[Comprehensive] First Love Trainee

Aozawa is actually not good at comforting people.

His own career has also come from stumbles, and he has also experienced depression and confusion, so he knows that it is useless for others to say that he has to come out by himself.

Just like back then, when he amputated Dr. Kuroda's arm, no matter how many people said he did nothing wrong, in the end, he still carried it himself.

"Asai, there is no miracle in first aid." Amidst the roar of the helicopter, Lan Ze's voice was very clear in the wireless earphones, "There are always many coincidences superimposed, some bring hope, and some bring regret, You have to accept it and make peace with yourself."

"It would have been nice to have arrived earlier, and it would have been nice to be more skillful in performing the surgery. In this way, there is no end to regret. You can't bear all the luck and misfortune of all patients on your own. Pick up the scalpel You are a doctor, put down the scalpel, they are just strangers to you." The statement is cold-blooded, but it is the reality.If you are always responsible for other people's lives, you will not have the energy to take care of your own affairs, and you will eventually be unable to be responsible to anyone.

"You are different from me, you have to learn to be selfish."

He's cold by nature, doesn't have much interest in anything other than medicine, and doesn't consider himself the type to make friends.He doesn't agree much with the matter of establishing a close relationship with patients, and he always believes that to be an excellent surgeon, reason is definitely more important than emotion.

Therefore, he will be responsible for the patient, consider for the patient, and even participate in the life of the patient to give him some appropriate advice.However, he can always control himself and not establish too personal feelings with patients.

Maki Asai is different.She is full of emotions and always considers others. Although he has warned her not to integrate too much personal emotion into the communication with patients before, judging from today's events, she is still not enough to stay out of it.

She is too empathetic, which will cause a lot of burden on herself.

However, as a bystander and instructor, there is only so much to say, and he has no way to forcibly pull out the feelings towards the patient in Maki Asai's mind and throw them away.

Whether he can overcome this hurdle that all surgeons have to go through, and what kind of doctor he will become afterward, depends on Maki Asai himself.

It took Maki a while to wash off the dust and blood on her body.

After returning from such a scene, not only her clothes, but even her hair were stuck together by the blood that flowed out from nowhere. She washed the shampoo several times to wash off the dried blood.

The high-intensity on-site first aid, a lot of physical energy consumption, and the blow caused by Yuki's death, coupled with the lack of oxygen and high temperature in the bathroom, made Maki appear dehydration and hypoglycemia symptoms as soon as she changed her clothes.

Fortunately, she was in the hospital, and the colleagues saw that she was not looking right, so they immediately helped her to the bed in the duty room and put her on a drip.

After the night shift, he showed up without even eating breakfast. It is really not easy to support until now.

"Sorry for causing trouble to everyone." Maki felt a little embarrassed after receiving the salted sugar water prepared by Miike.

Even though they are already mature social people, they still make such mistakes like they did when they were students.In fact, as a flying doctor, health is the most important thing, so Makoto has been paying attention to exercise and nutritional intake in the past few years. He originally planned to ask Xia Fan to have Brunch and didn't eat breakfast. kind of accident.

"Doctor Asai is pushing himself too hard." Miike shook his head and sat down on a chair beside him, "Actually, you were not on duty today, even if you didn't participate in first aid, no one would say anything about you."

Maki smiled, but said nothing.

It's not because of deliberate performance or other reasons, she's just habitually afraid of causing trouble to others.

"By the way, one of the injured patients brought back by helicopter today is Mr. Ono. Is his operation over? What's the result?" Not wanting to appear too vulnerable in front of his colleagues, Maki changed the subject in a somewhat disguised manner.After thinking about it for a while, Miike knew who Maki was talking about.

"You mean the one Ms. Tokiwa knows?" Tokiwa Riho's reputation in the emergency center has not yet passed, and Miike certainly remembers her, "The operation was successful and has been sent to the ICU for observation, but the internal organs are relatively damaged. Serious, the prognosis is definitely not optimistic. He contacted his wife and told him to come after work, Miss Tokiwa has been waiting outside the operating room until the operation is over."

On the surface, everyone thinks that the cool and glamorous Tokipan Risho is not that kind of nice person. Unexpectedly, the people who were hospitalized twice are not her relatives, and she is more worried than relatives.

The door of the duty room was knocked, Miike went to open the door, and outside the door stood the protagonist they were talking about just now.

"Mr. Ono's wife is here, I think I should say hello to you." Riho Tokiwa had already changed into a suit of clothes, and seeing Maki sitting on the bed getting a needle, he couldn't help being surprised, "What's wrong with you? "

"It's okay..." Maki was a little embarrassed.After all, it's embarrassing to talk about overworked hypoglycemia and dehydration. "Slightly dehydrated."

Tokiwa saw that Maki didn't want to talk much, so he didn't ask much.The two exchanged information about Mr. Ono's operation, and then talked about his wife who came to visit.

"I didn't know before. Mrs. Ono said that they were going through divorce procedures recently, and she asked the doctor when Mr. Ono would wake up, and she would come to sign the agreement." Tokiwa is a family lawyer himself. She has seen the appearance before, but she is not surprised by Mrs. Ono's indifference.

No matter what the reason is, since they decided to live separately, there is naturally something that cannot be reconciled.Although outsiders always take it for granted that "a one-night couple with a hundred days of grace", the other party looks like he is dying, and it is not moral to be so aggressive, but for a woman who is ready to say goodbye to marriage and start a new life, If the day of freedom is delayed because of her husband's accident, naturally she will not be happy.

"I explained to her the circumstances of the accident, and the doctor in the ICU also talked about the necessity of on-the-spot treatment and in-depth surgery, but I don't think Mrs. Ono is very concerned about these things. She just wants Mr. Ono to wake up early and sign."

Human nature is always particularly sharp in the face of life and death, Maki is just emotional after hearing these words.

"It's really..." She smiled wryly and shook her head, "You and my profession always seem to witness humanity very easily."

"Isn't there something to say, 'Take other people's tragedies as food', isn't that what doctors and lawyers are talking about?" Riho Tokiwa laughed at himself, "Success is taken for granted, but if you fail, you will be resented immediately. Just look at the results , don’t ask about the process. It’s really an unpopular profession.”

"But if you don't get into trouble, you won't need a job like ours." Maki smiled, thinking of Yuki's pale face. "Exhausting methods, searching up and down, all I do is to really help someone." Although there will always be heartbreaking frustration.

The two of them didn't speak for a while, until Tokiwa's cell phone ringing broke the unique silence.

She turned on the phone, and on the screen, Keigo Atobe's name kept flashing along with the ringtone.

Maki made a gesture asking her to go easy, and Tokiwa stepped aside to answer the phone.

"Atobe-kun?...I'm sorry, I'm in a hurry. For lunch...eh? News?...Uh yes, I'm at Dongda Hospital, but I'm really fine...Yes, the duty room of the emergency center, and Doctor Asai together..."

It wasn't intentional eavesdropping, but Tokiwa didn't shy away from answering the phone, so Maki inevitably deduced something from the content of the conversation, and the way she looked at Tokiwa Riho changed a little.

If it's just a working relationship, with Tokiwa Riho's personality and professionalism, I'm afraid he wouldn't call his boss "Atobe-kun" on a private phone call, and Atobe wouldn't invite his subordinates to dinner alone, especially if he was a female. subordinate.

What's more, since she was able to mention Maki's name on the phone, it meant that Tokiwa knew that she knew Atobe, and Maki hadn't mentioned it, so it could only be Atobe who said it.It must not be a routine operation for Atobe Keigo to mention his other personal friends to a person.

But... have Tokiwa and Koda broken up?

Atobe came very quickly, and not long after hanging up the phone, there was a knock on the door of the duty room.

From the crack of the opened door, Maki also caught a glimpse of several excited little nurses behind Atobe whispering.

The young master's face, which has frequently appeared in financial magazines and interviews in the past few years, is like a pass, and he will not be mistaken wherever he goes.

Although Tokiwa had already changed into a set of clean clothes, his left wrist was still tightly covered with plaster, and Maki had an infusion set tied on the back of his hand, and nearly half of the liquid in the bottle was not finished.

Atobe frowned deeply.

"You guys..." According to his mouth habit in his youth, he probably wanted to reprimand him for being "not gorgeous", but after all he was an adult, he still held back, "What's going on?"

"I was going to see a client in the morning, but I ran into an accident and met Dr. Asai." Tokiwa's answer did not satisfy Atobe, his face still looked a bit calm and pretentious, and his tone was indescribable how nice.

"I asked how you were hurt."

"It's just a slight fracture of the wrist, nothing happened."

"Is it alright with a broken bone?" Atobe's tone became even worse, he stared at Tokiwa dissatisfiedly, then turned his head to look at Maki who was hanging the infusion bottle, "What's wrong with you?"

"Oh, did Master Atobe finally remember that there is me next to me?" Maki teased him, "Don't worry, Miss Tokiwa's wrist injury is not serious, and it will recover in two or three weeks. It's just dehydration, the president of the dare not work department is worried."

No matter what, we have known each other for more than ten years, during which we were both studying in England for two years. Atobe and Maki can be regarded as old acquaintances.Hearing this, he rolled his eyes at the female doctor, and turned a deaf ear to her teasing: "Let the family doctor check it later, after all, it's a treatment at the emergency scene." He said this to Tokipan Lisui.

Knowing Atobe's usual style, and also knowing that what he said was not because he disliked the lack of dedication of the first aid doctor, Maki just glanced at the two opposite people with interest.

Tokiwa, who appeared strong and assertive in front of Koda, was not obedient in front of Atobe, but the sense of incongruity disappeared as far as the naked eye could see.According to Atobe's ability to turn good words into bad ones, if you don't know someone very well, you probably won't be able to talk and interact with him as calmly as Tokiwa.

She understood and showed a clear expression: "Miss Tokipan doesn't need to be hospitalized, but if you want to have a detailed examination, you'd better do it as soon as possible. Our hospital doesn't have any procedures to do, you two can do it yourself. "

"As for Mr. Ono, I'll let you know when he wakes up." This was told to Tokiwa Riho.

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The author has something to say:

The lawyer girl is the cp for the young master, you can't just let the young master eat other people's dog food hahaha