5t5 still hasn't turned positive today

Xi Yin waited until Shi Er was half full and began to chew slowly, before asking, "Shi Er, are you okay?"

She asked cautiously, as if she was afraid of disturbing anything.

Shi'er put down his fork and took a sip of the thick soup.

"It's pretty good," he said. "I'm married and have a kid."

And then what happened?

From a stray dog ​​to a wandering lone wolf, something important must have happened, right?

Xiyin was very interested, so she had extra patience for acting.

She showed a slightly relieved smile in relief: "That's good, that's great." Then she took a quick look at Shi Er: "My mother passed away in an accident three years ago, but the accident happened very quickly. You shouldn't feel any pain."

Shi Er showed a surprised expression, "Ha, Rina is dead...it was not stabbed to death by a man,"

He scratched his hair, "How do you say, a little bit surprised?"

Xiyin lowered her head and remained silent for a while before saying, "Although I am such a mother, I also..."

"Ah, I've never been very good at talking, so please bear with me."

Thinking that she invited the meal after all, Shi Er decided to be more polite: "By the way, my wife died too, and she died earlier than your mother. It has been six or seven years."

He said this in a tone as if he was saying that he had lost something insignificant, matching the context of mentioning his dead wife, it was extremely cold.

Xiyin was silent for a while, then raised her eyes to look at him: "She must be a very nice woman, right?"

Shi Er looked back at her blankly, and suddenly burst into laughter after a few seconds: "Why do you ask me such a thing? It's been so long, who will remember."

After laughing for a while, he stopped suddenly, with an extremely cold expression on his face.

Xiyin couldn't help but think, after not seeing each other for a few years, Shier has become more moody and difficult to get along with.

It can be seen that he is not doing well.

"She gave birth to a son for me, huh, it's really troublesome to raise a little ghost. Not long ago, I found a woman who has children and experience to marry and change her surname. I thought I could finally leave the little ghost to someone else to take care of, but I didn't expect that woman to run away with someone else. He even left his own daughter behind."

"...Then what are you going to do?"

"Who knows."

There was nothing to say for a while, and fell into an awkward atmosphere.

After filling his belly, Shier had the leisure to carefully look at the girl sitting opposite him.

I saw that she was extremely elegant and beautiful, and she was just at the youngest age, but she didn't have any lively look in her demeanor, she was extremely respectful and polite.

The juicy and thick meat steak must not be to her taste, she just ate a few bites and put it aside. At this time, she pursed her lips slightly, lowered her eyes, folded her hands, and put them on her knees neatly.

Shi Er is too familiar with such women. In the Buddhist monastery where he grew up, almost all the women he saw were carved out of this template, even the curvature of the smile is similar.

He was too lazy to look at this kind of woman, but the one in front of him was different, absolutely not comparable to those clay puppets in the Buddhist monastery.

You see, how fresh it is.

He couldn't remember what Rina looked like—it was his first love, and the woman who dumped him.

He didn't even remember what kind of face his wife had.

But after seven or eight years, the immature girl had grown into a slim girl, and he recognized it at a glance.

Shi Er narrowed his eyes, and couldn't help but think of the scene when he first met this girl in front of him a long time ago.

At that time, he had just turned [-], and he beat up a group of brothers who wanted to step on his face to be domineering. He suddenly found that the Chanyuan family had nothing to treat him, so he left directly.

The monastery was a terrible quagmire, but he grew up in this quagmire, and when he left suddenly, he felt a little helpless.

That's when he met Rina, a passionate, beautiful and interesting woman who easily attracted his attention.

They hang out in no time, hugging, kissing, and rolling into a bed before they begin to get to know each other like normal men and women.

Shi Er even felt that Rina was not like a Japanese. She was too enthusiastic and warmed Shi Er who was almost unconscious after being soaked in ice water all year round.

She has cigarettes, wine, money, warm embraces, and sweet words that she will never get tired of listening to.

Shir sank into it with ease, and Rina was so pleased with him that he even took him home.

There Shir met her six or seven-year-old daughter, who was extremely beautiful.

"This is from my ex-husband."

Seeing him staring at the little girl, Rina leaned closer to his ear and whispered, "She's quiet and won't disturb us, but you'd better not disturb her either."

Seeing them, the little girl got up from the living room, went back to her bedroom and closed the door.

Shi Er showed some concern, and Rina chuckled and threw himself into his arms, staring at him enthusiastically and innocently: "My daughter is beautiful, doesn't she look like a princess?"

"She's cute, just like you."

Shi Er hugged her waist and leaned over to kiss her, thinking, his own past is like a quagmire, so he doesn't need to mind her.

Rina's eyes were clouded with mist: "No, she's not like me. This kid is weird, she doesn't like my friends, and some people even swear that she wants him dead... Hee hee, but my friends I really like her."

Shi Er didn't take her words to heart, and the two hugged each other into the room, rolling into a ball.

After that, he lived with Rina as a matter of course, and was basically raised by her.

After a period of time, this traditional Japanese man felt that this was not possible, and he had to consider the issue of livelihood.

But he didn't study much, and all he learned in the Buddhist monastery were survival skills and combat skills. Did he rely on exorcising curse spirits like a magician?That's just going to make me spit it out just thinking about it.

Do you go to the construction site to do coolies?Even if he is willing, Rina is not willing.

Is it possible to really kill people?

Shi Er couldn't help feeling distressed. It was okay to do dirty work once in a while when he was short of money, but if he really wanted to kill people for a living, it would definitely bring trouble to Rina who lived with him, so he might as well concentrate on relying on her to support him.

As time went by, his troubles not only failed to be resolved, but increased.

When Shier seriously thought about the future with Rina, she became indifferent and dissociated, which annoyed him even more.

One day he wandered outside all night and came back at [-] o'clock in the morning. Rina was not at home, and it was the little girl named Xiyin who opened the door for him.

"When someone knocks on the door, you open it. Aren't you afraid that the person who comes in is a bad guy?"

Shi'er looked down at her, pretending to be expressionless on purpose to scare the child.

The girl raised her head and glanced at him, her expression and eyes were so calm that it made people feel bored: "Please come in."

Then he squatted down and put his slippers in the entrance, then ran back to the living room, "What do you want to drink, coffee or tea?"

Shir said, "I want a Coke."

The little girl gave him a silent look, and then said, "There's no Coke at home, I'll go down and buy it for you."

Shi Er crossed her legs and watched her change her shoes and go out to buy a Coke for herself, but regretted it again: "I want a beer."

"It's in the refrigerator."

She left this sentence and went out. She not only bought Coke, but also guessed that Shi Er hadn’t eaten breakfast, so she bought it for him. In order to live up to the fruits of her labor, Shi Er reluctantly used Coke to match bread. .

Isn't this kid cute?

Seeing the little girl obediently doing her homework on the living room table, Shi Er couldn't help but think so, and suddenly asked, "Your name is Xiyin, right?"

"I heard that a child without a father will be bullied. Do you want to be my daughter in the future?"

The pen in the girl's hand stopped, she looked up at Shi Er, her dark purple pupils looked a little gloomy: "I have a father."

"Oh." The corner of Shi'er's mouth twitched, and he scratched his hair, thinking, this kid is really difficult to get along with.

He turned on the TV and tuned to the variety show channel, and watched for a while bored.

After a while, the girl probably finished her homework and started watching TV with her chin resting on one hand.

On the screen, comedians were telling bad jokes, and I couldn't even tell what kind of person would laugh at this show. Looking sideways, the little girl's fair face showed no emotions related to happiness at all.

"Why are you with Rina?"

Just when he thought they would keep silent like this, the little girl asked suddenly.

Shi Er let out a sneer: "Men and women will be together, just like the two ends of a magnet, you kid will understand in the future."

The little girl glanced at him, then turned her gaze back to the TV: "You look like you want to have a home."

Shi Er felt the displeasure of being offended, but after thinking about it, he had no reason to be angry.

So 'um' sounded.

The girl stared at the TV without looking at him, "Then please leave Rina, she can't do it."

Her voice was as soft as smoke, and Shi Er didn't even move his eyelids, pretending to be deaf and indifferent.

A few days later, in the afternoon of heavy rain, the sky was so dark that it seemed to be getting dark.

He stood under the eaves corner of the building to hide from the rain, with his hands in his pockets and stared at the rain curtain in a daze.

Shi'er's eyes and ears are sharp, and he is far away from ordinary people. Even in such a heavy rain, he can still hear the footsteps behind him, but he doesn't turn his head.

The girl named Xiyin stopped behind him and asked, "Where are you going?"

how could I know?Shir didn't even look at her.

"Women like Rina are probably quite rare."

She was such a strange child, calling her mother by her first name, as if referring to a friend who was not satisfactory and could not be left behind.

"You can forget about her and find a good woman again... In this world, everyone has his place."

The little girl who had lived under the same roof as him for a while, but had no destiny to become his family, handed him an umbrella and money, and said, "Please work harder." She turned and ran back into the corridor.