Do you still feel sick?
Chapter 90
"Mom, does that mean what I think?"
Until the two returned to the room, Xu Zheyuan was still incredulous about what happened just now.
When she decided to come out, she was mentally prepared to face all the severe tests, but she didn't expect that her mother seemed to know about her relationship with Wei Shengji, and directly gave her a cohabitation assist.
"If I understand what you mean correctly, I think Auntie means the same thing."
"But why did you understand my mother's meaning so quickly?" Xu Zheyuan was really nervous at that time, so it took a long time to get her mother's assist, "No, you must have communicated with my mother in private, right? ? When did she know? When did you know that she knew?"
Weishengji used to chat with Zhang Wenjuan in private, and the two of them still had a lot of secrets that Zheyuan didn't know. Xu Zheyuan naturally thought of the possibility of "collusion" between the two!
"No wonder she always helps you recently. Did you bribe her with something?"
Wei Shengji couldn't help laughing: "You think highly of me, no matter how confident I am, I don't dare to come out to Auntie secretly. Besides, didn't I promise not to hide anything from you anymore? How could I tell Auntie in private? Well. I really didn’t know before... At least I didn’t confirm 100% that she knew about our relationship, it’s just that she was too obvious at night, so I’m sure.”
"Then how did my mother find out?"
Xu Zheyuan couldn't understand it.
"Who knows, maybe she saw us accidentally when we were making out, or maybe it's just Mo Ruomu, your undisguised love for me was discovered by your auntie."
"shameless."
Xu Zheyuan subconsciously dismissed Wei Shengji's words, but she had to admit that what she said made sense.The two of them did not do less during this passionate love period. She relied on her parents to know that she and Wei Shengji had a good relationship, and she did not restrain her intimacy at all, so it was reasonable to show some flaws.
Mom has always been careful, and it's not surprising that she noticed anything, but she didn't realize when her mother found out, and why she still treated the two of them with the same attitude as usual after she found out, without showing a trace of abnormality.
"Anyway, can you rest assured now?" Wei Shengji sat next to Xu Zheyuan, took her hand, smiled very relaxedly, and seemed to have settled his mind, "At that time, did you want to ask your aunt and uncle?" Confessing about our relationship? It really freaked me out."
"Rather than rest assured, it's better to say that I don't have any sense of reality," Xu Zheyuan covered her heart, "But I don't want to hide it anymore, I have to say it sooner or later, it's better to say it sooner or later. You won't be angry if you didn't discuss it with you?"
Her wanting to come out at this time did have a whim, but it was not entirely a product of impulse, after all, she had been thinking about it for a while.
Today's conversation with Xu Jingzhe already made her want to move, not to mention the fact that Wei Shengji sent a gift as a catalyst - she wanted to really confirm the relationship between the two before accepting Wei Shengji's gift.
"How could it be?" Wei Shengji stroked Xu Zheyuan's fingers lightly, as if caressing some treasure, "You want aunt and uncle to know our relationship, I'm too happy for it."
"Although my father doesn't know yet."
"In this regard, we still believe in Auntie's judgment. She will definitely be able to handle it well."
Xu Zheyuan nodded, and a relaxed smile finally appeared on his face: "I think so too, ah, I'm just dreaming now! Wei Shengji, how can I be so happy?"
"I've never worried about the attitude of my uncle and aunt. Although I didn't expect it to be so smooth, I always thought that as long as we are firm enough, they will definitely admit us. Because...they love you so much."
Parents who love their children selflessly will eventually compromise with their children. This is an eternal truth.Wei Shengji not only knows Xu Zheyuan, but also the family and parents who raised her.
"It seems that although I have been living together, I still don't know my mother well enough."
"No, it's not a question of ignorance, but that you don't want to let them down. This proves that their love for you is valuable and rewarding. Your hesitation is just because you love them too."
Xu Zheyuan was going to be embarrassed by Wei Shengji.
"Sure enough, I've been abroad for a long time, love, love, you're not shy to say that, are you?"
"Compared to being shy, I am more afraid that no one will hear what I want to say, and I am more afraid that my love will not be conveyed, and I am more afraid that this love will not be responded to."
Some tears appeared in Wei Shengji's eyes, Xu Zheyuan hurriedly held her hand, and said nervously: "Now you don't have to worry about these anymore, not only me, I believe my mother and father have already regarded you as a A family. Although they are not good at talking about love, this does not affect their care and love for us!"
Xu Zheyuan could feel that Weishengji was a little uneasy recently, especially because the counselor said that she was a little more anxious than before and needed more company from her lover.
This is also one of the reasons why she wants to come out to her parents as soon as possible. Zhang Wenjuan directly letting the two live together is exactly what she wants.
"Um……"
"By the way, the down jacket!" Xu Zheyuan saw that she was still a little depressed, and quickly changed the topic, "Didn't you want to try it before? I'll get it now!"
Wei Shengji took her hand: "Wait a minute, give me the gift first."
Xu Zheyuan already had a premonition of what Wei Shengji was going to give, and her expression was a little shy and awkward.
"Cough, well... when did you buy it?"
Wei Shengji smiled, and took out a small velvet packing box from his pocket.
"It's very early."
It really is a ring!
Xu Zheyuan was ecstatic in her heart, and she couldn't help showing a hint of complacency on her face.
"Although the surprise is nice, wouldn't it be better to pick out the ring together? Why don't you ask me to go together?"
Wei Shengji gently opened the ring pillow, and saw two silver ladies' rings lined up inside. The body of the ring was slender and elegant, and the setting was inlaid with a few small diamonds, which was very low-key and simple.
"After all, you were not my girlfriend at that time." Wei Shengji picked up one of them, held Xu Zheyuan's right hand and put it on her middle finger solemnly, "This is not an engagement ring, so you don't have to feel pressured." .I changed the size a little bit, will it be too tight or too loose? I also bought a necklace, if it is not convenient to wear it, you can also hang it on the necklace.”
"Changed the size?" Xu Zheyuan raised her hand to look at the light, both the size and style are very suitable, "When did you buy it?"
Wei Shengji stared into Xu Zheyuan's eyes: "High school."
"high school?"
"Well, I originally wanted to give it to you after the college entrance examination...Of course, it can only be in the form of a girlfriend ring."
"what……"
"But I'm even happier that I can give it to you with the current relationship."
"Wei Shengji..."
Faced with Wei Shengji's deep affection, Xu Zheyuan always felt heavy in his heart unconsciously.
"Nothing can separate us now, can it?"
Wei Shengji handed the ring pillow to Xu Zheyuan, looking at her expectantly.Xu Zheyuan understood, took out the ring and put it on the middle finger of Wei Shengji's right hand.
"Ok!"
Fingers intertwined, this is a promise that only belongs to the two of them.There are many people in the world who have made the same promise, but most of them cannot keep it to the end.
The smile on Wei Shengji's face was shallow and illusory, and there was a hazy halo in those amber eyes with tears in them.
"From now on, you can't go back on your word."
"How do you start now? I thought I couldn't go back on my word a long time ago."
But of course this does not include her and Zheyuan, she will try her best to keep this promise.
Wei Shengji didn't speak, but leaned over and kissed Xu Zheyuan.
As for the fact that the price of repenting is different, of course she will not tell Zheyuan.And the secret, distorted, and crazy emotions in her heart will be well buried in the darkened heart before Zheyuan repents.
Weishengji felt that he could understand Weishenghuang more and more. The so-called ring and marriage are like tangible and invisible shackles, binding people in love more firmly together, even if they may be together in the years to come. become mutual hatred.
If someone wants to break this contract, she will do whatever it takes to stop it, even if the person is Zheyuan or even herself.
From the perspective of a normal person, Wei Shengji understands that his mentality is so sick and wrong.
The more she can resonate with her mother, the more she can feel that her heart is constantly falling into the abyss, as if the black hole that has been tempting her since she was a child is now close at hand.
She used to be able to make up her mind to leave Xu Zheyuan voluntarily, but now, even not being able to work with Xu Zheyuan is almost unbearable for her.
She wants to get more attention from Zheyuan, more company from her, and love from her wholeheartedly.
If she is sick, if she is injured, and even... if she dies, will she be able to completely occupy Zheyuan's mind and soul?
This kind of extreme thought will come up from time to time when I am alone late at night, and it is becoming more and more frequent, and it is becoming more and more difficult to control.
She wanted to feel Zheyuan's feelings for her more clearly and substantively, words, hugs and caresses were no longer enough to satisfy her.
She likes to experience the warmth after feeling the cold, and enjoys the tenderness after tasting the pain. The tingling pain that she feels in her body and mind is the most real and vivid love—just like her mother used to The same feeling it gave her.
Wei Shengji realized very rationally that he was hopeless, so he added this last insurance.
In order to avoid falling into the abyss from which she cannot extricate herself, she must grasp the only life-saving straw.
The ring is a tangible shackle, which not only binds her and Zheyuan together firmly, but also temporarily restrains her hands and her feelings that are about to be unleashed.
This is the cage she made for herself, a prison that hangs over the abyss with only one chain attached.
"Wait...Wei, Weishengji...don't you still have to try on clothes?"
Xu Zheyuan was pressed on the bed by Weishengji and kissed until she couldn't breathe, but she was still thinking about the gift she hadn't given yet—compared to Weishengji, she felt that she was really perfunctory!
"That's not important, try again later."
The author says:
Bird: I'm so perfunctory!
You better be perfunctory, someone is already very heavy.
提醒:作品和现实要分开看待,病娇不可取!感谢在2022-08-0616:48:18~2022-08-0815:46:23期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angel who threw mines: I don’t want to draw 1 picture;
Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: Bella Bella's dried carambola, 1 bottle of Chen Dashanren;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
Until the two returned to the room, Xu Zheyuan was still incredulous about what happened just now.
When she decided to come out, she was mentally prepared to face all the severe tests, but she didn't expect that her mother seemed to know about her relationship with Wei Shengji, and directly gave her a cohabitation assist.
"If I understand what you mean correctly, I think Auntie means the same thing."
"But why did you understand my mother's meaning so quickly?" Xu Zheyuan was really nervous at that time, so it took a long time to get her mother's assist, "No, you must have communicated with my mother in private, right? ? When did she know? When did you know that she knew?"
Weishengji used to chat with Zhang Wenjuan in private, and the two of them still had a lot of secrets that Zheyuan didn't know. Xu Zheyuan naturally thought of the possibility of "collusion" between the two!
"No wonder she always helps you recently. Did you bribe her with something?"
Wei Shengji couldn't help laughing: "You think highly of me, no matter how confident I am, I don't dare to come out to Auntie secretly. Besides, didn't I promise not to hide anything from you anymore? How could I tell Auntie in private? Well. I really didn’t know before... At least I didn’t confirm 100% that she knew about our relationship, it’s just that she was too obvious at night, so I’m sure.”
"Then how did my mother find out?"
Xu Zheyuan couldn't understand it.
"Who knows, maybe she saw us accidentally when we were making out, or maybe it's just Mo Ruomu, your undisguised love for me was discovered by your auntie."
"shameless."
Xu Zheyuan subconsciously dismissed Wei Shengji's words, but she had to admit that what she said made sense.The two of them did not do less during this passionate love period. She relied on her parents to know that she and Wei Shengji had a good relationship, and she did not restrain her intimacy at all, so it was reasonable to show some flaws.
Mom has always been careful, and it's not surprising that she noticed anything, but she didn't realize when her mother found out, and why she still treated the two of them with the same attitude as usual after she found out, without showing a trace of abnormality.
"Anyway, can you rest assured now?" Wei Shengji sat next to Xu Zheyuan, took her hand, smiled very relaxedly, and seemed to have settled his mind, "At that time, did you want to ask your aunt and uncle?" Confessing about our relationship? It really freaked me out."
"Rather than rest assured, it's better to say that I don't have any sense of reality," Xu Zheyuan covered her heart, "But I don't want to hide it anymore, I have to say it sooner or later, it's better to say it sooner or later. You won't be angry if you didn't discuss it with you?"
Her wanting to come out at this time did have a whim, but it was not entirely a product of impulse, after all, she had been thinking about it for a while.
Today's conversation with Xu Jingzhe already made her want to move, not to mention the fact that Wei Shengji sent a gift as a catalyst - she wanted to really confirm the relationship between the two before accepting Wei Shengji's gift.
"How could it be?" Wei Shengji stroked Xu Zheyuan's fingers lightly, as if caressing some treasure, "You want aunt and uncle to know our relationship, I'm too happy for it."
"Although my father doesn't know yet."
"In this regard, we still believe in Auntie's judgment. She will definitely be able to handle it well."
Xu Zheyuan nodded, and a relaxed smile finally appeared on his face: "I think so too, ah, I'm just dreaming now! Wei Shengji, how can I be so happy?"
"I've never worried about the attitude of my uncle and aunt. Although I didn't expect it to be so smooth, I always thought that as long as we are firm enough, they will definitely admit us. Because...they love you so much."
Parents who love their children selflessly will eventually compromise with their children. This is an eternal truth.Wei Shengji not only knows Xu Zheyuan, but also the family and parents who raised her.
"It seems that although I have been living together, I still don't know my mother well enough."
"No, it's not a question of ignorance, but that you don't want to let them down. This proves that their love for you is valuable and rewarding. Your hesitation is just because you love them too."
Xu Zheyuan was going to be embarrassed by Wei Shengji.
"Sure enough, I've been abroad for a long time, love, love, you're not shy to say that, are you?"
"Compared to being shy, I am more afraid that no one will hear what I want to say, and I am more afraid that my love will not be conveyed, and I am more afraid that this love will not be responded to."
Some tears appeared in Wei Shengji's eyes, Xu Zheyuan hurriedly held her hand, and said nervously: "Now you don't have to worry about these anymore, not only me, I believe my mother and father have already regarded you as a A family. Although they are not good at talking about love, this does not affect their care and love for us!"
Xu Zheyuan could feel that Weishengji was a little uneasy recently, especially because the counselor said that she was a little more anxious than before and needed more company from her lover.
This is also one of the reasons why she wants to come out to her parents as soon as possible. Zhang Wenjuan directly letting the two live together is exactly what she wants.
"Um……"
"By the way, the down jacket!" Xu Zheyuan saw that she was still a little depressed, and quickly changed the topic, "Didn't you want to try it before? I'll get it now!"
Wei Shengji took her hand: "Wait a minute, give me the gift first."
Xu Zheyuan already had a premonition of what Wei Shengji was going to give, and her expression was a little shy and awkward.
"Cough, well... when did you buy it?"
Wei Shengji smiled, and took out a small velvet packing box from his pocket.
"It's very early."
It really is a ring!
Xu Zheyuan was ecstatic in her heart, and she couldn't help showing a hint of complacency on her face.
"Although the surprise is nice, wouldn't it be better to pick out the ring together? Why don't you ask me to go together?"
Wei Shengji gently opened the ring pillow, and saw two silver ladies' rings lined up inside. The body of the ring was slender and elegant, and the setting was inlaid with a few small diamonds, which was very low-key and simple.
"After all, you were not my girlfriend at that time." Wei Shengji picked up one of them, held Xu Zheyuan's right hand and put it on her middle finger solemnly, "This is not an engagement ring, so you don't have to feel pressured." .I changed the size a little bit, will it be too tight or too loose? I also bought a necklace, if it is not convenient to wear it, you can also hang it on the necklace.”
"Changed the size?" Xu Zheyuan raised her hand to look at the light, both the size and style are very suitable, "When did you buy it?"
Wei Shengji stared into Xu Zheyuan's eyes: "High school."
"high school?"
"Well, I originally wanted to give it to you after the college entrance examination...Of course, it can only be in the form of a girlfriend ring."
"what……"
"But I'm even happier that I can give it to you with the current relationship."
"Wei Shengji..."
Faced with Wei Shengji's deep affection, Xu Zheyuan always felt heavy in his heart unconsciously.
"Nothing can separate us now, can it?"
Wei Shengji handed the ring pillow to Xu Zheyuan, looking at her expectantly.Xu Zheyuan understood, took out the ring and put it on the middle finger of Wei Shengji's right hand.
"Ok!"
Fingers intertwined, this is a promise that only belongs to the two of them.There are many people in the world who have made the same promise, but most of them cannot keep it to the end.
The smile on Wei Shengji's face was shallow and illusory, and there was a hazy halo in those amber eyes with tears in them.
"From now on, you can't go back on your word."
"How do you start now? I thought I couldn't go back on my word a long time ago."
But of course this does not include her and Zheyuan, she will try her best to keep this promise.
Wei Shengji didn't speak, but leaned over and kissed Xu Zheyuan.
As for the fact that the price of repenting is different, of course she will not tell Zheyuan.And the secret, distorted, and crazy emotions in her heart will be well buried in the darkened heart before Zheyuan repents.
Weishengji felt that he could understand Weishenghuang more and more. The so-called ring and marriage are like tangible and invisible shackles, binding people in love more firmly together, even if they may be together in the years to come. become mutual hatred.
If someone wants to break this contract, she will do whatever it takes to stop it, even if the person is Zheyuan or even herself.
From the perspective of a normal person, Wei Shengji understands that his mentality is so sick and wrong.
The more she can resonate with her mother, the more she can feel that her heart is constantly falling into the abyss, as if the black hole that has been tempting her since she was a child is now close at hand.
She used to be able to make up her mind to leave Xu Zheyuan voluntarily, but now, even not being able to work with Xu Zheyuan is almost unbearable for her.
She wants to get more attention from Zheyuan, more company from her, and love from her wholeheartedly.
If she is sick, if she is injured, and even... if she dies, will she be able to completely occupy Zheyuan's mind and soul?
This kind of extreme thought will come up from time to time when I am alone late at night, and it is becoming more and more frequent, and it is becoming more and more difficult to control.
She wanted to feel Zheyuan's feelings for her more clearly and substantively, words, hugs and caresses were no longer enough to satisfy her.
She likes to experience the warmth after feeling the cold, and enjoys the tenderness after tasting the pain. The tingling pain that she feels in her body and mind is the most real and vivid love—just like her mother used to The same feeling it gave her.
Wei Shengji realized very rationally that he was hopeless, so he added this last insurance.
In order to avoid falling into the abyss from which she cannot extricate herself, she must grasp the only life-saving straw.
The ring is a tangible shackle, which not only binds her and Zheyuan together firmly, but also temporarily restrains her hands and her feelings that are about to be unleashed.
This is the cage she made for herself, a prison that hangs over the abyss with only one chain attached.
"Wait...Wei, Weishengji...don't you still have to try on clothes?"
Xu Zheyuan was pressed on the bed by Weishengji and kissed until she couldn't breathe, but she was still thinking about the gift she hadn't given yet—compared to Weishengji, she felt that she was really perfunctory!
"That's not important, try again later."
The author says:
Bird: I'm so perfunctory!
You better be perfunctory, someone is already very heavy.
提醒:作品和现实要分开看待,病娇不可取!感谢在2022-08-0616:48:18~2022-08-0815:46:23期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angel who threw mines: I don’t want to draw 1 picture;
Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: Bella Bella's dried carambola, 1 bottle of Chen Dashanren;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
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