have gone too far when they abused the magician's children. If you feel angry, just kill them. Why even yourself, your own..."
Xiyin answered him coldly: "That's how he is. When he insists on protecting the concept of non-magicians, even the members of the Panxing Cult will not move a finger. After making up his mind to clean up all ordinary people, he will first Starting from my close parents...Jie, this is the kind of person, it's not the first day you know him, right? "
"why is it like this,"
Wujo Gonana said, and looked up at Xiyin suddenly: "Eliminate all ordinary people and create a world where only magicians exist... How could he have such an idea? When did this start?"
Xiyin looked at his groggy, distraught appearance, and thought, how rare, how interesting it is to be able to see this expression on this guy's face.
Thinking of this, she added some extra patience, so she curled her hair with her fingers, looked at Gojo Satoru's expression sideways, and played with taste: "Hey, didn't you notice it at all?"
She said curiously: "Didn't his collapse start with the Panxing Sect incident? First, he was crushed by the zero-mantra monastery, no, Fu Heisher, and then he was crushed by those who were originally From his point of view, the church members who were in a protected and weak position were 'betrayed', and Jie was hit hard by this, and finally found that the world he was facing was completely different from what he had imagined before."
Gojo Goku widened his blue eyes, which were so bright and fiery that they seemed to see through everything, and stared at her incredulously.
Xi Yin said almost happily: "Ha, thanks to the fact that you are also close friends, didn't you notice anything? I can see everything clearly from the beginning to the end."
"Then why..." almost squeezed out between the teeth, asking word by word, "didn't you say a word?"
Xi Yin seemed to have heard something funny, bent down and laughed out loud: "You asked me why I didn't say it?"
"What's the use of saying it? Once a crack is created, it's almost impossible to heal it. No matter what you do, it will only prolong the time it's broken. Jie can't give up the work of expelling the curse. He won't run away. He I don't know how to protect myself... I will make things worse if I speak out!"
"Why on earth! How did Jie become what he is now?"
Gojo Satoru stared at her, as if staring at an enemy, "Kion Ohno, stop showing me such a disgusting look, and answer the questions seriously, damn it!"
The smile stopped abruptly as if the stop button had been pressed.
The smile faded away like a tide on that beautiful face, leaving only a pale, blank indifference.
Xiyin looked at Gojo Satoru indifferently, feeling as if she had returned to ten years ago.
This guy, from the beginning to the present, is the same annoying, never changed.
She thought to herself, I must have miswired some nerve to find him cute?
"Seriously answer your question?"
She showed a thoughtful expression, dragged her tone, and said suddenly: "Okay, then I will tell you."
"Gaita, the reason why he changed his mind. From a supporter of righteousness who wholeheartedly protects the weak, to now wants to clean up all ordinary people and liberate conjurers."
"Maybe it's because of you."
The witch looked at the shocked Gojo Satoru who was stabbed by her words, and what filled her heart was malice and pleasure.
"It must be because you are too arrogant, but because you have power that ordinary people can't match, you think you can bear and prevent all misfortunes. Jie will rebel and betray all of us... Maybe it's just to break your vain arrogance oh."
The six-eyed magician's expression was blank, as if he couldn't react for a while.
Xiyin looked at him coldly, waiting for him to recover and fight back.
She waited for a while, but saw him lower his head slightly, and said in a hoarse voice, "I'm sorry...I'm sorry."
Xi Yin thought it was ridiculous, she wanted to laugh a little bit, but couldn't.
Wanting to question, he opened his mouth and felt something stuck in his throat, unable to speak.
What on earth are you apologizing for?
Facing the 'mighty' guy, it was rare to see him bowing his head to show weakness, and she felt dull for a while.
Xiyin looked away, and reluctantly said: "It seems that you have almost understood, that's good, I'll go back."
She took a few steps forward, and looked back, Gojo Satoru was still standing there with his head down, as if he had lost his soul.
As the last conjurer who had seen Xia Youjie, had close contact with him, and had substantial negotiations with him, she also had the special status of his girlfriend.
After he defected, he must explain clearly to the people sent by the upper echelons of the magic world.
Xiyin brewed some emotions, continued to put on the weak mask that had to be supported, and returned to the inquiry room.
The leveled question was repeated again, Xiyin spoke softly, but explained the cause and effect clearly, and the female supervisor kept recording on the paper with a pen.
"Okay, can I go back?"
There was nothing left to say, Xi Yin was pale, looking as if she was too tired to bear the burden.
The two supervisors looked at each other, and the female supervisor nodded and said, "It's ok, it's quite complete, thank you for your cooperation and understanding."
Xiyin got up and saluted, and was about to leave the room.
When she was about to leave, the supervisor suddenly asked again: "Oh, you are clear about the consequences of this transcript and your testimony, right?"
The girl with purple hair and purple eyes put her hands on the doorknob and said in a light voice, "I believe that adults will make the most correct judgment. All I can do is describe the true facts as much as possible."
Xia Youjie himself is the one who disdains to cover up and conceal his true intentions the most.
He will never regret or take a step back for his beliefs and the correctness of his beliefs.
This is Xia Youjie, her most gentle and heartless lover.
This time, the efficiency of the high-level executives in the magic world is good.
Only a week after Xia Youjie's defection was confirmed, the trial results came out.
It was the death penalty, and he became on the list, the youngest super curse master in history.
However, although the death penalty was fixed, the top management hardly dispatched personnel to carry it out. As far as Xiyin knew, they were just trying to grasp Xia Youjie's whereabouts, and they didn't get any results.
The promising mantra spirit operator was essentially shelved after defecting from the high school.
Without this main labor force, college students are getting busier.
However, Nitro, who was stationed at the high school, was hardly affected. Because of this incident, the logistics staff who were hit hard, Ono Xiyin was even more bored in the dormitory all day long behind closed doors.
"Are you growing mushrooms?"
Nitro pushed open the door of Xiyin's dormitory, went to the window and opened the curtains, letting the bright sunlight shine into the dark room.
Xiyin lazily sat up from the quilt, her seaweed-like long purple-black hair hung over her half-exposed shoulders and body, exuding a gloomy and gloomy aura.
Niatzi clicked his tongue unbearably, and leaned over to look at her, his pointed nose almost touched her face.
"How long are you going to be lazy? I'm busy alone."
"Nitro is very powerful,"
Xiyin smiled and said, "Even if I'm here, I can only help."
Yanzi straightened up, put her hips on her hips and said, "But it's tiring to work alone... Isn't it just a broken relationship, don't you want to sleep in the room all the time?"
"I didn't sleep all the time, I just overslept because I watched a movie too late last night."
Xiyin explained: "It's nothing to be broken in love, but the high school is too young, as long as I appear in front of people now, I will see a face that is hesitant to speak, and I also have to act as if I have lost my soul. It's unbearable."
Niater looked at her best friend, but she couldn't see how sad she was. She thought to herself, of course this guy wouldn't be unable to live because of Jie's betrayal, but he would still be sad no matter what.
The best friend fell into the shadow of broken love, as her good friend and contemporaneous, of course he was responsible for resolving and comforting her.
Nitro thought for a while, and said seriously: "Do you still remember the bet I made with you when I asked you to come to the Tokyo Institute in the first grade?"
Xiyin looked up at her, and said in a drawn-out tone, "What are you talking about... Is Nitro going to fulfill his promise?"
"Ah."
Nitro nodded bluntly, "At first I thought everything would go well until graduation, but the world turns out to be impermanent... The invitation to come to the Tokyo Institute seems to be a bit bad now, how about it, do you want to leave the high school?"
"I plan to obtain a doctor's license. Although there is no requirement for this in the college, I don't want to practice medicine without a license."
She said: "Night Moth said that I can arrange a professional lecturer to help me with my homework in medicine, but I think it would be better if I can go to a specialized medical school for further study."
As he said that, Nitro took a look at Xiyin: "Of course Noctua doesn't want me to leave the high school to go to university... What do you think, we are now in the third grade, and we can just take the exam and go to university next year. If you want, I will fight for it again." ?”
Xiyin was noncommittal, just stared at her and asked, "Can you win?"
"Noctua is still easy to talk to. If I insist, it should be fine. If it doesn't work, maybe Wu can help?"
When mentioning Gojo Satoru, she added an extra sentence: "He has been working too hard recently, and he is not in the college for most of the time, and his face is also very ugly. I don't know if it is tired or..."
"Tsk, if you turn on the reversal spell all day long, you can be commanded 24 hours a day. Fortunately, I can't do such a thing."
Xiyin didn't want to mention him, so she just asked Niatzi, "If you go to university, will you come back to college in the future?"
Nitro didn't hesitate: "Come back, Gaozhuan can't do without me."
Yes, Gaozhuan, the world of conjuration needs a master of magic. When she first learned the reversal technique, she was still immature and immature. After several years of training, she is already a very reliable doctor.
But compared to Nitrate, it is her Ono Xiyin who is really unable to escape from the magic world and is trapped by the tangled root system.
When she was in the first grade, she thought it would be nice to go back to the Ohno house after leaving for a while, but now her thinking is completely different from the original one.
Xiyin thought for a while, and said, "Let me think about it first, and I'll reply to you later."
Nitro looked at the phone and said, "Then I'll go to work first, and I'll come back to see you at night."
In the evening, Nitro went back to the dormitory with dinner to find Xi Yin, and saw her sitting on the bed, watching a movie with her laptop.
She watched it for a while, thought for a while and said, "What an old film, is this one, a thousand years old?"
Xi Yin stared at the screen, and the light and shadow reflected on her delicate and indifferent face, "Yes, this is a story about a woman who has been chasing the fantasy called 'love' all her life, moving herself and others."
Nitzi raised his eyebrows, put down the food box and said, "Let's eat first. By the way, you like this type of film, and you haven't seen it before."
"I can't say I like it, but I've been wanting to know what 'love' is."
Nitro decided to change the subject, "How about it, have you considered it, my previous proposal."
Xiyin looked at Chiyoko who was running and chasing on the screen, and said absently: "Think about it, since you will come back to college and go to college just for your doctor's license, then there is no need to make things difficult for Noctua."
Strange to say, Chiyoko reminded her of another woman who was diametrically opposed to her mother, the 31-year-old Rina Ishihara.
She also pursues love forever, and refuses to compromise on the pale daily life after the passion fades.
But the difference is that Chiyoko is obsessed with chasing the love tied to one person, but what Rina pursues is love itself, and she doesn't care who the love is tied to.
Xiyin said with misty eyes: "Although Chiyoko is praised and regarded as the most ideal and steadfast lover, what she pursues is dreams and ideals. What is valuable about her is that she never stops chasing, and finally turns into a dream. part of it."
So, the mother who is always chasing passion and lust finally becomes a part of it?
People sang love and dreams, and spurned sex and passion, so, at that time, youth had not left her, and exhaustion and gloom had climbed up her face.
Yes, Rina is very different from Chiyoko, she is a tiresome woman, and finally her father can't stand her, and then, like a withered rose, she is broken and stopped abruptly.
And me, what am I chasing?
Will I be Chiyoko Fujiwara, or Rina Ishihara?
Xi Yin thought obsessively.
Although they are both young girls, but Nitrate is a guy who has nothing to do with sentimentality. She doesn't understand what Xiyin is thinking now, and finally attributes all these to the lovelorn syndrome - which is not wrong.
Thinking of this, Nitro asked: "Since you want to stay in the college, what are your plans? After graduation, go home and get married?"
After asking, she was a little annoyed, and felt that the topic should not be brought up on marriage.
Xi Yin didn't seem to mind.
Ever since Xia Youjie's rebellion, she always seemed to be indifferent to anything, but she couldn't be bothered about anything.
"I probably won't get married," she said lightly.
Nitro felt the toothache subtly, "Aren't you bound by the order to get married and have children, so you can support the Ohno family properly?"
"It is to support the lintel and continue the family."
Xi Yin corrected: "At the very least, I just need to give birth to a child, and then leave the Ono family to him, and I've completed the task."
It doesn't sound very good, and seeing Xiyin's own face, she doesn't want to do such a thing.
Nitrate clicked his lips: "After all, why did your father dig a hole for you before he died?"
That's what she said, but even she probably knew the meaning of aristocratic family, not to mention cheating her daughter before she died, even when she was alive, pushing her daughter into the fire pit is not new.
Nitro skipped this section and said curiously: "When I heard you mention it before, I didn't quite know what bondage was, but now that I think about it, bondage is essentially a kind of exchange between you and me. There should be only one-sided restraint, what do you get from this restraint?"
"I used to think about this question a lot."
Xiyin said in a dreamlike tone: "But I can't remember it. It may be that when my father made an agreement with me, he also made an agreement with me to forget some information."
"But this kind of thing doesn't matter anymore... After all, I don't care so much about whether we can keep the promise."
Nitro was silent for a while, "It is said that after the restraint is set, if you don't complete it, you will be punished quite severely."
There are two types of restraints. Once one is set, there will be coercive force to force you to complete it. The other is similar to an agreement, which needs to be followed and practiced by yourself.
Although the latter seems to be weaker than the latter in terms of mandatory binding force, few people violate it.
"It's really scary."
Xiyin murmured: "The future is unknown, I don't know when and where it will come, and I can't predict the punishment at all... It is said that it will definitely make people regret it." '
Speaking of this, she laughed, "What should I do? I suddenly feel a little bit looking forward to it. It's better to break the contract. I want to know how to make me regret it."
Xiyin calmed down, closed her phone, and waited with her back against the wall.
It was almost seven o'clock in the evening, when students and office workers were returning home, passers-by passed by her one after another, all staring at this beautiful young girl, and being deterred by her frosty indifference and alienation.
The two little girls seemed unwilling to wait in a restaurant full of strangers, and ran up to Xiyin holding hands, but she glanced at them and ignored them.
The little girl seemed to be very dependent on Xia Youjie, whom she had only known for a day or two, and unexpectedly knew how to look at people. Although Xiyin didn't say anything, they realized like a sensitive animal that she didn't want anyone to approach, so they stopped at some distance away.
The light and shadow cast by the street lamps divided the ground into several parts. The little girl next to each other was in one part, and the indifferent and beautiful girl was in the other part. It was like being separated into two different spaces that could not communicate with each other.
—something bad, irreparable, is happening.
——Why do you have such unreasonable and absurd thoughts?
Xi Yin felt that she was divided into two halves, one half sober and fierce, and the other half obsessed and weak.
And she couldn't even tell which was the right one.
It's hard to tell how long it's been, calm and determined, unusually familiar footsteps sounded behind her, Xiyin closed her eyes slightly, and let out a breath, not quite able to distinguish her mood at the moment.
"Sorry to keep you waiting."
Xia Youjie's strangely relaxed and high-spirited voice sounded, and he said, "The matter has been settled, Xi Yin, I have something very important to tell you."
Xiyin looked sideways at him, Xia Youjie stopped talking with his gloomy eyes, and let her look at him with a smile.
"Let me guess what it is..."
The girlfriend blinked, and a playful smile appeared on her face, which instantly melted from being cold and impersonal to being warm and amiable.
"You seem to have figured out something, the whole person has become completely different from before."
Xia Youjie looked the same as before, clean and tidy, with that relaxed expression, it seemed that he had talked with his parents and then solved his knot... If you ignore the weird and strong smell of blood on his body.
How long has she been waiting?Half an hour or an hour, why didn't anyone come out of this building?
How strange, how did this extreme and sudden change happen?
The witch, who thinks she has keen insight, is also curious about the "fall" beyond prediction and imagination, so she is particularly interested in exploring and guessing.
Xiyin put her hands behind her back and walked lightly to the two little girls, "Does what Jie figured out have anything to do with them?"
Xia Youjie looked at her with wonderful and bright eyes, and there was encouragement in both his expression and his eyes: "Yes, then Xiyin, just guess what I figured out."
Xiyin squatted down, touched the top of Mimiko's hair, then looked at Nanako who was more emotional and asked, "Did those guys who bullied you be killed by the curse of this brother's envoy?"
Nanako was stunned for a moment, subconsciously raised her head to look in Xia Youjie's direction, then lowered her head, and said in a low voice, "When Nanako came out, they were all dead, and Nanako didn't know how they died."
No, she is very clear.
It was precisely because he knew that killing someone was a bad thing that he covered it up for Xia Youjie and refused to answer the question directly.
"Didn't you suddenly discover that the reason this world is so bad is because there are ordinary people who keep breeding curses... so you plan to clean them all up and leave a world with only magicians?"
Xiyin looked up at her boyfriend and asked curiously.
Xia Youjie's pupils contracted like needles, and then he smiled and said, "Should it be you... Xiyin, you really can understand me."
"Will you be happy for me? I finally found this truly correct path, and then I decided to practice it no matter what."
Xiyin looked at him with deep eyes, silent.
The corners of Xia Youjie's lips raised slightly, always responding to her gaze with a relaxed smile, without a trace of dodge in his eyes.
After a long time, Xi Yin turned to the side, avoided his gaze, looked at the two little girls and said, "It must be a very bad situation for Jie to do such a thing, you are too impulsive...but if you explain clearly, It may not be settled, let's go back to the college and discuss it, shall we?"
"There is no way to go back."
As if to prove something, Xia Youjie looked down at the high school uniform on his body, and tore off the button-shaped school badge. The metal product fell to the ground with a crisp sound.
"And I'm not going back either."
Xiyin moved her eyelashes slightly, and said in a low voice, "You've gone the wrong way, there's still time to turn around now."
No, it's too late—the calm and fierce witch sneered, watching her with cold eyes as she barely put up a false disguise, not knowing whether she was trying to lie to Xia Youjie or herself.
"I'm not wrong, but this road is really difficult, but I will not give up."
Xia Youjie's firm words reached Xiyin's ears, making her heart cold and hard as if immersed in ice water.
Seeing that she refused to face him, Xia Youjie went around to Xiyin, took her hand and said, "Actually, what I want to tell you is not this... Although this matter is also very important, and I can't hide it from you, But I don't want to..."
He took out a small box from his pocket and stuffed it into Xiyin's hand, grabbed his hair and smiled awkwardly: "It's sudden, and it's so simple, we're all too young...but what I plan to do now is too It's dangerous, I may not be able to be with you openly for quite a while. Can you wait for me? It sounds selfish, and I don't expect many people to understand, but only you, only you..."
His youthful and bewildered appearance finally resembled the previous Xia Youjie. He couldn't explain what was going on, but he sneered in his heart, thinking that it was the last time, and Xi Yin, who was finally coming to an end, suddenly burst into tears.
She couldn't tell whether she was sincere or acting.
But Xiyin didn't want Xia Youjie to see her like this, so she turned her face away, broke away from Xia Youjie's hand, and said with a choked voice, "But you are indeed wrong, Jie."
Xia Youjie was silent for a while, and was about to wipe away her tears with a tissue, but Xiyin waved his hand away, covering his face and not looking at him.
"I'm not wrong. No matter how long or difficult it is, I will prove it to you and to everyone."
His firm voice without any wavering only filled Xiyin's heart with indescribable sadness.
She put down her hands and looked at him fixedly: "Your parents are ordinary people. Although I was born into a family, my mother is also an ordinary person. There is a [-]% chance that our future children will be ordinary people. Can you accept that?" ?”
Xia Youjie's eyes fluctuated for a moment, and he turned his head and said, "You and I are both magicians, how could such an unfortunate thing happen?"
Xiyin stared at him without saying a word, so Xia Youjie looked at the twin girls who stood aside and looked at him with timid eyes.
"However, although the probability is not high, your concerns, Xiyin, are not wrong. Even if it is us, it is not impossible for us to give birth to a 'monkey' without magic power. As a mother who conceives a child, I must be careful about my own. Flesh and blood have inseparable emotions."
He smiled wryly: "Since you can't completely avoid this terrible possibility, then don't give it a chance to appear."
"I think that blood relationship is just one of the opportunities to become a family member. What is rarer and more important is the combination of thoughts and beliefs. Xiyin, you can treat these two girls as your own family members and daughters just like me."
"You like kids? There will be more, more 'kids' after that."
"If you can't avoid the possibility of bad, you can't afford the consequences, you shouldn't have the chance to make it happen."
As if repeating Xia Youjie's words, Xiyin said softly.
Xia Youjie was silent for a while, then smiled softly, "Ah, it really doesn't work?"
"Then should I say goodbye to you?"
Xiyin lowered her head and looked at her feet motionless.
She heard his footsteps stepping away, and heard it gradually hesitate, and finally stop.
However, she seemed to be as dead as water, indifferent.
"I know I shouldn't force it. It's reasonable if you don't understand. But Xiyin, can you wait for me a little bit so that I have a chance to prove that I'm right?"
His voice is very soft, so soft that it seems to melt into the wind, and if you don't pay attention, you will miss it.
But it was also very heavy, and Xiyin's heart was so heavy that she could hardly beat.
"Right or wrong, it really is something that you will struggle with and care about,"
She murmured: "How can there be a 'right' in this world that will make most people fall into misfortune?"
Xia Youjie asked her back: "Xiyin thinks that for the happiness of most people in this world, it is right to sacrifice a small part, the happiness of magicians?"
Xiyin shook her head feebly.
"I used to think that the existence of the strong is to protect the weak, and the meaning of the existence of the magician is to protect the non-magician. But when I think about it carefully, the magician is just a small part of the sacrifice. At the end of that road, there are only the corpses of the companions." Mountain Blood Sea, what is being guarded is just a group of ignorant monkeys left behind by evolution."
Saying so, Xia Youjie looked down at the two girls who ran to him, and said helplessly, "It seems that we can only find new family members."
"Master Jie, Mimiko and I are your family." Nanako said trustingly, holding his clothes by the hem.
Xia Youjie touched the top of her hair, and led her and Mimiko to walk forward.
"You betrayed me, Jay."
Under the night, Xiyin's cold and soft voice seemed to be announcing something.
Xia Youjie looked back, his girlfriend's face was mostly hidden in the shadows, and it was hard to see clearly, only those dark purple eyes were piercing and cold.
This was her answer. With such a firm understanding in his heart, he raised the corner of his lips and smiled lightly: "Yes, I'm sorry, I'm sorry."
He was gone, no shadow to be seen.
Xiyin was still standing downstairs with her back against the wall, motionless like a statue.
I don't know how long it has passed, a pair of mother and son walked here, did not leave, and entered the residential building.
Xiyin rolled her eyes to watch their figures disappear into the corridor, and then, panic screams sounded, and the two stumbled and fled while crawling.
"Dead, someone was killed!"
She exhaled, dragged her feet to a place a little further away, thought for a while, and called Fu Yuan first.
The phone was connected quickly, and a young woman's anxious voice came: "Daye Sang, I was just about to call you. Have you contacted Mr. Xia You today? He has taken over this mission for four or five days. He didn't contact me at all, and he didn't answer my calls, and we didn't receive his message after that, so we asked people to go to the scene to check, and it turned out..."
"Everyone is dead, right?" Xiyin interrupted her.
The opposite seemed to have a premonition, paused, and said solemnly: "Yes, there are more than 100 villagers, and none of them survived. There is a cursed filth on the scene. It is initially suspected that the curse that needs to be exorcised ran out of control. It is not yet possible to confirm the special level. The safety of the magician Xia Youjie."
"Ah, don't worry."
Xi Yin said unusually calmly: "He is safe. I saw him half an hour ago, maybe an hour ago, downstairs at his house."
"I have to tell you one regretful thing. Miss Fu Yuan, the spellcaster you are in charge of, Xia Youjie, has defected."
"How is this possible?"
"...Also, please ask someone to come to his house to deal with it. I suspect that the whole building has been cleaned up by him...I'm very sorry to trouble you."
Gojo Satoru, who had just escaped from the tedious tasks and returned to the high school.
He learned about it from the class teacher Noctua, which made him feel like a bolt from the blue.
"What?" He stared wide-eyed, his face full of disbelief.
Night Moth pressed the center of his brows weakly, and said dejectedly: "You want me to repeat it a few times. Everyone in that village is dead, and Jie's house is empty. Judging from the blood stains and filth left behind, he should He personally gave his parents to..."
Wutiaowu's mind went blank, and he could no longer hear what he was saying clearly.
"How is this possible, how can I believe it!" He asked loudly.
Noctua covered his face with one hand, and said weakly: "It's not just that you can't accept it, we are all surprised. I also don't know what he is thinking at all, Wu."
Gojo Wu thought to himself, yes, Ye Mo didn't know what Xia Youjie was thinking, and he himself couldn't imagine why he would do such a thing... But he felt that there was another person who must know what was going on with Jie .
Thinking of this, as if he had caught a glimmer of hope, he left the teacher in charge, turned around and ran away.
An inquiry room surrounded by complicated seals.
On a long wooden table, two senior supervisors, a man and a woman, sat at one end, and Xi Yin sat at the other end.
The beautiful girl lowered her head slightly, her face was pale, her thick and curly eyelashes trembled slightly, like a butterfly struggling to fly away with its wings.
"Did Xia Youjie explain to you why he defected?"
"Yes."
"What is the content of that reason?"
"He wants to create a correct world where there are only magicians, no ordinary people, and no one needs to sacrifice for anyone."
The long-handed and long-legged, tall white-haired conjurer pushed open the door like a gust of wind and barged in. Several people in the inquiry room cast their gazes at him silently, and ignored his existence tacitly, and continued procedural questions.
"Why did you sit by and watch the tragedy happen and didn't try to stop him?"
"Before he went downstairs, he had no idea what he wanted to do, what he was going to do."
"Did he confess his evil deeds to you after he killed the people in the entire residential building?"
The man and woman looked at each other, and the male supervisor said: "After that, did you try to stop him?"
"Of course he was persuaded."
Xiyin said softly: "But he can't listen at all. As a magician, my strength is so different from his, it's almost a world of difference. Jie, Xia Youjie seems to be a completely different person. Strange and scary."
Having said that, she covered her face and sobbed: "Even if it is judged according to the emergency regulations, in that situation and situation, if I choose to protect myself first, it shouldn't be against the rules, right?"
Gojo Satoru couldn't take it anymore, he grabbed Xiyin's hand, and said, "Record and file as you like, don't bother her anymore!", and dragged her out of the inquiry room.
He walked like flying, angrily dragging Xi Yin for several minutes, before stopping at a secluded, seldom-visited grove.
Xiyin broke away from him, shook his hand, and said with a frown, "I was interrupted by you, and they wanted to ask me to talk again. It's really a headache to answer the same question twice."
Gojo Satoru looked at her and was speechless for a moment, and it took a long while to find his own voice.
"What the hell is going on, Jieta...you, why did you say that to the supervisor?"
"Didn't Night Moth explain it clearly to you?"
Xi Yin gave him a strange look, then thought again, for a dull guy like the class teacher, he might not be able to figure out what happened to Xia Youjie himself, so it's normal that he couldn't explain it clearly to Gojo Satoru.
Thinking of this, she patiently told Wujo Wu what happened.
The white-haired DK listened to him in a daze, with an unacceptable distorted expression like a child who refuses to accept reality, "So it's all true?"
"Jie Ta, not only killed the whole village, even his own parents... He really made up his mind to kill all ordinary people."
How absurd and unbelievable, even if you say it, you feel that this is a fantasy, and it is really impossible to resemble it.
"How could this be? Even the group of Pan Xingjiao guys, he said don't do anything, it's meaningless. Those villagers must have gone too far when they abused the magician's children. If you feel angry, just kill them. Why even yourself, your own..."
Xiyin answered him coldly: "That's how he is. When he insists on protecting the concept of non-magicians, even the members of the Panxing Cult will not move a finger. After making up his mind to clean up all ordinary people, he will first Starting from my close parents...Jie, this is the kind of person, it's not the first day you know him, right? "
"why is it like this,"
Wujo Gonana said, and looked up at Xiyin suddenly: "Eliminate all ordinary people and create a world where only magicians exist... How could he have such an idea? When did this start?"
Xiyin looked at his groggy, distraught appearance, and thought, how rare, how interesting it is to be able to see this expression on this guy's face.
Thinking of this, she added some extra patience, so she curled her hair with her fingers, looked at Gojo Satoru's expression sideways, and played with taste: "Hey, didn't you notice it at all?"
She said curiously: "Didn't his collapse start with the Panxing Sect incident? First, he was crushed by the zero-mantra monastery, no, Fu Heisher, and then he was crushed by those who were originally From his point of view, the church members who were in a protected and weak position were 'betrayed', and Jie was hit hard by this, and finally found that the world he was facing was completely different from what he had imagined before."
Gojo Goku widened his blue eyes, which were so bright and fiery that they seemed to see through everything, and stared at her incredulously.
Xi Yin said almost happily: "Ha, thanks to the fact that you are also close friends, didn't you notice anything? I can see everything clearly from the beginning to the end."
"Then why..." almost squeezed out between the teeth, asking word by word, "didn't you say a word?"
Xi Yin seemed to have heard something funny, bent down and laughed out loud: "You asked me why I didn't say it?"
"What's the use of saying it? Once a crack is created, it's almost impossible to heal it. No matter what you do, it will only prolong the time it's broken. Jie can't give up the work of expelling the curse. He won't run away. He I don't know how to protect myself... I will make things worse if I speak out!"
"Why on earth! How did Jie become what he is now?"
Gojo Satoru stared at her, as if staring at an enemy, "Kion Ohno, stop showing me such a disgusting look, and answer the questions seriously, damn it!"
The smile stopped abruptly as if the stop button had been pressed.
The smile faded away like a tide on that beautiful face, leaving only a pale, blank indifference.
Xiyin looked at Gojo Satoru indifferently, feeling as if she had returned to ten years ago.
This guy, from the beginning to the present, is the same annoying, never changed.
She thought to herself, I must have miswired some nerve to find him cute?
"Seriously answer your question?"
She showed a thoughtful expression, dragged her tone, and said suddenly: "Okay, then I will tell you."
"Gaita, the reason why he changed his mind. From a supporter of righteousness who wholeheartedly protects the weak, to now wants to clean up all ordinary people and liberate conjurers."
"Maybe it's because of you."
The witch looked at the shocked Gojo Satoru who was stabbed by her words, and what filled her heart was malice and pleasure.
"It must be because you are too arrogant, but because you have power that ordinary people can't match, you think you can bear and prevent all misfortunes. Jie will rebel and betray all of us... Maybe it's just to break your vain arrogance oh."
The six-eyed magician's expression was blank, as if he couldn't react for a while.
Xiyin looked at him coldly, waiting for him to recover and fight back.
She waited for a while, but saw him lower his head slightly, and said in a hoarse voice, "I'm sorry...I'm sorry."
Xi Yin thought it was ridiculous, she wanted to laugh a little bit, but couldn't.
Wanting to question, he opened his mouth and felt something stuck in his throat, unable to speak.
What on earth are you apologizing for?
Facing the 'mighty' guy, it was rare to see him bowing his head to show weakness, and she felt dull for a while.
Xiyin looked away, and reluctantly said: "It seems that you have almost understood, that's good, I'll go back."
She took a few steps forward, and looked back, Gojo Satoru was still standing there with his head down, as if he had lost his soul.
As the last conjurer who had seen Xia Youjie, had close contact with him, and had substantial negotiations with him, she also had the special status of his girlfriend.
After he defected, he must explain clearly to the people sent by the upper echelons of the magic world.
Xiyin brewed some emotions, continued to put on the weak mask that had to be supported, and returned to the inquiry room.
The leveled question was repeated again, Xiyin spoke softly, but explained the cause and effect clearly, and the female supervisor kept recording on the paper with a pen.
"Okay, can I go back?"
There was nothing left to say, Xi Yin was pale, looking as if she was too tired to bear the burden.
The two supervisors looked at each other, and the female supervisor nodded and said, "It's ok, it's quite complete, thank you for your cooperation and understanding."
Xiyin got up and saluted, and was about to leave the room.
When she was about to leave, the supervisor suddenly asked again: "Oh, you are clear about the consequences of this transcript and your testimony, right?"
The girl with purple hair and purple eyes put her hands on the doorknob and said in a light voice, "I believe that adults will make the most correct judgment. All I can do is describe the true facts as much as possible."
Xia Youjie himself is the one who disdains to cover up and conceal his true intentions the most.
He will never regret or take a step back for his beliefs and the correctness of his beliefs.
This is Xia Youjie, her most gentle and heartless lover.
This time, the efficiency of the high-level executives in the magic world is good.
Only a week after Xia Youjie's defection was confirmed, the trial results came out.
It was the death penalty, and he became on the list, the youngest super curse master in history.
However, although the death penalty was fixed, the top management hardly dispatched personnel to carry it out. As far as Xiyin knew, they were just trying to grasp Xia Youjie's whereabouts, and they didn't get any results.
The promising mantra spirit operator was essentially shelved after defecting from the high school.
Without this main labor force, college students are getting busier.
However, Nitro, who was stationed at the high school, was hardly affected. Because of this incident, the logistics staff who were hit hard, Ono Xiyin was even more bored in the dormitory all day long behind closed doors.
"Are you growing mushrooms?"
Nitro pushed open the door of Xiyin's dormitory, went to the window and opened the curtains, letting the bright sunlight shine into the dark room.
Xiyin lazily sat up from the quilt, her seaweed-like long purple-black hair hung over her half-exposed shoulders and body, exuding a gloomy and gloomy aura.
Niatzi clicked his tongue unbearably, and leaned over to look at her, his pointed nose almost touched her face.
"How long are you going to be lazy? I'm busy alone."
"Nitro is very powerful,"
Xiyin smiled and said, "Even if I'm here, I can only help."
Yanzi straightened up, put her hips on her hips and said, "But it's tiring to work alone... Isn't it just a broken relationship, don't you want to sleep in the room all the time?"
"I didn't sleep all the time, I just overslept because I watched a movie too late last night."
Xiyin explained: "It's nothing to be broken in love, but the high school is too young, as long as I appear in front of people now, I will see a face that is hesitant to speak, and I also have to act as if I have lost my soul. It's unbearable."
Niater looked at her best friend, but she couldn't see how sad she was. She thought to herself, of course this guy wouldn't be unable to live because of Jie's betrayal, but he would still be sad no matter what.
The best friend fell into the shadow of broken love, as her good friend and contemporaneous, of course he was responsible for resolving and comforting her.
Nitro thought for a while, and said seriously: "Do you still remember the bet I made with you when I asked you to come to the Tokyo Institute in the first grade?"
Xiyin looked up at her, and said in a drawn-out tone, "What are you talking about... Is Nitro going to fulfill his promise?"
"Ah."
Nitro nodded bluntly, "At first I thought everything would go well until graduation, but the world turns out to be impermanent... The invitation to come to the Tokyo Institute seems to be a bit bad now, how about it, do you want to leave the high school?"
"I plan to obtain a doctor's license. Although there is no requirement for this in the college, I don't want to practice medicine without a license."
She said: "Night Moth said that I can arrange a professional lecturer to help me with my homework in medicine, but I think it would be better if I can go to a specialized medical school for further study."
As he said that, Nitro took a look at Xiyin: "Of course Noctua doesn't want me to leave the high school to go to university... What do you think, we are now in the third grade, and we can just take the exam and go to university next year. If you want, I will fight for it again." ?”
Xiyin was noncommittal, just stared at her and asked, "Can you win?"
"Noctua is still easy to talk to. If I insist, it should be fine. If it doesn't work, maybe Wu can help?"
When mentioning Gojo Satoru, she added an extra sentence: "He has been working too hard recently, and he is not in the college for most of the time, and his face is also very ugly. I don't know if it is tired or..."
"Tsk, if you turn on the reversal spell all day long, you can be commanded 24 hours a day. Fortunately, I can't do such a thing."
Xiyin didn't want to mention him, so she just asked Niatzi, "If you go to university, will you come back to college in the future?"
Nitro didn't hesitate: "Come back, Gaozhuan can't do without me."
Yes, Gaozhuan, the world of conjuration needs a master of magic. When she first learned the reversal technique, she was still immature and immature. After several years of training, she is already a very reliable doctor.
But compared to Nitrate, it is her Ono Xiyin who is really unable to escape from the magic world and is trapped by the tangled root system.
When she was in the first grade, she thought it would be nice to go back to the Ohno house after leaving for a while, but now her thinking is completely different from the original one.
Xiyin thought for a while, and said, "Let me think about it first, and I'll reply to you later."
Nitro looked at the phone and said, "Then I'll go to work first, and I'll come back to see you at night."
In the evening, Nitro went back to the dormitory with dinner to find Xi Yin, and saw her sitting on the bed, watching a movie with her laptop.
She watched it for a while, thought for a while and said, "What an old film, is this one, a thousand years old?"
Xi Yin stared at the screen, and the light and shadow reflected on her delicate and indifferent face, "Yes, this is a story about a woman who has been chasing the fantasy called 'love' all her life, moving herself and others."
Nitzi raised his eyebrows, put down the food box and said, "Let's eat first. By the way, you like this type of film, and you haven't seen it before."
"I can't say I like it, but I've been wanting to know what 'love' is."
Nitro decided to change the subject, "How about it, have you considered it, my previous proposal."
Xiyin looked at Chiyoko who was running and chasing on the screen, and said absently: "Think about it, since you will come back to college and go to college just for your doctor's license, then there is no need to make things difficult for Noctua."
Strange to say, Chiyoko reminded her of another woman who was diametrically opposed to her mother, the 31-year-old Rina Ishihara.
She also pursues love forever, and refuses to compromise on the pale daily life after the passion fades.
But the difference is that Chiyoko is obsessed with chasing the love tied to one person, but what Rina pursues is love itself, and she doesn't care who the love is tied to.
Xiyin said with misty eyes: "Although Chiyoko is praised and regarded as the most ideal and steadfast lover, what she pursues is dreams and ideals. What is valuable about her is that she never stops chasing, and finally turns into a dream. part of it."
So, the mother who is always chasing passion and lust finally becomes a part of it?
People sang love and dreams, and spurned sex and passion, so, at that time, youth had not left her, and exhaustion and gloom had climbed up her face.
Yes, Rina is very different from Chiyoko, she is a tiresome woman, and finally her father can't stand her, and then, like a withered rose, she is broken and stopped abruptly.
And me, what am I chasing?
Will I be Chiyoko Fujiwara, or Rina Ishihara?
Xi Yin thought obsessively.
Although they are both young girls, but Nitrate is a guy who has nothing to do with sentimentality. She doesn't understand what Xiyin is thinking now, and finally attributes all these to the lovelorn syndrome - which is not wrong.
Thinking of this, Nitro asked: "Since you want to stay in the college, what are your plans? After graduation, go home and get married?"
After asking, she was a little annoyed, and felt that the topic should not be brought up on marriage.
Xi Yin didn't seem to mind.
Ever since Xia Youjie's rebellion, she always seemed to be indifferent to anything, but she couldn't be bothered about anything.
"I probably won't get married," she said lightly.
Nitro felt the toothache subtly, "Aren't you bound by the order to get married and have children, so you can support the Ohno family properly?"
"It is to support the lintel and continue the family."
Xi Yin corrected: "At the very least, I just need to give birth to a child, and then leave the Ono family to him, and I've completed the task."
It doesn't sound very good, and seeing Xiyin's own face, she doesn't want to do such a thing.
Nitrate clicked his lips: "After all, why did your father dig a hole for you before he died?"
That's what she said, but even she probably knew the meaning of aristocratic family, not to mention cheating her daughter before she died, even when she was alive, pushing her daughter into the fire pit is not new.
Nitro skipped this section and said curiously: "When I heard you mention it before, I didn't quite know what bondage was, but now that I think about it, bondage is essentially a kind of exchange between you and me. There should be only one-sided restraint, what do you get from this restraint?"
"I used to think about this question a lot."
Xiyin said in a dreamlike tone: "But I can't remember it. It may be that when my father made an agreement with me, he also made an agreement with me to forget some information."
"But this kind of thing doesn't matter anymore... After all, I don't care so much about whether we can keep the promise."
Nitro was silent for a while, "It is said that after the restraint is set, if you don't complete it, you will be punished quite severely."
There are two types of restraints. Once one is set, there will be coercive force to force you to complete it. The other is similar to an agreement, which needs to be followed and practiced by yourself.
Although the latter seems to be weaker than the latter in terms of mandatory binding force, few people violate it.
"It's really scary."
Xiyin murmured: "The future is unknown, I don't know when and where it will come, and I can't predict the punishment at all... It is said that it will definitely make people regret it." '
Speaking of this, she laughed, "What should I do? I suddenly feel a little bit looking forward to it. It's better to break the contract. I want to know how to make me regret it."
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