[Comprehensive] First Love Trainee

I don't know why, but it's not surprising that Maki is not angry.

Although Aozawa's attitude is too out of the way, Maki just feels that it's not because he has no sense of life and death.She has seen Lan Ze's gesture of rescuing patients, and she does her best every time. Such a person will not feel numb to death.

"Then...why, you still want me to resuscitate?"

"Because you need experience." Aozawa turned to look at Maki.

Many years ago, Maki Asai, who was still a middle school student, chose to stand up and stand beside him because of his respect for life, and cooperated with him to give first aid when he stumbled. Eleven years have passed, and she has really become a flying doctor, a doctor who makes Lan Ze feel at ease most of the time.

She is serious and responsible, and has the calmness and judgment to deal with the scene. These qualities can help her become a better doctor better and faster.But she is also too empathetic, too easy to empathize from the perspective of the patient.

As a doctor, you must have the quality of putting yourself in the shoes of others, but getting too close to the patient and thinking too much about the patient will make you sink deeper and deeper and cannot be separated.

When a person has to face different life and death every day, if he can't learn to properly let go of his identity as a doctor, but bears the fate of each patient on his own, he will always have problems.

Doctors are not gods, and they are not omnipotent. In the world of first aid, there are never ifs.

This is the truth Lan Ze has learned since he became a flying doctor. Now, he wants to use his own way to teach it to his younger generations.

After the paperwork is done, it is long past the off-duty time.

Of course, overtime is so common among physicians, especially emergency physicians, that even the most unmotivated virtuoso doesn't bother to complain.

Flying the helicopter all day, rescuing several people with sweat and blood, although he was exhausted, but his dignity as a human being forced Maki to take a shower and change into the spare clothes in the closet.

Her stomach was screaming in protest, and hunger and fatigue were like two giant hammers hitting her left and right temples in turn.

Reason told her that she didn't eat well at noon, and that she should at least supplement some nutrition at night, eat some fresh vegetables, and take in some energy. She couldn't lift her spirits.

Order a takeaway.She thought lazily.

Call now, and when I get home, it will probably be delivered.

Although a little unhealthy, it is much better than the biscuit coffee at noon.Now that you've reached this point, don't be so picky.

But after opening the takeaway page and swiping through several pages, she didn't take the content into her mind.

Although she had forced herself not to think about it anymore, the pale face of the little boy who hadn't been rescued in the afternoon always entered into her mind when her mind was lax.

Lan Ze said that although the rescue was unsuccessful this time, she has experienced the case of resuscitating hypothermia in children who drowned, and she will have the opportunity to use this experience to save more people next time.

Maki knew that what he said was right, she couldn't possibly save everyone alive.

But this was the first time that a living life slipped from her hands.She was responsible from the beginning of the outpatient visit, and it was the same when the hope of life was not grasped in the end.

She exited the takeaway page and completely lost her appetite.

Forget it, just buy a bento at the convenience store on the first floor when you leave the hospital, anyway, everything she eats tastes like nothing.

There are two unread emails in the mailbox, both from Tezuka.One was after 3 pm, saying that she knew she was on a mission, so she left with her grandfather.The other one was nearly 6 o'clock, asking when she got off work.

She checked the time, it was already nine o'clock.

I haven't seen each other for many years, but I met him once in a hurry, and in this situation, Maki didn't know how to react.

After thinking about it, she called Tezuka back and was picked up just after one ring.

"Ah..." I didn't expect the other party to answer the phone so quickly, but Maki didn't know what to say, "That... I'm sorry, I just got off work, so I just saw the email..."

"I guessed it." The man's steady voice came from the receiver, which made Maki feel suddenly relieved.In the past few years, they have occasionally talked on the phone. For Maki, hearing Tezuka's voice through the receiver feels more familiar than seeing the real person face to face.

She couldn't help but sit on the bench at the entrance of the hospital, wrapping her windbreaker tightly.

"If you're leaving now," she heard Tezuka say, "would you mind taking my car? I'm in the hospital parking lot."

Usually Maki also drove to work, but today she was very tired and not in good condition, worried about driving safety, and originally planned to call a taxi home.

Unexpectedly, Tezuka was waiting for her in the parking lot.

Just a few minutes after she walked to the parking lot, Maki suddenly thought-this person asked her when she got off work at almost 6 o'clock. Could it be that he has been waiting in the parking lot for 3 hours?

From Maki's point of view, the last time I saw Tezuka was in the summer of 20 years old, in the late stage of his rehabilitation in Munich.It has been more than 6 years now.Although I can see him in magazines or advertisements, I always feel that it doesn't feel real.There have been many emails and phone calls, and I feel that I am more familiar with each other's inner world than before, but if I change to a real person standing in front of me, I feel like there is something more all of a sudden.

The lights of a black Mercedes-Benz flashed in the parking lot. She opened the door and sat in the passenger driver with a sense of novelty. She turned her face sideways and forced a smile to the handsome man in the driver's seat.

When I saw him in the outpatient clinic in the afternoon, Tezuka wore a baseball cap and mask in order not to be conspicuous. Now that these masks were removed, the man's original stern face was much softer in the yellow light of the roof lights, and his nose was straight. There was a small projection on one side, and when the eyes behind the lens looked at her, there was a gentle light shining.

This is a handsome face that has faded away from the youthfulness of a teenager, and has more edges and corners of an adult man.The facial features are not much different from before, and the expression is even a little less cold and serious than when he was in middle school.The moment the four eyes meet, the person in front of him seems to overlap with the past that has been separated for a long time in time and space, which makes Maki feel a lot of emotion in his heart.

Today may not be a very suitable day for reunions and memories.Maki thought.

She had a busy day and suffered one of the saddest failures of her medical career, and while no one would blame her for it, she was depressed.

Tired, hungry and depressed, she barely managed to wash off her blood and sweat in the bathroom, and she didn't even have the energy to buy some food along the way.

There is no hair dryer in the duty room, and the emergency shampoo bought in the department in the bathroom is too powerful in cleaning, and there is no conditioner, which makes her hair a bit frizzy, without any styling at all.My face is a bit dry now because I used the cleansing soap in the public bathroom, and my face is tight, and it still hurts a little bit when it is blown by the night wind.

He is wearing spare clothes in the closet, which are clean at any rate, but they are just basic T-shirts and jeans and classic trench coats in pursuit of comfort. He also wears flat sneakers that are too comfortable. The label "elegant mature woman" has nothing to do with it.

There was even a resounding rumble in her battered stomach next to her famous ex-boyfriend with a huge following and more handsome than the most popular movie stars.

It's terrible!

When such thoughts came to mind, Maki found that he didn't even have the energy to feel ashamed.Back then when she accidentally ate wasabi in front of Tezuka and she couldn't stop crying, she would subconsciously cover her face, but now, there is nothing in her body that is in place, it seems that she has fallen to the bottom, and she doesn't know what to do for it. Which part feels embarrassing.

"Sorry." In the end, Maki just smiled wryly, "I missed dinner time."

"Isn't your lunch okay?" Tezuka started the car, remembering the smell of coffee he could smell, "Just eat some bread and biscuits, and have a cup of coffee?"

"...After all...today is the helicopter..." Maki explained weakly, and suddenly felt that this scene was very similar to that summer vacation. She happened to encounter an accident in front of the supermarket, and by chance, she cooperated with Lan Ze to complete her life First aid among them.

That day she read a book and saw that she had forgotten the time, low blood sugar and mild heatstroke, Tezuka went to see her at home, just like now, scolding her for being too sloppy to herself with a bit sharp and dissatisfied.

It has been 11 years, and the two have been separated for 11 years because of different paths forward, but today they miraculously repeat the past.

They have all changed a lot, and it seems that they have never changed.

Maki leaned against the car door, propped her face with her hands, and looked slightly at the man who was driving seriously.

The tip of his nose seemed to be able to smell the mung bean soup he cooked in the kitchen that day, and he could even remember what topics they discussed while sitting side by side at the table.

Tezuka seemed to say something, but Maki didn't hear clearly, she saw the other's lips moving, she was stunned for two seconds, and said "Huh?" a little dull.

Surprised, he turned his head and glanced at the girl in the co-pilot, Tezuka was a little surprised by Maki's distraction.

Although he didn't look back just now, he could still feel her eyes unabashedly falling on his side face.

She didn't know what Maki was thinking when she looked at him, she had never stared at him so clearly before.Although he didn't have any guilty conscience, Tezuka's palms were still covered with sweat when he was locked on by such a direct gaze.

As a professional athlete, there are tens of thousands of spectators during his games, and countless high-definition cameras chasing him from near or far to take pictures, but none of them made him nervous like this.

As if back in the summer when he was 15 years old, he faced Maki in the corridor of the youth training base and asked her if she would like to date him.

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The author has something to say:

The reunion after so many years, this image is really too bad