Do you still feel sick?

"Honestly, I have very little recollection of my dad other than he would fight with mum when he came back. Mum's mood swings can become very violent, so I hate when he comes home."

"But my mother is always looking forward to his return, and she will dress me up to please him." Wei Shengji's tone was very calm, as if telling someone else's story, "Mom is a somewhat nervous woman. During the repeated derailment process, my father gradually lost his mind. I hardly remember the memories when I was younger, and she seemed to have loved me very much, but now all I can recall are her hysteria and the pain she gave. "

"During those last days, she seemed to see me as a substitute for Dad. She would hurt me like Dad hurt her, apologize after hurting me, say she loved me so much, and told me not to leave She. But every time I say I love her like her, she will punish me and say that I can only lie to her. "

"Ah yes, how can a mother like her deserve the love of her children? I don't love her at all, I just hope to escape the pain with this."

Listening to Wei Shengji's narration, Xu Zheyuan burst into tears.

"Woooooooo..."

Wei Shengji looked at her with a faint smile on his face, reaching out to wipe away her tears.

"Don't cry, it was a long time ago, and I rarely recall it now."

"Oh, Wei Shengji..."

Although Xu Zheyuan knew that not all children in the world had a happy childhood, she didn't expect such a person to be so close to her.

She was originally a sentimental person, when she thought about the suffering her lover had endured, when she thought about the lifeless eyes of the child in the photo, when she thought about how she had been friends with Weishengji for so many years but didn't understand her past at all, Xu Zhe The kite was so heartbroken that it was hard to extricate herself.

She grew up in a happy family and could never imagine such a horrible experience.

Xu Zheyuan has always believed that if there is any love in this world that does not ask for anything in return, it must be the love of parents for their children, but Wei Shengji has received so much harm from her parents.

"Do not cry."

Xu Zheyuan shook her head and threw herself at Weishengji, unable to restrain herself from crying.

"I'm sorry Wei Shengji, I don't know anything..."

"I can't blame you, it's because I don't want to say it... I'm afraid of recalling those past events, and I'm also afraid that you will look at me strangely. I envied you at that time, having parents like uncles and aunts."

"Then they are also your parents now, woo woo woo, Wei Shengji, I will definitely treat you well."

Xu Zheyuan hugged Weishengji, her gentle movements were full of love.In her eyes, Wei Shengji is no longer the mature and deep director who can handle everything with ease, but a poor child who has been hurt, let down, and favored by misfortune but still yearns for love.

As a young woman under the age of 25, Xu Zheyuan was aware of her motherhood for the first time.

But who can not love a child like Wei Shengji, who has endured so much suffering, but still treats others gently, firmly believes in love, and waits for her affectionately.

"Zheyuan..."

Wei Shengji's body was obviously stiff at first, but she soon relaxed and let herself snuggle into Xu Zheyuan's arms.

"Thank you."

Xu Zheyuan caressed Wei Shengji's hair: "Let's not say thank you, you must tell me if you have anything in the future, and we will face it together."

"Good~"

Xu Zheyuan cried until her eyes were red and her head was dizzy, but her heart was still full of complex emotions, as if they would overflow her heart in the next second.

"Weishengji."

"Ok?"

"Let me help you take a bath."

She wants to do something for Weishengji, and wants to make Weishengji feel his love for her.

"You must be sweating a lot, right? I told my grandma just now that I can wash it for you. You must have no strength when you are sick."

Wei Shengji looked at Xu Zheyuan faintly: "Do you treat me like a child?"

If anyone is more like a child now, it must be Xu Zheyuan, who is crying so hard that she can't help herself.

It's just that she was already full of maternal love and didn't realize it at all. She pressed Weishengji's face back into her arms and cried, "Woooooo Weishengji, you can treat me as a mother, mother loves you."

The photos and stories of Weishengji's childhood had a great impact on Xu Zheyuan. At this moment, Weishengji is a weak and pitiful little girl in her eyes.

Wei Shengji was silent for a moment, and finally said quietly: "Then help me take a bath."

Xu Zheyuan often stays at Weishengji's house, so she already knows her bathroom furnishings by heart.It's just that before that, Weishengji helped her prepare, and this was the first time she helped Weishengji prepare bath water and other things.

"Okay, let me help you take off your clothes."

Although Xu Zheyuan's face still had traces of embarrassment from crying, but at this moment facing Wei Shengji, she already looked eager to try.

Wei Shengji only gently shook Xu Zheyuan's wrist, and then let her unbutton her clothes.

The skirt parted a little bit from top to bottom, and the scar that Wei Shengji had been covering up for a long time was finally exposed to Xu Zheyuan's eyes.

Compared to when Xu Zheyuan saw it for the first time in high school, these scars seem to have faded a bit, but obvious traces can still be seen.

"You don't want to take off your shirt because of these scars?"

Xu Zheyuan couldn't help but shed tears again, because knowing Wei Shengji's past, her mood at this time was completely different from before.

"I don't want you to see these bad things..."

"But I saw it at the beginning, and I said at that time that I don't care about these things, and people who really love you don't care about them."

Xu Zheyuan caressed the most obvious scars on Weishengji's lower abdomen distressedly, the more she looked at it, the more she felt that she was stupid and naive in the past.

These scars were obviously injured by props and other weapons. Why did she believe that these scars were caused by accident?

"I know you don't care, it's just me..." Wei Shengji held Xu Zheyuan's hand, eyes drooping slightly, "You were just my friend back then, but now you are my lover. I don't want to lie to you again, So I want to wait until the day when I can confide in you..."

"Oh, I see..."

Xu Zheyuan nodded repeatedly, no matter what Wei Shengji said at this moment, she would believe it unconditionally.

"Don't you think it's ugly? I've tried some methods to lighten the scars in the past few years, but the effect is not very satisfactory."

"I don't think it's ugly, it's not ugly at all."

These scars represent the sufferings that Weishengji has suffered. If possible, Xu Zheyuan certainly hopes that they do not exist, and even more that those experiences of Weishengji do not exist.

But this is impossible, those sad past and scars have become part of Wei Shengji, so she will accept it without reservation.

"But……"

"No but!"

Xu Zheyuan's brows were erected, and she firmly refuted Wei Shengji's words, then squatted down, and carefully kissed Wei Shengji's lower abdomen.

"Fold kite—"

Wei Shengji instinctively wanted to dodge, but Xu Zheyuan hugged her waist tightly.

"Wei Shengji, I can't say I like them, because I wish you hadn't suffered these injuries. But I don't hate everything about you, because I love you."

Xu Zheyuan raised her face, her eyes filled with tears, but there was a sunny smile on her face.

"So stop thinking about it, okay?"

Wei Shengji stared at her blankly, a few glistening tears fell on Xu Zheyuan's cheek in the backlight.

She had been talking about the past in a calm and relieved tone, but now she shed tears.

"Even if I'm very cunning and cunning, don't you hate me?"

"Well, even if you are very cunning and cunning, I still love you very much, just like you love me."

Wei Shengji held Xu Zheyuan's face lightly, and assured her uneasily, "Just like I love you?"

"Yeah, I know it can't be fake, can I?"

Wei Shengji finally smiled, with tears in his smile: "Of course, even if I have lied countless times, I will never lie about this."

Xu Zheyuan took Wei Shengji's hand and said firmly, "That's enough."

After everything was over, Wei Shengji's expression slowly relaxed, and then he bent down and kissed Xu Zheyuan's face: "Thank you Zheyuan, I will make you happy."

She won.

Although she never believed in the reliability of love, luckily the person she loved believed in it.

Is this the girl who grew up in love and happiness?

So dazzling, so gentle and so innocent.

"Zheyuan," Wei Shengji passionately kissed Xu Zheyuan's cheek, his slender arms wrapped her slender body tightly in his arms, "You won't leave me again, right? "

Xu Zheyuan was dazed by her kiss, but she nodded firmly when she heard this question: "Well, we won't be separated again."

Weishengji finally understood her mother's obsession, and it turned out that it was such a happy thing to hear her lover give such a guarantee.

The joy in her heart was so strong that she even felt a little bit of anxiety and pain, just like the pain she felt every moment because of her desire to see Xu Zheyuan during those six years.

Pain may not be equal to love, but sometimes love really makes people feel pain, and my mother did not lie to her.

It's just that her mother never taught her, but another experience she has gained from her mother is that the love of one person cannot bring two people together, and the temporary love of two people cannot last forever.

Love is the result but not the answer, and what is needed to maintain this love is money, sweetness and some lies.

"Wei Sheng Ji, you are still sick..."

The increasingly intense lingering made Xu Zheyuan a little out of breath, and the little reason left made her worry about Weishengji's body.

"It's okay Zheyuan," Wei Shengji pulled Xu Zheyuan's hand towards him, "Your love can heal me."

She will create countless wonderful dreams for Zheyuan, feed Zheyuan with extremely sweet honey, and then draw the juice of love from her.

Zheyuan seems to be a pool of water that can turn decay into magic, brewing all her falsehoods into real fruit wine, nourishing her almost dry heart.

"Ugh..."

Xu Zheyuan struggled for a long time, but looking at Weishengji's pitiful teary-eyed appearance, her active enchantment, and her fragility in begging for love, she still couldn't bear the temptation in the end.

Never mind, maybe Hua X therapy will be useful?

The author says:

小鸟啊，你知不知道你和你女朋友想的东西完全不一样啊？感谢在2022-07-2522：40：03～2022-07-2623：47：13期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦～

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: I don’t want to draw 20 bottles; Xiao Kebai 6 bottles; student composition and Chen Dashanren 1 bottle should be abolished;

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