Do you still feel sick?

Wei Shengji's hand lightly supported Xu Zheyuan's slender neck, and the kisses fell on the fair and delicate skin between the necks as naturally and forcefully as raindrops.

Xu Zheyuan instinctively hugged Wei Shengji's shoulders, and endured this gentle and slightly out-of-bounds touch in a daze.

"Wei Shengji..."

Wei Shengji did not respond to Xu Zheyuan's call, but buried his head in her neck silently, his movements were gentle and provocative, and he was so focused that he gave people a sense of tranquility before the storm.

Xu Zheyuan's throat was itchy, and for a moment she couldn't tell whether it was because of a cold or because of Wei Shengji's touch.Unprecedented joy and panic attacked her, causing her waist and limbs to go limp and ecstatic.

Could it be that Weishengji decided to take that step with her tonight?

Xu Zheyuan was looking forward to this matter so much before, but when things came to an end, this expectation inevitably contained some anxiety.

Because she neither figured out why Wei Shengji rejected him before, nor did she figure out why it was tonight.

Wei Shengji didn't give Xu Zheyuan too much time to think, turned around and gently put her down on the recliner.

Xu Zheyuan's vision was blurred by tears, vaguely, she saw Wei Shengji's somewhat gloomy expression under the backlight, and she was lost for a moment.

"Fold the kite."

Xu Zheyuan lay under Wei Shengji with tears in his eyes, looking weak and alluring, Wei Shengji's fingertips followed Xu Zheyuan's cheek inch by inch, as if wanting to engrave her appearance Take it into your heart.

"Wei Shengji..."

Because of Wei Shengji's gaze, Xu Zheyuan trembled unconsciously, her heart filled with countless emotions was so tender and sour that it seemed to be about to melt.

Only now did she finally realize that Wei Shengji's so-called "ice cream" was herself.

Under Xu Zheyuan's gaze, whether it was anticipation or nervousness, Wei Shengji finally bent down.

The dry and warm palm gently brushed away the messy skirt like combing feathers, the movements were slow and careful.

Xu Zheyuan gave a soft "huh", and involuntarily bent her legs and hugged Wei Shengji's body tightly.

Wei Shengji paused slightly, his breathing was finally completely disordered.

She tried her best to control her agitated emotions, but both her mind and body were already out of control.

This moment is intertwined with the past, sweet and bitter, every inch of skin touched by her fingertips, every flavor tasted in her mouth, every fluctuation felt in her heart made her enjoy supreme joy.

What she knew, Xu Zheyuan would not understand.

For how to take this step, Wei Shengji was deeply troubled.

How can I convey her feelings to Zheyuan?

How can Zheyuan not be afraid of this feeling?

And how can I control myself in the passion so as not to scare Zheyuan?

Wei Shengji was very distressed and entangled.

As long as she is touched by Zheyuan, her scars that have healed for an unknown number of years will be hot and painful like being scalded by a branding iron, just like when Xu Zheyuan shed tears for these scars for the first time.

That was the first time anyone cried for her.

Wei Shengji liked Xu Zheyuan so, so much, but he was also so, so jealous of her.

She is jealous that Xu Zheyuan has parents who love her, that Xu Zheyuan has a carefree childhood, and that Xu Zheyuan has so many lovers.

The more she likes Xu Zheyuan, the more she hates her, the more jealous Xu Zheyuan is, the more she is attracted to her.

But at the moment when Xu Zheyuan cried for her, all the complex, strong, and tangled emotions were unified, and she thought she must love Xu Zheyuan.

The numb body like a walking corpse seemed to have finally regained its senses, and the scars that had healed and lost the pain sensation seemed to be torn apart again.

Different from the stinging pain caused by Xu Zheyuan's liking for Lu Wei, this is a deeper, stronger and more beautiful pain-perhaps it is not an exaggeration to call it happiness.

Xu Zheyuan said that she would not mind these scars, she had never heard better words than these.

When Xu Zheyuan's fingertips ran across her skin and these scars, Wei Shengji felt an unprecedented pleasure.

Look at her more, touch her more, feel her more, not only her skin, her wounds, her appearance, but also her heart, her spirit, her soul.

Sometimes she even wondered if it would be quicker for Zheyuan to see her true "inside" by tearing up these scars again.

It's not the perfect Weishengji she created, but the ugly and selfish Chen Xinxin, will Zheyuan still like her?

She wanted to know the answer so much, imagined it countless times in her mind, and rehearsed every possibility.

What Wei Shengji often thinks of is Xu Zheyuan saying the word "disgusting" with a contemptuous expression. This is not the highest possibility, but it is the scene she is most likely to think of.

Because she has experienced it, because she has recalled it countless times like masochistic, because she has recalled it so many times that she even has inexplicable emotions about it.

It is such a painful thing to be called disgusting by someone you like, but once you realize that this pain comes from Xu Zheyuan, Wei Shengji will feel unstoppable happiness.

All the haze in her heart was replaced by distorted happiness, and the so-called shadows began to become lovable.

Zheyuan will definitely not understand.

That's why she has to be so careful, walk so hard, and set rules for herself.

Delicious ice cream must be tasted in small sips. When the surface melts slightly and exudes a rich milky fragrance, you can hook it with the tip of your tongue and lick it. From the surface to the inside, you can feel it turning into a puddle of sweetness in your mouth. , and finally swallowed into the stomach.

Wei Shengji had already rehearsed it in her mind many, many times, and she knew that if she acted too hastily, she would scare Xu Zheyuan.So before she could control herself well, she didn't want to take this step so quickly, but time did not allow her to delay any longer.

She told herself over and over again to eat more slowly, but the fire in her heart was burning from the inside out, as if it was going to burn her whole body.

Just by being lightly touched by such a temperature, the soft ice cream melted completely.

Only Xu Zheyuan's soft, incoherent sobs were left in the room. The iPad that was teetering on the armrest fell to the ground at some point, and Xu Zheyuan's tight calf was placed on it instead.

Wei Shengji's light-colored nightdress was wrinkled pitifully, rising and falling with Xu Zheyuan's breathing.Wei Shengji hugged her tightly, breathing her breath.

Xu Zheyuan, who was in a state of trance, was so endearing and alluring that Wei Shengji almost wanted to taste it again immediately.

"Ugh, no—"

Xu Zheyuan came back to his senses, and subconsciously stopped Wei Shengji's hand.

Wei Shengji's movements paused, and his tone was extremely gentle: "What's wrong? Did I hurt you?"

Xu Zheyuan's consciousness, which had been drifting for a long time, seemed to have not fully returned to her body. After relying on instinct to block Wei Shengji's attack again, she breathed weakly and said, "No... you, you let me... cough cough... let me Let me slow down..."

Xu Zheyuan was indeed a little nervous at first, because she heard that the first time would be somewhat uncomfortable.She and Wei Shengji were inexperienced, so Xu Zheyuan thought that the first time the two of them must have some adjustments.

But things were not like this at all, she was only a little nervous, and then all the emotions that had nothing to do with happiness flew away.

Everything was more beautiful than she imagined, or it should be said that after experiencing it, she realized that some happiness is unimaginable.

Wei Shengji is gentle, passionate, and extremely skillful—at least from the perspective of her experiencer, so this first experience is indescribably wonderful.

But maybe it was because it was so smooth, comfortable and happy that Xu Zheyuan felt a little uneasy and fearful inexplicably.

When Wei Shengji touched her, she seemed to have completely lost the ability to think, her thoughts were burned out like a flame, and her body melted and evaporated like ice.

I don't know if it was affected by this sense of confusion, but Xu Zheyuan felt a tingling sensation of electric current passing through the skin touched by Wei Shengji, as if happiness was accompanied by pain.

"Is there something I didn't do well?"

"No..." Xu Zheyuan blushed when she thought of what Wei Shengji did just now, "Don't ask."

She wanted to retract her legs, but Wei Shengji's body leaned against her forcefully, confining her between herself and the couch.

"Is that what you don't like me doing?"

Wei Shengji asked persistently, Xu Zheyuan was embarrassed and awkward.The clearer her head, the more aware of the indulgences she had unknowingly displayed, the more ashamed she would be.

Wei Shengji's bad intentions must have been intentional, but why should she ask her how she feels at this time, what should she say?

"Did you do it on purpose!"

Xu Zheyuan was so angry that she poked Wei Shengji's shoulder, and incidentally vented her overwhelming shame.

"How could it be?" Wei Shengji looked at her seriously, with a smile on the corners of his eyes and brows, "For the first time, I was afraid that I wasn't doing well enough. Communication is necessary to make my partner feel comfortable."

Need a ghost, Wei Shengji must have asked her to embarrass her!

Big villain, she just doesn't want Ru Weishengji's intentions.

"Comfortable, comfortable as hell! You did a great job without any discomfort, you are a genius!"

Xu Zheyuan suppressed her blushing, and expressed her true feelings in a pretentious tone, trying to show her indifference.

As long as she doesn't feel shy, she loses the value of being molested by Wei Shengji!

Wei Shengji laughed, and Xu Zheyuan's face, which was pretending to be calm, was reflected in his light-colored pupils.

"It's wonderful, your words are the highest compliment to your partner."

"Hmph, cough, cough... no, you're welcome..."

Although Xu Zheyuan wanted to pretend to be calm, her dodging eyes revealed her guilt and shyness.

Wei Shengji followed her gaze, and kissed her moistly, Xu Zheyuan choked for breath, and reflexively covered Wei Shengji's approaching mouth.

"Ok?"

"Don't kiss me now, I'm so dirty."

"..."

Noticing that Wei Shengji's face was dark, Xu Zheyuan quickly added: "I don't think you are dirty, I think I am dirty!"

Wei Shengji's gaze deepened, and he turned over with Xu Zheyuan in his arms, so that she could lean on his arms in a more comfortable position.

"Don't be suspicious."

"Well, it's really weird..."

She really can't pass the hurdle in her heart!

Wei Shengji put his arms around Xu Zheyuan's waist, and said in a low voice, "It's okay, you will get used to it soon."

The author says:

微生霁：吸溜。感谢在2022-07-0623：55：09～2022-07-0721：45：26期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦～

Thanks to the little angel who cast the bazooka: 1 piece of herbal tea jelly jelly;

Thanks to the little angel who threw mines: I don’t want to draw pictures, EV1;

Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: 7 bottles of Mu Beishu; . . 5 bottles; what year. 2 bottles; 1 bottle of Coca-Cola;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!