[Comprehensive] First Love Trainee

After finishing it, I'm actually still unsure.

I always feel that there are still many, many things I want to write and express, but I also believe that this story has been fully structured to the maximum extent, and I don’t want to destroy it, so I want to talk about my heart here with everyone.

This story originated from the brain hole of my friend and I during a trip in 2015.

In the past 7 years, I have experienced many different things. From the very beginning, I just wanted to write a campus story, and gradually changed to want to write a kind of ideal and longed-for view of love that I am now.

In the last story, I wrote a marriage based on reality. I think that even if it is not due to love, it is just because of fit, but as long as you work hard, you may not be unable to fit each other and live a happy life.But what I always look forward to the most is still love and marriage that achieve each other, care about each other and go in both directions.

This society, this era, has given each of us more opportunities and choices.We take it for granted that we have the opportunity to receive education, improve ourselves, choose a job, and strive for advancement, but at the same time, we are also burdened with different pressures than our grandparents and parents.

In this era of rapid development, more and more people have no spare energy to pay attention to others, no energy or even courage to manage a serious relationship.As a woman, the topics of studies, employment, marriage, and childbirth are unavoidable, and everyone's choices are different.I respect everyone's independent choice, but at the same time I would like to advise every sister-focus on yourself.

Mingjia in the previous story is the type of woman I admire and yearn for very much, but Maki in this story is the type I think ordinary women should learn from.

As a person, you should first be responsible for yourself. Every decision you make, every choice, and everything you experience is a unique and precious wealth in life. When ideals and feelings collide, people must Be forward-looking and put your own affairs first.No matter who you fall in love with, it is because of the shining points in yourself that you will attract the other party. If you lose yourself and attach to others, the shining points will disappear, and you will lose your attraction.This is also the reason why I finally decided to let Maki and Tezuka temporarily break up and go their separate ways after modifying many versions.

But a good love is mutual trust, two-way travel, mutual support, and common progress. It is also understanding and tolerance, trying to get closer, giving each other strength, and being willing to help each other.A person must be able to realize self-worth, meet social needs, and never stop improving himself in order to live up to the only one life.I really like what Dr. Kuroda said to Maki - the time in a person's life to go all out is very limited, and it would be a pity if you regret it when you have to stop.Everyone has the right to choose the way of life they want, but everyone should never give up and move forward on the path they choose.

When I was watching a sports game, what touched me the most was the spirit of going all out, never giving up, and fighting hard in competitive sports.This allowed me to see the shining and eye-catching vitality of human beings, and also moved me to the huge energy and potential contained in life.It is true that in life, we will suffer countless tests, face countless setbacks, and sometimes have to bear a lot of injustice and endure a lot of helplessness, but I still believe that life is brilliant, and life has many possibilities. It is never too late to strive for ideals, and those with beliefs and dreams are always worthy of respect.

The profession of a doctor is what I chose to set after thinking about it for a while.The theme of life is grand and serious. I don't think I have enough vision to see through this vocabulary, but at the same time I want to express my own understanding with my limited writing power.

Modern medicine has extended people's lives a lot, but there are still many areas that medicine cannot solve.Searching up and down, racing against time, the results obtained are sometimes surprising, but often accompanied by disappointment and powerlessness.Although there are often some unpleasant social news that makes people question the medical environment, I always believe that doctors are benevolent. No doctor hopes that the treatment will fail at the beginning, and no doctor will ever subjectively Wanting to hurt a patient is just that in life, we often only value the result and only need the result. Therefore, the positions of the doctor and the patient sometimes conflict, and they are often on guard against each other.

However, struggle and hard work are two words that will never and cannot be avoided in life. I also sincerely hope that each of us can believe in ourselves and live up to every minute and every second. They are just a tiny grain of sand in the sea of ​​stars, but at least, for our own life, we have gone through, fought hard, worked hard, and never regretted it.

Thank you for your company for more than a month. May we meet again in the next story.