[Comprehensive] First Love Trainee

In the past, Maki didn't feel wronged. She didn't understand Tezuka Kunimitsu's stubbornness, even though he tried to explain it to her.On the surface, she gave up questioning and arguing, but that was just a concession she made to him because of her inner love. In fact, she didn't really understand his choice.

She was not very interested in tennis at first, but she was willing to learn about it because she liked Tezuka. She was attracted by his free and consistent appearance on the court, was delighted by his victory, and also hoped that he could realize his heart. The goal.

But gradually, worries about his hand injury began to follow.Every time he competes, Maki has gradually begun to forget his desire for victory, let alone appreciate the excitement of the game. He just hopes that he will not hurt himself again, and even has the idea that "as long as it is safe, it is okay to lose".

But this is not right.

Tezuka Kunimitsu has not changed. He has the same persistence from beginning to end. He is always eager to win, always pursues firmly, never gives up, and always does his best for the ideal in his heart.

What has changed is her, Maki herself.

It was because she couldn't bear the worries brought about by Tezuka's injury, and she was too worried about him, and even began to violate the intention she had when she first watched the game.

She tried to influence him with her mood, to change him, to make him what she wanted.

On that day, at Asai House, Megumin Shiratori's pain was vividly felt.

She said that although she knew the good intentions of her colleagues and superiors, she could not accept her mistakes. If she had such a mood, she would not be able to continue working with everyone.

At that time, Maki said that because he didn't have empathy, he couldn't make irresponsible remarks.

Of course, everyone around Shiratori is trying to cheer her up, keep her, and encourage her, but if she really believes that only leaving can let her let go of the burden in her heart, then the kindness of other people will become her pressure.

Now, with another question, it's the same.No matter how much Maki worries about Tezuka's arm, as long as he decides on that path and resolutely overcomes all difficulties to make a choice, then all her worries, persuasion and even concern will become his stumbling blocks.

How can a person be qualified to influence or even try to change another person's life?This is simply not right.

Relying on intimacy to dictate the other person's life, under the banner of "for his own good", isn't it interference?

Maki opened the address book, found the doctor's phone number, called to make an appointment, and then picked up the speech for final confirmation.

Although she was still worried about the consequences of Tezuka's bravado, she had already decided that she could not interfere or demand from the other party with her own ideas.Tezuka Kunimitsu is a rational, self-willed, calm and high-spirited person. He has a maturity and stability beyond his peers, and also has the impulsiveness and recklessness of a teenager, but he always understands what he is doing.

All she can do is to support this matter, that's all.

As for herself, since she still can't understand him, she can only see what she sees.

Throwing away distracting thoughts, I made a successful speech, and the briefing session ended successfully at 11:[-] am.Maki called a taxi and drove to the final venue, because he was not in a hurry to watch the game, but seemed calm.

Finding where Xia Fan is, Shinji even took the time to bring her some red bean smoothie outside. When he sat down, he pointed at Echizen Ryoma who was playing on the field in puzzlement: "What's wrong with Echizen-kun? It seems that his hair has grown longer." Why do you still look so energetic after such a long time?"

After Echizen disappeared before the game, Atobu urgently dispatched a helicopter to look for it, finally found the other party’s inexplicable amnesia, and everyone took turns playing with him to help him find his hand. In the end, the boy turned on "Seamless" like a god and even picked up his nickname Yukimura Seichi, the "Son of God", was able to "eliminate the five senses". As a result, Maki came late and asked such an insignificant question leisurely and calmly. Rao didn't care about tennis games Xia Fan also rarely twitched his face.

"...Is this the point?" She finally couldn't bear the desire to complain, and squeezed out such a sentence through her teeth.

I thought I was going to face a worried and sad person, but I didn't expect it to be only two hours. Did you just look away like this?The attitude change is too fast, isn't it?

The final "Samurai Swipe" kicked the ball, and the referee loudly announced Echizen Ryoma's victory. The Seigaku players jumped into the field cheering and threw the cat-eyed boy high into the air.

Tezuka and Fuji stood on the sidelines, quietly watching the scene in front of them, savoring the hard-won victory with mixed feelings.

When the burden was lifted, even Tezuka, who was always serious, couldn't help showing a relieved smile. After being teased by Fuji, he quickly covered up a cough and told the other party: "Just pretend you didn't see what happened just now. .”

Maki looked at the ecstatic Qingxue team members from a distance, but did not step forward to join their celebration. Atobe couldn't help but look sideways at his abnormal behavior, and swam past Maki's face keenly with some doubts. He looked happy in his heart that Qingxue won the championship, but for some reason, he suddenly had a strange feeling in his heart.

Now, he even had reason to suspect that Tezuka didn't know that Maki Asai had come to the scene after the briefing session.

The heavily burdened arm after the fierce battle has yet to fully recover. Even from their angle and distance, they can still see the obvious redness and swelling on the elbow.

But Maki never once mentioned the match with Sanada, nor asked about Tezuka's injury.

Looking at Tezuka from a distance, who still knew nothing, Atobe just had a feeling.Although there was no conflict due to such things as protracted warfare and self-sacrifice, it might be easier for Tezuka, but in the future, he might miss Maki Asai who was worried about his hand injury and was a little worried.

Don't ask the reason, it's the intuition brought by the young master's unparalleled insight.

After the summer passed and the national competitions of various sports were over, the third grade retired completely and devoted all its efforts to preparing for the entrance examination.Also because of resigning from the student union, Maki no longer has to worry about the school trip in October, joint concert and track and field competition and cultural festival in November, and concentrates on preparing for the test attached to Dongda University, only keeping the TKS radio program that he has been doing .

In December, the winter vacation came after the final exam. During this vacation, all the tennis players who had already finished the national competition received the call from U-17, and for the first time recruited junior high school students to enter the dormitory training, and selected suitable players for the World Cup. of the players.

If he can be selected in this camp, then he will become the main pick of the Japanese team, wearing the uniform of the national team, and fighting for the country on the world stage. For this group of tennis teenagers, this is a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity. .

After all, although it is U-17, the selection is for players under the age of 17, but in the past it was selected among high school students by default, and the door has never been opened to junior high school students.

Originally, I thought that the short winter vacation would be over, and when school started again, it would be time for the entrance examination, so it was necessary to make a final sprint.Although the review went well, and the real foundation is solid, there should be no problem passing the passing line.However, she has always been strong, and the Affiliated Key Classes of East University implemented a rolling system of key classes. Based on the results of the entrance examination, the candidates with the top 45 deviations were selected to enter the key classes of the year. After every two exams, they were ranked according to the average deviation. The top 45 students will stay in key classes.

That is to say, not only the entrance exam, if the average deviation of the two exams after the formal teaching falls below the top 45 in the school year, even the members of the key class will have to pack up and leave, and be reassigned to other ordinary classes .

With Zhenji's self-esteem, how can he accept that he failed the key class?

This also means that the time for studying is not enough.

"The volunteers at the camp are too busy. If I apply, I might not have the opportunity to read books during the holidays." It's not that I don't want to. After all, the camp will last for a month, and the whole winter vacation will be over.Originally from a different school, of course I still want to meet my boyfriend if I have the chance.

Xia Fan sighed deeply after hearing the words: "Can you do a good job and let go of most of the poor candidates who are struggling to graduate?" This guy, my best friend, has been ranked first in the school for three years, and dares to challenge the deviation value The school is ranked first in the country, and it is sure to pass the passing line.Just like that, she even said that she would study during the holidays?How can it be embarrassing for a salted fish to let her get by like this? "That's why it's good to go straight up at the beginning! That guy Tezuka..." Even now, I still feel a little bitter about my friend who made me work so hard because of my boyfriend.

"You don't understand..." Zhenji looked back at his friend quietly, with a face full of indescribable words, "Have you seen the ranking of the city's entrance exam at the end of the semester?"

"Who can wait to read such a long list..." Xia Fan didn't realize it.

Anyway, she usually ranks around 100 in the school exams, and the city's joint exams, the names that can be found on the top ten pages of the list are all high-spirited.

"But aren't you No. 5?" The fifth place in the city is already very impressive. After all, there are so many schools in Tokyo and how many candidates are there. To be ranked No. 5 among so many people, Xia Fan feels that it is not a shame but a glory. yes.

"It has nothing to do with No.5..." Maki showed a toothache.

There are many acquaintances in the first list.The first is Keigo Atobe, who is said to never be second in anything no matter what he does. The second is Seijuro Akashi, the former student council president and basketball team captain of Teiko Middle School. The third is her serious and rigorous Boyfriend Tezuka Kunimitsu, the fourth is Kei Takishima, the student council president of the private Baixuankan.Shinozu ranked 7th, and Gan and Oishi are also in the top 30 of the list.

"No.5 is already amazing! You are the president, the minister, and the broadcaster. I am already willing to call you the master of time management." At least Xia Fan couldn't find a study gap from Maki's schedule at all. .

"Everyone in front of me is the president of the student council and the head of at least one club. They still have to train. They play tennis or basketball all day long. I have never seen them pick up a book. They actually scored higher than me in the exam!" Maki was devastated, "And Ninzu-kun, he looked very relaxed during the entrance exam, and the chemistry and biology papers were handed in ahead of time, and he was only five points away from me..."

"Are they trying to force me to death?"

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The author has something to say:

When I watched POT for the first time, including SD, I was always puzzled like Maki

Why can't you take more care of your body, why are you just obsessed with the immediate victory and don't consider the long-term development

Whether it’s Tezuka or Mitsui, it’s understandable that they want to play basketball desperately, but why can’t they wait for their bodies to fully recover before going, and can’t give up the way of self-sacrifice?

Now that I am getting older, my experience has increased a lot. I have also experienced some similar things, and after tasting this matter, I got a different answer

These injuries were formed for the first time in the accumulation day after day. After a certain period of treatment, the recovery is very fast. After all, I am young and healthy, so I think it is not a big problem. I can’t wait to go back to training when I feel better. It makes perfect sense.When I was young, I felt uncomfortable at 01:30, and I didn’t really care about it. When it accumulated over time and became a serious problem, I realized that something went wrong, and I realized it was too late, and the healing speed of the second injury from overwork would be very slow. , leading to this situation

As for Tezuka's so-called "self-sacrifice" style of play, for a boy of that age, it is actually both arrogant and self-willed. retreat at critical moments

And Maki's self-unification at this time, apart from self-comfort, is actually a process of self-reconciliation.It's only at my age that I gradually understand that there is a conflict between what you want someone to be and who they are.People should respect and accept that others are different from what they hope and imagine. If you accept all of them, but still like them, then you should not interfere with the other's behavior. If you can't accept it, you can leave, but you can't expect others to do it for you. You, become what you want.

After thinking about it, in fact, everyone will be much more relaxed

Finally, the introversion from Xueba World