spring tide summer solstice

After looking around in the hotel but seeing no one, Song Qingyao ran to the duty desk of the hotel, described Lin He's appearance to the staff, and asked if they saw him.

The boy on duty said he didn’t see it, but the girl next to him who was sorting out the information and was about to get off work said, “I saw the person you mentioned. He’s tall and he’s still wearing your competition clothes, right?”

"Yes!" Song Qingyao nodded immediately, and when he spoke again, he coughed because he was panting too quickly, "Did you see where he went?"

"I haven't talked to him, so I'm not sure where he's gone." Seeing Song Qingyao's anxious look, the girl went around and pointed him in the direction, "Our hotel is right by the sea, you go out and turn right to the beach, turn left It’s going up the hill of the botanical garden. There’s no visibility on the hill at this late hour, so he probably won’t go up, why don’t you go to the beach to have a look?”

"Yes, go to the beach and look for it," the boy also echoed, "Many guests stay at the beach all night."

After thanking them both, Song Qingyao strode up the steps and left the hotel gate. After going out, he ran for more than 100 meters and saw the beach.

The moonlight is bright, the night on the sea is not too dark, and there are street lamps on the walking path beside the beach that do not disturb people.Song Qingyao was walking along the coast. It was not yet twelve o'clock. There were people watching the sea in twos and threes. He searched anxiously, and finally found the forest valley on the right side of the sparsely populated lighthouse on the right.

The man was lying on his back on the beach, crossing his legs and resting his hands behind his head.Hearing the panting sound of someone approaching, Lin He moved his eyelids, and when he opened his eyes, he saw Song Qingyao looking down at his face with his hands on his knees.

There was a street lamp not far away, and the faint light penetrated between the two of them. Lin He raised his hand and stroked Song Qingyao's chin with his fingertips, taking away a drop of sweat.

"Why did you run out?" Lin He asked, his voice was a little hoarse, but there was nothing unusual in his tone.

Song Qingyao held his outstretched hand, sat down and turned to look at him: "Why is the phone turned off?"

Lin He still lay still, shaking his raised leg, and said with a smile, "I'm worried if I can't find it?"

Song Qingyao frowned.

Standing on the second floor and hearing part of the conversation between Dean Lin and his wife just now, Song Qingyao knew that Lin He had quarreled with the dean and his wife.

If it was before, he would wait until Lin He wanted to say it.Now that he understands the meaning of "no home" that Lin He often talks about, he can't wait any longer.

Leaning down, Song Qingyao kissed Lin He's lips.

Not far away, a young couple sat on the rocky beach of the lighthouse, their laughter riding on the sea wind and waves, hitting their ears from time to time.But at this moment, Lin He could no longer hear him, and his attention was all on the person in front of him, on this person's initiative to kiss him.

Hugging Song Qingyao into his arms, Lin He turned his back to the direction of the two and blocked Song Qingyao with his body.

Suddenly fell down on the sand, Song Qingyao didn't care about the embarrassment covered by the sand, raised his hand to hook Lin He's neck, and continued to kiss.

Lin He satisfied him, and the two excitedly demanded from each other under the canopy, grinding out uneven marks on the sand under them.Song Qingyao had never been so out of control in a sober state. Lin He's heart was shaking, but fortunately he didn't lose his mind. He knew how to stop the car when each other's desires were ignited, and hugged him to calm down together.

Song Qingyao's head was a little dizzy, and he heard tinnitus like a heartbeat in the back of his mind.He hugged Lin He's waist tightly, and pressed his lips against the pulse of Lin He's neck.Through a layer of skin, the obvious pulsation touched the lips lightly, reminding him that Lin He had the same reaction as him, and this person was also impulsive because of him.

"Why are you so active all of a sudden?"

Lin He's voice came from overhead, and at the same time, the sound of waves lapping on the shore was heard.Song Qingyao opened his eyes and looked from Lin He's shoulders to the deep night sky. At the end of his vision was a faint star. He stared at it and said softly, "I heard what Lin Yuan and his wife said."

The Adam's apple next to the eyes moved, and Song Qingyao's attention returned to Lin He.He kissed Lin He's Adam's apple, Lin He lowered his head to look at him, their eyes met, then Lin He looked away first, and put his chin against the top of his head.

"I know," he whispered over the 'rustle' of the waves, "why do you say you don't have a home."

Wrapping tightly around the person in his arms, Song Qingyao looked up at Lin He's face: "Tell me about your childhood."

The person holding him didn't move, even though he kept his head up, he couldn't reach the line of sight that Lin He refused to lower.

Time passed with the repeated lapping of the waves, and Lin He remained silent. Song Qingyao couldn't wait any longer, so he let go of one arm to hold Lin He's back of the head, forcing him to look down at himself.

"Lin He, do you still treat me as an outsider?"

Lin He's pupils couldn't see clearly in the dark night, but he answered Song Qingyao's question: "It's not that I want to treat you as an outsider, it's that you still refuse to put me in your heart."

Lin He's tone was indifferent, and after he finished speaking, he wanted to block his vision with his chin.Song Qingyao pressed the back of Lin He's head hard again, and blurted out when his eyes met again: "I'm just not used to saying that."

Song Qingyao didn't mention that this habit originated from a previous relationship, Song Qingyao just wanted to let Lin He not misunderstand him again: "I thought we were all together, you will understand what I mean."

His voice was broken by the loud laughter not far away, Lin He heard it clearly, and still looked at him expressionlessly: "I don't understand, you just told me to try, until now I didn't say anything, how do I know if you are used to it or like it."

The arms around his waist were loosened, and Lin He turned over and lay with his back facing him.Song Qingyao was silent for a moment, stretched out his fingers and pinched the hem of Lin He's T-shirt, and leaned against his face to see how he closed his eyes in anger, his heart felt soft.

Glancing at the couple on the rocky beach who didn't notice any movement, Song Qingyao put his arms around Lin He's waist and hugged him, whispering in this person's ear: "Then let me say now, I..."

Song Qingyao deliberately didn't make a sound for the last few words, but at this moment a wave rolled up to the shore, Lin He thought it was covered by the sound of the waves, and hurriedly turned over and grabbed his wrist: "I didn't hear the words behind!"

Seeing Lin He's anxious appearance, Song Qingyao couldn't help laughing, and this time he looked at him seriously and said it again.

Under the dim street lamp, two moths were entangled and dancing together, and a star next to the moon shyly flashed, the world seemed to be gently plucked by this confession, and even the freighter on the distant sea uttered a sound. Shocking siren sound.

Lin He stared into Song Qingyao's eyes, and the corners of his mouth couldn't help but raise: "Senior, say it again."

Song Qingyao did as he wished, and as soon as he finished speaking, he was pressed on the sand and kissed impatiently.This time the passion surged even more intensely, and it finally alarmed the couple.

Song Qingyao hid in Lin He's arms and panted, shame belatedly poured all over his face, but he didn't feel annoyed, he just felt nervous and excited. He twisted the front of Lin He's T-shirt with his fingers, but he couldn't pay attention to each other. Paste somewhere to remove.

It was very hot, he was panting heavily, and the presence of his sweat-soaked underwear was getting stronger and stronger.

Summer nights by the sea are not much cooler than daytime, if only in a hotel room.

When this thought flashed through his mind, he heard Lin He say, "Go to the sea and stay for a while."

The night covered his flushed face, and the two of them took off their T-shirts and went into the water together in sweatpants.When the cold seawater submerged up to his waist, the heat in his body finally eased, and Song Qingyao took a few more steps into the sea.Lin He followed behind him, and when the sea water caressed the bright red on his chest, Lin He hugged him tightly from behind and bit his earlobe with his mouth open.

The waves swayed in the chest in the wind, and there was a numbness in the waist. Looking at the deep and boundless night in the distance, Song Qingyao felt as if he was also melted into this sky.But soon, he couldn't see the line connecting Haitian clearly, and all his attention was focused on his right ear.

Lin He likes to bite his ear very much, instead of biting hard, he grinds it carefully with his teeth, and then teases him with his tongue, often making him shudder and making fun of him.

He propped his arms around his waist, and the deep sea water like thick ink covered his downward vision, and he let out a low moan but was squeezed out of his throat by the waves that kept coming.He raised his hand to touch Lin He's hair, panting and said, "Stop..."

Lin He let go of his hand, the buoyancy of the sea lifted his body up slightly, his feet, which could no longer stand still, lost his balance, he turned around and hugged Lin He's neck, and the two looked at each other under the sky.

The sea fog in the distance is gradually filling up, and the night is thicker than before, and even the moon hides in the depths of the clouds with its shy stars.Lin He stared into his eyes, his eyes fell from his upturned nose to his swollen lips, feeling his rapid breathing over his face, Lin He turned his head, and took his mouth into his mouth again. lips.

When he returned to the shore, Song Qingyao's legs were so weak that he almost knelt on the beach.

After soaking in the sea for a long time, even if I didn't do strenuous exercise, my physical strength was exhausted.Lin He was also very tired, so he lay down to rest with his armpit, panted and turned over to him, and asked, "Shall we go back?"

Song Qingyao's chest was still heaving obviously, and the wet bodies of both of them were covered with sand. This feeling was really uncomfortable.He nodded, stood up with Lin He's support, casually put on his clothes and walked towards the hotel.

After entering the room, Lin He took a bath with him, and in the aroma of mojito and freesia, he vented the urge to be suppressed by each other.Feeling hungry again after washing, Lin He called the hotel front desk and ordered snacks such as oyster omelette and sand tea noodles.Hearing that there was Tsingtao beer at the front desk, he ordered half a dozen iced ones.

The hotel's kitchen moved very quickly and delivered what they ordered in less than 10 minutes.The two sat on the sofa and ate, and didn't want to move after it was over. Song Qingyao leaned on the back of the sofa, and Lin He lay on his lap, facing him with his head up.

Song Qingyao lowered his eyes, and the two looked at each other silently. After a while, Lin He reached out and hugged his waist, and put his face on his lower abdomen: "Do you still want to hear what happened just now?"

Inserting his fingertips into Lin He's hair, Song Qingyao made Lin He relax by stroking his scalp: "I've been waiting for you to tell me."

After closing his eyes and enjoying it for a moment, Lin He said, "Actually, I feel ashamed to say it. After all, it happened when I was a child."

"There's nothing to be ashamed of," Song Qingyao comforted him, "How old were you then?"

"Six years old, they just got divorced that year." Lin He turned his face and looked up at Song Qingyao, "I can't remember the details, the doctor said it might be caused by too young and too much blow, that's fine."

The eyebrows furrowed slightly, and Song Qingyao put his other hand on Lin He's face and stroked it gently: "Tell me everything you remember."

Feeling the tenderness between his fingers, Lin He hooked the corner of his mouth: "If you say you like it again, I'll say it."

Lin He's original intention was to liven up the atmosphere, and by the way, take advantage of verbal advantage to tease Song Qingyao.As a result, Song Qingyao leaned down, kissed him on the lips first, then looked into his eyes and said it again.

Unexpectedly, Song Qingyao would care so much about his past, and Lin He felt that his heart was gently and firmly held up again.

Holding Song Qingyao's right hand, Lin He closed his eyes, and said in a deep voice as if recalling the past: "After the two of them divorced, my dad also wanted my custody, so they often quarreled on the phone. "

"That time my mother took me to Rotterdam, and my father called again during the transfer. My mother was too busy arguing with him, but I didn't find anyone smelling something for me, so I left with him."

"What happened later?" Song Qingyao asked nervously.

"Later," Lin He paused, "I couldn't remember where he was sold, and he was rescued by the police half a year later. But at that time, he couldn't speak anymore, and he couldn't remember the past."

The corner of his mouth was raised again, Lin He didn't open his eyes, but only added a hint of sarcasm in his expression: "The police sent me to the local orphanage, and I stayed there until someone wanted to adopt me. I accidentally found out my nationality and household registration before I contacted my mother."

There was a smile on the corner of Lin He's mouth, but his eyelashes were trembling uncontrollably.Looking at the two contradictory emotions on his face, Song Qingyao's chest seemed to be pressed by a heavy boulder, and he really wanted to say something to comfort him, but also understood that all words seemed powerless at this moment, so he had to hold the two tightly together. people holding hands together.

Lin He sensed it and opened his eyes to look at him.

"Senior, if you were me, would you still feel like you have a family?"

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