[ABO] I'm obsessed with Mr.

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When I woke up from my afternoon nap, the sun was already setting. The red light of the setting sun fell on the floor through the gaps in the curtains. The room was not dark and dim. The lamp on the bedside table was lit, but the light was dimmed, like A faint lighthouse in the sea torrential rain guides the direction of fishermen who have not returned from afar.

Shi Wan turned sideways to stare at the desk lamp, with mixed emotions in his heart, the lamp must have been turned on by Sheng Zhiyu, because he once told him tiredly, "After taking a nap, I found out that it was dark and there was something secretly in the room. I don’t feel very lonely.” So from that time on, if Sheng Zhiyu was at home and took a nap late, he would light a small lamp for him when it was getting dark.

A few years ago, Shiwan was ignorant, and he liked his carefulness very much, only thinking that Alpha only cared about himself, but now that Sheng Zhiyu still kept such a habit after the two separated, Shiwan felt very uncomfortable.

When Sheng Zhiyu came into the room, he saw that he was awake but still lying on the bed, so he said, "Get up quickly when you wake up, it's time to eat."

"Why haven't you left yet?" Shi Wan asked him, he had said this sentence countless times since we met.

"I wanted to take you out to eat, but you were in such a deep sleep that I couldn't bear to wake you up." Sheng Zhiyu still answered irrelevantly.

Shi Wan sat up, her fair cheeks were pink from the full sleep, her eyes were foggy, and she spoke in a low voice, which made her heart feel weak.

Sheng Zhiyu really wanted to kiss him, and he did.

He walked to the side of the bed and sat down, holding the back of the man's head in front of him. His thin, slightly cool lips were pressed against Shi Wan's moist lips, and the fiery lips and tongue were intertwined. Omega was so obedient that he didn't resist. More brazen.

Shi Wan felt dizzy and dizzy. He had no idea how long the time had passed. It was only a few seconds but it seemed like a long, long time.

Sheng Zhiyu finally tasted enough of his sweetness, Shiwan stared blankly at the corners of his mouth that were still a little crystal clear, Alpha was very satisfied, all the hostility and indifference had been absorbed, Sheng Zhiyu gently stretched out his hand to wipe away the wetness from the corners of his mouth, Then said: "Hey, I'll carry you down." After saying this, he reached out and hugged him.

Shiwan still didn't resist, like an unconscious doll, he let him move obediently, he put his head on Sheng Zhiyu's shoulder, the fragrance of snow lotus made him intoxicated and at ease.

Alpha quickly but steadily carried him downstairs and put him on the dining table. Without exception, the food on the table was Shi Wan's favorite, "You... How long are you going to play with me this time?" Shi Wan asked softly.

Sheng Zhiyu pulled the chair opposite him and sat down, and said seriously: "I'm not playing with you."

"Sheng Zhiyu." Shi Wan called him softly, looked into his eyes and said word by word: "I'm 24, I'm not a child anymore, you know my life until now more than 22 years ago I don't know myself For what."

"At the beginning, I just wanted to be good in the orphanage, and I hoped to be brought home by a kind couple. Later, I was adopted by the Sheng family. I was afraid of being sold or given away every day. After being with you, I I am more afraid and more careful, I like you so I am very pleased with you, and I am careful because I am afraid that what I do not do well will make you angry and bored, I am afraid that you will send me away, I am... so humble, in the end you still don't want me. "

"That gloomy time finally passed. I just had a new start, but you came again... I am not very angry with you, I am angry with myself. When you left, I was so sad, so angry and so unwilling , but now you come and wave to me, I want to pester you again."

"But I'm already 24. It's been six years. How many six years can a person have? Don't...don't play tricks on me anymore."

"You know, I can't stand it."

Shiwan's tone was very light, fragile as if a gust of wind could dissipate it, Sheng Zhiyu looked at him, time flies, in a blink of an eye, the child who used to be at his feet sweetly and softly called brother is now 24, and I have also passed my thirties.

"I didn't play tricks on you." Sheng Zhiyu said seriously, "I don't want to part with you, and I want to stay with you."

These words made Shi Wan even more uncomfortable, because there was no future between them at all, there was no future a year ago, but will there be one after a year?

How could the members of the Sheng family agree, how could Chu Manqing let go, Shiwan didn't want fame, but the life between him and Sheng Zhiyu was stolen from the beginning, and the two of them could be together every day. I don't care, but I only know how uncomfortable it is after experiencing a parting.

The Sheng family is just such a single seedling, and Sheng Zhiyu must have an heir, but Shiwan can't have children at all, so Sheng Zhiyu will definitely be with someone else in the future, Shiwan simply... can't accept it at all.

"I can't have a baby." Shi Wan said bluntly.

"It's okay." Sheng Zhiyu looked at him and said seriously, the heat in his eyes swallowed Shiwan's rationality.

Shiwan was silent, how could it be okay... Sheng Zhiyu didn't want to push him too hard, so he changed the subject, "Let's eat, wait until the dishes are cold."

After the meal, the two of them didn't say a word. Sheng Zhiyu hugged him when he was sleeping at night, but Shiwan didn't chase him away, and Shiwan felt like crying when he lay in his familiar embrace again.

"Do you want a child that much?" Sheng Zhiyu asked.

Shiwan wanted to say that I didn't really think about it, but you needed Chu Manqing and the Sheng family's needs. Chu Manqing said that as long as she had children, she would not stop the two of them from being together. Shiwan didn't tell Sheng Zhiyu these words , only said indifferently: "Well, I really want it."

Sheng Zhiyu said after a long time: "But Xiao Wan is still a child in front of me."

Shi Wan muffled, "I'm not anymore."

Sheng Zhiyu hugged him in his arms, patted his back, kissed his soft hair, and said: "Okay, Xiaowan is not, I hired a doctor abroad, and I will ask him to give you a doctor in a while." Check it out, just in case there is a chance."

Shi Wan agreed without even thinking about it, and said that he would spare time to cooperate with the doctor's examination even if he pushed back the announcement and work. He said this with a rare vitality, and Sheng Zhiyu felt as if the seasoning bottle had been knocked over generally.

"What I said a year ago was too much, and all I said were angry words. Xiaowan is the best Omega in the world, not...not even inferior to beta." Sheng Zhiyu now feels that he is It shouldn't hurt him like this.

Shi Wan hummed, as if he didn't care, "Go to sleep, I'm so sleepy."